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Uncanny, unwanted, unruly, memories disturbed my mind, I was

in a lake; the grass was long tickling my bare feet, the wind was soft blowing my

hair, the skies reflecting the time of twilight. As I walked to the dock of the lake

staring at my small bare feet, looking down. I gazed at the reflections of the lake

and saw that I wasnt alone, there were two shadows reflecting in the water. It was

my mother and I, she held out her soft hand out to me and I grab them, holding

on tightly. I heard footsteps from behind us approaching, getting closer and closer

to us, when the footsteps hit the dock my mom and I both looked back, a gentle

smile came across her lips. My father was standing there with his tall frame hover-

ing above us with two buckets on his hand. He said, Well lets start fishing my

lovely ladies. I looked at the bucket and saw millions of warms swirling around in

the dirt, he picked one up, with his big hands and showed me how to put one in

the hook. My face should have been a sight to see; my nose scrunch up in disgust,

but my father showed me a valuable lesson that day, one of the few he ever got to

show me, when he wasnt drunk of his ass. He said to me with a cheeky almost dev-

ilish smile on his face, you see young lady sometimes things are hard to do and

seem repulsive and dirty, but the process has to be done, now we people have a

choice, to do it or not he continued on saying, we always have choices, things

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are going to present itself to you, it does not matter how small they are, and you

are going to have to make a choice, that choice will mark the rest of your life.

My father was right for once in his life, he was right, I was here with this guy

standing in front of me, basically throwing himself at me and I had to make a

choice. Either catch him with my hook or let him go easy because he seems like he

is not ready for the picking. So you are asking Mr. styles if a make home visits? I

have never been asked this question before do you mind me asking what vet does

such a thing here in Miami? It would be nice to talk to them and see what their ex-

periences have been like doing this sort of job. My reply gave me some sort of

time to think about what my answer was going to be to this odd request. He

smiled and was amuse by my interest in the subject, maybe thinking I was foolish

enough to not catch his intensions, well Im from a small town in the UK as you

can probably hear from my very subtle accent, there is a lot of vet hospitals that

offer this service there, I recently moved here to Miami and stuttering he con-

tinued and it will be great if you, Miss. Starr would come to my flat and check

on dusty. A cheeky smile came to his face showing his dimples, he continued try-

ing to make his best debate to convince me, I will pay for everything, I will even

cook for you if you want. I just want him to be ok. Now lets analyze this situation

for a moment my mind is in rumbles right about this second, I usually dont just go

for my pickings --as a like to call them--, this suddenly Im not in my regular envi-

ronment here. So as I always do when starting my research on my next partner or

getting through challenging decisions like this one, which I have had, plenty in my

lifetime. I have to look at what are the pros and cons? Pros: hes strong, godly fea-

tures, gorgeous, big hands, and again gorgeous, cons: I havent done my research,too sweet, has a cat. I replied while looking at him straight in in his green eyes,

you had me at you cooking Mr. styles. Lets see what I can do for you, I will go to

my supervisor ask for rates and any other information available on this subject.

Please stay put and I will be right back ok I shouldnt sound so demanding with

my clients, my personal live is little by little pressing its way into my professional

live, which is one of my many rules, but is to late now, the desire is there, I want

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him to be mine and that is final, my choice is made lets see were it leads me. He re-

plied like reading my mind are you this authoritative with everybody? I mean

dont get me wrong Ms. Starr I dont mind at all. This boy is really tempting me I

smiled and walked away swiftly. I didnt want him noticing that if i had the change

I will do my way with him right here and now.

On my way to my supervisor I have done everything I can to spike myself out

of this, my overanalyzing self tells me this is a mistake. The unknown, living on

the edge is not my biggest attribute. I have a process of doing everything in my life

even the most simple as it seems for other people like beginning a relationship with

someone. I could not call what I do a relationship is more like an agreement be-

tween two people. But what Im opening the doors to, feels like just that, a relation-

ship, something more then just sexual. Do I want to go in that door that I have

closed for so many years ago? Do I want to experience these new feelings, or do I

want to stick to the sensation of pleasure, of lust the adrenaline that it brings. But

why Im thinking so much about this? Why Im a fearing that his feelings will get

hurt, because obviously I know mine wont; has the seed of fondness been planted

in me towards this sweet guy that I have left behind back in my office? Just this

alone should warn me that this is a red flag, when my personal feelings get on the

way of what my body wants and that is sex, but I ask myself when you have been

living in sole sex nothing more nothing less could it be so hard to walk the waters

of the same path again? Choosing passion over matter, I think ill choose passion

this time around. I have finally arrived I just stand there at the door of my supervi-

sors office looking perplexed. my boss finally sees me and says, Starr can I help

you with something dear my boss has been some type of a motherly figure to me,she reminds me so much of my mom with her soothing voice and soft features.

Yes, I would like to inquire about something, a patient just asked about a job

that Im very unacquainted with

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She takes off her ray ban eyeglasses and says, is everything ok you seem a lit-

tle pale, please go on tell me whats going on

I rambled on not catching for breath as I speak, well my patient arrived with

his cat dusty and he is really concerned about him and is requesting for me to

make a home visit. It is important to him that I checkup on his cat. I mean now

that I say it, it does not sound so much of a far reach, but I wouldnt know what

are the prices or anything related to this sort of job.

We usually do those types of work when a patient pets has been attending at

our facilities for a while, this is not customary, but if you really want to do this outof the kindness of your heart, you could.

Alright thank you Mrs. stone. I will do what sees fit as I was walking towards

the door she stood up and exclaimed--

--Hold on, I will go with you, I want to make sure we make the right decision

here!

We walk together side by side towards my office; Im thinking to myself how

could this get this far. I did not want this to happen; when Mrs. Stone sees me in

front of him she will definitely notice my attraction towards this guy. Since I was a

little girl my mom always use to tell me that Im like an open book; I kind of wearmy emotions on my sleeves and sometimes that gets me in a lot of trouble, like

right now to be exact! I opened the door and my intentions were to introduce Mrs.

Stone, but right when I was about to speak, his hand went to his hair sweeping it

to one side shaking his head to get the hairs all in the same direction. Now why do

I find everything he does so dam sexual? Ting Ting that will be the question of

the day, my cheeks start turning read even showing over my darker completion, I

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can feel the hotness in my face. Mrs. stones just stares at me she knows me so well

is unbelievable Mr. styles thank you for waiting here patiently for us, I appreciate

your interest on your pet and wanting to give him the best care possible. This is

Mrs. stones and she will answer all of your questions.

Mrs. stones looked at me then stared at him and gave a small pinch in the side

of my body; I let out a small giggle, saying to myself how Im going to get her

when all of this is over. She Whispered ohh dear you missed to tell me how hand-

some he is.

She went on an addressed him Mr. styles, I would start by saying that this isnot customary for this hospital to do these kind of request, but since you seem so

Genuinely concerned about your pet and we here at this institution are all about

that, we will definitely do this for you I finally hear him speak again his accent

more prominent now that Im not only concentrating on how amazingly hot he is.

He says with the brightest smile I have ever seen, thank you so much, even

thought you cant see how happy dusty is he is really ecstatic on the inside wow

he is really funny, I like that I promise I will take care of her in the time that Ms.Starr will be at my flat Mrs. stone replied ok I want her back without a scratch,

she is one of my best here I laugh to myself thinking, ohhh Mrs. stone you dont

know what you got this boy into, he might be the one wearing the scratches next

time you see him.

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