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Negotiating Activism: Women of Colour Crafting

Antiracist Feminist Organizational Change

by

Sobia Shaheen Shaikh

A thesis submitted in conformity with the requirements for the degree Doctor of Philosophy

Department of Humanities, Social Sciences and Social Justice Education Ontario Institute for Studies in Education

University of Toronto

@ Copyright by Sobia Shaheen Shaikh (2013)

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Negotiating Activism:

Women of Colour Crafting Antiracist Feminist Organizational Change

Doctor of Philosophy 2013

Sobia Shaheen Shaikh

Department of Humanities, Social Sciences and Social Justice Education

Ontario Institute for Studies in Education

University of Toronto

Abstract

Starting from the standpoint of antiracist feminists in Southern Ontario, Canada, I

examine the everyday social organization of antiracist feminist activism. Using key

concepts from institutional ethnography and other critical research methods, I explore

how women of colour activists engage, contest and modify existing social relations

within women’s organizations to craft antiracist feminist organizational change. I

describe how women of colour negotiate their antiracist, feminist and social justice

commitments in ways which both respond to, and are constitutive of, contradictory social

relations within women’s organizations.

An analysis of in-depth interviews with women of colour activists reveals

dialectic processes of accountability in their everyday antiracist feminist practice.

Activists are accountable, on the one hand, to hierarchical relations within the daily

practices of women’s organizations, and, on the other hand, to other feminist, antiracist

and social justice activists. I describe how relations of accountability, named respectively,

organizational accountability and activist responsibility, socially organize women of

colour’s everyday experience of antiracist feminist activism. In particular, I argue that

organizational accountability must be understood as relations of hierarchical

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answerability within the organization that extend outside the organization, while activist

responsibility needs to be seen as the relations by which activists become accountable to

other activists in the enactment of an explicitly antiracist feminist praxis. I describe

further how women of colour creatively and consciously do antiracist feminist activism

by mobilizing and negotiating both sets of relations of accountability to develop antiracist

feminist social and organizational change. I highlight the importance of everyday activist

work by revealing the ways women of colour seize the potential for crafting antiracist

feminist change through relations of accountability. Significantly, this study offers a

conceptualization of everyday antiracist feminist activist practice as a negotiation of

relations of accountability.

Key words: women’s organizations, antiracism, feminism, activism, social movements,

intersectionality, institutional ethnography, political activist ethnography, organizational

change, critical research, organizational accountability, activist responsibility

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Acknowledgements

I need to begin by expressing my deep gratitude, debt and love for Dr. Roxana Ng. Every part of this project has been touched by her and I am indelibly changed

because of her presence in my life.

Relationships are the foundation of my academic and activist work and, in particular, this

dissertation. I hardly know how to express the depth of the gifts that people in my life

have (knowingly and unknowingly) imparted to me and to this project.

Thank you to the women of colour who participated in my research and for

sharing with me your ideals and experience. Your commitment to antiracist feminist

praxis has guided me throughout the writing of this dissertation. Thank you to antiracist

and feminist academics on whose ideas I have been nourished intellectually and

politically. Thank you to women of colour and activists whose commitments to

combatting inequity and oppression in its various interconnected forms are my

inspiration. Thank you also to my mentors from Sociology and Equity Studies, OISE and

McMaster who taught me that politicized praxis is messy, necessary and possible.

Thank you especially to the members of my doctoral thesis committee, Dr.

Roxana Ng, Dr. Kari Dehli and Dr. Njoki Wane whose support, insight and faith in me

and this project were crucial. Kari, I am grateful for your mentorship, guidance, kind

rigour and theoretical insight, and especially for your support in the last few months of

the defense process. Njoki, your imparting of antiracist vision and Black feminist praxis

was pivotal, and your encouragement, crucial to my academic pursuits as a racialized

scholar. Thank you also to my external examiner, Dr. Chandra Mohanty, whose

groundbreaking academic and theoretical explorations inspired me to imagine a different

sort of activism. Your thoughtful and detailed engagements with my ideas offer me

enthusiasm to continue my activism/research. I am also grateful for the excellent

feedback, guidance and conversation of my internal examiners, Dr. Kiran Mirchandani,

Dr. Rupaleem Bhuyan, and Dr. Charmaine Williams—I take your gifts with me.

My relationships with my family were the pillars on which this dissertation was

built. Thank you to my parents, Kausar Sultana (mom) and Parwaz Muhammad (dad).

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My father instilled in me a love and appreciation for education and academic pursuit.

And, while I doubt he would ever imagine my work would take this turn, I am grateful to

him. My mother’s love, patience and embodiment of womanhood (in all its complexity)

sustain me. Her experience instills in me a deep desire to uncover, understand, unpack

and show the strength of women of colour in their everyday crafting of new possibilities.

My brother, Suleman Shaikh, and my sisters, Sanober Hashmi and Summera Dar,

are other pillars in my life—I am strong because you are who you are and stand by my

side. Without siblings, I doubt that I could have become an activist and academic

engaged in meaningful dialogue, debate and learning—navigating complex relationships

with my peers. From you, I learn tact, diplomacy, negotiation, acceptance, self-defense

and how to defend others, understanding for other points of view, and love.

I have three other ‘sisters’ to thank: Samina Shaikh who teaches me the true

meaning of compassionate and unconditional friendship, and brought to my

consciousness the importance of a praxis of everyday love—without your vision and care

(given freely to both Sarik and I), I would not have been able to pursue those dreams that

are now vital to who I am. And, Morgan Gardner, whose love and presence in my life is a

constant reminder of what it means to be a committed activist-scholar, mother and

friend—thank you for sharing with me your loving insight and helping me to imagine

hope, connection and transformation in the drudgery of academic work. And, finally,

thank you to Shahina Shaikh with whom I have parented side-by-side our three collective

kids and whose company, practicality, intelligence and everyday care enriches me.

Thank you also to all of my activist/academic friends, especially, Anne

O’Connell, Teresa Macias, Vannina Sztainbok, Shaista Patel, Tom Hamilton, Gerry

Thomas, Cynthia Ott-Thomas, Delores Mullings, Eve Haque and Brenda LeFrançois. I

would not be the activist academic had it not been for your presence in my life. Thanks to

my faculty/staff colleagues at York, Memorial and U of T; also to my thesis coaching

group, Bev, Candis, and led by Cathy Rodrigues; to activists with whom I have worked

with over the years, especially, Lynn, Betty-Anne, Cathy, Jim, Drummond in Whitby-

Oshawa; and to a organizers that I have worked with over the years. Thank you also to

my students at York and Memorial, and especially, to my co-researchers, Melissa Chasse,

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Savina Sengupta, Aileen Verkuyl, Amanda Cramm and Kinnon McKinnon. Thank you

also to Krysia Lear and Siphiwe Dube, whose editorial support was invaluable.

Thank you to my nieces and nephews, for (re)teaching me humour and the

importance of play and questioning: Aaseyah, Adeel, Ahsan, Aimen, Ayah, Easa, Emily,

Ferhana, Hayley, Humza, Imran, Maria, Manahil, Mikaela, Rukhsana, Saffi, Sakeena and

Sidra. A special thank you to Sidra Shaikh, Saffi Shaikh and Mikaela Clark-Gardner,

whose friendships to Sarik, Sanaa and I continue to be cherished. Thank you to my

cousins (especially Uzma and Tallat), aunts and uncles, and to my ‘othermothers’ and

‘otherfathers,’ especially, Aunty Nasra, ‘Grandma’ Jean, and ‘Grandpa’ Ron. Thank you

also to my ‘in-laws’—Huma, Nabeel, Ashraf, Sarah, Dave.

Nigel, my life partner: I love you, and thank you for sharing your life with me, for

giving me the gift that is our daughter, Sanaa, for co-parenting both Sarik and Sanaa, for

listening and not listening about my project, for giving me the space to finish this work,

for building a home, for editing my numerous drafts, for keeping me grounded in

domestic grinds and bliss, and for your love and commitment. It has been a blessing to

share my life with a politicized academic, and I continue to learn from you.

To my children, Sanaa and Sarik: although I am not sure what you will take from

this dissertation (or journey), this project has been shaped in through my everyday

mothering praxis. I began this project because I believed that transforming injustice and

sexist, racist and classist oppression is possible—but not without cross-generational love,

teaching, learning and activism. And, your presence in my life reminds of this.

Sanaa, thank you for the joy that you bring to me. You will neither remember me

completing the last drafts of this thesis, nor the ways your presence—your crawling,

walking, dancing, drumming, singing, talking and your cuddles, kisses and cries—

compelled me to hurry up and finish this so I can come home and play with you.

Sarik, I am ever-grateful that you have walked with me through this dissertation

journey. You were a toddler when I started my doctorate degree, and now you are a

young man. Your presence and affection has sustained me in so many ways, but

especially in my belief that, with love, dedication and commitment anything is possible.

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Dedication

This dissertation is dedicated to my son, Sarik.

Sarik, your life has been shaped by this dissertation in ways that you may not be

able to fully appreciate—and your very essence has shaped this project.

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Contents

Abstract ......................................................................................................................................ii Acknowledgements .................................................................................................................... iv

Dedication................................................................................................................................. vii List of Tables and Figures .......................................................................................................... xi List of Appendices .................................................................................................................... xii

Chapter One: Introduction ............................................................................................ 1

Personal Connections: Antiracist, Feminist Activism .................................................. 2

Social Organization of Antiracist Feminist Activism..................................................... 7

Contextualizing the Study ................................................................................................ 9

Key Terms ........................................................................................................................14

Literature Review: Setting the Stage .............................................................................19

Restructuring, funding, and accountability in the non-profit and voluntary sectors ......... 21

Feminist movement organizations ................................................................................. 27

Antiracist thought and antiracist organizational change ................................................. 32

Antiracist struggle with and within the feminist movement ........................................... 37

Antiracist activism in women’s organizations ............................................................... 40

Personalizing the political and politicizing the personal ................................................. 47

Organization of Dissertation ..........................................................................................59

Chapter Two: Method of Inquiry ................................................................................. 65

Research Framework ......................................................................................................65

Conceptualizing a feminist, antiracist and antioppressive institutional ethnography ....... 67

Institutional ethnography and antiracist feminist activism ............................................. 76

Research Process ...........................................................................................................80

Research questions and recruitment .............................................................................. 83

Introducing the research participants ............................................................................. 89

Interviews and transcriptions ........................................................................................ 96

Data analysis and “writing up” ...................................................................................... 98

Chapter Three: Commitment to Antiracist Feminist Practice ................................ 104

Commitment and Sense of Self ...................................................................................108

“Activism is me” ........................................................................................................ 108

Personal biographies and commitment ........................................................................ 111

Embodying social justice ............................................................................................ 112

Commitments and Everyday Choices .........................................................................113

Choices around family ................................................................................................ 117

Choices around everyday activities ............................................................................. 120

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Negotiating Acceptance of Activism ...........................................................................123

Creating shared understanding of social justice work .................................................. 124

Building on family goals ............................................................................................. 128

Bridging family and activist work ............................................................................... 133

Social Justice Commitments at Work .........................................................................135

“More than a career” ................................................................................................... 136

Evaluating social change outcomes ............................................................................. 139

Empowering women as social change ......................................................................... 142

Teaching and learning as commitment ........................................................................ 145

Chapter Four: Antiracism in Contradictory Spaces ................................................ 148

Connection between Ideals and Practice ...................................................................150

Antiracism and feminism as “naturally” connected ..................................................... 152

Antiracism as historical struggle and education ........................................................... 153

Antiracism as mandated by the organization ............................................................... 156

Antiracism and antioppression as guides to organizational practice ............................. 160

Disconnection between Ideals and Practice ..............................................................162

Limitations in implementing antiracist feminism ......................................................... 163

Organizational experience of racism and racialized discrimination .............................. 168

Disciplining antiracist, feminist, and social justice activism in organizations ............... 174

Disparity and conflict among women of colour’s antiracist feminist practice ............... 182

Chapter Five: Organizational Accountability .......................................................... 185

Accountability, Hierarchy, and Feminist Organizations ...........................................191

Hierarchicalized relations and organizational charts .................................................... 192

Reporting relationships ............................................................................................... 199

Extralocal relations of accountability .......................................................................... 204

Shaping Antiracist Feminist Practice ..........................................................................208

Direct interventions: Hierarchical reporting processes ................................................. 209

Doing “good work” or documenting “good work”? ..................................................... 223

From contestation to conflict management .................................................................. 242

Chapter Six: Activist Responsibility ........................................................................ 254

Antiracist Feminist Activist Responsibility: From the Personal to the Social .......256

Activist Responsibility as a Coordinating Discourse ...............................................262

From personal commitments to activist responsibility ................................................. 266

Non-hierarchical social relations ................................................................................. 273

From the organizational to the translocal ..................................................................... 278

Converging relations of accountability ........................................................................ 279

Chapter Seven: Crafting Social Justice Change ..................................................... 283

Activism, Relationships and Everyday Talk ...............................................................286

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Shift changes .............................................................................................................. 287

Supervision................................................................................................................. 288

Everyday consulting and collaboration ........................................................................ 290

Staff and board meetings............................................................................................. 294

Job and promotion interviews and hiring processes ..................................................... 297

Organizational Documentary Practices and Activism...............................................302

Translocal Activism .......................................................................................................304

Chapter Eight: Summary and Conclusions ............................................................. 311

Dissertation Summary ..................................................................................................311

Conceptual underpinnings ........................................................................................... 312

The research problematic: Commitments and contradictions ....................................... 317

Social relations of accountability and everyday antiracist feminist activism ................. 318

Implications of Conceptualizing Activism as Negotiation of Accountability .........323

Nuancing, politicizing, and reclaiming “accountability” .............................................. 325

Engaging and supporting activist work in non-profit organizations .............................. 328

Furthering a research agenda on social justice praxis ................................................... 333

Last thoughts .............................................................................................................. 338

Appendices ................................................................................................................ 339

Appendix I: Copy of interview guide .......................................................................... 339

Appendix II: Recruitment letter to potential participants.............................................. 340

Appendix III: Letter to be sent to directors of women’s organizations ......................... 342

Appendix IV: Consent form for participants ................................................................ 344

Appendix V: Recruitment flyer ................................................................................... 346

References ................................................................................................................. 347

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List of Tables and Figures

Tables

Table 1: Ethnicity of participants ................................................................................... 90

Table 2: Highest level of education achieved by participants ......................................... 91

Table 3: Types of organizations where participants worked ........................................... 92

Table 4: Organizational position of participants ............................................................. 92

Table 5: Location of participants ................................................................................... 93

Figures

Figure 5. 1: Four levels of reporting relationships ........................................................ 196

Figure 5. 2: Organizational chart with umbrella or national organizations .................... 197

Figure 5. 3: Organizational chart with general membership ......................................... 198

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List of Appendices

Appendix I: Copy of Interview Guide .............................................................. 339

Appendix II: Recruitment Letter to Potential Participants.. ............................... 340

Appendix III: Letter to be sent to directors of women’s organizations .............. 342

Appendix IV: Consent form for participants..................................................... 344

Appendix V: Recruitment Flyer ....................................................................... 346

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Chapter One: Introduction

The main political objectives of antiracist feminists are to shift inequitable power

relations, specifically those based on race, gender, and class, in order to foster social

justice. Those committed to antiracist feminist action strive to make social justice change

more effective, more inclusive, and more empowering within women’s organizations and

communities. In tracing antiracist feminist commitment, this dissertation focuses on how

antiracist feminists do social justice work. Specifically, I examine how antiracist feminist

activism is enabled, constrained, and socially organized through women’s experiences of

the women’s organizations in which they work in Southern Ontario, Canada. The

everyday antiracist feminist work of thirteen activists is analyzed for the ways in which

they mobilize, contest and modify existing social change discourses and practices within

their workplaces.

The primary purpose of this research, tied to the main political objectives of

antiracist feminists identified above, is to map the social organization of antiracist

feminist activism in women’s organizations from the standpoint of racialized women

engaged in antiracist feminist organizational change. The study focuses on uncovering

the links among antiracist, feminist, and social justice ideals and everyday organizational

practices—in essence, this is the problematic1 of the research. Beginning from women of

colour’s accounts of their everyday activist work, this study explores the ways social

1 For institutional ethnographers, the problematic of the research is not the research question or research problem. Rather, it is the possible set of questions, or “puzzles” that are within someone’s or some people’s lived experience (Smith, 1987; Campbell and Gregor, 2002). It is the problematic which is available as the place to begin analysis of everyday lived reality. For the purposes of this study, the problematic, or puzzles, that I explore are the links between social justice praxis and organizational processes.

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change workers articulated and put into practice antiracist, feminist, and social justice

ideals. I show how women of colour negotiated their commitments to antiracist feminism

through existing social relations within women’s organizations and how their activist

practices can and must be understood as simultaneously responding to, and shaping,

social processes in women’s organizations. Furthermore, this study describes how

women’s activism within women’s social services involved negotiating two sets of

relations of accountability, namely, organizational accountability (to hierarchicalized

social relations) and activist responsibility (to antiracism, feminism and social justice).

Activists creatively drew on both relations of accountability to develop and consciously

enact innovative antiracist feminist praxis. In essence, I argue that women’s negotiations

of antiracism, feminism and other articulations of social justice were simultaneously

supported and limited within feminist and feminist-influenced women’s organizations.

Personal Connections: Antiracist, Feminist Activism

The research topic for this dissertation came from my desire to better understand both my

own and other women’s experiences of doing antiracist feminist activism within

women’s sexual health, multicultural and advocacy organizations. At the time, I had

become aware of the ways that activist work permeated racialized women’s lives in

salient ways. I experienced, for example, how the women’s organizations I worked for

often supported my antiracist feminist activism; and yet, much to my dismay, sometimes

the very same people in these organizations dismissed and constrained antiracism

discourses and other forms of expressing struggle against oppression. I also observed that

many women of colour experienced similar disconnections between feminist and

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antiracist politics, and that the tensions arising from these disconnections seemed to be a

recurring aspect of the lives of antiracist feminist activists, myself included.

When I started working on this dissertation, I wondered about the sustainability of

antiracist and feminist activisms. At the time, I was doing antiracist feminist work within

‘multicultural’ settings which included ethnocultural and ‘white’ women’s organizations

(see key terms below). I worked with feminist groups in ‘multicultural’ settings because I

could not imagine spending my energy in either a purely feminist or antiracist setting. I

chose to put my activist energy in spaces that allowed me to deal with sexism and racism

simultaneously. As I met with other women of colour activists who were fighting for

social justice, I asked them how they were handling racism in their organizations. I asked

them about burnout and about how they took up feminism and antiracism in their

everyday activities.

I began to notice that despite our initial excitement at the prospect of solidarity

among women in the organizations in which I worked (due to shared feminist concerns),

change did not materialize in the ways I imagined it would. I was not alone in thinking

this way as many other women of colour activists had similar experiences to mine. For

example, many of the women described how exoticism and favouritism repeatedly

destroyed the tenuous alliances they had formed with each other. So, instead of solidarity,

the activists, myself included, experienced organization leaders trying to organize and

homogenize their individual interests through attempts at ‘responding to the needs of

diversity’ (see Maraj Grahame, 1998). In response to this homogenization, I observed

that many of the activists’ women started to talk about taking a break from activism to

clean up ‘our backyards’ or ‘our families.’ They turned their focus on self-care as a form

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of activism, and then subsequently moving in and out of activism (see Todd, 2002) as a

way to cope with the favouritism and exoticism (read racism) of the women’s

organizations with which they worked. As a result of such experiences, some of the

women I met were disillusioned by the racism of women’s organizations and had ‘left’

the ‘feminist movement.’ Yet when I read the academic literature on social justice, I

found that these experiences, which demonstrated in stark terms the interconnectedness

between the personal and the political, were not given any sustained attention. There was

a disparity in the idealization of solidarity within the women’s organizations, the

experiences of racism within a “feminist movement” context, and the silence of academic

literature in accounting for this disparity.

Although feminist and antiracist scholars do pay some attention to women of

colour’s activism within organizations (such as Agnew, 1996; Brah, 1996, 2001; Kohli,

1993; Morgen, 1995; Ng, 1996; Simonds, 1996; Sudbury, 1998; Transken, 1998), I found

analyses of women of colour’s everyday work in women’s organizations generally

presented in simplistic ways. For example, I found a tendency in activist and academic

literatures to either provide accounts which dismissed everyday activist work as

unimportant and rendered ineffective and irrelevant given the dominance of neoliberal

forms of governance within organizations; or, alternatively, in ways which presented

overstated the possibilities of antiracist feminist activist work. This tendency between

demonizing and dismissing activists versus idolizing or idealizing activists reflects

popular ideas about activists and activism, and something that I was interested in

avoiding (see also K. Smith, 2011).

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I also found that the literature on feminist organizations’ responses to antiracist

organizational change had not paid much attention to the actual, everyday, mundane

experiences of feminist antiracist workers and the effects of their antioppression work

within their organizations (Shaikh, 1998). Therefore, in order to develop a more adequate

understanding of racialized women’s experiences of antiracist feminism, I needed to turn

to the experiences of racialized women as the primary sources for understanding how

they engaged antiracist feminism in their everyday activities beyond the institutional

contexts of the women’s organizations of which they were a part. By doing so, this

dissertation fills in a gap in academic knowledge on women of colour’s activism.

This study adds to our present knowledge about women of colour’s antiracist and

feminist activism and its interrelatedness with their personal lives. By examining the

social relations which shape both the personal and institutional experiences of activism

by women of colour, insights from this study will have implications for women’s social

change work. My goal is to theorize how the experiences analyzed in this dissertation (as

narratives of socio-political change) are embedded in, and constitutive of, social relations

in the broader context of antioppression work. For that reason, the study is most relevant

to individuals, organizations and communities involved with antiracist, antisexist, and

other antioppression work and it contributes to knowledge about social movements and

women as social change agents.

As I describe in more depth in chapter two, I embarked on this study in order to

investigate the social organization of antiracist feminist activism from the standpoint of

women of colour working in women’s organizations. As such, this research draws

heavily from the ontological assumptions of institutional ethnography. Following

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Dorothy Smith’s work, I began with the assumption that women of colour’s lives,

although unique and particular, were enmeshed within complex social relations (Smith,

1987, 1990, 2005). That is to say, I started from the premise that women’s accounts of

their experiences of the interconnections among their beliefs, everyday life, and work

within women’s organizations were socially organized by a complex web of social

relations. Therefore, even though I began from the particular standpoints of thirteen

individual women of colour activists, the objective of my research was always to explore

specifically the social relations of antiracist feminist activism through specific women’s

experiences within women’s organizations. It was never my intention to make the subject

of my study an analysis of the women’s lives. However, women of colour engaged in

antiracist feminist politics within women’s organizations have often confronted sexism,

racism, classism, and other inequitable social relations. So when they have attempted to

put their antioppression politics into practice, they have often found their efforts

constrained and in need of constant negotiation.

Organizational theorists Mills and Simmons (1995) write: “People do not leave

their selves behind when they come to work. The workplace is charged with

emotionality, family concerns, sexuality, worries, hopes, and dreams: try as they may,

persons cannot divorce their selves from the workplace” (p. 96). In other words, as this

dissertation demonstrates, the workplaces of antiracist feminist activists are concrete sites

of struggle available for analysis, where activists’ varied and sometimes contradictory

experiences of activism are central. By studying the link between antiracist feminist

activist work and organizations, I reveal the interplay of antiracist and feminist discourses

in day-to-day practices and the implications of this interplay for racialized women’s lives.

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Social Organization of Antiracist Feminist Activism

Women of colour’s commitments to antiracist feminist social and organizational change

are active rather than simply abstract ideals—that is, they are work, and they take time

and space (see also Nichols, 2008; and G. Smith, Mykhalovskiy and Weatherbee, 2006

for detailed discussion on the notion of “work”). In the case of my research, this

commitment is demonstrated by how these women incorporated their political ideals and

beliefs in personal areas of their lives in ways that made their political beliefs personal.

As I argue, women’s accounts cannot be simplistically understood as idiosyncratic,

specific, or localized experiences of activism; they are socially organized through a

complex web of social relations. In addition, the ways in which women of colour’s

personal commitments to antiracism, feminism, and social justice permeate throughout

their everyday lives is further demonstration of the commitment identified above. The

research participants described how they negotiated antiracist activism in both their

personal and organizational relationships.

As I show, activists brought their commitments to women’s organizations that

were already engaged with antiracist struggle, and in many ways, supported antiracist

feminist and social justice practice. Despite the prospects of rich encounters, women’s

organizations were also spaces in which antiracist feminism was limited. In these ways,

women’s organizations were experienced as contradictory spaces by the research

participants. This dissertation uncovers and analyzes women’s accounts of the apparent

contradictions of putting into practice their antiracist feminist commitments in

organizations. The apparent contradiction between antiracist feminist discourse and

practice was more complex than a simple disconnection between what white feminist

organizations “say” and “do” (to paraphrase Agnew, 1996), or the disjuncture between

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theory and practice. In fact, I argue that an understanding of antiracist feminist activism

within women’s movement organizations requires that we understand that politicized

struggle is, in itself, a dialectical iteration between politicized praxis and organizational

processes.

A close analysis of activist accounts reveals that at least two dialectical processes

of accountability were significant in guiding the research participants’ everyday antiracist

feminist practices. On the one hand, the research participants described their

accountability to the governance structures of women’s organizations, and, on the other

hand, were responsible to feminist, antiracist, and other social movements. This created,

in effect, a disjuncture between antiracist feminist discourse and practice. I describe how

these two main sets of social relations of accountability, namely, organizational

accountability and activist responsibility, socially organized women of colour’s

individual and collective everyday experience of antiracist feminist activism. In this case,

organizational accountability can be understood to be the formal chains of hierarchical

accountability within the organization which extend outside the organization, while

activist responsibility refers to a form of accountability to antiracist and feminist praxis

which circulated in the organization in a more lateral way.

While I describe both sets of relations of accountability2 separately, activist

responsibility and organizational accountability worked together dialectically to produce

antiracist feminist change. In fact, I show that it was the convergence of relations of

2 I should note here that as my analysis of relations of accountability developed, I became aware that, although activist responsibility and organizational accountability were the most significant in women’s everyday work with/in women’s organizations, there were more than two sets of relations of accountability evident in the research participants’ accounts. For example, the women’s accounts of their everyday activist work also relayed accountability to racialized and diasporic communities.

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accountability and the dialogue that arose from this process, which created the space for

antiracist feminist change. Indeed, as I argue, women of colour actively mobilized both

sets of relations of accountability to develop antiracist feminist social and organizational

change. I refer to this active mobilization as crafting in order to make explicit the work

that women of colour did to develop and connect to both forms of accountability. It was

through this active and conscious bringing together of accountability to the organization

and to antiracist feminist ideals that social justice work was implemented within women’s

organizations.

Contextualizing the Study

While the interviews for this research were conducted in Southern Ontario in 2004, the

recollections of my research participants bridged at least two decades of prior struggle by

women of colour with and within women’s movement organizations. From the women

of colour I spoke to, it was clear that the accounts they gave in 2004 drew

extensively from their knowledge of the historical gains made by antiracist feminists

throughout the 1980s and 1990s. This historical awareness constituted an

important politicized and practical resource that guided women’s everyday

organizational discourse and practice.

To contextualize my time-focused ethnographic analysis in this section, first, I

briefly describe antiracist feminist organizing in Southern Ontario in the two decades

preceding 2004, the year the interviews were conducted; and, next, I provide some

reflections on the relevance of the findings and analysis found within the dissertation to

contemporary antiracist feminist praxis in women’s organizations. Given the little

documentation available on antiracist feminist articulations of this period, this brief

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historiography is necessarily partial and incomplete; I have only highlighted a few of

those activist-centred stories and references that were passed down to me by other

activists/academics in Southern Ontario about antiracist feminist struggle.

Many critical moments, debates and incidents definitively transformed antiracist

feminist organizing between 1979 and the time of my interviews. Nadeau’s (2009)

historiography of the National Action Committee on the Status of Women (NAC) shows

that almost no attention to immigrant and racialized women was apparent in NAC’s

organizational documents until 1979. Antiracist feminist articulations within women’s

organizations (Agnew, 1996, 1998; Nadeau, 2005, 2009; Adamson et al., 1988; Kohli,

1993; Gottlieb, 1993) reflected a broader convergence of antiracist and feminist

organizing within social movement organizations (such as labour [Ng, 1995, 2011],

student [Moses, 2010] and environmental [Gardner, 2003; Srivastava, 2002] movement

organizations). Specifically, a number of events took place that galvanized movements

against racism in Southern Ontario in the late 1970s and early 1980s. In 1979, three key

events shaped antiracist mobilizing within racialized (namely, Black, Caribbean and

Asian) communities, and were central in catching the attention of labour and women’s

organizations in Toronto: a police killing of an unarmed black man experiencing ‘mental

health issues’ during a domestic dispute (Ng, 1995); a blatantly racist media portrayal of

Canadian universities as being taken over by ‘foreign’/Asian students (Ng, 1995, 2011);

and a threatened deportation of seven Jamaican women domestic workers (Nadeau, 2009;

Silvera, 1993). These events sparked and enhanced public discussions about racism in

Ontario, particularly in social movement organizations. For example, in 1981, the same

year that the Charter of Rights and Freedoms was adopted, there was a province wide

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campaign by the Ontario Federation of Labour called “Racism Hurts Everyone” (Ng,

1995, 2011). Also in 1981, in an address during Toronto’s International Women’s Day

(IWD) celebration, feminist activist Sue Colley advocated that racism needed to be

addressed by the Canadian women’s movement, culminating to a public “raging debate”

in 1983 about whether local and national concerns should share the focus with global

women’s movements at Toronto’s IWD celebration (Pierson, 1995, pp. 365–367).

Together, these events and others propelled antiracist struggle within women’s movement

organizations. The mid- to late 1980s saw increased antiracist activism within the

women’s national coalition organization, NAC (Gottlieb, 1993; Nadeau, 2005, 2009);

notably in 1984, a public exchange between the NAC president, Hosek, and the Ontario

Visible Minority Women’s Coalition (OVMWC) began to openly question and unsettle

NAC’s claims that it represented all women, regardless of race (Nadeau, 2009; see also,

Agnew, 1996).

By the end of the 1990s, it was clear that antiracist feminist activism within

women’s organizations was no longer in its infancy. Alongside the debates within NAC,

the 1990s saw increased antiracist critique and action within women’s service, advocacy,

collectives, media and coalition organizations. Women of colour activists, in solidarity

with white women, made visible and struggled against, racist, exclusionary and

discriminatory practices of women’s organizations (Agnew, 1996; Dua, 1999b; Gottlieb,

1993; Kohli, 1993; San Martin and Barnoff, 2004; Srivastava, 2005). In a key incident in

1993, a nationally broadcasted conflict at Nellie’s Place in Toronto, became the subject

of public discourse, liberal and conservative backlash, and activist discussions (see San

Martin and Barnoff, 2006; Srivastava, 2005). This incensed antiracist activists within

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women’s organizations across Southern Ontario, and, as some of my interviewees noted,

this event and its aftermath appeared to coincide with increased public surveillance on

antiracism within women’s organizations, as well as more intrusive audits by funders.

Antiracist articulations within women’s organizations reverberated within a wider

assortment of women’s organizations after the early 1990s. Women’s coalition groups,

such as the Ontario Association of Interval and Transition Houses (OAITH), Ontario

Coalition of Rape Crisis Centres (OCRCC) and the DisAbled Women’s Network Ontario

(DAWN Ontario) became sites of antiracist struggle and organizing. In particular, since

the 1990s, women of colour shelter workers organized with and within OAITH to address

racism within shelter organizations (see for example, Kohli, 1993; OAITH, n.d., 2005,

2011).

While antiracism was becoming institutionalized through women’s organizations

in the 1990s, it was also the case that the 1990s and 2000s brought challenges to

women’s movement organizations. Funding for women’s organizations decreased

overall, while accountability and surveillance by funding bodies increased. These

changes, as I describe in my literature review and in chapter five on organizational

accountability, are part of the contemporary backdrop of non-profit organizations

nationally and provincially (Baines, 2008; Barnoff et al., 2006; Carniol, 2005; Eakin and

Richmond, 2005; Ife, 1997; Kohli, 1993; Mullaly, 2006; Ng, 1996; Richmond and

Shields, 2004; Schreader, 1990; Scott, 2004; Simonds, 1996; Todd and Lundy, 2006;

Walker, 1996). As such, it is ironic, (or perhaps, some of us would suggest, not

surprising, given the rising social and fiscal conservatism of governments and backlash

against antiracist initiatives), that as antiracist initiatives took hold in women’s

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organizations, federal funds became more difficult to secure for the day-to-day operations

of organizations. For example, federal funding was withdrawn from NAC in 1998 (it had

been funded, in part, by the Status of Women).

Since 2004, there have been more neoliberal attacks on non-profit and women’s

movement organizations’ capacities for activism, political advocacy and organizational

change. For example, the 2006 changes to Status of Women Canada funding consolidated

the federal government’s shift away from education, research and advocacy to ‘direct

service.’ This sent a strong message to women’s organizations that the space for

politicized change work, such as antiracist organizational change, was being narrowed.

My observations (in my capacity as a social work educator, activist and organizational

actor) indicate to me that, at the same time that antiracist praxis is integrated and

institutionalized in women’s movement organizations, non-profit organizational actors

are increasingly scrutinized, surveilled, and micromanaged. This, of course, has

implications on the resources that women’s organizations are able to divert to politicized

antiracist change. Furthermore, where spaces for advocacy, education and activism are

limited, the ways in which organizations do antiracist change seems (on the surface of

appearances) to be taking a backseat to organizational survival. Based on my

observations, I fear that organizational actors have adopted more depoliticized and

neoliberal articulations of antiracism. However, the process of writing this dissertation

has taught me that we cannot underestimate the tenacity of antiracist feminists: in

particular, their capabilities for navigating and negotiating dialectic relations of

accountability through their everyday work.

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Given the current socio-political contexts of women’s movement organizations,

this study and its findings are timely for those engaged in antiracist feminist praxis. My

study shows that everyday activist practice does indeed matter, and the stories of

everyday activist work matters. Engaging activists’ everyday practice through

ethnographically-informed reflection is an important method and resource for those of us

wanting to understand the strengths, limits and possibilities of activist praxis. In fact, as

the intensification of the “accountability movement” (Carman, 2010) on non-profit

organizations continues, I believe that there is a larger imperative to focus on activists’

everyday accountability work. As I argue throughout this dissertation,

activists/researchers need to pay attention to the dialectic relationship between

accountability to the organization and to politicized praxis. Furthermore, this dissertation

shows the significance of reclaiming and expanding of the notion of accountability to

include answerability to social justice praxis and communities with whom we struggle

against oppression; perhaps, this reclaiming is, in itself, an activist act.

Key Terms

The following definitions are meant to outline briefly some of the specific ways I use

some key concepts and terms throughout this dissertation.

Accountability (social relations of): Accountability in this dissertation refers to generalized activities in which people monitor and make answerable other people’s words and actions. While much of the literature on accountability in organizations refers to forms of formalized and institutionalized forms of answerability and monitoring done by those who hold more resources and power, or by those in charge of governance, or are somehow implicated in relations of ruling, in this study, my use of the word accountability is broader than that. Michael Power (1997) states that people “are constantly checking up on other, constantly monitoring the ongoing stream of communicative exchanges and accounts that make up daily life... It is through the giving and monitoring of the accounts that we and others provide of ourselves,

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and of our actions, that the fabric of normal human exchange is sustained” (p. 1). Power’s definition of accountability is most useful for my study as it implies that accountability must be understood through people’s everyday courses of action (see also Strathern, 2000), hence I use the words ‘social relations’3 of or ‘relations’ of accountability to capture the same (see below for definitions of activist responsibility and organizational accountability). While this dissertation analyzes two sets of social relations of accountability, in fact, the data that I analyzed suggests that there are multiple relations of accountability which shape and are shaped by antiracist feminist activist praxis. Activism: In this study, the word activism denotes the actual work that women do within their settings to make some sort of change to reflect their political commitments. In fact, while there is a tendency to romanticize and/or demonize social justice activist work (and activists), I disrupt these binaries by defining activism as also encompassing mundane doings of women committed to intersectional analysis of social justice in which they bring together their actions with their social justice ideals. In the case of antiracist feminist activism within organizations, I focus on the everyday activities that women engage in to minimize the effects of racism within their organizations or communities. I use the word “activist” as a shorthand way to describe women who are engaged in activist initiatives within and outside their organizations, both in paid and unpaid positions. Some of the women did not necessarily call themselves activist, and instead spoke of themselves as community workers, advocates, shelter workers, health care workers, volunteers, and so on. However, during the recruitment process, all of the women identified that they were engaged in antiracist, feminist, and/or social justice activist work with (in) their organizations. Activist responsibility: I describe activist responsibility as the social relations through which activists become accountable to other activists to enact an explicitly antiracist feminist praxis. Within and across women’s organizations, these social relations, in effect, create a form of accountability I call antiracist feminist activist responsibility or, as I refer to it throughout this dissertation, activist responsibility. Activist

responsibility is the socially organized process of accountability that guided the women’s everyday enactment of their commitment to and practice of social justice, feminist praxis, and antiracist work, both within (intra) and outside (extra) their organizations. In effect, activist responsibility crafts antiracist, feminist, and antioppressive praxis through concrete, everyday work within women’s organizations. Antiracism: Antiracism is a critical, political discourse on race, racism, and continuing racializing of social groups for differential and unequal treatment. Central to

3 See below for definition of social relations.

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antiracism analyses are power relations in the form of “colonization, cultural and political imperialism which are juxtaposed to simplistic notions of racial difference based on skin colour and natural difference” (Dei, 1996, p.25). Explicitly, with this perspective, issues of race and social difference are issues of power and equity, rather than simply matters of cultural and ethnic diversity. As such, antiracism moves beyond a narrow preoccupation with individual prejudices and discriminatory actions to examine the ways that racist ideas are entrenched and unconsciously supported in institutional practices (James, 1996) such as in the women’s organizations in which my research participants were engaged. All of the women I interviewed saw themselves as engaged with antiracism within their organizations, and worked to reduce, prevent, and stop exclusionary and racist practices within women’s organizations. However, the words to describe antiracism varied from organization to organization, and the research participants described their involvement with not only those initiatives which were explicitly and politically denoted as “antiracist,” but also those activities which were called multicultural, culturally sensitive, and ethnic/ cultural/ or racial diversity-related initiatives. Antiracist feminism:

I use the term antiracist feminism in terms consistent with both the activist and academic Canadian literature on antiracism. There is a diversity of antiracist feminisms which need to be acknowledged, and I include in this category: British

black feminisms4 (Brah, 1996; Mirza, 1997; Sudbury, 1998); Black, African and

Caribbean feminisms and womanisms (Bobb-Smith, 1999; Dua, 1999b; Hill Collins, 1998, 2000; hooks, 1984; James, S. M., 1993; Wane, 2002); Asian,

Latina, Chicana and Mestiza feminisms (Ang, 2001; Anzaldùa, 2003; Brah, 1996; Jeffery and Basu, 1998; Moraga and Anzaldùa, 1983; Narayan, 1997; Sandoval, 1991; Trinh, 1989); Third World and transnational feminisms (Ang, 2001; Mohanty,1998, 2004; Ong, 2003; Suleri, 2006); postcolonial and anticolonial feminisms (Brah, 1996; Smith, A., 2006; Smith, L., 1999; Spivak, 1988); Aboriginal, Indigenous and Native feminisms (Grande, 2003; Maracle, 1996; Stasiulus, 1996; Smith, Andy, 1997; Smith, A., 2006; Smith, L., 1999); and other feminisms based on racialized women of colour critiques.

4 In the context of the United Kingdom, black feminism (where the b is usually uncapitalized) is a political-intellectual movement through which women who were racialized as non-white—such as women from Asia, Africa, the Caribbean, and the Middle East—self-consciously and intentionally developed coalitions to confront racism, sexism, and other relations of oppression (Mirza, 1997; see also Brah, 1996). The term black feminist was contested by racialized women themselves, significantly by women with African heritage, who advocated reclaiming the label Black feminist and argued for an Afro-centred Black feminism (with the B capitalized) in keeping with Black feminisms or womanisms in North America (Brah, 1996; see also Sudbury, 1998).

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Feminist, feminist-influenced or women’s organizations: Women’s organizations refers to those organizations that primarily work in direct service, advocacy, or activist capacities for and with women. These include health clinics, sexual assault centres, coalition organizations, advocacy organizations, and support groups which centre on women and/ or women’s issues. These settings may or may not be explicitly feminist, although, for my research, I focussed on those organizations in which there was some explicit engagement with feminist principles. I use the terms feminist organizations and women’s

organizations interchangeably, because all of the organizations in which the participants worked were influenced by feminist preoccupations. I add the word mainstream to denote those organizations that were not set up historically for specifically immigrant or racialized clientele, and/or did not have any specific antiracist or multicultural agenda when they first started. Elsewhere, these sorts of organizations have been called white women’s organizations (see Srivastava, 2002). In my work, I focus on the antiracist work within mainstream and/or whitestream (Denis, 1997; Grande, 2003) women’s organizations. Non-white women / racialized women / women of colour: The terms “non-white” and “women of colour” are used interchangeably to denote the women who are “racialized” as not white, either by others, themselves or through their own experiences. All of these terms present difficulties because they implicitly or explicitly centralize “whiteness.” I sometimes add “non-white” to the term “women of colour” to make explicit that “white” is also a racialized colour. My use of “non-white” would include those women who are phenotypically “white” as long as they themselves identify as racialized and/or their experiences of racialization lead them to take up issues of race within women’s organizations. I use the word “racialized” to explicitly denote that this construction is an ongoing social process, as opposed to something fixed or inherent. Organizational accountability: I use the term organizational accountability to describe the relations of hierarchical accountability, or answerability, to an organization’s formal administrative, bureaucratic, and governance processes and policies. Regardless of people’s politicized commitments, organizational accountability organizes people’s everyday work. Therefore, in order to be able to express and put into practice their commitments to antiracism, feminism, and social justice, for example, the research participants were made answerable to the functioning of their organizations through textually-mediated and hierarchicalized relations within their organizations’ managers. Hierarchicalized reporting relationships between workers and managers shaped how these women engaged their antiracist feminist practice and extended accountability to the extra-organizational bodies and policies, such as government funding agencies.

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Local, extralocal and translocal: In the case of this research, local refers to specific settings or the field of action (for example, within women’s organizations), where antiracist feminists do their activism.

Institutional ethnographers use the term extralocal to refer to how the local may be coordinated through power (or ruling) in the interests which are situated outside of the local setting (Campbell, 2002; Smith, 1987, 1990, 2005).

I use the term translocal to refer to social relations that coordinate antiracist feminist activism across different local settings. I make the distinction between translocal and extralocal because translocal relations may include relations of ruling, but not necessarily so. My use of the notion of translocal is both as a descriptor of common social relations of activism across settings, and as an indicator of the conscious coordination of social justice praxis across settings.

Praxis and Practice: ‘Praxis,’ a central concept in the Marxist tradition, is understood herein as a method of engagement with the world whereby the knower engages in a constant process of to-ing and fro-ing between action and theorization or reflection. Praxis involves combining theoretically-informed practice and practice-informed theory. Many feminists see “praxis” as politically important, as it stresses the premeditative thinking that guides the strategic actions of those who challenge oppression Code (2000). In this dissertation, “praxis” is used to denote self-reflexive practice.

Relations of ruling: In this dissertation, I use Dorothy Smith’s (1990) definition:

[T]he total complex of activities differentiated into many spheres by which our kind of society is ruled, managed and administered. It includes what the business world calls management, it includes the professions, it includes government and the activities of those who are selecting, training, and indoctrinating those who will be its governors... These are the institutions through which we are ruled and through which we, and I emphasize this we, participate in ruling. (p. 14).

Social relations:

In this dissertation, the term social relations refers to people’s doings that create sequences of action; these courses of action link with, coordinate and are coordinated by other people’s everyday activities to create what institutional ethnographers refer to as social organization (Campbell, 2002; Smith, D., 1990, 2005). Moreover, social relations constitute and are constitutive of people’s everyday activities, discourses, and institutional relations. In the context of this research, everyday activist work is analyzed to examine how antiracist feminist activism coordinates and is coordinated.

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White feminism: In contrast to antiracist feminism, white feminism or whitestream feminism (Denis, 1997; Grande, 2003) refers to the majority of Western feminist writing and action that has been produced by white women which either ignores race and ethnicity or treats these as accessories to the basic definitions of woman and feminism (see Agnew, 1996, p. 12; Stasiulis, 1990, p. 282; Srivastava, 2002). Many antiracist feminists use the term white feminism as a critique of feminism’s exclusions of race in its analysis, and the racist and exclusionary practices that feminist activism sometimes occur.5 I support Brah (1996) when she comments:

I argue that categories such as ‘black feminism’ and ‘white feminism’ are best seen as non-essentialist, historically contingent, relational discursive practices, rather than as fixed sets of positionalities. They are both inside and outside each other’s field of articulation (p. 14).

Feminism, even white feminism, is a heterogeneous movement. There are different political and ideological viewpoints such as liberalist, socialist, radical, Marxist, and so on. Each of these engages different approaches to the analysis of racism within society and the “feminist movement” itself. Still, arguably to varying degrees, these different, but traditional, strands of feminism have contributed to racism within the movement itself. Despite the dangers of homogenizing these viewpoints, racialized women have critiqued the white feminist movement for its role in maintaining racism within its work to end gender oppression.

Literature Review: Setting the Stage

In the following review I examine the current academic literature on antiracist feminist

activism in order to better account for the contexts in which antiracist feminists do social

justice work. I focus on the literature that helps me and my readers to be able to consider

more fully how antiracist feminist activism is enabled, constrained, and socially

organized through social relations of state funding and accountability within the varied

5 In Canada, the ideas of “white” and “black” feminism may be less appropriate. Stasiulis (1990b) argues that as the black/white dichotomy that is frequently assumed to structure the racist and gendered oppression of women does not take into account the unique experiences of women of First Nations, Innu, and Métis descent, Francophone women, and of some women from Europe who have been racialized (p. 290).

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contexts of the non-profit sector; women’s organizations; antiracist, feminist, and social

justice praxis; and everyday lives of racialized women. In addition to providing the

readers with a context of this study, I foresee this review of the scholarship being relevant

for activists engaged in everyday antiracist feminist struggle; for people engaged in

politicized action against racism, sexism, and other relations of oppression within

community and social service organizations.

In fact, as the review demonstrates, as a crucial part of the process of reflection

and critical analysis, a useful place to begin a critical reflection of social justice activism

is through an examination of the academic–activist literatures, which describe, prescribe,

and proscribe the relations in and through which activists operate. Specifically, in order

to understand the contexts in which antiracist feminism is enacted, I propose that

particular attention be paid not only to the literature on the socio-political contexts of the

non-profit and voluntary sectors, but also the histories and preoccupations of the feminist

and antiracist movements, the debates and tensions within feminist organizations, the

history of antiracist feminist organizational change, as well as the everyday lived

experiences of racialized activists politicizing and personalizing activism.

The review highlights those studies that have contributed to knowledge about

antiracist and feminist activism by women of colour and its interrelatedness with their

personal lives. It focuses not only on the organizational contexts in which antiracist

feminist activists “do” their work, but also those contexts that help us to understand

women’s experience of navigating social relations in order to enact their politicized

visions in holistic terms. In other words, it is not only the organizational context that

gives activism its meaning, but also what happens outside the boundaries of the

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organizations for which antiracist feminist activists “do” their work. In an attempt to

foster a holistic understanding of the social relations that shape antiracist feminist

activism within women’s organizations, I review a number of interconnected scholarship

related to antiracist feminist activist work within women’s organizations. In this review

such scholarship or literature includes writing on: (1) activist work in community and

social service organizations and the restructuring of the non-profit and voluntary sectors,

(2) the background on feminist organizations, (3) antiracist thought and antiracist

organizational change, (4) antiracist struggle with and within the feminist movement, (5)

antiracist activism in women’s organizations and, finally, (6) I look at the literature which

explores the relationship between activism and the personal.

Restructuring, funding, and accountability in the non-profit and voluntary sectors

Antiracist feminist activist work in Canada needs to be understood in relation to the

challenges faced by community and social service organizations within the non-profit and

voluntary sector in this country. The literature suggests that the main challenges are

related to economic and social restructuring, as well as restructuring of the service

organizations themselves. For service organizations, the social and economic conditions

often make survival difficult, and providing services and support for clients is a constant

struggle. Education and advocacy on issues which directly concern an organization’s

constituents and the ability to participate in social and political change also suffer during

socio-economic restructuring. There is overwhelming evidence that the restructuring of

the non-profit and voluntary sectors, which include women’s community and social

service organizations, has affected the viability and overall health of non-profit and

voluntary sector organizations since at least the 1990s (Scott, 2004; see also, Baines,

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2008; Barnoff et al., 2006; Carniol, 2005; Eakin and Richmond, 2005; Ife, 1997; Kohli,

1993; Mullaly, 2006; Ng, 1996; Richmond and Shields, 2004; Schreader, 1990; Simonds,

1996; Todd and Lundy, 2006; Walker, 1996).

The literature also shows that despite the gains made by antiracist, feminist, and

other social justice advocates in highlighting and addressing inequity and oppression in

the Canadian context, the space for social and organizational change is becoming more

limited. Non-profit organizations have had to focus their energy and resources on their

very existence (Barnoff et al., 2006). Fisher and Shragge (2002), for example, suggest

that activism success may be just as important as other factors in explaining the

diminished impact, thus pointing to a paradox. They note:

Over the last 30 years the contribution of community organizations as a force for social change has dramatically diminished. Paradoxically, this has happened partly because of their success… The strength of these groups rests in their origins as grassroots, democratic movements with the capacity to mobilize locally and to find innovative ways to address social problems… Finding support from governments, foundations and local sources, community organizations have turned inward to build networks of service and ameliorate social and economic problems…Alongside and related to these changes, these organizations have become less engaged in making demands for social change and have diminished their role in mobilizing citizens to engage in struggles at the local level.

In many cases, this reduced space has meant that antiracist feminist activists have had to

navigate more carefully their politicized action.

Furthermore, most Canadian non-profit and voluntary organizations continue to

rely heavily on state and external funding for their survival (Eakin and Richmond, 2005;

Richmond and Shields, 2004; Schreader, 1990; Scott, 2004), and this has created

instability, particularly for community and social service organizations. A comprehensive

study on the non-profit sector (which consists of hospitals, universities and social

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services) undertaken by Statistics Canada in 2004 entitled, The Satellite Account of Non-

profit Institutions and Volunteering, reported that government transfers constituted 51.2%

of the non-profit sector’s revenue (Eakin and Richmond, 2005). Most government

funding was provided to universities and hospitals (almost 80%), and the remaining 21%

was provided to community social services organizations (Eakin and Richmond, 2005).

Provincial governments are primarily responsible for funding social service-oriented non-

profit organizations, while the federal government provides fiscal transfers to the

provinces (Richmond and Shields, 2004). For instance, in Ontario, social service

organizations received 89% of their funding from all three levels of government

(municipal, provincial, and federal) in the 1990s (Richmond and Shields, 2004). For

social service organizations, thus, this means a significant level of accountability, and

thus vulnerability to pursue goals other than that of the government.

Moreover, federal and provincial funding across Canada has been retracted from

the voluntary sector, by way of cutting core funding and replacing it with program/project

funding (Richmond and Shields, 2004; Eakin and Richmond, 2005). In Ontario, for

example, the restructuring of the funding regime began to transform and renege on its

previous long-standing commitments in the mid-1990s. The state started shifting

accountability from itself (for maintaining a strong social safety net) and began handing

the responsibility down to the individual, community social services and NGOs

(Richmond and Shields, 2004; Ife, 1997; Carniol, 2005; Baines, 2008; Barnoff et al.,

2006). As a result of such changes, administrative reporting increased exponentially for

organizations, leaving little formal space for actually advancing social justice, and

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created instability for non-governmental actors, as well as the clients of social service

organizations (Carniol, 2005; Ife, 1997, 2000; Barnoff et al., 2006).

Several researchers have shown how the autonomy, structure, goals, and day-to-

day workings of non-profit organizations have been adversely affected by changes in

state funding (see Ng, 1996; Kohli, 1993; Schreader, 1990; Simonds, 1996; Walker,

1996; Barnoff et al., 2006; Todd and Lundy 2006; Richmond and Shields, 2004; Scott,

2004). For example, Scott (2004) offers empirical evidence that divergent funding

policies, laborious reporting practices, and regulations avert key priorities and goals of

organizations. Scott’s insights on the effects of funding practices on redirecting and

averting key organizational priorities are particularly relevant to the progress that

antiracist feminist activists have made. Specifically, antiracist, feminist and other social

justice goals become marginalized (and seen as peripheral) to the survival of the

organization, as the everyday work of keeping the organization funded and viable in this

hostile environment often supersedes organization’s politicized work. In addition,

academics and organizational actors have expressed concerns that the emergence of a

new funding regime for non-profit and voluntary organizations is changing the capacity

of organizations for long-term sustainability and progress in an increasingly competitive

and volatile funding environment (Baines, 2008; Carniol, 2005; Ife, 1997, 2000; Mullaly,

2006; Richmond and Shields, 2004; Scott, 2004).

In addition, feminist activists and theorists have documented the contradictory

effects of government involvement in women’s movement organizations, which has both

facilitated and limited the social justice work of women’s organizations (Acker, 1995;

Adamson et al., 1988; Arnold, 1995; DasGupta, 1999; Ferree and Martin, 1995; Maraj

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Grahame, 1998; Morgen, 1995; Mueller, 1995; Ng, 1996; San Martin and Barnoff, 2004;

Schreader, 1990; Scott, 2004; Shaikh, 1998; Simonds, 1996; Staggenborg, 1995; Todd

and Lundy, 2006; Walker, 1996). This literature calls into question the ability of

women’s organizations to pursue social justice goals while their very viability is

threatened by changing government funding policies. Schreader (1990), for example,

argues that while state funding “co-opts” politicized activities, state funding also “needs

to be recognized as a legitimate gain for women, and evidence of the impact of struggle”

(p. 196; see also Kohli, 1993; Moses, 2001; Ng, 1996; Smith, K., 2011).6

Other studies show that activist efforts of women and women’s movement

organizations are depoliticized by of state support and funding. For example, Gillian

Walker’s institutional ethnographic analysis of reports authored by those within the

battered women’s movement in the 1970s in Ontario, describes how local feminist

community struggles were taken up by the state. Her findings suggest that state funding

within the battered women’s movement ultimately resulted in the marginalization and

delegitimization of women’s voices and initiatives (Walker, 1996). Similarly, Todd and

Lundy (2006) have more recently argued that the issue of violence against women has

become depoliticized, personalized, and largely situated in the criminal justice system,

despite the early success of 1960s and 1970s of feminist organizing. Todd and Lundy

(2006) describe the government’s response as engaging women’s organizations in a

“consult and study” process, while providing minimal funding and choosing to place

emphasis on legislative and policy changes.

6 Moses (2001) coins the term “mutual determination” to express the dynamic relation between social movements and the state in his analysis of Canadian student struggles for student aid and low tuition fees.

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Indeed, there is growth in the literature which documents how accountability to

state (both governmental and extra-governmental) funding bodies poses challenges to

community, social service and feminist movement organizations in their struggles to

combat inequality based on gender, race, class, sexual orientation, and disability (Agnew,

1996, 1998; Brah, 2001; DasGupta, 1999; Ku, 2003; Nichols, 2008; Maraj Grahame,

1998; San Martin and Barnoff, 2004; Shaikh, 1998; Sudbury, 1998; Transken, 1998;

Todd and Lundy, 2006). For example, Roxana Ng (1998), Kamini Maraj Grahame

(1998), Naomi Nichols (2008) and Kristin Smith (2011) have each described how

people’s everyday work within a variety of non-profit settings (respectively, an

immigrant women’s employment agency, a woman’s organization, civil sector

organizations and social service organizations) are shaped by funding regimes and state

preoccupations (see also DasGupta, 1999; Schreader, 1990; Walker, 1996). Nichols

(2008), in particular, argues that activists’ everyday work, despite their own beliefs and

values, becomes subsumed through relations of accountability to funding bodies (see

also, Rankin and Campbell [2006 ]for a discussion of similar processes in hospitals; and

also, McCoy [1998] and Dehli [2010], for a discussion of accountability practices in post-

secondary education).

Community and service organizations actors have responded to the restructuring

described above in a variety of ways. There is literature that documents how

organizational actors, particularly those on the front lines of service delivery, resist

current bureaucratic and institutional arrangements in organizations through their

political commitments to social justice and antioppression discourses (Baines, 2007,

2007; Barnoff et al., 2006; Barnoff and Coleman, 2007; Bransford, 2006; Smith, K.,

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2007; see also Carniol, 2005; Ife, 1997, 2000; Mullaly, 2006; Sudbury, 1998). This

literature demonstrates that professional and activist commitments can be actively

mobilized as a response to the restructuring of social service organizations in Canada.

Baines’ edited volume on politicized social work, especially, highlights the everyday

activist actions of social service and social workers committed to antioppressive practice

(Baines, 2007; see also Incite!, 2007). In particular, Kristin Smith’s chapter in the volume

describes the “stealthy” ways in which front-line social workers resist and challenge

restructuring (Smith, K., 2007; see also Smith, K., 2011).

Collectively, these studies provide a context and backdrop for understanding the

socio-economic relations that antiracist feminist activists navigate as part of community

and social service organizations. It is evident from the literature highlighted above that

the proliferation of spaces amenable to the articulation of social justice discourses within

the community and social service organizations sector has been limited, subsumed, and

hindered by government funding policies. Despite such limitations, however, community

and social service organizations offer concrete spaces of struggle against racism, sexism,

and other relations of oppression.

Feminist movement organizations

Feminist and feminist-influenced women’s community and social service organizations

not only face constraints in the broader social and political contexts identified above, but

also face unique, internal challenges and opportunities.7 In many ways, feminist women’s

organizations are unique because of the links to other social movements; the legacy of

7 Not all organizations where research participants worked were explicitly feminist. However, all of the organizations had explicitly feminist missions and/or histories (see Key Terms).

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politicized feminist struggle has meant that, in many but not all cases, feminist and

feminist-influenced women’s organizations remain open to other social justice struggles

as well. While the link to other social justice movements has proven fruitful for the

feminist women’s organizations, it has also created tensions within and outside the

feminist movement as whole. That is, women’s organizations are contentious and

politicized places in which antiracism can be articulated and heard, but also hotly

contested (see Nadeau, 2005).

Consequently, although there is no consensus on what exactly constitutes a

feminist organization, there is a generally accepted recognition that feminist

organizations tend to work towards democratization more than most mainstream

women’s organizations (Ferree and Martin, 1995). Traditionally, feminist organizing is

predicated on the critique of the hierarchical, masculinist or “malestream” organizations

(see white feminism in key terms) (see also Adamson, Briskin and McPhail, 1988; Ferree

and Martin, 1995). In many feminist organizations the “ideal” is that there is no hierarchy

or formal leadership, all tasks are rotated, decisions are arrived at through consensus, and

small groups are preferred to ensure direct participatory democracy8 and collective

decision making (Agnew, 1996; Simonds, 1996; Morgen, 1995). Despite the pursuit of

such an ideal, hierarchies and factionalism emerge; these hierarchies within women’s

organizations most often reflect the unequal privilege between women based on race,

class, generation, disability and other social relations (Agnew, 1996; Simonds, 1996).

8 Tom Hayden was the main author of the Port Huron Statement (1962) where participatory democracy was first coined. The Port Huron Statement was important as it was the founding document/manifesto of the new left in North America (SDS, 1962).

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Historically, many feminist organizations have attempted to make decisions

through collective and/or consensus models. Since most of the early consciousness-

raising feminist groups were small and homogenous groups, collective and consensus

models of decision making were easier to coordinate and manage. However, in larger

groups, where there are more differences to account for in terms of experience, goals, and

knowledge, collective decision making is more difficult to achieve, particularly when

addressing issues of diversity and oppression. Because of the difficulties around a

consensus model, for some feminist organizations, there has been an excessive focus on

internal processes to achieve true consensus which interferes with action to end

oppression (Acker, 1995). Some critics of consensus and collective models of decision-

making models have also argued that this focus has not allowed exploration of other

forms of decision making, and has prevented feminists from critiquing the consensus

model. Moreover, this singular focus has helped to generate fear of conflict within the

feminist movement and its organizations (Adamson et al., 1988).

In similar fashion to other organization, feminist organizations also have debates

over organizational structure, direction, and form. Some of the debates includes decisions

about the structural identity of the organization (coalition, multi-issue, or single-issue

organization), the size of organization (most feminist organizations, except for ones like

the National Action Committee on the Status of Women )NAC), are small, despite the

desire to build a mass movement), and whether organization needs to be heterogeneous or

homogeneous (Adamson et al., 1988).

Conflict is common among feminist organizations despite shared social justice

goals (Mueller, 1995; Agnew, 1996; Srivastava, 2002; Adamson et al, 1988,). In addition,

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tensions have ensued around leadership, as feminist organizations have increased in size

and complexity (Simonds, 1996). Feminist organizations have also suffered from, and

also been propelled by, intergenerational differences and tensions, as well as their

exclusions based on race, sexuality, class, and disability (Simonds, 1996; Whittier, 1997).

These tensions have particularly shown up in debates about how women’s organizations

personify feminist ideals. For example, many women have engaged in internal struggles

in which liberalism and radicalism collided. On the one hand, most women believe in the

structural integrity of the democratic process (voting, writing to elected officials, and so

on). Yet, on the other hand, this belief contrasts with their sense that the “system” simply

does not have women’s best interests at heart. These often conflicting liberal and radical

views are distracting factors within organizations, particularly when issues of

organizational form and values ideology clash (Simonds, 1996). In her study of women’s

health organizations in the U.S., Simonds describes conflicts which ensued around

organizational form (hierarchical vs. collective), decision-making modes

(bureaucratic/autocratic vs. collective, consensus), relative power between workers and

administration (unequal), and oppressive policies and processes (primarily charges of

racism).

Additionally, many feminist organizations—particularly those that are deemed

explicitly pro-choice, politicized, or radical—have been subject to increased scrutiny and

criticism by the public and the state (Gottlieb, 1995; Morgen, 1995; Nadeau, 2005;

Simonds, 1996). For the women engaged in activism, such increased scrutiny and

criticism has resulted in a high level of emotionality, causing personal and organizational

instability, in the forms of high turnover, burnout, and low morale (Srivastava, 2002).

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Morgen and Simonds, for example, both found that their research participants

experienced intense and often contradictory feelings when working at women’s health

clinics (Morgen, 1995; Simonds, 1996; see also Srivastava, 2002). Both researchers

found that workers often felt intense hope, exhilaration, and personal empowerment

along with feelings of deep pain, stress, and demoralization. Morgen notes that events

such as antifeminist protests, (threat of) violence against feminist organizations, legal

battles (even small ones, such as obtaining clinic licenses), are stress-producing for both

workers and administration of feminist health clinics (Morgen, 1995). In social and health

service organizations, along with increased regulation, there has been an increased

preference for hierarchical organizations (Simonds, 1996). New economic pressures have

led to organizational change, which has meant more hierarchy, bureaucracy, and

decreased political autonomy, in direct conflict with feminist organizational goals

outlined earlier. As a result, these changes have created more internal division and

conflict within feminist organizations (Morgen, 1995).

In essence, due to the political nature of the feminist movement organizations, it

is impossible for many activists to see their work as “just an ordinary job.” External

factors (such as funding contracts, socio-political contexts, changes in regulations for

organizations), combined with internal struggles spawned by the difficulties of

implementing feminist ideology in organizational practice, have been extraordinarily

strenuous for feminist organizations (Simonds, 1996; Transken, 1998). As I discuss

below, it is within the highly politicized and emotional spaces of women’s organizations

that antiracist activists have articulated their struggles.

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Antiracist thought and antiracist organizational change

Antiracism and antiracist organizational change are an important arsenal in everyday

activist work in addressing racism through and within community and social service

organizations, and in particular within women’s organizations. Antiracism activists

analyze, develop, and implement organizational antiracism initiatives as a way of dealing

with institutionalized racism through highlighting how individuals and groups experience

differential power and degree of representation within organizations (James, 1996).

Processes of change informed by an antiracist approach prioritize the needs of members

of minority groups when attempts are made to rebalance the power within organizational

structures. While people of colour have had long histories of struggle against global

colonialism and racism, antiracism as an explicitly politicized practice and discourse has

been part of the landscape of Canadian race relations since the late 1980s (Dei, 1996).

Most of the Canadian discourse which attempts to understand, explain, and

alleviate racial and cultural inequities has been focussed on "race relations,” "cultural

sensitivity,” "multiculturalism,” "integration" (which to some means assimilation) and

some concepts of "cultural/ethnic pluralism” (Dei, 1996). Multiculturalism and related

policies have been criticized (by antiracist critics) for not alleviating racism or

discrimination despite their ideals of tolerance and equality (Abu-Laban and Stasiulis,

1992). Further, multiculturalism policy has been seen as reifying "otherness" and

contributing to the label of inferiority to "other" (different) "ethnic or racial" backgrounds

(Abu-Laban and Stasiulis, 1992). Several writers claim that multiculturalism

homogenizes differences between and within cultures by only focussing on symbolic

ethnicity (see for example, Nadeau’s [2009] critique of white multiculturalism in feminist

organizations). Multiculturalism is also seen as a tool for masking socio-economic

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inequities between and within ethnic groups, thereby denying each sub-group political

and economic status (Abu-Laban and Stasiulis, 1992). Other researchers have found that

despite serious shortcomings of multicultural policies in many areas, in fact, it has met

real cultural needs. For example, Abu-Laban and Stasiulis (1992) maintain that despite its

shortcomings, multicultural policies at least make some ideological space for discussion

of racial and ethnic inclusion (see also Nadeau, 2005).

The discourse in Canada, as it has in the United Kingdom, seems to have

‘progressed’ from multiculturalism to antiracism (Dei, 1996). Antiracism is a critical,

political discourse on race, racism, and ongoing racialization of social groups for

differential and unequal treatment. Central to antiracism analyses are power relations in

the form of “colonization, cultural and political imperialism which are juxtaposed to

simplistic notions of racial difference based on skin colour and natural difference” (Dei,

1996, p. 25). Explicitly, with this perspective, issues of race and social difference are

issues of power and equity, rather than simply matters of cultural and ethnic diversity.

Although culture and ethnicity are important factors, these social differences are

constructed to account for differential and racist treatment of groups or individuals in our

society. As such, antiracism moves beyond a narrow preoccupation with individual

prejudices and discriminatory actions to examine the ways that racist ideas are entrenched

and (un)consciously supported in institutional practices (see James, 1996), including

those of women’s organizations.

However, antiracism has been critiqued by antiracist feminists, who caution

against the focus on racism without acknowledging the interrelatedness of different forms

of oppression (Agnew, 1996; Jhappan, 1996; Bannerji, 1995; Ng, 1993). As Jhappan

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(1996) argues, since patriarchy and capitalism have been constructed on an international

racial hierarchy, neither can be understood without realizing the fact that we are all

implicated in oppressive socio-economic and political relations at global and local levels.

Jhappan notes that in setting up a white/non-white dichotomy where whites are the only

ones who oppress and receive privilege based on race, culture, ethnicity and class is

reductionist.9 The dichotomy denies hundreds of years of human history where non-white

cultures have also been the perpetrators of oppression (Jhappan, 1996). In practice,

antiracism which is essentialist assumes that individuals are personally responsible for

racism and thus, denies the culpability of structures and ideologies in the formation and

maintenance of racism (Jhappan, 1996; Stasiulis, 1990). Additionally, as gender

essentialism homogenized all women and all men, race essentialism denies the diversity

within groups of whites and non-whites (Jhappan, 1996). This is troublesome because it

presumes that there is one voice of colour, and that only individuals who have

experienced oppressions of sexism and racism have unique perspectives on oppression.

Although it is crucial to recognize the similarities among women of colour for

political organizing, in practice, an essentialized antiracism may have negative

repercussions for the women’s movement. Jhappan argues that this presumption has been

used as an excuse for complacent ignorance and reluctance for white men and women to

involve themselves in issues of racialized oppression and privilege (Jhappan, 1996; see

also Ng, 1993). In addition, this perspective limits women from developing

commonalities within the struggle against sexism, as well as racism and classism, and

may also lead to an inert telling of stories instead of moving toward transformative

9 Essentialism is defined as a belief in the true essence of an individual or thing that is irreducible and unchanging.

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change (Jhappan, 1996). In addition, some writers have noted that, in its practice,

antiracism is like other discourses of culture, race and diversity. Macey (1995), for

example, reflecting on the British antiracist movement, cautions that antiracism is not as

fundamentally different in the actual practices of how this work is conducted in the day-

to-day practices. She too points to the fact that the movement continues to define the

“other” as non-white, instead of looking deeper into the roots of racial oppression, and in

particular, to its links to class oppression.

Despite these critiques, antiracist organizational change has been an important

arsenal in everyday activist work in addressing racism through and within community

and social service organizations. As I show through my research, antiracism was key to

the women’s everyday work as they sought to put into practice their antiracist, feminist,

and social justice beliefs/values. Antiracist organizational change has been resisted in a

number of ways, and, at times, and organizations who have tried to engage with issues of

diversity, racism and other oppressive processes end up only peripherally dealing with

issues of managing diversity in a workforce and for their clientele, and the strategies they

used encouraged conformity at the expense of expression of diversity (Mills and

Simmons, 1995). Despite the resistance in organizations, the activists I worked with also

demonstrated creativity in their engagement.

Some of the creative engagement was a direct response to the blockage of

antiracist initiatives through things such as denial of racism, non-recognition of all

structural barriers, lack of resources, white privilege, classism, racist procedures and

narrow definitions of the organization’s role. Henry et al., 1995) outline various common

forms of resistance against antiracism by organizations:

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1. Reluctance to create an antiracist vision [particularly a formalized, specific one]

2. Lack of commitment [including such actions as watering down formal studies' findings, vague statements, reactionary timelines to develop policies, using labels such as "managing diversity" and "cultural awareness,” setting of unrealistic goals, appending antiracism to other plans late in process]

3. Inadequate policies [that lack specificity and clarity vis-à-vis goals, objectives and implementation strategies]

4. Inadequate training [for instance, stopping training in "cultural sensitivity,” which may not really address issues of racism]

5. Lack of representation [often even proposed race-conscious measures obtain lots of hostility]

6. Limited access to goods and services [resources and access to power structures such as media]

7. Absence of sanctions [against perpetrators of racism and racial harassment] 8. Lack of individual accountability [for racism or racist acts] 9. Structural rigidity [active maintenance of status quo] 10. Ineffective monitoring and evaluation mechanisms [impossible because

goals and objectives are often vague] 11. Insufficient resources [given to antiracism initiatives] 12. Tokenism [most used resistance strategy by organizations] 13. [Only] Minority change agents [roles limited in power, evoke personal

resistance and suspicion] 14. Lack of organizational accountability [i.e., because of bureaucratization] 15. Limited public accountability [government and community consultations

seen with suspicion because of lack of results] (p. 282).

Antiracist feminist activists within women’s community and social services I interviewed

often met resistance to antiracism in the forms that Henry et al. lists. Many of Henry’s

forms of resistance to antiracism infused the accounts of the women of colour I spoke

with in particular. Even in organizations whose goals were explicitly to reduce racial

oppression, the women often found themselves in situations where their antiracist

initiatives were impeded.

In summary, antiracism activists have developed and tried to implement

organizational antiracism initiatives as a way of dealing with institutionalized racism

(James, 1996; see also Johnson, 1996; Minors, 1996; Tator, 1996). Key values and

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premises of antiracism on organizational change rest on the belief that "organizations

should change, can change, even wish to change, and sooner or later will be ready for

change" (James, 1996, p. 7). “Racial and ethnic minority group members,” along with

others, can challenge through political action, the status quo and influence change in

order to fully participate in society (James, 1996, p. 7). The impact of antiracist

discourses on the processes of organizational changes is ongoing. As external and

internal systems change and evolve, so do organizations.

Antiracist struggle with and within the feminist movement

Although women of colour have always been involved in feminist movements, it was not

until the 1980s that racialized women began to collectively voice concerns about racism

and exclusion and to take an explicitly antiracist stance (Agnew, 1996). Many authors

argue that feminist movements at the time were inadequate in their fight against racism

due to several factors: a narrow definition of women's issues, racist ideologies, the racist

roots of feminism itself, white women’s reluctance to relinquish power, and feminism’s

stress on the primacy of sexism above all other oppressions (Agnew, 1996; Bannerji,

1995; Hill Collins, 2001; hooks, 1984; Jhappan, 1996; Leah, 1991; Nadeau, 2005, 2009;

Razack, 1998; Spelman, 1988; Srivastava, 2002; Williams, 1991).

Despite feminist protest against the exclusion of a female perspective in modern

philosophical thought and masculinist notions of the “essential human,” essentialism has

plagued feminist thought. Feminist theories and practices have been dominated by the

stereotypical perspective of the “essentially” white, heterosexual, able-bodied, urban

dwelling, middle-class, university-educated woman (Agnew, 1996; Jhappan, 1996; see

also Spelman, 1988). This pseudo-universality of woman apparent in feminist literature

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assumes a decontextualized relationship with other social relations, where women of

colour have been rendered invisible as a result. If non-white women are noticed, they are

given an interpreted status by those in control of discourse (namely, by white women and

men). By focussing only on white women's interests as universal interests, the feminist

movement has been able to gain and keep leadership in the hands of white, middle-class

women (Bannerji, 1995). Bannerji suggests that white feminism can never be free of

racism because of its racist roots. She writes that in order to rid white feminism of racism

we need to deconstruct imperialist ideologies, institutions and economics, including every

mundane aspect of social life (Bannerji, 1995).

By isolating gender from all other social relations, feminist essentialism created a

myth of an abstracted woman. White feminists gave primacy to sexism over racism in

their theories, ideologies, and practices and through this, maintained white supremacy.

Classical feminist analyses of oppression often focussed on gender in isolation from race

and class without any explanation of why gender was always more significant than

ethnicity, race or class (Agnew, 1996). Racialized women were further marginalized by

the so-called antioppressive theories because of the lack of gender distinction in race

analysis and racial distinction in gender analysis (Agnew, 1996). Similarly, a lack of

gender and race analyses in class analysis existed historically. In her documentation of

union struggles against racism, classism and sexism, Leah (1991, p. 166) shows how

these struggles were compartmentalized so that women of colour's issues around sexism

and racism were isolated and not adequately addressed. According to Bannerji (1995), if

Canadian women of colour were to develop their own theories around oppression, they

would show that the organization of racism would be a way of forming class relations.

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And moreover, the class formation that would emerge would be fully gendered. The

women of colour I spoke to indicated that they were already taking up and, in fact,

embodying Bannerji’s projected future through their activism in feminist organizations.

According to antiracist feminists, women of colour have not participated in, or

benefitted, from white feminism because of the unquestioned racism due to the primacy

of gender within this movement. Women of colour continue to point out the flaws in, and

struggle against, the assumption that women are equally oppressed. They denounce the

utopian myths of “sisterhood” and, as a result, the women's movement has become more

reflexive on issues of race, class and gender and the links among these (Agnew, 1996;

Srivastava, 2002). Women’s movement activists increasingly acknowledge the integrated

nature of women's multiple oppressions and show a desire to develop antiracism (Agnew,

1996). Antiracist feminists, therefore, have created some space within the women’s

movement to struggle for antiracist change. These debates highlight some of the tensions

that need to be navigated by antiracist feminists.

One particular response to the critique of essentialism within the mainstream

feminist movement has been to emphasize diversity, particularity and self-representation

or the “politics of difference” (Bannerji, 1995, p. 70). However, different experiences of

women have generated different identities and, unfortunately, hindered women from

understanding one another (Agnew, 1996, p. 62). Further, women of colour have been

fearful that sympathetic white women may speak on their behalf, thereby suppressing

their voices again (Agnew, 1996). In this sense, ‘difference’ has actually become another

way of establishing otherness and ascribing “white, middle-class” identity as the norm.

This politics of difference debate has had the positive effect of recognizing different

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kinds of oppression, but has also led to fragmentation of communities and an over-

emphasis on identity politics (Agnew, 1996). Bannerji (1995) adds that the politics of

difference also invented multiple political personalities within one subject which has had

the adverse effect of depoliticizing race issues in feminism.

Antiracist activism in women’s organizations

When feminists of colour attempt to address exclusions based on race within women’s

organizations, their efforts are often contentious. On the one hand, feminists suppose that

women have common oppression and that we must come together as “sisters” in order to

combat heteropatriarchy. On the other hand, women realize that in coming together, there

are critical differences among us based on our personal experiences, political convictions,

and our “lived histories” (see Downe, 2006). Andrea Smith (2006) sees these differences

resulting from histories of colonialism, slavery and Orientalism. In spite of the fact that

struggle and transformation are the goals of feminist activism, several authors argue

further that women in feminist organizations tend to shy away from conflict and change

(Acker, 1995; Adamson et al., 1988; Arnold, 1995). These contradictions have led to

critiques by racialized feminists who highlight the (inequitable) power structures of

feminist organizations based on race and class privilege (Adamson et al., 1988).

Most organizational conflicts, such as who will lead and how decisions will be

made, are exacerbated in the context of antiracist organizational change. Some of the

challenges of addressing racism within organizations stem from decision-making

practices and organizational forms unique to feminist organizations. For example, many

feminist organizations are built on personal and community networks. Since community

and personal networks rarely exist between people of disparate social locations, diverse

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feminist organizing remains difficult for feminist organizations (Acker, 1996,). This is

particularly the case when women from communities where there is little race or class

diversity—such as wealthy neighbourhoods or certain socially homogenous areas—come

into contact with women who live and work in socially diverse communities. Often, as

Agnew (1996) argues, the relatively classed and racialized homogeneity of some

women’s informal collectives has meant that racialized women have either found it

difficult to become part of informal networks, or become tokenized within such groups

(Agnew, 1996). Furthermore, the lack of well-defined procedures in feminist networks

and organizations disadvantages those outside of informal networks (Agnew, 1996). At

times, feminist commitment to equal distribution of power has led to a refusal to critically

analyze how power is exercised within these organizations: power and leadership shift

from individuals to factions within the organization.

There are several studies which describe the process of antiracist feminist change

within different types of women’s organizations, namely, coalition groups such as NAC

(Gottlieb, 1993; Nadeau, 2005, 2009), women’s health clinics (Morgen, 1995; Simonds,

1996), violence against women organizations and shelters (Agnew, 1998; Kohli, 1993;

San Martin and Barnoff, 2004; Scott, 2000), women’s centres and advocacy groups

(Maraj Grahame, 1998, 2000; Transken, 1998), as well as multi-site studies of antiracist

feminist organizing (Agnew, 1996; Srivastava, 2002, 2005; Sudbury, 1998). These

studies offer insight into the successes of antiracist organizing within women’s

organizations and also some of the challenges faced by organizations and organizational

actors.

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Despite stated desires to become antiracist, some feminist organizational practices

are characterized by "everyday, common-sense racism" such as claiming to speak on

behalf of all women, asking racialized women to participate in “our” [read: white]

organizations and (un)intentionally assuming leadership roles in women’s organizations

(Agnew, 1996; Nadeau, 2005). In particular, conflicts around antiracism ensue because of

the discrepancy between what some white feminists say or do, and the ways in which

their words are understood and experienced by racialized women (Agnew, 1996; see also

Nadeau, 2005, 2009; San Martin, 2004; Srivastava, 2005). White, middle-class feminists

have been accused of using white privilege to identify problems and propose solutions in

ways which privilege the white, middle-class women (Agnew, 1996; San Martin and

Barnoff, 2004; Srivastava, 2005). Although more subtle, even the labels by which

feminists (white and non-white) refer to racial differences among women take the

dominant group as a point of reference and this reflects the ethnocentrism of the West

(Stasiulis, 1990). For instance, the label of “women of colour” denotes the fact that white

women do not have a skin colour and yet women of diverse racial backgrounds continue

to use it.

Attempts to include or organize women of colour in women’s organizations are

often difficult because racism is so embedded, subtle and difficult to detect (Agnew,

1996, 1998; Maraj Grahame, 1998; Nadeau, 2009; Morgen, 1995; Simonds, 1996;

Sudbury, 1998). As Nadeau notes through her analysis of the antiracism work of the

National Action Committee on the Status of Women, “white multiculturalist normativity

is ... a subtle exclusionary practice which is pervasive... [and] difficult to detect and even

harder to unsettle” (Nadeau, 2009, p. 8; see also San Martin, 2004). Furthermore, Maraj

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Grahame (1998) observes in her institutional ethnography of a U.S. mainstream

organization’s attempts to include women of colour, that assumptions made about

immigrant women as “unorganized” was determined by widely-held misperceptions

about racialized women. Specifically, Maraj Grahame found that there was a mismatch

between what the organization considered “organized” and the actual realities of women

of colour. She also notes that the issue for women of colour was not that they were absent

in the white women’s movement, but that white women were uninvolved in the issues of

women of colour. Maraj Grahame further argues that many of the organization’s workers

held the “ideological” belief that “Asian” women of colour for example, were

unorganized, lacked leadership skills, and faced barriers to participation. These constructs

were based on extralocal determinants such as academic and popular discourse, public

policy and activist perceptions of the funders’ priorities.

At times, then, feminist organizations become embroiled in controversy either

from factionalism or from the distrust that emerges as women from different racialized

and classed backgrounds work together to challenge entrenched oppression. Although

feminist organizations may want to address racism, the activism that arises occurs in a

context of relative recent personal and painful conflicts over race and class issues

(Gottlieb, 1993; Kohli, 1993; Morgen, 1995; Nadeau, 2005; Simonds, 1996; Srivastava,

2002; Transken, 1998). Gottlieb, for example, argues that the NAC erupted in conflict

when it attempted to diversify. Such attempts included women of colour caucuses with

direct access to the executive’s decision-making process; public education and taking

antistate stands on important issues for women of colour and Aboriginal women; and

internal evaluation of organizational structures (Gottlieb, 1993). While antiracist

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feminists saw gains within NAC, the antiracist process had a cost. As white,

heterosexual, middle-class women were asked to give up their privileged leadership roles,

hostilities ensued. Furthermore, NAC’s antiracist and antiheterosexist activism directed

against the federal government resulted in subsequent state funding cuts (Gottlieb, 1993).

As a result of the complexity identified about, women of colour activists choose

to engage with women’s organizations and, at other times, disengage. To that end,

women of colour choose to articulate their political concerns through a variety of ways:

within pre-existing or new coalition groups (Agnew, 1996; Gottlieb, 1993; Nadeau, 2005,

2009; Srivastava, 2002; Sudbury, 1998); within autonomous antiracist feminist

organizations; or within ethno-specific, racialized, or immigrant organizations (Agnew,

1996, 1998; Bobb-Smith, 1998; Ku, 2003; Sudbury, 1998; Transken, 1998). Ku (2003)

notes that immigrant women make choices to work within feminist or immigrant sector

organizations depending on their experiences of racism and sexism. She also shows how

these choices are not fixed; for instance, some women work in both white feminist

organizations and immigrant sector organizations (see also Sudbury, 1998; Bobb-Smith,

1998).

As it may be, antiracist feminist activists may find support for their politics in

coalitions, but this is often difficult. Feminist coalitions are difficult to achieve even

without the added pressures encountered when racial and ethnic diversity are introduced.

When feminist coalitions do exist, the inclusion of different politics (for example, liberal

and radical feminists), means that the different organizational cultures that arise hinder

concrete goals. Small issues become major issues because of arguments about symbolic

representation of the group's identity and ideologies. Coalitions and umbrella groups

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often have difficulty in establishing a common identity for collective action. It is ironic

that in attempts to establish a common identify and a common front, the exact opposite

results: fragmentation and decreased unity (see Arnold, 1996).

Agnew warns that coalitions need to be developed through the inclusion of

different perspectives. But the goal of a coalition cannot be based solely on integration

and inclusion, as this does not focus attention on the different social and political contexts

in which feminist theories and struggles are conceived and enacted. A coalition program

overly focused on integration and inclusion leads to tokenism, race bias in processes and

ultimately discord over issues such as leadership and distribution of power. Agnew

(1996) believes that coalitions often wrongly impose a common identity upon women

whose boundaries are determined by the dominant group – and this is a main source of

conflict. Srivastava (2002) suggests that nevertheless, coalitions may indeed be an answer

to addressing racism in the feminist movement. The antiracist process is inherently

fraught with difficulties over antiracist organizational change within white feminist

organizations, so we cannot expect any coalition to have complete harmony and unity in

all areas.

Furthermore, as studies that document autonomous antiracist feminist organizing

indicate, there is development of a more nuanced understanding of antiracist feminist

activism such as the relationship between biography and activism. Sudbury (1998) for

example documents the struggles of autonomous feminist black women’s organizations

in the United Kingdom.10 She argues that women’s activist work needs to be seen within

different arenas of their lives, such as their relationships with white feminism (and with

10 See discussion about black feminism within the definition of antiracist feminism in “Key Terms.”

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women’s organizations), black communities and men, the state, mainstream political

debates, and international movements. Similarly, Bobb-Smith (1998) documents how an

alternative women’s movement was formed in Canada to reproduce a Caribbean brand of

feminism with a strong antiracist thrust. Such scholarship admits to the frailty and

complexity of negotiating the integration of an antiracist framework within feminist

organizations.

Antiracist feminism within autonomous feminist organizations and ethno-specific

organizations is not without its troubles. Ng’s (1998) study of an immigrant women’s

employment agency offers an empirical example of how relations of ruling direct

activists work within autonomous organizations. She describes how the category of

‘immigrant women’ was produced and reproduced by the labour of the workers. Ng

discusses shows that the struggles of the agency worked both to accommodate the

demands of the ruling regime and, at the same time, resist them. In addition, in her

analysis of an autonomous antiracist feminist organization in Northern Ontario, Transken

(1998) argues that the activism of the organizations was hindered by two things: the

political agendas of funders and outsiders and by the organization’s core activists who

lost their sense of vision and solidarity during the course of the organization’s life. She

advocates that antiracist feminists invest more time and energy exploring meaning-

making, meaning-sharing, trust and faith in a long-term vision (see also Scott, 2000).

In other words, while feminist organizations are important sites of struggle for

antiracist change, they are also contradictory spaces in which antiracist feminist action is

both supported and limited. In spite of the challenges of antiracist struggle within the

feminist movement generally highlighted so far, and within women’s organizations

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specifically, it would be inaccurate and politically paralyzing to presume that antiracist

organizing has not mattered within the women’s movement. Almost all of the studies of

antiracist struggle within women’s movements describe how racialized women have

succeeded in challenging the status quo of race relations in both small and large feminist

organizations. Women of colour exercise power in a myriad of ways to name oppressions

and to define the conditions of their participation in feminist struggles dominated by

white women (Agnew, 1996; Nadeau, 2009; San Martin and Barnoff, 2004; Srivastava,

2002, 2005). As I discuss in the next section, women of colour’s successes and

commitments to shift the power within women’s movements and organizations cannot be

understood without considering the relationships and connections among politicized and

racialized identities, subjectivities and experiences.

Personalizing the political and politicizing the personal

The literature that addresses how the personal is politicized and the political is

personalized in the context of activism adds to our ability to critically analyze activist

work. The literature points to the fact that, as individuals, we act because our sense of self

is implicated in political action and the fact that our political actions affect us in profound

ways. As Siegel (2002) notes, since the late 1960s, the slogan “the personal is political”

has changed the way we “think about the relationship between public and private life” (p.

2). So it is not surprising to find that feminists developed theories and practices focussing

on the implications of the personal to the political, and the political to the personal

(Hanisch, 1969/2006; Lee, 2007; Siegel, 2002). As the literature shows, everyday

antiracist feminist activism within women’s organizations cannot be understood without

unpacking the links among politicized action, women’s subjectivities and emotion (see

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for example, Bannerji, 1995; Brah, 1996; Kohli, 1993; Morgen, 1995; Ng, 1998;

Simonds, 1996; Smith, K., 2011; Srivastava, 2002; Sudbury, 1998; Wing, 1997), multiple

identities (see for example, Alexander and Mohanty, 2001; Brah, 1996; Ku, 2003;

Sudbury, 1998; Transken, 1998) and personal relationships (see for example, Alexander

and Mohanty, 2001; Hill Collins, 2000; Narayan, 1997; Sudbury, 1998; Transken, 1998).

While the first commentaries on “the personal is political” such as those by

Hanisch (1969 /2006), signified specifically that women’s personal troubles had political

dimensions, feminist theorists have since taken up the slogan in a myriad of ways, while

stressing the interrelatedness of the political and the personal nonetheless (see also Lee,

2007). Antiracist feminist theorists argue that activism and how it is experienced, is not

separate from social relations. Essed (1996) notes: “For women, everyday life can be a

site of political struggle. The kitchen, living room, or doorway of a school becomes a

political space where women ... exchange family stories, as well as consult with each

other about the future of the children in school” (p. 97). This is no different for women

who engage in political struggle with and within women’s and antiracist movements.

Similarly, in the context of black British feminism, Sudbury (1998) notes that

activism is at once personal and political and needs to be conceptualized in six

multidimensional arenas: individual, family, community, the local, national and

international. Sudbury states: “These arenas can be divided into those that are internal to

the black communities: the individual, the family, the community and those which

engage with mainstream power structures: the local, the national and the international”

(p. 60). Sudbury further insists that social change work must include not only collective-

based organizing but also development of personal empowerment. Her definition of

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personal empowerment includes self-confidence, personal education and economic

development. Sudbury notes further: “An alternative understanding of the need for

personal growth and confidence building is that many black women need a space in

which they can distance themselves from the onslaught of derogatory and hostile

representations and experiences which are a commonplace within British society...” (p.

61; see also Alexander and Mohanty, 2001). In arguing for a more comprehensive

understanding of personal growth, Sudbury and others highlight the salience of paying

attention to the interrelatedness of different aspects of politicized action or the political.

The literature on social movements also provides insight into the significance of

the relationship between the personal and the political. There are three overlapping

strands in this literature that show how the political becomes personal and the personal

becomes politicized. The first strand of literature shows the ways in which women’s

subjectivities and emotions are linked to politicized action (Bannerji, 1995; Kohli, 1993;

Morgen, 1995; Ng, 1998; Simonds, 1996; Srivastava, 2002; Sudbury, 1998; Wing, 1997).

The second strand of literature describes how identity is linked to politicized action

(Alexander and Mohanty, 2001; Blackford, 1998; Bobb-Smith, 1998; Brah, 1996, 2001;

Downton and Wehr, 1998; Glass, 2009; Hill Collins, 2000; Ku, 2003; McComiskey,

2002; Melucci, 2003; Mohanty, 1998; Narayan, 1997; Sudbury, 1998; Whittier, 1997).

This literature describes how a person’s identity and personal biography affects her/his

activism, on the one hand, and the ways a person’s involvement in a social movement

shapes her/his identity on the other hand. A third strand in the interrelated literature

explores ways political action is linked with women’s relationships, most notably, with

mothering/parenting (Abbey and O’Reilly, 1998; Bobb-Smith, 1998; Childers, 1998;

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Fox, 1998; Hill Collins, 2000; Jenkins, 1998; Jetter, Orleck and Taylor, 1997;

McComiskey, 2002; Narayan, 1997; Smith, K., 2011; Sudbury, 1998; Yeoman, 1998).

Brah (1996), for example, describes the interrelatedness of identity, subjectivity,

social relations and experience. She suggests that ‘subjectivity’ is the site at which we

make sense of our world. Identities, on the other hand, “are inscribed through experiences

culturally constructed in social relations” and that they are not unitary or fixed (p. 123).

In other words, subjectivity includes the ways that we react or feel about the world,

whereas identity is where we see ourselves as part of a collectivity. Since identity and

subjectivity are inscribed through experiences, a focus on activists’ everyday activities

allows us to uncover and understand the ways in which politicized and social identities

and subjectivities intersect. Brah’s analysis, therefore, provides a basis from which to

understand the literature which examines the effects of activism on activists’ emotions,

identities and relationships.

Moreover, antiracist feminist theorists such as Bannerji (1995), Ng (1998) and

Wing (1997) describe how social change work in different settings has psychic effects, or

effects on one’s well-being, beyond the immediate workplace; social change work places

a big toll on activists’ personal lives. Activist work is both personally liberating and

personally draining and morale-lowering at the same time. Drawing from Frantz Fanon’s

proposition that decolonization is a violent process, Bannerji (2005) describes her own

experiences and personal costs of being an academic teaching antiracism and resisting

oppression. She notes:

And yet I chose to do this violence to myself. Because I choose to de-colonize, to teach antiracism ... it distorts me or us. Because anger against the daily ordinary violence and anger of racism distorts us ... So, yes I disassociate. The mediation of my anger cuts me into two. But here in my

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actual, immediate work of teaching, I am not silent. At least not that (pp. 105-6).

Ng also alludes to the costs of the embodied experience of teaching and learning critical

education: “As we engage in critical education, this dynamism is what excites us at the

same time that it makes us sick when we go against the grain” (1998, p. 2). Wing (1997)

similarly discusses the costs of racism and resisting it as “spirit murder.” While these

writers have discussed the psychic effects of antiracism within teaching, it has

implications for understanding antiracism within a variety of settings; specifically, these

authors direct us to contextualize the ways in which politicized action can be deeply

intimate, with far-reaching psychic and embodied repercussions.

Several authors also describe emotional processes within women’s organizations

when they work towards an antiracist politics, and these studies describe some of the

personal costs to white and racialized activists (Morgen, 1995; Simonds, 1996;

Srivastava, 2002). This is not surprising, given the emphasis of feminist politics on the

notion of “personal is political.” For example, Simonds (1996) and Morgen (1995)

describe in detail, antiracist processes within women’s health clinics in the United States.

Both researchers document the high emotional tenor, conflict, and racism of the staff and

administration in the different clinics they studied. Morgen (1995) suggests that for

relatively privileged women, antiracism meant pain, shame, anger and defensiveness as

they were forced to recognize their complicity with dominant social relations of power

(see also Fellows and Razack, 1998).

While explicitly politicized antiracist organizational change is emotionally

charged for white women grappling with issues of power and privilege, women of colour

often find themselves bearing a disproportionate emotional burden for antiracism. The

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original idea of the personal is political did not take into account that race and class

influence how power is shared within organizations (Agnew, 1996), or how the

differential effects of racism and antiracism have an adverse impact on racialized women

(Kohli, 1993; Srivastava, 2002). Kohli (1993), for example, describes shelter workers’

racist, anti-Semitic, classist, and homophobic treatment and disempowerment in

contradiction to the discourse of empowerment of women within women’s shelters. She

describes shelter workers’ experience of being abused, dismissed, and silenced, and

argues that this is the price that is paid by people of colour who refuse to be tokenized or

exoticized by contradictions of the ideology of feminism and of feminist collectives.

Similarly, Srivastava (2002) argues that the organizational processes of managing

emotion, based on the feminist principle of the personal is political, is cause for

“emotional strain” for antiracist activists. By analyzing the antiracist “moment of

confrontation” in organizations, Srivastava describes how the emotional expressions of

white and non-white women are organized by racialized and gendered processes.

Further related to subjectivity and emotion, the relationship between identity and

politicized action and understanding women’s antiracist feminist organizations is the

attempt to make sense of why and how people enter and participate (or leave) particular

social movements (see Becker, 1960; Glass, 2009; Downton and Wehr, 1998; Hunt and

Benford, 2004; Kanter, 1968; Martin, 2009; Melucci, 2003). A key aspect of the social

movement literature on activism and identity is the notion of collective identity and its

role in sustaining social movements. In their review of social movement literature, Hunt

and Benford (2004) identify collective identity as a precursor and product, essential to

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collective action for movements.11 Other authors such as Maddison (2004), Glass (2009),

and Melucci (2003) put forth a position I share: they propose that collective (and for that

matter, individual) identity be seen more as a process rather than a thing to be studied.

Melucci (2003) argues, for example, for an actor-centred analysis of social movements in

which collective identity needs to be understood as a process, through which a unified

actor is created, simultaneously creating a social movement (see also Maddison, 2004).

Glass (2009), taking up Melucci’s actor-centred idea of collective identity as process,

argues that individual or collective identity is not possessed by people, but is the actions

that people take, which she calls “identity work” (see also Reger, 2004; Barry, 2007;

Downton and Wehr, 1998).

While much of the literature on collective identity and its role in influencing

participation in social movements focuses on the production of sameness, antiracist

feminist theorists focus on the paradox of the sameness of difference. In her essay on

“difference,” Brah unpacks another aspect of collective identity relevant to antiracist

feminist organizing, namely identification with “difference” as part of one’s identity. In

linking this to politicized mobilization, Brah (2001) argues that:

political mobilization is centrally about attempts to re-inscribe subjectivity through appeals to collective experience. Paradoxically, the commonality that is evoked can be rendered meaningful only in articulation with a discourse of difference (p. 474).

11 Current definitions of collective identity are traceable to Karl Marx’s belief about how widespread working-class consciousness of ruling class exploitation was essential for collective revolutionary action. In order to move towards a collective action, a collectivity must be formed that has common goals, values and identification. Furthermore, mutuality and solidarity must be evident within the collectivity. Social psychologists have defined collective identity as being a product of interaction and sociocultural structures (Hunt and Benford, 2004).

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Like Melucci (2003), Brah (2001) understands identity as a process, and suggests that it

is more appropriate to speak of identity as discourse, meanings and memories that can

form the basis of identification within a given context. She describes the complexity of

the links between personal biography and collective history, and argues that collective

identities partially (and often strategically) erase the multiplicities of others within the

same subject.

Like other social movement literature which highlight the ways in which personal

biography and entry into social movements are linked (see Blackford,1998; Gardner,

2003; McComiskey, 2002; Todd, 2002; and Whittier, 1997), antiracist feminist activists

also theorize the ways early family experience and collective history affects politicized

identity (see for example, Alexander and Mohanty, 2001; Bobb-Smith, 1998; Brah, 1996,

2001; Downe, 1996; Hill Collins, 2000; Ku, 2003; Mohanty, 1998; Narayan, 1997;

Sudbury, 1998). Ku (2003), for example, traces the pathways to activism of women of

colour in the immigrant services sector and argues that early experience in the family and

community were entry points into activism (see also Narayan, 1997). Bobb-Smith (1998)

affirms the same point in historicizing a Caribbean brand of feminism in Canada and

argues that “home” and “community” learning based on a shared collective history is the

key way of learning resistance and feminist independence for these particular women of

colour (see also Mohanty, 1998 and Narayan, 1997). Following suit, the analysis of the

links between politicized action and personal relationships within communities and

families also forms the backdrop of this dissertation.

As I have noted already, activism cannot be seen as separable or detachable from

women’s everyday lives. Women bring their activism to their personal relationships and

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their personal relationships affect their activism. For example, feminist theorizing on

mothering/parenting (Abbey and O’Reilly, 1998; Chandler, 1998; Childers, 1998; Fox,

1998; Jetter, Orleck and Taylor, 1997; McComiskey, 2002; Yeoman, 1998) and Black

and antiracist feminist theorizing on community and other-mothering (Bobb-Smith, 1998;

Hill Collins, 2000; Jenkins, 1998; James, S., 1993; Narayan, 1997; Sudbury, 1998) help

us to understand motherhood as a site on which feminist activism occurs. In particular,

the literature on community and other-mothering highlights the fluid boundaries between

feminist and antiracist activist subjectivities and their link to family and community (for

example, see James, S., 1993; Jenkins, 1998).

Such analyses point out how, for example, relationships with parents, family and

community may also limit politicized action even while it encourages it as noted above.

Transnational, Third World, and antiracist feminists discuss the ways in which feminist

and other forms of politicized action are sanctioned from within their own families,

communities and nations. Alexander and Mohanty (2001) write:

Women’s bodies are disciplined in different ways: within discourses of profit maximization, as global workers and sexual laborers; within religious fundamentalisms, as repositories of sin and transgression; within specifically nationalist discourses, as guardians of culture and respectability or criminalized as prostitutes and lesbians; and within state discourses of the originary nuclear family, as wives and mothers (p. 501).

Since women are considered responsible for the well-being of family and often seen to be

the site of the preservation of tradition and culture, women’s articulations of resistance

are seen as threatening and sanctioned. Women are sanctioned in many ways: through

(threat of) violence, silencing, othering, isolation, ostracism, sexualization, as well as

through dehistoricizing, dismissing and minimizing of the historicity of women’s

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activism (Alexander and Mohanty, 2001; Anzaldúa, 2003; Dutt, 1998; Hussain, 1994;

Jeffery and Basu, 1998; Mohanty, 1998; Narayan, 1997; Shaheed, 1998).

Narayan (1997) argues that Third World feminists should not internalize these

sanctions and see themselves as outside of their own culture. Ostracizing and minimizing

has meant that they have struggled with being defined outside of their communities, and

thus seen (by others and themselves) as inauthentic. The issue of belonging, ostracism

and cultural authenticity, Ku notes, are particularly thorny for immigrant activists in

diasporic communities because it means a loss of credibility in terms of organizational

roles as an activist speaking for “the community.” She argues that activists within the

immigrant sector who claim to be speaking on behalf of the community must claim

insider status or risk being marginalized (Ku, 2003). Thus, for feminist activists from

racialized, immigrant, and diasporic communities, belonging and authenticity are always

being negotiated. Furthermore, she argues that understanding immigrant women’s

activism requires that we acknowledge and unpack the competing identities within their

roles as activists.

However, as Sudbury (1998) notes, it is precisely some women’s experience of

being “an outsider” that frees women to think and act in more critical ways (see also

Blackford, 1998). 12 Sudbury argues further that women who are somehow displaced

from their communities are often those who are the strongest advocates against sexism, as

their displacement in effect liberates them from their communities. For example, she

notes that women who were brought up outside of established black communities and

12 Based on her study of girls’ socialization in families where one parent was disabled or chronically ill, Blackford suggests that those families which were affected by life transitions, such as immigration, illness, or divorce, are those that offer opportunities for their daughters to think more freely and act in different directions (Blackford, 1998).

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were the only black child in their school, women who were taken into the care system or

brought up by white foster or adoptive parents, women who had come out as lesbians and

women who had defied cultural expectations by dating ‘outside,’ had all experienced

social ostracism and become emotionally strong in the face of rejection. In this sense,

Sudbury echoes Ku’s observation that attention needs to be paid to the effects of

competing identities of activist women of colour precisely their experiences are

influenced by a multiplicity of factors, including those of community and belonging that

might not affect mainstream, white activist women in the same way.

In summary, the preceding literature review has provided a synopsis of the

scholarship that directly informs my study of women of colour working in or doing

antiracist feminist activism. I have reviewed the interconnected literature that not only

contextualizes this study vis-à-vis the academic literature, but also provides an overview

of the social relations through which women of colour navigate their antiracist feminist

work. I started with a description of tensions in Canadian non-profit and voluntary

organizations and concluded by reviewing the literature on the relationship between

activism (as the political) and the personal.

Given the complexity of contexts in which antiracist feminists act, as I have

described in the literature review above, no wonder that antiracist organizing remains a

struggle. Unlike the common charges made against and within activist circles that we

have to do more or that politicized action makes little change, it is clear from the

literature that everyday activism makes a difference. In particular, everyday antiracist

feminist activism through and within women’s organizations has had a profound impact

on, and within, the non-profit sector organizations, feminist, antiracist, and other social

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justice movements, women’s organizations, and racialized communities and

organizations, as well as within women’s lives and families.

Therefore, by broadening our understanding of activism as a process of struggle

rather than simply an identity or acts, we are encouraged to stop and systematically

reflect on the gains that are continuously made within all intersecting arenas of public and

private spheres of activism. While, as activists, we need to continue being critical of the

ways in which those gains of ending oppressive social relations in organizations are

eroded, appropriated, dismissed, captured, and stalled within current restructuring of

funding and accountability regimes, we also need to shift our gaze towards evaluating the

quality of our everyday struggle. As the literature analysis above has shown, it is the

struggle towards antiracist, feminist, and antioppressive politicized actions, not the

simple arithmetic of gains and losses, which is the source of activist power.

For those of us engaged as antiracist feminist activists, the insights of the

literature provide us a number of opportunities for activist reflection. First, antiracist

feminist activism must be understood in relation to the concrete ways in which social

service and community organizations are funded by, and thus made accountable to, the

state. Activist work is constrained and limited by funding and accountability regimes.

Activists need to pay attention to the literature that warns of the ways activist ideals can

be subsumed and reconstituted within dominant economic frameworks. The message is

clear: We must reflect on these processes and be attentive to how they affect us. This

applies also to the ways the state reconstitutes social justice ideals, as well as to the ways

racist relations subordinate women of colour.

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Second, we should also remember that in spite of dominating frames that shape

our struggles, the successes of the antiracist and feminist struggle are also made extant in

the literature. The single most obvious sign of success is the fact that antiracist feminist

activism is ongoing and alive, despite the history of essentialism and racism within

women’s organizations. This is in part due to the history of the women’s movement

critique and the self-conscious attempts to redress power inequities within organizations,

as I have noted already. Sustained collective politicized action of antiracist feminists is

the key to uncovering and fighting racism within women’s organizations. In particular,

the literature reminds us of the importance of being attentive to uncovering social

organization of activism through attending to the actual everyday activities work of

activists and how these both sustain and limit politicized action.

Organization of Dissertation

The purpose of this study is to examine the social organization of antiracist feminist

activism within women’s organizations. Drawing from the research participants’ accounts

of their everyday work and lives, I explore how women of colour negotiate their

commitments to antiracist feminism within existing social relations (both formal and

informal) of women’s organizations. This dissertation is organized in four main parts: a)

the conceptual framework of the study, including an outline of the study’s goals, key

terms, scholarly and activist literature, ontological underpinnings, and the method of

inquiry (chapters one and two); b) the definition of the problematic of the study from the

standpoint of women of colour activists, namely, the disconnection between antiracist

feminist commitments and practice (chapters three and four); c) an exploration of the

social organization of everyday antiracist feminist activism through an examination of

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dialectic relations of accountability (chapters five, six and seven); and d) a discussion of

the implications of conceptualizing everyday antiracist feminist activism as a negotiation

of relations of accountability (chapter eight).

In my first chapter, I situated myself and my research questions within academic

and theoretical debates through my definitions of key terms and literature review. This

chapter provided an orientation to the study, through an overview of the layered contexts

within which antiracist feminist organizational change efforts are enacted.

In chapter two, I outline the method of inquiry of this research, beginning with a

discussion of its ontological and epistemological underpinnings. I explain the method of

inquiry, namely institutional ethnography, and my research process, and introduce the

research participants. Finally, I discuss some ethical and epistemological contributions

and limitations of this research process.

In chapters three and four, I map out what constitutes the problematic of this

study. That is, I describe moments of disconnection (or “disconnect” as I often call it)

between the ideals of antiracist feminism and the practice within women’s organizations,

despite women’s obvious social justice commitments and the success of the antiracism

movement within women’s organizations and movements. In chapter three, I focus on the

participant’s experiences of the everyday work of putting into practice their

commitments. In chapter four drawing on the activists’ accounts of their everyday work, I

show how antiracist feminism is simultaneously supported and limited by the

organizations in which the women worked.

More specifically, in chapter three, I describe the richness of women’s

commitments to antiracism, feminism, and social justice and show that these

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commitments are more than abstract commitments to social justice, antiracist and

feminist activism; they are commitments to activist practice. I show how women of

colour’s commitments to antiracist feminist social change are active and must be

understood as social, rather than simply personal. I further argue that women of colour

make personal these commitments by negotiating antiracist feminism within different

facets of their lives. By describing women’s everyday work of politicizing the personal, I

show how women of colour brought antiracist feminism to their definitions of self, their

decision making and their daily activities. Chapter three also includes examples of the

negotiation of antiracist feminist activist commitments as personal within women’s

everyday activities. This chapter maps the ways in which women’s commitments are

actively brought and negotiated within all facets of women’s lives, including women’s

organizations.

In chapter four, I discuss the context within which this study primarily took place

and describe more specifically the ways in which women of colour’s commitments to

antiracism and feminism were often received in women’s organization. Building on the

notion of negotiation, I describe the institutional processes within women’s organizations

through which women of colour navigate. I argue that women’s organizations are

contradictory spaces in which women of colour negotiate their commitments to antiracist

feminism; that is, women’s organizations are sites from which antiracist practice is both

supported and also limited. On the one hand, I describe how antiracist feminist activists

continued to draw on the successes of antiracist feminist activism of the 1980s and 1990s;

on the other hand, the women’s accounts show that there continues to be a disconnect

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between feminist movement organizations’ stated desire to put into practice feminist and

antiracist ideals and the actual practice itself.

Significantly, chapter four lays the foundations for detailed discussions in later

chapters of social relations of accountability and of how women craft social change.

Specifically, I show how contradictions between antiracist feminist ideals and practice

must be seen in relation to dialectic processes of accountability in the organization in

question. I describe, briefly, two sets of intertwined social relations of accountability in

the organizations: organizational accountability and activist responsibility. Formal

organizational accountability or organizational accountability refers to accountability to

the organization’s formal administrative, bureaucratic, and governance processes.

Antiracist feminist activist responsibility, or activist responsibility, is the socially

organized process of accountability that guides the women’s everyday enactment of their

commitment to and practice of social justice, feminist, antiracist work. The former is

discussed in chapter five, while the latter is described in more detail in chapter six.

In chapter five, I argue that antiracist feminist social change is framed through

organizational accountability through institutionalized relations of ruling. Organizational

accountability shapes antiracist feminist activism, through the struggle over the

definitions and terms of implementation of antiracist feminist ideals. Specifically, I argue

that hierarchicalized social relations filter the contestations around definitions of

antiracist advocacy through the priorities of management connected to extralocal forms

of ruling. More specifically, I show how formal processes of organizational

accountability, such as reporting and supervising, documenting practices and managing

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conflict, transform political and social critiques into individualized concerns which have

to be managed or controlled.

In chapter six, I show how the women transformed their commitments into social

relations of activist responsibility through everyday interactions with others committed to

antiracism, feminism, and social justice. I describe activist responsibility and the ways in

which it transformed women’s personal commitments to social justice, feminism, and

antiracism into social processes of accountability. I show various ways in which personal

commitment to activism became a social responsibility. Then I argue that activist

responsibility functioned as a coordinating discourse, rather than a regulatory one, as in

the case of organizational responsibility. Specifically, I show how it led to forms of social

and political accountability at the level of women’s subjectivities, everyday talk and

practice, interpersonally, and translocally.

Chapter seven describes how women of colour’s conscious acts of negotiating

change within women’s organizations must be understood through social relations of

accountability within and across organizations. I argue that women of colour crafted

antiracist feminist activism by mobilizing relations of activist responsibility through

hierarchicalized relations of accountability within their organizations. They consciously

drew on existing relations of organizational accountability to develop innovative and

effective antiracist feminist practices in their seemingly mundane, everyday work in

organizations. In doing so, antiracist feminist activists seized the potential for change

through both activist and administrative discursive practices; this potential occurred at the

junctures of negotiation between organizational accountability and ‘activist

responsibility. I show how women of colour consciously and actively crafted an antiracist

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feminist practice by using both institutionalized forms of accountability and

responsibility.

In chapter eight, I conclude by discussing the implications of conceptualizing

antiracist feminist activism a negotiation of relations of accountability to activist practice,

pedagogy and research. I argue that by ethnographically exploring mundane, everyday

ways that women of colour antiracist feminist activists actively counter inequitable

relations of power, not only deepens our analysis of social change, but also provides

direction for activist praxis.

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Chapter Two: Method of Inquiry

This chapter describes the research framework, method of inquiry and research process in

order to provide a context for understanding the contents of this dissertation. The chapter

also reflects on and considers the implications of this research process within larger

projects of feminist and antiracist knowledge production. To these ends, I outline the

ontological, epistemological, ethical and political underpinnings of my method of

inquiry. Next, I describe the research process, beginning from how I came to this research

and the research questions and, more specifically, how I participated in the process of

producing this study, including recruitment of participants, data collection, transcription,

data analysis and writing phases of this research.

Research Framework

This research project is firmly located within critical, interpretive, feminist, antiracist and

antioppressive traditions of qualitative research (Brown and Strega, 2005; Carroll, 2004;

Denzin and Lincoln, 2003; Kirby and McKenna, 2004; Moosa-Mitha, 2005). As an

antiracist feminist activist, my primary goal as a researcher is to gain knowledge about

the world in order to be able to engage in critical conversations about democracy, race,

gender, class and social justice (Denzin and Lincoln, 2003). Kirby and McKenna (2004),

critical researchers who advocate “researching from the margins,” note that:

What knowledge we are able to observe and reveal is directly related to our vantage point, to where we stand in or world. Our interaction with the social world is affected by such variables as gender, race, class, sexuality, age, physical ability, etc. This does not mean that facts about the social world do not exist, but that what we see and how we go about constructing meaning is a matter of interpretation (p. 71).

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It is from my own interaction with the social world, as an antiracist feminist activist, and

as a racialized woman of colour, that this research has come to be actualized.

An antioppressive approach to research includes a diverse weaving of critical

theoretical and political positions. Potts and Brown (2005) define “antioppressive theory”

as “an extension of Marxist, feminist, and most predominantly, critical theory... In

addition, poststructural and postcolonial thought, feminist, indigenous, queer, and

antiracist theories have contributed to our understanding of antioppressive approaches”

(p. 259; see also Moosa-Mitha, 2005). My research takes into account exclusions based

on gender, race, and class inequities that exist in research and public discourse.

In particular, my research is informed by critical researchers who use feminist,

antiracist and antioppressive theoretical frames and understand knowledge as 1) socially

constructed, 2) produced relationally, 3) situated, 4) contextual, 5) changing over time,

and 6) politically produced (Denzin and Lincoln, 2003; Kirby and McKenna, 1989/2004;

Moosa-Mitha, 2005; Potts and Brown, 2005; Ramazanoğlu, 2002). Carroll (2004) argues

that the advances in social research of the 1960s were made “in the broad praxis-oriented

strategies of social inquiry” emanating from intellectual movements such as Marxism,

feminism, postcolonialism, and post-structuralism (p. 1). The main research interests of

these intellectual movements are to create social change and accompanying “heightened

reflexivity concerning identity, culture, and life” (p. 7). Carroll outlines five critical

research strategies, namely, dialectical social analysis, institutional ethnography, critical

discourse analysis, participatory action research, and social inquiry as communicative

reason. My method of inquiry, or as Carroll calls it, research strategy, is informed by

concepts from institutional ethnography.

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Conceptualizing a feminist, antiracist and antioppressive institutional ethnography

My research draws heavily on Dorothy Smith’s institutional ethnographic method of

inquiry. Smith (1986), as well as other feminist sociologists who have developed

methodologies which stem from the ontology of women’s standpoint, attempts to counter

male-dominated academic assumptions apparent in many non-feminist research

methodologies. Feminist research tries to rectify two major concerns: 1) the exclusion of

women from history and scholarship and 2) the undervaluing of women’s activities vis-á-

vis men’s activities. Many feminist researchers stress starting from women’s own lived

realities and cultivating women-focussed ways of knowing as a political project.

Similarly, my research question is an explicit attempt to uncover the links between the

activist sphere (assumed to be public) and the sphere of family (assumed to be private).

Tomm (1989) suggests that feminist political activism and feminist research,

particularly in the 1960s and 1970s, went hand-in-hand (see also Smith 1986, 1990). One

of the major struggles of feminist researchers during this period was to critique the

academy’s androcentrism, while at the same time work within it. This struggle has led to

critical feminist scholarship and the development of a unique feminist perspective and

methods on which my research is founded. For instance, Reinharz (1992) suggests a list

of research tools which feminists may use in their research, namely: interview,

ethnography, survey and statistical format, experimental, cross-cultural, oral history,

content analysis, case studies and action research. These research methods, by

themselves, are not necessarily feminist. However, as Reinharz notes, the ways feminists

take up their politics within these methodological traditions make them distinctively

feminist. In addition, in this dissertation I strive to include some of the preoccupations of

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feminist research in aiming to create social change; addressing inequities among knower

(participants in study), researcher and reader at every stage in the research; developing a

critique using non-feminist scholarship; and focussing on an analysis of interlocking

oppression (Reinharz, 1992) as a way of further broadening the scope of feminist

research methodology.

According to Smith (1986), the aim of institutional ethnography is to explain

“institutional relations determining everyday worlds and hence how the local

organization of the latter may be explored to uncover their ordinary invisible

determinations in relations that generalize and are generalized” (p. 160). In Smith’s work,

the concept of “social relations13” is key and is an analytical device which magnifies “the

social courses of action of which” social relations are constituents (1990, p. 150). She

(1990) makes clear that

A sociology for women should not be mistaken for an ideological position that represents women’s oppression as having a determinate character and takes up the analysis of social forms with a view to discovering in them lineaments of what the ideologist already supposes that she knows. The standpoint of women... is rather a method, that, at the outset of inquiry, creates the space for an absent subject, and an absent experience that is to be filled with the presence and spoken experience of actual women speaking of and in the actualities of their everyday worlds (pp. 106-107).

Smith’s concept of standpoint should be distinguished from (other) feminist standpoint

theorists (such as Haraway, 2004; Harding, 2004; Hartsock, 2004; Hill Collins, 2000;

Jagger, 2004) who take up “the standpoint of women” through an ontological lens which

gives women an epistemic privilege through feminist re-interpretations of Hegel’s

“master and slave” relation (see Hartsock, 2004). D. Smith (1986) insists, rather, that the

standpoint of women gives us an entry point into a particular set of social relations to

13 See also “Key Terms” in chapter one.

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study how women’s lives are shaped. For Smith, a “standpoint” creates “space” for “an

absent subject” (consistent with feminist thought), and the ontological shift is in studying

what Smith calls relations of ruling to understand how our lives are socially organized.

My study also starts with the goal of creating space for “an absent subject,”

namely women of colour activists and their experience of activism and feminist

organizations. My goal is to determine, as D. Smith (1986) suggests, the following:

“[H]ow does it happen to us as it does? How is this world in which we act and suffer put

together?” (p. 154). Although I privilege women’s narratives in this study, it is not their

lives per se that I study. Like Dorothy Smith, I intend to link the private preoccupations

of women’s day-to-day lives to institutions within “relations of ruling,” where the

concept of ruling relations

refer[s] to the total complex of activities differentiated into many spheres by which our kind of society is ruled, managed and administered. It includes what the business world calls management [sic], it includes the professions, it includes government and the activities of those who are selecting, training, and indoctrinating those who will be its governers... These are the institutions through which we are ruled and through which we, and I emphasize this we, participate in ruling. (Smith, D., 1990, p. 14)

This method of inquiry, namely examining activists’ lives from the perspective of

relations of ruling through women’s lived experiences and narratives thereof, is activist-

oriented because it guides us in how to act in order to make social change: The

knowledge crafted through this examination contributes further in the ability of activists

to practice their craft. Smith observes in this light that, “We want to know because we

also want to be able to act directly” (Smith, D., 1990, p. 34).

In spite of the strengths of feminist theoretical and methodological frames

outlined above, I felt some hesitation in adopting them completely and uncritically when

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I first started my research because I feared that I might somehow reproduce the racism of

other feminist theorists and researchers. The inadequate treatment of racism,

ethnocentrism, white privilege, and classism by so-called second-wave feminist

academics and activists has been well documented by many non-white and white

feminists (for examples, see Agnew, 1996; Bannerji, 1995; Hill Collins, 2001; hooks,

1984; Jhappan, 1996; Leah, 1991; Moses, 2010, Srivastava, 2002; Williams, 199). As

feminists have had to struggle to find their own spaces within male academic institutions,

women of colour too cannot assume that all feminist methods will be able to incorporate

issues of race and other forms of social difference.

In particular, I was unsure about the complete validity of Carroll’s (2004) claim

that institutional ethnography is a critical research strategy, that is “the most coherent and

influential research strategy stemming from feminist and antiracist [my emphasis]

activism of the 1970s” (2004, p. 9). Smith’s work (1986, 1990, 200) pays scant attention

to antiracist theorizing. Despite this, her work holds great power for developing an

analysis of a multiplicity of racialized, gendered, and classed social relations that is of

relevance to an antioppression researcher like me. However, I found affirmation in the

fact that other antiracist feminists such as Roxana Ng, Didi Khayatt, Himani Bannerji,

and Kamini Maraj Grahame use institutional ethnography to interrogate processes of

racialization. Ranero (2011) has more recently combined institutional ethnography and

critical race theory convincingly.

An antiracist feminist perspective must address the intersectional social relations

of sexism, racism and classism and other social differences if it is to critically analyze

experiences of oppression without subsuming any of these under one another. This

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intersectional conceptualization of injustice incorporates the understanding that we must

look at linked oppression in ways that are multiplicative, rather than additive (Merhotra,

2010; Murphy et al., 2009; Razack, 1998; Spelman, 1988; Wing, 1997). Additionally, it

is important to “explore [social oppression] in a historical and site-specific way... as they

come together to structure [oppressed people] in different and shifting positions of power

and knowledge” (Razack, 1998, p. 12). In this sense, relations of gender, race and class

are seen as mutually derivative of one another and serve to reinforce one another

(Bannerji, 1995, 1999; Brah, 1996; Hill Collins, 1998; Razack, 1998; Spelman, 1988).

Through an intersectional lens, one can easily see how individuals and groups can be in

subordinated social locations at the same time that their locations reflect race, class,

gender or other forms of privilege.

Razack (1998) expresses this situation when she states “we cannot undo our own

marginality without simultaneously undoing all the systems of oppression” (p. 14).

Critics such as Razack insist that social relations of race, class and gender are

fundamentally interlocked. Similarly, Brah (2001) writes:

It would be far more useful to understand how patriarchal relations articulate with other forms of social relations in a determinate historical context. Structures of class, racism, gender and sexuality cannot be treated as ‘independent variables’ because the oppression of each is inscribed within the other – is constituted by and is constitutive of the other (p. 459).

Other theorists make explicit that racism, sexism, anthropocentrism, classism and other

relations of oppression are linked (see my earlier work [Shaikh, 2000] for a review of

conceptual models of linked oppression). The emphasis on the interconnection between

the various matrices of oppression is important to highlight because concepts such as

social relations do not necessarily show that anthropocentrism, racism, classism, sexism,

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homophobia and other relations of inequitable power are processes inscribed in everyday

practices and need to be understood as processes, as relational, and as contextual (see the

definition of social relations in chapter one).

Ng (1993) asserts that racism, sexism, and classism need to be understood as

social relations and series of processes, not as theoretical categories. She argues that

sexism and racism are based on systems of inequality, premised on notions of superiority

of race and gender over others. These premises become embedded in ordinary, everyday

types of actions, on which capitalism has, and continues, to develop (Ng, 1993). Racism

and classism are embedded through the domination of one race and class over others,

which become ordinary, everyday types of actions, which further constitute gendered

social processes of domination and subordination. Sexism and capitalism further

constitute racialized processes of domination and subordination. Unless one looks at how

these social relations reinforce one another within power relations, one cannot understand

how these processes affect women’s everyday life. An antiracist feminist research

framework in which relations of power are understood as processes, as situated and as

active, such as this dissertation privileges, further deepens my analysis of the

interconnectedness of racism, sexism, and capitalism. Dorothy Smith’s (1987, 1990,

2005) method of inquiry, transposed into an antiracist feminist theoretical perspective,

uncovers some of ways the ideas and processes of doing antiracist feminist social change

work actually organizes the lives of activists.

As such, when I began this project I intended to develop an antiracist feminist

research framework that integrates politics explicitly but without being limited by

preconceived conclusions regarding the racism or sexism of the activist research

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participants. I began with the standpoint of non-white women within a specific and

dynamic historical and political location. George Smith (1990) would suggest that this

ontology is useful for people whose interests do not coincide with the relations of ruling.

However, it is precisely because we are all embedded (albeit differentially in terms of

interests) and participate within relations of ruling that our lives can become a beginning

point of analysis of social relations. By examining non-white women’s experiences of

activist work, I began to uncover the social relations that shape their experiences.

Through this form of research I was able to trace a common set of relations, and discover

how these relations shape the experiences of individuals. Women of colour’s particular

and individual experiences became the entry point into that common set of relations.

George Smith (1990) contends that as a political activist he is able to use

institutional ethnography in his political strategies to address issues that are important to

gay people without becoming trapped by speculative accounts. He explains:

Rather than critiquing the ideological practice of these politico-administrative regimes as a method of determining of how things happen, activists usually opted for speculative accounts. The touchstone of these explanations was the attribution of agency to concepts such as ‘homophobia’ or organizational glosses such as ‘red tape’... These kinds of explanations preclude understanding how the world actually works. While they have a certain force in organizing political reactions to the activities of a ruling regime, these kinds of self-activating conceptions obfuscate how things are actually organized (p. 634).

Following G. Smith’s logic, the choice of prioritizing one form of oppression, such as

sexism or racism, or one form of politics, was not made at any preliminary stage. Instead,

by exploring the standpoint of activists, the way that the “relations of ruling” actually

organized activists’ work was clearer.

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My questions and the ways that I directed my research also reflected my

commitment to antiracist feminist goals. My research framework drew from the insights

of researchers-activists-theorists who actively seek connections between social change

and research. Of particular relevance to my work were those who use the strengths of

institutional ethnography to develop an explicitly “political activist ethnography” (see

especially C. Frampton et al., 2005 and Smith, G., 1990). Kinsman (2005) points out that,

both institutional ethnography and political activist ethnography share a “political

commitment to taking up to side of the oppressed and exploited” (p. 133). Clearly, the

notion that social change and research must be tied is not new to sociology (see for

example Carroll, 2004) or to feminism (see Reinharz, 1992; Ramazanoğlu, 2002) or even

to postcolonial and antiracist struggles (L. Smith, 1999; Dei, 2005). Using institutional

ethnography as a method of inquiry as set out by Dorothy Smith, political activist

ethnographers have extended the notion of a “sociology for women” to a sociology for

social movements and social change (most notably, drawing from George Smith’s

writings).

George Smith (1990) argues that Dorothy Smith’s feminist alternative to

sociological inquiry could be used to interrogate social relations with which activists

engage:

Although the social organization of her method starts from and thus takes up the standpoint of women, its ontology and epistemology intends a science of society rather than a form of ideological practice... Her method, consequently, does not depend on the standard categories of feminist research. For this reason it can be used by all individuals who stand

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outside political -administrative regimes intent on managing society14 (p. 361).

George Smith’s project was aimed at developing knowledge of the “political-

administrative” regimes through the everyday practices of political confrontation

(Frampton et al., 2005). Unlike traditional sociology, which defines as central to social

inquiry a “neutral or disengaged stance,” G. Smith points out that institutional

ethnography (drawing from insights of ethnomethodology), begins from the ‘engaged’

stance of those within social relations. In fact, those people who are engaged in political

confrontation can and may act as “an ethnographic resource” to understanding the social

organization of the ‘everyday’ (1995, pp. 18-19).

Kinsman explains G. Smith’s notion of social movement activist as ethnographer

in Gramscian terms by noting:

In a Gramscian democratic sense (Gramsci 1971), movement activists are also intellectuals (with an organic relation to social movements and struggles), researchers and theorists. There is much to be learned from movement organizers and activists and from their confrontations with ruling regimes (2005, p. 134).

Kinsman argues that “social movement life is not separate from research and that

researchers-activists should be careful not to reproduce these untenable and illogical

binaries of “theory/research, theory/practice and research/activism” (p. 134). As an

14 Although I agree with George Smith’s assertion that this method of inquiry does not depend on the standard categories of feminist research, I cannot think of anyone whose interests stand in all ways outside of these regimes or institutions. In fact, it is precisely because we are all embedded (albeit differentially in terms of interests) within these regimes that our lives can become a beginning point of analysis of social relations. Thus, all experience potentially uncovers social relations, not just those of marginalized people.

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activist-researcher, I was able to integrate my insider knowledge as activist and theorist

with my outsider knowledge of researcher, observer and theorist.

The notion of activists as active researchers and knowledge-producers is a central

aspect of my research. Beginning from the standpoint of women of colour engaged in

everyday forms of antiracist and feminist struggle with organizations, I originally sought

to develop an understanding of how activism was institutionally or socially organized.

My research not only documents how activism was organized through extralocal relations

of ruling (as most institutional ethnographers focus on), but also maps activists’

negotiations of these within a local setting. My work focuses on the “social organization

of opposition, resistance and transformation – of the sources of agency that can bring out

social transformation” (Kinsman, 2005, p. 136), something that Kinsman argues is

underdeveloped in political activist ethnography and institutional ethnography. By

focussing on antiracist feminist change within women’s organizations, I am able to

highlight the local ways in which the everyday work of opposition, resistance,

transformation, and accommodation occurs within social movements and social

movement organizations. Such insights also provide clues regarding the possible future

direction of these movements and organizations.

Institutional ethnography and antiracist feminist activism

Throughout my research, I was directed by Dorothy Smith, standpoint and postcolonial

theorists who look at linking the everyday of experience and the ways that our world

around us is organized through social processes of race, gender, and class (such as

Bannerji, 1995, 1999; DeVault, 1999; Mohanty, 1998, 2004; Ng, 1993, 1996, 1998).

Feminist sociologists such as Smith (1986, 2005) have developed methodologies which

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stem from the ontology of women’s standpoint in attempts to counter male-dominated

assumptions apparent in many non-feminist research methodologies. Many feminist

researchers stress beginning from women’s own lived realities and cultivating women-

focussed ways of knowing as a political project. For example, Dorothy Smith’s method

of inquiry specifically takes the private preoccupations of women’s day-to-day lives and

links them to institutions within relations of ruling. In my own research, I take up the task

of uncovering the links between the private and the public, in the questions I wished to

answer. This particular approach signifies more than simply taking up of a feminist

slogan (see Siegel, 2002) – it is grounded in the ontological materialist belief that

people’s lives are shaped by social relations.

As I have already mentioned, my research journey began from my lived

experience as an antiracist feminist activist. I began this project from the standpoint of,

and from the experienced worlds of, antiracist feminist activists to guide my inquiry.

However, without an explicitly antiracist feminist stance, which questions the ways in

which difference is manifest in social relations or racism, sexism, classism and other

forms of oppression, I was fearful of perpetuating the same forms of exclusions and

assumptions that other researchers have made. Of course, all people are positioned in

relations of race, gender, class and other forms of social difference: but I was interested

in the specific ways that these are manifest within the lives of racialized women. It was

with this interest in mind that I began with the standpoint of racialized women within a

specific and dynamic historical and political location. Although Dorothy Smith does not

explicitly identify that beginning from the standpoint of racialized people also uncovers

the social relations which coordinate their lives, as George Smith (1990) suggests, this

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ontology is still useful for other populations in society whose interests do not coincide

with the relations of ruling.

My study applied a number of specific analytical principles from institutional

ethnography which allowed me to uncover a social organization of activism. First and

foremost, is the concept of social relations, which allowed me to understand how

activities in which people engage in different contexts are actually connected despite the

assumption to the contrary. Smith (1990) argues specifically that, “The concept of social

relation... is an analytic device isolating in the phenomena, … the social courses of action

of which they are constituents” (p. 150). The focus on “courses of action” as found in the

everyday activities of people, is central to institutional ethnography, and allows us to

explore the social organization of a particular phenomenon from any entry point. In this

sense, as a materialist concept of sociology, social relation results from various courses of

action and, as such, reflects an ideological perspective and is not free of specific

intentions.

As I have already stated, the “standpoint” of women of colour and the everyday,

is salient in my research. Smith uses Marx’s classic concept of “ideology” as expressed in

the German Ideology, to argue that ideology is not abstract, but is found in the everyday

activities and “work”15 of people and is coordinated, organized and shaped by broader

social relations (Smith, D., 1986, 1990; see also Wang, 1998). Further refining the

concept of ideology, D. Smith (1986) argues that women experience a “bifurcated

consciousness” (p. 7); whereby disjuncture arises between women’s experience of the

15 The concept of “work” is related to the notion of social relations as “courses of action.” According to institutional ethnographers, all human activity may be considered work, as it takes time and energy (see Nichols, 2008; and G. Smith, Mykhalovskiy and Weatherbee, 2006 for detailed discussion on the notion of “work”).

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everyday and generalized understandings of knowledge (p. 49). Disjuncture is thus what

becomes available to institutional ethnographers to uncover relations of ruling:

[Institutional ethnography] offers an analysis that shows how a disjuncture can arise between the world as it is known directly in experience and as it is shared with others, and the ideas and images fabricated externally to that everyday world and provided as a means to think and image it (p. 55).

Disjuncture and bifurcated consciousness, therefore, were key concepts through which I

was able to use to analyze a social organization of antiracist feminist activism within

women’s organizations.

Specifically, by studying the interplay of activism and feminist organizations, I

was able to observe how the local ‘workplace’ becomes a site of social and institutional

relations and the place where we bring our subjectivities, identities, and experiences. My

work departed from Smith’s institutional ethnography in that I not only looked at how

activism was socially organized from the top-down, but also how activists shaped this

social organization horizontally. Although this was not something that I initially set out to

determine, the guided conversations I had with racialized activists of colour meant that I

could not ignore the active and seemingly intentional shaping of social relations within

women’s organizations. My choice to focus my analysis on women’s concrete and actual

activities, meant that I became aware of local and translocal (including extralocal)

relations.

Additionally, my research departed slightly from that of other institutional

ethnographers in that I chose to focus more intently on the social relations within a local

setting rather than seeking to study how relations are linked to textually-mediated

extralocal relations. Initially, I intended to focus my analysis on tracing extralocal

relation; as my work proceeded, however, I found the richness of women’s accounts of

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local relations compelling and illustrative of how activism was socially and institutionally

organized. In other words, I used institutional ethnography to study the (relatively) lateral

social relations within women’s organizations in order to understand the social and

institutional organization of antiracist feminist activism within women’s organizations.

This choice was not made at the beginning of my research, but arose as I began to see the

ways in which women’s activist work was coordinated dialectically through relations

within and among organizations.

This observation was in contrast to the assumption that I began with, namely, that

activist work was limited by relations of ruling, and that activists resisted these relations

in order to do antiracist feminist work. In attending to the women’s everyday work of

doing antiracist feminist activism, I found that my (implicit) binary assumptions of the

relationships between concepts of ruling versus ruled, limited versus enabled, activist

versus administrative and so on were challenged when I attended to women’s everyday

work and the “social.” For example, as I mapped the social relations, I realized that the

binary of local and extralocal was inadequate to analyze what was before me.

Furthermore, I realized that local relations were not separate from extralocal relations of

accountability. Yes, I saw women as being organized by relations of ruling and as active

participants (sometimes self-consciously) in relations of ruling (see, for example, chapter

five), but I also saw women actively resisting, strategizing and crafting antiracist change

in spite of, and in order to, transform those relations of ruling.

Research Process

The impetus to focus on women of colour engaged in antiracist work for this project

came from both my own experience as an antiracist feminist activist and from witnessing

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other women’s struggles with feminist organizations. I saw and experienced how activist

work in feminist organizations intertwined with racialized women’s personal lives. In

many ways, this research was about coming to understand my experience as a woman of

colour and as an activist working with/in women’s organizations. The motivation to do

this study evolved from my own experience as an antiracist feminist activist navigating

complex and contradictory relationships in my own work environment. Therefore,

defining myself as a feminist, antiracist activist is a meaningful journey which shapes my

identities, my experiences, my relationships, and my world-view; this, however, does not

mean that this is all that I am/was.

In articulating the above stance, I wish to highlight that all research studies are

informed by people’s social location, knowledge and experience. Indeed, as feminists

who have questioned the myths of “objectivity” in historically traditional scientific

research (Harding, 2004; Smith, D., 1986, 1990, 1999, 2005) have demonstrated,

“objectivity” is subjective. In the same way, this current study is a product of my own

location, experience and knowledge. The very questions I ask are informed by my

experience (my social history), my social location (including the different identities I do)

and my knowledge (experiential, political, academic and social).

I came with several commitments to the research process. My primary goal was

quite simple: to make antiracist feminist action more effective, more inclusive, and more

empowering within women’s organizations and communities. Implicit in this goal was

excitement, critique and hope: I believed that organizations offer unique spaces for

antiracist and antioppressive social change work; that activism was not easily done or

accepted within organizations; and that there was hope to make effective change. These

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commitments came from my lived everyday experience as an activist, family member,

researcher, student, and so on. The knowledge, experience, and location that I brought to

the research were multi-layered; not only did they inform the beginnings of this research

process, but also every aspect of the research process. My very use of language and

analysis of social relations of privilege and oppression were a result of my engagement

with, and influence by, academic-activist spheres of knowledge. Not all women of colour

who have experienced racism, sexism, homophobia, classism, or ableism would identify

these in similar terms that I have; nor would they desire to study their experiences in the

form of a sociological doctoral thesis. Clearly, my particular set of experience,

knowledge and location shaped the commitments and “conceptual luggage” (Strega and

Brown, 2005; Kirby and McKenna, 2004) I brought to the process of research itself.

As an activist-researcher, I have attended to feminist notions of self-reflexivity,

“conceptual baggage” (Kirby and McKenna, 2004), and “conceptual luggage” (Strega,

2005) at all stages of research. Through attending to the politics and ethics of the research

process, my actions and decisions in conducting this research, from the proposal to

writing up stages, have been both fulfilling and challenging. For example, I often

reflected on my interest of studying “activists” and wondered about whether or not this

was a politically sound decision. Through both internal “dialogues” and discussions with

other researchers studying social movements, activism and social change, I explored

whether or not my research was the most useful for women of colour doing activist work.

I wondered whether my research would be perpetuating the same injustices as other

researchers in the field studying activists.

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Some of the more pertinent questions were as follows: Who was this research for?

How would it be used? If I was to detail women’s everyday lives, could it not be used by

those who women of colour were organizing against? Could it be used to discredit

activists striving for social justice change? And, yet, when I spoke with women who were

activists, they could see the importance of looking at the links between activism and

organization. I have not completely come to terms with this contradiction. However, the

internal “dialogue” process of questioning the implications of studying activism guided

my actions in conducting the research. I chose institutional ethnography as a method of

inquiry because it fit into my criteria of a research paradigm with the potential for social

change. This method of inquiry also allowed me to start from women’s standpoints as

active subjects. It shifted the research gaze to the “social” as the object of study rather

than objectifying women of colour and their lives.

Research questions and recruitment

This research explores the social organization of activism and how antiracist feminist

activism is negotiated through organizations. The questions that this study addresses are:

1. How is antiracist feminist activism with/in “mainstream” women’s organizations socially organized?

2. How are antiracism, feminism, and social justice enacted, developed and

integrated in the daily work of women of colour who are committed to antiracist feminist practice? My primary research strategy was to conduct in-depth, semi-structured qualitative

interviews with women of colour who work within women’s organizations or groups in

Southern Ontario, Canada. From March to November 2004, I conducted in-depth

interviews with women of colour working in shelters, sexual assault centres, drop-in

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centres, and women’s businesses in urban, suburban and rural areas within Southern

Ontario.

I recruited and interviewed 13 women of colour engaged in changing

organizational processes to become more responsive to racially and ethnically diverse

clients, constituents or staff in women’s organizations in Southern Ontario. The

participants I chose:

• identified as women of colour; • were or had been engaged in paid or volunteer positions with a women’s

organization(s) engaged in a process of antiracist change; • were or had been involved in organizational antiracist or multicultural

change work; and, • worked or lived in Southern Ontario.

These recruitment criteria were based on my research goal of studying the social

organization of antiracist and feminist activism. I chose to focus on racialized women’s

experience of activism and women’s organizations because I wanted to see the ways in

which processes of gender and race play out in their narratives.

I acknowledge that other activists (including men of colour, white men and white

women) also engage antiracist, feminist and other social justice work, and are committed

to do this work within their organizations. It is not my intention, therefore, to dismiss the

political importance of the antiracist and feminist activism done by these other groups.

However, the particular experiences of a racialized woman resisting oppression may be

different from a woman who negotiates through relations of ruling privileged by her race,

gender and class. My decision, as many decisions are, was a political one: I focused on

women who are racialized as non-white or as women of colour because I was particularly

interested in exploring the experiences of women of colour as subjects within a larger

feminist social movement discourse in which narratives of women of colour are relatively

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absent, and where instead of being regarded as agents in such contexts, women of colour

are usually seen as recipients or tangential objects of a larger social movements. I was

interested in how intersecting relations of racism, sexism and classism enter into the lives

of women who are minoritized based on both their race and gender.

I also chose to recruit women working within women’s organizations who were

engaged with antiracist and feminist change processes in organizations. By “women’s

organizations,” I mean those organizations that are non-profit service-, advocacy- , or

activist-oriented which see themselves as part of or influenced by the broader feminist

movement. These organizations include health clinics, sexual assault centres, coalition

organizations, advocacy organizations, and support groups. I recruited and interviewed

participants from February to November 2004. I contacted women’s organizations, such

as women’s shelters, rape crisis centres, health clinics, coalition organizations, advocacy

organizations, and support groups for the names of any antiracist activists who might be

potential participants. Beginning with a few of my own contacts and knowledge of

organizations in Southern Ontario, I contacted organizations that I knew might be able to

help me make contact with activists of colour working within women’s organizations. I

also asked other researchers and activists I had contacted for suggestions of individuals

and organizations I might approach. Finally, I used several lists I obtained from the

internet to get in touch with diverse organizations in urban, suburban and rural settings.

In total, I contacted approximately 75 organizations directly — and approximately an

additional 30 through coalition networks.

Initially, I sent an email letter to women’s organizations in Southern Ontario

requesting their help to locate potential participants. The email letter was addressed to

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directors and/or supervisors of the organization (see Appendix III), requesting that the

director post and/or distribute flyers or forward my letter to members of their

organization. The package I emailed to the organizations included copies of a recruitment

flyer (see Appendix V). A week later, I contacted the organizations again through a

follow-up phone call. I used the original letter I sent the organization as a telephone script

to answer any questions. Very few directors responded to these emails until I made a

follow-up phone call. Most often, I would be asked to send the email letter and flyer

again.

I then decided to change my tactics, and first phoned the organization to ask to

speak with the director. During our conversation, I got permission to send her (and

sometimes others) the recruitment letter and flyer. In some cases, I made an additional

follow-up call or email to see if the letter had been posted, or if she had any information

about who I should contact. In some cases, the person I spoke with offered to participate

in the study. In several cases, they were able to provide me with names of activists of

colour (either affiliated with their organizations or those they knew from other

organizations) that they thought could participate in the study. A few activists responded

to recruitment flyers and/or forwarded emails. I emailed all 21 potential research

participants the recruitment letters (Appendix II) and then followed up through phone

conversations.

In the end, two women did not meet the recruitment criteria and five women

decided that they could not participate due to time constraints. One woman decided not to

participate because she felt “burnt-out” and did not “wish to educate white feminists any

longer” (personal phone conversation, March 15th, 2004). Of the women I spoke with, I

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was able to schedule interviews with 13. During our initial conversations, several women

asked questions about me (including a request for my biography), my political

background, and experience, and about the research (including three requests for the

interview guide and consent forms before the interview). Most of the women I spoke with

were initially concerned with the length of the interview and whether they would have the

time. A few of the women also offered their insights about my chosen topic, my choice of

the words “racialized” and “women of colour,” and “activist.” One woman and I

discussed whether she was eligible for the study as she had no family here in Canada; we

agreed that she was and she agreed to participate. Several women who I spoke with also

indicated that they were interested in exploring further the links between activism,

family, and organization.

In contrast to assumptions in standard research that the data collection begins at

the stage of the interview, my experience of the recruitment process was that it offered

information about the social organization of activism (as I describe below). This was

particularly true because the focus of analysis in institutional ethnography is not the

peculiarities of individual lives, but how activism is put together. Although I can only

speculate about how women of colour made the decision not to contact me about the

study, the women that I spoke with and chose not to participate gave me some insights

into the politics of recruitment and self-selection. Most of the women who declined to

participate in the study cited lack of time as a reason not to participate. This mirrors what

I heard from the women I did manage to speak with, whose everyday lives are busy.

However, I also found out through several conversations during the pre-interview

stage that women’s choice about participating in the study had to do not only with time

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constraints, but also political reasons. I have already highlighted the woman who declined

to participate because of her feeling burnt-out and that she did not wish to educate white

women any longer. I identified as an activist of colour; however, my topic was about

doing antiracist work within white women’s organizations. Women of colour, some of

whom chose to participate and others not, also questioned “why” I wanted to study this

topic. Although I answered this question in a personal way, showing my insider

knowledge, I sensed general wariness about being interviewed by someone who was not

clearly situated as an activist. I did not interview anyone I knew personally before the

interviews. I was also questioned by several potential and actual participants about the

purpose of my research. One woman, who chose to participate, requested that I send her

my bio to determine what my political alliances were. A couple of women only agreed to

participate after I discussed my political reasons for the research.

Thus, my “insider” status and alliances had to be proven. In a few cases, this

insider status was clearly evident by the fact that their name was given to me by another

activist. In most cases, however, I spoke with women between 10 and 60 minutes before

they agreed to participate. In these sessions, it was not a matter of me pleading or cajoling

women, but women who wanted to know about me and my research before they made the

decision. Some of the reasons that women cited for participating were that they: were

interested in the research focus; wanted to talk about family and personal dimensions of

activism; were curious; needed to discuss their mixed feelings about antiracist practice;

were looking for support around issues of racism; were interested in doing a master’s or

doctorate and were interested in experiencing the research process and interview; were

looking for guidance and advice about pursuing further social work education (I hold

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social work degrees); wanted to support a woman of colour (me) doing her doctorate;

wanted to help a university student; wanted to talk about experiences of activism; and,

felt political or personal connection with me during the recruitment process.

Introducing the research participants

In the following section, I give a summary of the research participants, each of whom, as

I have already noted, identified as racialized and/or as a woman of colour and doing

antiracist feminist activist work in at least one woman’s organization in Southern

Ontario. First, I do so by highlighting some general information about the participants

(specifically, their ethnoracial-cultural self-identities, ages, education, the roles and types

of organizations they worked in). I then describe each participant individually.

Ethnic, racial and cultural self-identities: In the “data” sheet and throughout the

interviews, these activists identified as women of colour and activated diverse (and fluid)

notions of their “ethnicities” and “cultural communities.” Of the thirteen women I spoke

with, six identified as African and/or black, five as South Asian and two as (East) Asian.

Additionally, one woman identified as being racially mixed, another identified as being

“Western,” and another having “granola roots,” having been (partially) raised by two

different families. All of the women identified as being parts of “communities of colour.”

The six women who identified as African and/or black also identified various

ethnicities, nationalities, and regional differences. Three women identified as being from

the Caribbean or as being West Indian, Jamaican, and/or Barbadian. Two women

identified as being from the African continent, namely Cameroon and Nigeria. One

woman identified as being African-American. All spoke English, and some identified as

speaking Ibo, Cameroonaise, and French. Only one woman identified as Christian.

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Of the five women who identified as South Asian, four also identified as Indian

and one as Pakistani. Within these categories, women also identified as Punjabi (two) and

Madrasi as ethnicities and linguistic groups. Other women identified being able to

understand and/or speak French, Urdu, Hindi, Punjabi, and Madrasi. They also identified

as Catholic, Christian, Sikh, Muslim, agnostic and atheist. The two women who

identified as (East) Asian also identified as Chinese and South Korean.

Ethnicity N

African/ Caribbean/ Black 6

South Asian 5

East Asian 2

Biracial 1

Table 1: Ethnicity of participants16

Ages: Of the women I spoke with, two women were in their late 20s (26-29), two

in their early 30s (30-34), four in their late 30s (35-39), two in their early 40s (40-44), 1

in her late 40s (45-49) and two in their mid-50s (53-55).

Education: All of the women I spoke with had completed high school. One

woman had earned a college diploma. Ten women had at least one bachelor’s degree. Of

these ten women, two women had master’s degrees. Two women also had social work

and education degrees. Two women were also enrolled in master’s degree programs and

one woman was enrolled in a doctoral program.

16 Note that in some cases, the participants identified with more than one ethnic, racial and cultural identity.

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Education N

Undergraduate College/University 6

Graduate Education 5

Secondary Only 2

Table 2: Highest level of education achieved by participants

Types of organizations: Many of the women I spoke with worked with more

than one women’s organization. For the purposes of my interviews, I focussed on those

organizations that were “mainstream.”17 Three pairs of women worked or volunteered in

the same organization. Two pairs worked in the same organizations, with similar sorts of

organizational roles; in one pair, one of the women was interviewed about their role in

the shared organization, and the other woman only touched on the organization in which

she volunteered, but worked in another women’s organizations (which was the primary

organization on which I gathered information). The sorts of organizations with which the

women worked or volunteered were as follows: shelters (7), sexual assault centres (3),

drop-in centre for marginalized women (2), public education organization (2), and

women’s collective. Although the focus of the interviews was on “mainstream”

organizations, many of the women were also centrally involved in other (antiracist

feminist) organizations which were women-centred and ethno-specific or multicultural or

ethnoracial, including: art-poetry women’s groups, ethno-specific crisis phone line, and

counselling centres. All of the participants were/had been involved with other sorts of

social service, health and community organizations through work before their current

17 See definition of “women’s organizations” in chapter one.

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organization or were concurrently with more than one (i.e., volunteering or working at

multiple organizations at time of interview).

Type of organization N

Shelter 7

Sexual assault centre 3

Drop-In centre for marginalized women 2

Public education organization 2

Women’s collective 1

Table 3: Types of organizations where participants worked18

The official position titles that women held were also varied and included, front-

line/direct service staff and program/project coordinator (5), executive or assistant

director (7), and board member (4). Again, a few of the women held more than one

position; for example, one woman was both front-line staff member of a shelter and an

executive director of a different organization.

Position N

Front-line Staff/Coordinator19 5

Executive/Assistant Director 7

Board Member 4

Table 4: Organizational position of participants20

18 Note that some participants worked at more than one type of organization. 19 I have collapsed frontline staff with project/program coordinator because all of the program coordinators I interviewed were also providing direct service and/or education, and were not considered part of the management team. 20 Note that some participants are identified as occupying more than one position.

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Geographic communities: All of the respondents had worked or were working in

Southern Ontario in rural/ suburban (7) and large metropolitan communities (8). Some of

the women worked/had worked in more than one community. (Regions: Guelph-

Wellington, Hamilton-Wentworth, Durham, Greater Toronto Area, York, Ottawa-Hull).

Throughout the dissertation, I discuss each of the research participants in relation

to each of the chapter topics. However, the reader may note that within the chapters, there

are inconsistencies in the emphasis I have placed on certain voices and accounts. While I

have been attentive to ensuring that all of the women’s voices are captured throughout the

dissertation, when writing up my analysis I found that some interviews revealed much

more than others, and that some accounts more readily showed how activism was socially

organized within local settings. In addition, some participant quotes have been

intentionally repeated across the dissertation chapters to illustrate that women’s

commitments, organizational contradictions, as well as social relations of organizational

and activist accountabilities are, in reality, interconnected. The data analysis and

representation processes involve both teasing threads apart and weaving them together.

Region N

Urban 10

Rural 2

Suburban 4

Table 5: Location of participants21

21 Note that some participants worked in more than one locale.

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Meet the participants: Please meet Lodge, Catherine, Mishka, Aj, Francine,

Freddy, Tuffy, Sharmila, Soni, Kimberly, Maria, Theta, and Cee.22 For the sake of

anonymity in the following section, I only included basic facts about their ages,

“household” configurations and their positions within organization as they were at the

time of the interviews. I have listed the descriptions of the research participants in the

order that I interviewed them.

Lodge was a 37-year-old front-line counsellor and supervisor at two shelters for

abused women servicing suburban and rural surrounding communities. She was also

involved in provincial and regional antiracist and ethnocultural coalition groups. She was

married to a male partner and had two boys, one in his late teens and the other who was

10 years old.

Catherine was 41 years old, single, and had a 7-year-old son. She worked at a

shelter for abused women in suburban and rural areas. Her community work included

being a board member of a local community advocacy group, counselling, and doing

public education with a family counselling organization and volunteering in ethno-

specific and faith-based groups.

Mishka was 38 years old, and, at the time of the interview, considered herself

single, as she was in the process of re-evaluating a relationship with a male friend. She

was an executive director at a drop-in centre for homeless women in an urban area and

the director of a province-wide advocacy coalition of immigrant women. She had also

22 All of these names are pseudonyms; one of the pseudonyms was chosen by me at the request of the participant, and the rest were chosen by the activists. The pseudonyms sometimes reflect the participants’ ethnicities, but most often do not.

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worked as a community organizer, group counsellor, and multicultural worker at a

women’s shelter in an urban area.

Aj, 40 years old, was a front-line worker at a women’s shelter for abused women,

a community antiracist consultant, and the executive director of a multicultural women’s

centre in a suburban area. She lived with her three teenage children and husband.

At the time of the interview, Francine was working at a drop-in centre for

homeless people. However, our interview focussed on her work five years before the

interview, as a board member of a woman’s shelter for abused women. She was 45 years

old, married to a female partner, and worked and lived in an urban area.

Freddy, who was 38 years old, was a program coordinator with an organization

primarily focussed on public education about domestic violence. She had two children

(ages 6 and 11), was married to a male partner, and lived in an urban area.

Tuffy was 55 years old, had two teenage boys and was single. She was an

executive director of a woman’s service organization in a suburban area. She oversaw

several programs including community recreation programs, early childhood programs,

and shelters for homeless women and women affected by violence.

Sharmila, aged 36, was a manager of a woman’s business. She was also active in

working with antimilitary, queer, antiracist and social justice groups. She lived in an

urban area.

Maria, 30 years old, also lived in an urban area with her female partner. She was

working as a health researcher, a student, and a board member of a local sexual assault

centre. She had also been a counsellor in women’s shelter.

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Soni, who was 26 years old, had worked primarily with sexual assault centres and

multicultural counselling centres in several suburban and urban areas. At the time of the

interview, she was working in a collectively managed sexual assault centre as a program

manager.

Kimberly was a 30 year-old public educator and program coordinator/supervisor

with an organization which focused on antiviolence education. She lived in an urban area,

and was involved with a male partner who did not live with her.

Theta, who was 28 years old, and her male spouse lived with their 3-year-old

daughter in an urban area. She had been a front-line worker in a shelter for homeless

women and was, at the time of the interview, an assistant director of the women’s

programs within a large service organization. Theta was also a board member for a sexual

assault centre.

Cee, aged 55, was a student and the executive director of a woman’s shelter in an

urban area. She lived with her 15-year-old daughter and her brother. Her experience

included years of advocacy as an antiracist educator. She also had a daughter in her mid-

20s and granddaughter, who lived close by.

Interviews and transcriptions

The interviews took from 2 hours to 6 hours to complete (in two cases, the interview

itself was broken up over two days). Instead of directing the interview as a formal

question and answer sort of interview, the interchange was more like a guided

conversation in which we explored the ways that activism affected each activist’s life

(refer to Appendix I to see the interview guide).

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The women and I decided on the suitability of the interview venue. In all cases, I

travelled to women’s homes or workplaces. The interviews took place in women’s homes

(4 interviews) and workplaces (8 interviews), and in one case in a restaurant close to the

participant’s workplace. During one interview we started off in a coffee shop, but we

were unable to continue because of the inadequate quality of the audio-recording (too

noisy), and we conducted most of the interview in her workplace. In all cases, women

consented to be interviewed and audio recorded and signed informed consent forms

(Appendix IV).

At least ten of the women indicated that they were pleased with the interview

process, as they had an opportunity to reflect on their own lives and activist work. Two

women indicated at the onset of the interview or during the interview that they chose to

participate because they did not have any (safe) place to discuss issues of activism and

family. Three women indicated that they wanted to participate in the research because

they were either engaged in academic or community research projects and wanted the

experience of being participants, or were interested in future academic work themselves.

Each interview was transcribed from the audio-recordings. Although I initially

intended to transcribe each interview myself, before each subsequent interview, I was

diagnosed with severe tendonitis right after my first interview (as a result of non-

dissertation related typing and data collection during a paid research assistantship). I

decided, instead, to listen to each interview twice before the next interview. After all of

the interviews were completed, I also received support from my partner in the

transcription of all thirteen interviews.

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Data analysis and “writing up”

Perhaps the most daunting and exciting part of my thesis journey was the process of

interpreting and presenting the insights of the transcriptions. My data analysis and writing

were not linear processes, and I chose to write-up my results and data analysis

simultaneously. This process took many twists and turns, stops and starts, both as my

understanding of the research process developed and deepened and, as well, as ‘life’ (that

is, family joys and responsibilities, work opportunities and obligations, health and healing

concerns and activist projects) took over. The eight years that have elapsed between my

initial data collection (the interviews) and the finished product (the dissertation), has

further complicated the twists and turns of my interpretation and presentation of the data.

On the one hand, this brings into question the relevance of my data and analysis for today

(this is something that I take up explicitly in my conclusion). On the other hand,

throughout these past few years, I have stubbornly remained engaged with the data and

its interpretation and have used various opportunities as an academic researcher, social

work and women’s studies instructor, mentor of activists and students, and activist to

deepen and confirm the relevance of my analysis.

I should note here too that in the process of analysis and writing, my research

focus changed. Although I set out initially to examine the connections between women’s

activism within women’s organizations and their relationships with their families, in the

end, the focus of my analysis placed antiracist feminist activism in women’s

organizations and their navigation of relations of accountability in the foreground. The

data on women’s relationships with their families became secondary and as a background

to women’s antiracist feminist commitments. My decision to do this was a difficult one,

but necessary, as the data I collected on women’s accounts of antiracist feminist activism

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within organizations was much richer than I expected. So I felt compelled to move my

analysis in this direction and explore this data as this is what the data itself suggested to

me. And, while I felt disappointed in not bringing the same depth of analysis on the

interview data which explored family relationships, it was the tensions among women’s

commitments to antiracist feminist activism, women’s activist work in organizations, and

the relationships with their families which led me to the analysis of accountability.

I engaged several layers of data analysis throughout this ethnographic research

process. Each step of the data gathering phase, from recruitment to transcription to

reading the transcriptions all gave me familiarity and opportunities for analysis about the

social organization of antiracist feminist activism. I made a series of “data collection

notes” before, during and after my interviews. Also, after each transcription I made

further “impression notes.” My reading, re-reading, making notes, entering into

“conversations” with my data, and comparing interview transcripts, making “data

analysis notes” were all opportunities for me to make sense of the women’s accounts.

I used multiple ways to manage the 400 plus pages of transcription. The

interviews were first coded by hand and coloured pens. The initial codes became a set of

questions, puzzles, and threads from the women’s accounts that I wanted to understand

more deeply, and became the subject of my data analysis notes. I then attempted to

organize the interview data with a software program for qualitative data (N6). However,

after using the program with over half of the interviews (seven interviews), I abandoned

this because I found that although the program allowed me to manage several codes in

minute and complicated ways, it did not help me to see the data in terms of social

relations. The program directed me to think in terms of categories and themes rather than

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through understanding more deeply how things happen the way that they do, or in terms

of social relations as processes. In hindsight, perhaps had I already had more experience

with institutional ethnography I might have been able to adapt the software program.

Instead, I chose to analyze the data to, first, further develop and refine my problematic

and then, second, to focus on women’s everyday work and the social relations through

which this work was articulated.

In the various readings and re-readings of my transcripts, I was able to compare

and contrast the women’s accounts. In the first few rounds of readings and note-making, I

tried to hear the women’s accounts as holistically as possible. Initially, my impression

and analytical notes were more reactions to the accounts than a full-fledged analysis. As I

got to know the data and my knowledge deepened, I could actually “hear” better what the

women were saying. Some of the women’s accounts began to speak ‘louder than others.’

I heard more clearly those voices which elicited my emotional responses. I came to

realize that these reactions and responses were a result of my being immersed within the

very discursive practice that I sought to understand, namely, antiracist feminist activism.

Dorothy Smith calls this process “institutional capture” (2005, pp. 155-157; DeVault and

McCoy, 2002), and for institutional ethnographers, this is something to be avoided.

However, for me, these instances became analytical resources and opportunities for

furthering my understanding of the accounts of antiracist feminist activism. I used my

reactions self-reflexively as a place to interrogate more deeply the social organization of

activism, and this was only possible because of my engagement with this discourse.

After I felt confident that I “knew” the interview data well, I focussed on accounts

which described women’s everyday activities and work, that is, their “courses of action”

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(Smith, D., 1986, p. 150). Like other institutional ethnographers I focussed on the

participant’s accounts of their everyday work within women’s organizations (see Nichols,

2008; G. Smith, Mykhalovskiy and Weatherbee, 2006). Analyzing the everyday work of

women’s accounts as courses or sequences of action allowed me to assemble and weave

together a nuanced understanding of work processes within organizations. For example,

although most of the women worked in different organizations, and different sorts of

organizations, I came to pay attention to how one woman’s account of work connected to

another’s everyday work account. Although I did not initially intend to do so, the focus

on the accounts of work allowed for a comparison of the research participants. This also

allowed me develop a nuanced understanding of how people’s courses of actions

overlapped and connected to other people’s courses of actions. For example, I noticed

that several women discussed the problems with “documentation” in their everyday work,

but, depending on women’s direct experience, these problems were different – and this

became one of the puzzles that I tried to understand. By assembling together women’s

accounts of documentation, I was able to understand organizational courses of action. In

fact, my choice to interview women with different formal roles (i.e., direct service

workers, managers, directors, board members) within women’s organizations allowed me

to produce an understanding of how different work processes were put together. So, for

example, I was able to see how documentary processes within organizations were

activated differently (or similarly) depending on one’s position in the organization. In

hindsight, had I realized that this would be an analytical resource, I would have

interviewed direct service workers first, then managers and directors, and finally, board

members.

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As my research continued I started to apply the notion of disjuncture to make

sense of what I was seeing in order to explain the gaps between what women did in their

organizational work and their commitment to antiracist work. During the interviews, for

example, as my interviews progressed, I became more adept at being able to use my

developing understanding of activism to question how women’s organizational work

seemed to be disconnected from women’s antiracist commitments. In some cases, I

invited the participants to make clearer the links between their commitments and their

everyday work. Although the participants sometimes initially had difficulty articulating

the links, I found that in the process of doing so, I was able to elicit richer descriptions of

their everyday work. In addition, I found that in a few cases, where it seemed that I was

challenging women to explore more fully their activist ideals vis-à-vis their everyday

work, a co-constructed analysis emerged. For example, during my interview with Maria,

she described her everyday work of “program evaluation” and I began to explore why

this was important for antiracist feminist practice. Through her (and my own) discomfort,

she was able to uncover both the connections and disjunctures between her everyday

practice as a board member and as an activist. This line of questioning magnified a

disjuncture, and thus, a set of social relations, that I was able to carefully consider when

listening back to the recording and during my analysis.

I also adapted the notion of disjuncture and applied it to my analysis of the

women’s accounts of work processes (that is, their collective “courses of action”) within

women’s organizations. Dorothy Smith explains that disjunctures found within the

standpoint of women resulted from “bifurcated consciousness” (Smith, 1986). As I

analyzed the interview data, I saw many examples of bifurcated consciousness within the

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participant’s accounts and used these to delve deeper into uncover the social organization

of activism. During the first close readings of the interview transcripts, I began to see that

the disjuncture or, as I came to call them, disconnection, between the ideals and practice

of antiracism within women’s organization, were expressed in a variety of ways within

women’s accounts. The disjunctures first appeared to me as women’s inability to

articulate, or to enact, antiracist politics within their everyday work. But as my analysis

deepened, I realized the disjunctures were better understood as an expression of

bifurcated collective consciousness that was socially organized through two different but

connected sets of discourses and preoccupations, namely the social relations of

accountability to the organization (and its functioning, governance and administration)

and to antiracist feminist praxis.

By intentionally assembling women’s accounts of everyday work from women in

different positions within women’s organizations (for example, from the standpoint of

women doing everyday work as front-line workers, managers, executive directors and

board members), I was able to analyze specific courses of action. For example, in my

analysis of documentary processes within women’s organizations, I could see that women

from different positions in the organization spoke about “case notes” in ways that were

similar (such as seeing them as cumbersome, but available as a resource to social justice

ideals), but also dissimilar (for example, as being unnecessary versus necessary to social

justice ideals) (see chapter five). These disjunctures, or disconnections, became the

problematic that I explored in my research analysis, and, in fact, is the focus of my later

chapters.

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Chapter Three: Commitment to Antiracist Feminist Practice

This chapter describes the centrality of antiracist feminist work from the standpoint of

women of colour activist and examines women’s accounts of their everyday work of

putting into practice social justice ideals and their commitments to antiracist feminist

practice. This examination allows us to understand how women actively bring their

commitments to their work at women’s organizations, and to understand the richness of

activism in women’s lives. The conversations with the women of colour revealed that

they actively brought their commitments to antiracist feminism into all facets of their

lives in ways that were both deeply personal and political. Their commitments to social

justice, antiracism and feminist activism were more than beliefs in abstract ideals; they

were expressed actively through everyday activist practice. These women engaged in an

active and self-reflexive process of politicizing the personal and integrating these

commitments to their sense of selves, everyday routines and choices, and their

relationships.

As subsequent chapters also show, women of colour’s political commitments

were socially organized through engagement with antiracist feminist activism within and

across women’s organizations. A close examination of women of colour’s commitment to

antiracist feminist activism reveals how they actively made personal their political

commitments. Moreover, this chapter shows how women put into practice their antiracist

feminist activism in ways that took time and effort. Furthermore, this chapter highlights

the degree to which women’s politicized commitments were integral to their identities,

subjectivities and experience as racialized women. However, before delving into this

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analysis, a short note on commitment and social movements is necessary for further

setting the context of my study.

Social movement literature highlights the centrality of activist commitment to the

production and sustenance of a social movement (Becker, 1960; Glass, 2009; Downton

and Wehr, 1998; Hunt and Benford, 2004; Kanter, 1968; Melucci, 2003; Zurcher and

Snow, 1981). For example, in an early social movement text, Kanter (1968) defines “a

person’s willingness to carry out the requirements of a pattern of social action [within

social systems such as organizations] because he or she sees it as stemming from his or

her own basic nature as a person” (p. 502). However, most contemporary social

movement theorists focus on collective identity and see commitment as part of collective

identity (for example, see Glass, 2009; Hunt and Benford, 2004; Melucci, 2003). Much of

the academic work looking at the notion of commitment focuses on understanding why

social movement actors choose to enter into, and continue working with, social

movement organizations and collective action (see for example, Becker, 1960 and

Kanter, 1968). This literature also focuses on the personal attributes and experience of

activists (see, for example, Downton and Wehr, 1998; Smith, K., 2011; Whittier, 1997),

including the implications of activism on “the personal” (see, for example, Jetter, Orlick

and Taylor, 1997; McComiskey, 2002; Morgen, 1995; Simonds, 1996; Srivastava, 2002;

Todd, 2002; and Whittier, 1997).

As the women’s accounts of their activism in my research showed, women’s

commitments to antiracist feminist politics were personal, and their so-called “personal”

lives were political. The slogan, “the personal is political” (Hanisch, 1969/2006; Lee,

2007; Siegel, 2001), while historically and politically significant, does not quite capture

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all the complexities of activism in women’s lives, nor does it address the work that

women of colour do in intertwining their politics within their lives (see for example,

Glass 2009 who describes the “identity work” of feminist activists). Notably, consistent

with feminist literature which highlights the interrelatedness between politicized practice

and women’s everyday lives ( Alexander and Mohanty, 2001; Bannerji,1995; Brah, 1996;

Hanisch, 1969/2006; Hill Collins, 2000; Kohli, 1993; Ku, 2003; Lee, 2007; Morgen,

1995; Narayan, 1997; Ng, 1998; Siegel, 2002; Simonds, 1996; Smith, K., 2011;

Srivastava, 2002; Sudbury, 1998; Wing, 1997), some feminist organizational theorists

have argued for a nuanced look at the ways emotions and commitment are linked within

political praxis (Morgen, 1995; Reger, 2004; Simonds, 1996; Srivastava, 2002; Sudbury,

1998).

Morgen (1995), for example, argues that the “politics of feeling” are key

dimensions of activist commitment through her ethnographic study of feminist, class-

based, and antiracist activisms in women’s health organizations. For Morgen, political

commitments, which are tied to women’s subjectivities, are rooted in the experience of

injustice and oppression. She writes that:

[P]olitical activists are motivated by political ideologies, but they are also driven by political commitments and feelings that include anger and other emotions rooted in the experiences of oppression and injustice... (p. 228).

Similarly, for the women of colour who took part in my study, antiracist feminism was

more than just a “job” (Simonds, 1996, p. 13; Sudbury, 1998; Transken, 1998) and they

actively politicized the personal and personalized the political.

Antiracist feminist activism allowed women to bring into negotiation the

complexities and contradictions of their identities, subjectivities, and experiences, all of

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which are dialectically constituted through social relations (Brah, 2001). Brah (1996,

2001) argues that, paradoxically, it is only through discourses of difference that

politicized identities and subjectivities are formed to allow for collective mobilization. As

such, women’s politicized identities as antiracist feminist activists cannot be seen as

separate from their various intersecting identities. Furthermore, the participants’

commitments to antiracist feminism were racialized and gendered insofar as women’s

identities as women of colour informed their responsibility to act to alleviate racism,

sexism and other relations of oppression. Each participant’s identities (for example, as a

Black woman from the Caribbean or as an intersexed person), subjectivities (for example,

feelings of belonging with other ethnoracial communities), experience (for example, of

racialized discrimination or of gendered sexualization), and historically and

institutionally-mediated social relations (for example, heteropatriarchy within schooling)

were not separate from their commitments to antiracist feminist activism. In particular,

the women’s identification with antiracist feminist activism was often integrated with

their very identities and experiences as a result of being positioned within relations of

race, ethnicity, gender, class, sexual orientation, and disability. These commitments were

articulated through intersectional relations of oppression and privilege, and, as I show in

the latter chapters of this dissertation, produced a politicized form of accountability

through which women’s activism was enacted.

This chapter draws on the women’s accounts of their lives to show their work of

politicizing their everyday activities. It examines how women of colour brought antiracist

feminism to their definitions of self, to decision making and to personal relationships.

The first section shows how the women’s sense of self was closely tied to their

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commitments to social justice. The second section explores how these commitments

affected women’s choices, particularly how they chose to spend their time and energy.

The third section describes the ways women negotiated acceptance of their commitments

within their relationships with family. The fourth section discusses women’s everyday

work of bringing their commitments to women’s organizations. I describe how women of

colour actively brought their commitments to social justice into their everyday lives in

ways that take up time, energy, and material resources.

Commitment and Sense of Self

The research participants relayed a sense that social justice, activism, antiracism, and

feminism were inseparable from their sense of self and their identities. The integration of

the personal and political was conveyed in the research participants’ reflections on the

importance of antiracist feminist practice to their identities and subjectivities. The women

described a myriad of ways they identified with antiracism, feminism, and activism. In

this sense, the women’s political commitment to antiracist feminist practice was felt as

personal. Importantly, their very sense of self was closely tied to their activist beliefs and

commitments (see Brah, 2001; Kanter, 1968; Barry, 2007; Holeman, 2007; McComiskey,

2002; Todd, 2002). The women’s accounts revealed this personal commitment in a

variety of ways, particularly through the connections they made between their

commitments to social justice and their identities, personal histories, analysis and feelings

of responsibility to make social change.

“Activism is me”

Some women described antiracist feminist practice as central to their very sense of self in

very direct terms. For example, when asked to draw a family chart, Lodge, a front-line

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shelter worker and shift supervisor, drew herself at the centre in a “me circle” and drew

her family members who were “most dear” in concentric circles around the “me circle” to

signify those who were most important to her. She then wrote the names of her children,

her partner, parents, and extended family, each at variable distances from the circle that

represented her. After some thought, Lodge also wrote the name of the manager of the

shelter at which she worked in her representation of family. She explained that her

manager was an integral part of her life, and someone that she considered a part of her

family.

Moreover, when asked where she would put her activist work in relation to her

family chart, Lodge’s answer showed how closely she identified with her activist work:

So I guess I put my work in this in the sense of like what that means to me. I’ll think I’ll put it – oh gosh – it’s bad (laughing) [pausing to think]. I’m going to put my work like [pause] close…I think my work means a lot to me... [Pause]. My work is me – really.

Lodge’s process of deciding where to put her activism in the circle was revealing as well.

Her statement, “oh gosh – it’s bad” and her several pauses relayed a sense of discomfort

at the realization that she so closely identified with her work, that it was her, and how she

positioned her work so close to her, even closer than her family members.23 Although not

all the women asserted that “my work is me,” they all closely and personally identified

with their political commitment to antiracist feminist work.

Like Lodge, Mishka was deeply invested in her activist work, both as a result of

her paid work as the director of a homeless women’s drop-in centre and through her

(unpaid) involvement as a founding member of a provincial advocacy group for

23 I take this up again later in this chapter.

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linguistically and racially minoritized women. In reflecting on how her work affected her

life, Mishka revealed that it was central.

Ça prend toute ma vie... Et euh, ça prend énormément de la place dans ma vie. Beaucoup, beaucoup de place... [It takes my whole life... And it takes an enormous place in my life. A lot, a lot of place...]

Mishka not only referred to the actual time, energy and physical space that she used

through her involvement with these organizations, but also the importance of her

commitment to social justice and activist work. The centrality of this commitment to

social justice for Mishka was evident as she spoke about how her work took up her whole

life.

Theta, an assistant director of a shelter, spoke about how antiracism was a key

part of her survival. She recounted her experience at an antioppression workshop where

she was asked to reflect on the meaning of antiracism:

[The facilitator] asked a question “what does antiracism, antioppression mean for you?”, and went around the room … And I said, “It’s about my survival.” Like, antiracism and antioppression is essential to my survival. For me I can’t live with racism around me unless I have these things to protect me. Like the knowledge on how – to protect me and to help protect other people. So the practice and the beliefs and the values that are antiracist are really essential to me surviving.

For Theta, then, antiracist and feminist values, knowledge, and practice were extremely

personal and important for protecting herself and others from racism and oppression in

her everyday life. She relayed the importance of antiracism, not just in the context of

women’s and social service organizations, but to her very security. She clearly connected

her politicized beliefs and practices in combatting racism to how these were manifest

throughout her life.

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Personal biographies and commitment

Many women connected their commitment to social justice to early memories of their

families and communities – a practice also common in feminist academic literature

(Blackford, 1998; Bobb-Smith, 1998; Ku, 2003; Mohanty, 1998; Narayan, 1997; Smith,

K., 2011; Whittier, 1997; see also, Abbey and O’Reilly, 1998; Childers, 1998; Fox, 1998;

Hill Collins, 2000; James, S., 1993; Jenkins, 1998; Jetter, Orleck and Taylor, 1997;

McComiskey, 2002; Sudbury, 1998; Yeoman, 1998) and to other “meaningful life

experiences” (Smith, K., 2011, p. 87). In particular, antiracist feminist commitment was

tied explicitly to the research participant’s early biographies of racialization, gendering,

and other intersecting relations of oppression. From this perspective, antiracist feminist

activist commitment, thus, cannot be understood outside of relations of oppression.

Theta, for example, who identified as biracial, talked about how her early experiences of

racism occurred within her family. She said that her family denied issues of race and

racism, which had made antiracism both important in her life and challenging to put into

practice:

Yes, well my mother perpetuates racism, my – so does my father and brother... And then how, how to live outside of that – or to be a member of family like that and to not do that. It’s a challenge.

Other participants made similar observations regarding the connections between their

pasts and early family relationships to their present social justice beliefs and values. This

was particularly poignant in showing the importance of social justice work as central and

integral to whom they were.

Through their early experiences, often as youth, women of colour developed their

social justice analysis (see Smith, K., 2011). Theta, for example, described how

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witnessing her parents’ inequitable divorce and her brother’s teasing about her femininity

allowed her to become conscious of herself as a girl and young woman. She spoke at

length of how this affected her consciousness as a feminist, and how it was this analysis

that she brought to her work: “I came in [to this work] with a feminist analysis to my

work… I was very clearly definitively feminist by the time I was 17 and I realized that.”

In similar fashion, Cee, a director of a women’s shelter, spoke at length about how her

father’s union organizing in the Caribbean made an impact on her understanding of

activism. With pride, she talked about how her father’s union activism shut down “the

whole island” and also talked about the tensions within her family of origin around

activism. In making links between her father’s union activities and her own activism and

work, she made explicit the importance of activism to herself that was a result of early

childhood experiences.

Embodying social justice

One woman, while uncomfortable with the “activist label,” spoke about embodying

activist values. Maria, a board member of a sexual assault centre, in contrast to the other

participants, was ambivalent about identifying as feminist or antiracist, or for that matter,

as an activist, despite her long-standing involvement with shelters and sexual assault

centres.

It’s interesting, though I find that, that sense of needing to identify ...as a feminist...I don’t think the terminology comes up and I actually find, you know, the older I get and I just feel like it’s less relevant for me...

She talked about how feminism and antiracism was more than a label or identity, but as

an embodied analysis:

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I feel like I’ve embodied the values... I think it just becomes part of you. It does become something that is a little bit more intrinsic, I think... So I mean I think having that analysis, and I think once you have that analysis, it doesn’t leave you.

Despite expressing her ambivalence about being labelling herself a feminist, Maria’s

discussion of how her analysis was embodied clearly captured the centrality, indeed the

“intrinsic” nature, of her commitments to feminist analysis.

Another feature of Maria’s reflection was the degree to which she felt responsible

to antiracist and feminist practice.

I mean I think that’s the good thing about knowledge. I mean now you’ve got this knowledge, this understanding and the flip-side of that is that ignorance is bliss. I mean if you don’t have this analysis then you don’t really have to care about it.

Like other women, Maria’s feeling of responsibility to social change was important.

Women of colour often talked about how their commitments to social change meant that

they were compelled towards social justice practice.

The women’s commitments to antiracism, feminism, and social justice were

central to their sense of self. Women of colour actively connected their identities,

personal histories, analyses, and feelings of responsibility to their activism. The next

section shifts from exploring the ways women expressed the inseparability of their

antiracism commitments to their sense of self to investigating how these commitments to

antiracism were activated in women’s everyday choices.

Commitments and Everyday Choices

The women described how they integrated their commitment to antiracism, feminism and

social justice in their lives through their everyday choices (see also Downton and Wehr,

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1998; McComiskey, 2002; Melucci, 2003; Whittier, 1997). They spoke at length and with

ease about how the choices that they made in their everyday lives were part of their

commitments to putting their beliefs into practice. The women said their decisions around

how to spend their time and energy was shaped by their social justice commitments. This

was evident through their accounts of the range of places into which they brought their

commitments, the complexity of their decision-making process and the detailed and

passionate ways they discussed how they made everyday decisions.

Downton and Wehr’s (1998) research on activist commitment and sustained

pacifist commitment, or what they call “persistent pacifism,” was consistent with the

findings of my research. Downton and Wehr argue that activist commitment meant that

peace activists creatively organized their lives so that they could stay politically active.

For instance, they chose jobs that gave them flexibility in their schedule and sometimes

this meant less remuneration; or, some activists postponed marriage or were living in a

peace commune, which meant that some responsibilities were shared freeing up time for

peace activism (Downton and Wehr, 1998). These choices showed the degree to which

peace activism intertwined with activists’ everyday lives.

In the context of the present study, an exploration of the participants’ choices

revealed that commitments to antiracism, feminism and social justice were made active in

their everyday lives. Significantly, women spoke about the ways they decided on their

everyday activities, indicating that their choices were filtered through their commitments

to activism. These choices ranged from the significant (whether to have children and

what sort of work to do) to the seemingly mundane (such as clothing, leisure activities,

and food purchases). Although each research participant spoke about the varied and

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decidedly political ways they brought forward their commitments to social justice in their

choices, it was clear that they put their ideals into practice through these sorts of everyday

decisions as well. That is, through seemingly pedestrian, but conscious decision-making

processes and choices these women of colour made personal their political beliefs.

The women identified their choice to work in women’s organizations as part of

their enactment of their commitment to social justice. They spoke about how their choice

to work within women’s organizations had financial, temporal, and emotional costs; costs

that were indicative of the importance of their commitment to social justice, feminism,

and antiracism. In particular, the women discussed how their choice to work within

women’s organizations had financial repercussions, not only for themselves, but also

their families (see also Downton and Wehr, 1998).

Tuffy, a director of a women’s service organization, spoke about how she wanted

to work in a women’s organizations, despite the fact that managers working in women’s

social service sector were often under-paid relative to other sectors. She noted:

One does not do this work to get rich, by any stretch of the imagination. And there’s sometimes that I think if I had made other choices around career, I would be better prepared financially when [my children] march off to university… but you know I still am not regretful of the choices that I have made. One of my managers here has a sister in senior management at a bank and she frequently says that you know her sister works about a tenth of what I do and makes about ten times more money. And she uses that as an example of how inequitable our society is. But I wouldn’t want to be her sister and I don’t have any aspirations to be rich – I want to be comfortable and I am.

Similarly, for other research participants, the commitment to social justice meant that

they chose to remain in tenuous as well as relatively low-paying jobs.

Several women said their choices to remain in activist work had serious financial

implications for other facets of their lives and financial dependence. Soni, for example, a

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director of a sexual assault centre, spoke about the economic insecurity of remaining in

the non-profit sector:

But again because of the work that I’m in – in the non-profit, it’s very non-secure field, you know, those are definitely economic, economic concerns that are at the forefront in terms of that, you know. I mean having chosen the field – not very profitable field. I mean I’m not here for the big bucks I mean [laughs], clearly right? [laughs]

Soni’s work as a director was not a permanent position, and she had worked in a number

of women’s organizations in contract, or “non-secure” positions. Her somewhat glib

comment and laughter, that she was not in this field “for the big bucks,” was an allusion

to her commitment to work in the non-profit sector doing antiracist feminist work despite

such financial limitations.

Moreover, Soni’s choice to work in this field meant that she was more dependent

on her family.

But, you know, I’m not making big bucks, and that is a reality in my life that… impacts my dependency on my family, impacts my dependency on my partner, my male partner who’s in [a lucrative] industry who’s, you know, making six figures… I mean if I was making six figures, my family chart may look differently, you know, and who I ally with and who’s in my inner circle might be different as right so.

She alluded to the graphic representation I asked her to draw when she described her

family, and suggested that those she considered family might have been slightly different

if she was not an activist, or if she had been more financially secure. In particular, she

suggested that had she made more money in her activist work, she might not have relied

so heavily on male members of her family, and, instead, developed closer ties with other

activists.

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Some of the women also discussed the advantages of having paid employment on

their ability to work on other activist and community projects. Kimberley spoke about

how, although she did not make a lot of money as a part-time community educator, her

paid work allowed her to offer her time and energy, as well as her apartment, as space for

her work with other “grassroots” women’s organizations:

This was my first full-time job, the first solid job for me that corresponded with my political concerns. So that it is the most significant part [laughs] because I need money…I’m only here 4 days a week… So I have the privilege of getting paid from this work, I’m trying to share my resources from this work with others, through volunteering and being involved and contributing to other grassroots initiatives without any funding. I have a two-bedroom apartment and I often open it up for gatherings to support other grassroots initiatives.

Kimberley saw her paid work as an opportunity to work to enact her commitments to

feminism, antiracism, and social justice. Even though her position was only part-time, she

was able to use her resources in ways which further supported her commitment to

grassroots organizations. Thus, having paid employment in line with her “political

concerns” facilitated other forms of activism with racialized communities.

Choices around family

Several participants spoke about how their choice to become parents was related to their

life circumstances; that is, whether they would have children and when to have children,

were contingent on their activist work (see Downton and Wehr, 1998; McComiskey,

2002; Sudbury, 1998). Soni spoke about how her choice to work as an activist had

implications on whether, when and under what conditions, she would choose to have

children. Soni, Kimberly, and Sharmila all said that children would limit the amount of

time that they would be able to give to activism and paid work. Mishka, similarly,

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decided that she was not interested in having children of her own because it would mean

that she could not spend time working with community organizations, both in paid work

and as a volunteer.

Freddy, a community educator, spoke about how working as an activist in

women’s organizations with low pay affected her choice to have children. Freddy lived

with her two children and spouse. She talked about how her marriage allowed her some

financial freedom to have both children and to continue her activist work:

If I hadn’t, I hadn’t always had someone to support me - have a second income – I … would not have had children, would not have chosen to have children cause I couldn’t afford them and, you know, continue doing this work you know. And you’re kind of hanging on and living from pay cheque to pay cheque – I think the fact that I actually – I - as one of my colleagues says, “you married very well.” So I have married well, I don’t think I really would be able to do this – I live a very nice life.

When asked whether she would have continued the work if she had not, as she put it

“married well,” she answered in the affirmative.

Yes, I think I would have still chosen to have done this work but I think that I would have had to have lived in some form of very gentile poverty to keep on doing this work.

Freddy clearly connected her commitments to social justice and the life choices she

made.

Some women described how their commitments to justice influenced their

parenting styles. Freddy spoke about how her family’s needs for childcare needed to be

balanced with her political commitments. She began by talking about the difficulties

raising children on her own:

I think that part of it too is that you know, people get into this whole thing, it takes a village to raise a kid ... [I don’t have family close by] and neither

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does my husband. And it’s interesting too because when we had an opportunity to move back to ... our home town. But, last September, where we actually had family around and all I could think of was now we’re managing eight other people to help us look after our kids and it’s just easier doing it on our own than managing other people – you know.

Freddy went on to explain why it was particularly difficult for her and her husband to rely

on family support for childcare, despite her understanding that it took “a village” to raise

children:

Also, I mean you have different generations of people who have different ways of raising kids and you know. I think part of it is what drives me crazy about my family and how they view my kids is that – they just spoil them to death – and it drives me nuts, you know? “You don’t need to buy my children more clothes, you don’t need to do this, you don’t need to do that”...I always said [to] my Chinese aunties and my extended family that retail is not a recreational activity and they say like this is their whole life – they go out and they shop... And my father in-law... he’s kinda of like watching you know, reality TV shows right. You know, “I don’t think my children really need to watch American Idol”... “I don’t think my children ever watch television”... My kids are in the tyranny of the play date and every activity known to man – at least with my kids – these are not activities that I make them do – they choose them. You know, they ask to do these activities.

Freddy’s comment that her and her partner’s families had “different ways of raising

children” was another example about the ways Freddy brought her political commitments

into her parenting.

Interestingly, Freddy’s critique of her aunt’s propensity to shop and her father-in-

law’s TV-watching habits, were not just a comment on different ways of doing things,

but also exemplified the ways Freddy negotiated her own political commitments to

reducing her children’s exposure to consumerism, for example. As well, Freddy’s last

comment that her children were busy with play dates and activities that they chose was

also significant. In addition to an implicit critique about shopping and TV-watching,

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Freddy’s account offered a resolution to what may be appropriate leisure activities,

namely “play dates” and “activities.”

Choices around everyday activities

The activists that I spoke with discussed the multitudinous ways their commitments to

social justice affected seemingly mundane everyday decisions that involved family

members. Francine, a community outreach worker and past-board member of a woman’s

shelter spoke about how most of her social life revolved around her family and her work.

She reflected on why she chose not to spend very much time with her friends:

I think primarily it’s ur that it’s not just not my character – for example I can’t imagine spending half an hour or hour talking on the phone with somebody who isn’t my partner. I think also it’s a function of where I put my time and that is another, I guess, for me anyway, causality of being an activist that is I’m spending all my time around my work, my different work, my paid job, extending into my evenings and then on top of that have various volunteer things.

Several women talked about the ways their work affected their needs and rituals

around physical and emotional health. Soni, in particular, tied together not only her need

to develop more intentional self-care routines in her life but also how her politicized

analysis affected the sorts of leisure activities she wanted to engage in:

I think [that my activism has] impacted on my personal life because I didn’t have the self-care implemented as much as I would need. So I think I learned that along the way... And also what’s happening is change is happening but also you’re seeing at the same time – you’re seeing – I can’t watch Julia Roberts any more, I can’t – like things you could do with your friends, you know, you’re stressed ... you go watch a movie with your friends, you could do that, [but] those things are a lot of work because you’re watching Julia Roberts and you’re like, “Oh my god, look at the patriarchy, look at the racism, and look at the power.” And it’s making you angry, so it’s not really self-care right?

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Soni’s description of why she couldn’t watch “Julia Roberts any more” provided insights

about the degree to which activist commitments were integrated in her choices about

leisure, as well as connections with friends and self-care. Although her need for self-care

and her connections with friends were important, her politicized reaction to certain sorts

of popular movies made it impossible for her to enjoy certain sorts of activities.

Soni was also adept at explaining how her commitments to social justice and

activist work permeated other activities, and her accounts also clearly highlighted the

intertwined nature of her identities as a Muslim, South Asian, and woman of colour. For

example, Soni chose to dedicate much of her time educating herself about local and

global affairs related to women and Muslim women. When asked to describe an actual

workday, Soni gave a rather dense answer that showed how something as mundane as

getting ready for work was oriented towards her commitments to antiracism, feminism,

and social justice:

So I usually get up very early in the morning. I get up usually around five. I read the newspaper, I turn on the radio, because I do public ed [education], you know, I’m the media contact person. Anyone can contact me anytime of the day so I need to be aware. And it’s just something that I keep aware – so anytime there’s murders, you know, things like that – I’m on it. You know I’m always looking for unfortunately, you know the way, you know, we get our issues on the agenda. If a woman’s been raped and murdered the night before, then I go on the news, you know, I’m going to be in there getting rape on the agenda and, you know, sort of utilizing that so, you know, I read and I, you know, I connect, of course, I’m very connected to what’s happening globally in terms of war – Muslim women, you know, and all of that so, you know, I read the newspaper, then I commute an hour to work and listen to the same news that I read, I listen it on the radio.

Soni’s paid work required her to be aware of current news items, so her day began with

becoming aware of everyday events related to sexual assault. Her commitments to

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antiviolence advocacy also included her commitments to “Muslim women” in ways

which connected her antiracist and feminist concerns.

Soni’s self-understanding as a racialized antiracist feminist woman meant that she

continually made choices to further integrate her activism within many facets of her life.

Another example was when Soni described how she made choices about dressing for

work:

And I oh so I get up in the morning and do that I very rarely – I eat breakfast, you know, I mean I grab a coffee and muffin or bagel or something and, you know, a shower I put my clothes on. The other thing about actually working in this [suburban] region is that, you know, I know that I can’t walk into a meeting wearing saris. Can’t walk into them wearing shalwar kameez, you know? I have to be very careful about how I dress. I dress fairly Western to begin with so that’s not much of a personal life change for me, but I know it’s something I’m definitely conscious of. I have to look professional. It’s something that I can’t do because although nobody would verbally, you know, admit that, but the way you’re treated and the way that you’re tokenized and that kind of thing.

For Soni, then, wearing the appropriate clothes was important if she was to be seen as a

credible activist. She saw her decision on whether or not she was going to wear Western

outfits or a sari or a shalwar kameez (South Asian outfits) as being part of looking

“professional” and being taken seriously.

And … so in terms of deciding on what clothes to wear … I mean if I’m going to be on the news that day, you know, I mean it’s in our policy to dress appropriately. To me a woman wearing a sari looks just as professional – actually more professional than somebody wearing, you know, some suit that they bought… Certainly when I was working in [an urban city] it wasn’t the same thing I had to be concerned about, you know, I could wear whatever it was – so those things I’m concerned about here when I’m going to meetings [in this region]… I have to consider my dress, because I’m the face of the organization, so that face has to look good.

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Soni’s restatement or explanation of the idea of “professional” showed the degree to

which her analysis guided not only what she did, but also what she said. The choices that

Soni made, as well as the complex way she made explicit her decision making, are a

feature of women’s enactment of their commitments.

The women’s choices of where to work, where they could not work, where to

live, who to involve in their children’s parenting, how to parent, what leisure activities

they might engage in, and what to wear were linked to their commitment to social justice,

feminism and antiracism. These commitments were made active; that is, they were

enacted through women’s decision-making processes—women of colour considered the

implications of their choices to their politicized beliefs and identities. Through their

choices, then, women of colour connected their commitments to social justice with their

everyday practices.

Negotiating Acceptance of Activism

The women discussed, at length at times, their commitments to social justice vis-à-vis

their personal relationships with their children, parents, siblings, partners, and extended

family/friend networks (see Downton and Wehr, 1998; Todd, 2002). In their discussion

on activist commitment, Downton and Wehr (1998) suggest that support from family and

friends, as well as nurturing positive relationships with fellow activists were key factors

in sustaining activist identity. Similarly, Todd (2002) discusses the salience of friendship

in the lives of feminist community organizers. Throughout their accounts, the participants

in my research study described how they negotiated acceptance of their feminist and

antiracist ideals with those whom they had significant personal relationships. Sometimes

the women found support from their partners, parents, children, siblings, and close

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friends; many had to deal with resistance. Women of colour’s everyday accounts showed

how the women negotiated their commitments to social justice in three ways: through

developing a shared understanding of social justice ideals, by building on common family

goals and by engaging in activities that bridged their personal relationships with their

activism. They negotiated these commitments in ways that connected the personal and

political, thus illustrating another way in which the women lived out their commitment to

social justice.

Creating shared understanding of social justice work

The women worked hard to bring their feminist and antiracist analysis to their

relationships, and doing so in ways that built shared understanding amongst their family

members. Some of the women spoke about how they directly taught significant others in

their lives about their politicized beliefs. Consistent with feminist literature on mothering

as a site of activism (Abbey and O’Reilly, 1998; Bobb-Smith, 1998; Chandler, 1998; Hill

Collins, 2000; James, S., 1993; Jenkins, 1998; Jetter, Orleck and Taylor, 1997;

McComiskey, 2002; Narayan, 1997; Sudbury, 1998; Yeoman, 1998), the research

participants often integrated social justice ideals within their parenting work.

Tuffy, for example, proudly discussed the ways her parenting of two teenage boys

was imbued with certain democratic values and attitudes about women:

You know, my sons and I often talk about my work. They know about working with homeless and battered women. They even tell their teachers and friends about it. I’ve always taught my sons to be respectful to women. Even when my boys were young, I had the basketball net right outside the kitchen window so that I could hear them.

Once, my [younger son] and his friends were talking about wearing a “wife-beater shirt” [an undershirt without sleeves] and I stopped them right there and told them that this was disrespectful, and I wasn’t going to hear more of that [sort of] talk … But you know, I’ve never had any

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problems with my sons treating people with respect, especially women. My [younger son]’s former girlfriend once told me that he was very gentleman-like. So I know that I’ve raised them right on that note.

Like Tuffy, Catherine, a front-line shelter worker, actively taught her child about

her antiviolence work. For her that was an activist act.

And for my son to, he’s amazingly a sensitive child for boy. He knows that violence is not okay. And this is the first year we got our water toy [referring to water gun]. Cause he knows that guns are bad and that mom helps kids [Son is present in the room at this point]… He’s an amazing child. He knows that some shows are bad, too much violence…

The women also spoke about how discussion and conflict with family members were key

strategies for negotiating their commitments.

Catherine spoke about how she stood up to critiques of her feminist parenting by

family members and friends:

And now I’m not hesitant to tell anybody who tells me how I should raise my son and why he shouldn’t be allowed to do certain things, and I’m pretty clear why I believe the way I do. And when the time comes, and he grows up we’ll see what happens, I’ll teach him my best. That’s what my big focus is. ‘Cause a lot of people seem to be like [whispering], “You’re raising him too feminist.” Too feminist. “He’s going to be this,” and “he’s going to be that”…”he’s going to be too feminine,” “he’s going to be gay…”

Catherine’s allusion to the fears of her family and friends that her son would be “too

feminist,” “too feminine” or “gay” was also an instance of negotiation of her commitment

to an intersectional feminism.

In reflecting on the importance of her work, Catherine talked about how she

brought her activist work home. Although she spoke about how her extended family,

particularly her “in-laws” were not very supportive of her work, she also spoke about

how the work she did was clearly part of who she was. She also spoke about how her son

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often helped her to negotiate acceptance of her commitments to feminism and social

justice:

My work is part of who I am. It’s just given – people know me and they know where I stand. I have no two sides to me. My work is just there, like, talking to like my family and all that about some of the women’s issue and it overlaps [with my parents and friends]. But with my in-laws it’s different. It’s very rare I can talk to them ‘cause they are very old fashioned people. I think they realize it’s important, ‘cause my son had made a big difference, he’ll say ‘Mumma does awesome work, like she helps people.’ But they think that women [who leave their abusive husbands] just don’t like their marriage, they leave their husband, they just go. But then I talk about what actually happens and they listen a little bit but I still don’t talk much about it as much as I do to my parents.

For Catherine, not only was her family’s acceptance of her work and politics important to

her and her son, but it also served as an opportunity to enact her politicized visions.

Aj, a shelter worker and director of an ethnoracial counselling centre, spoke about

her husband’s reactions to her complaint that their cultural community group did not

recognize or include women during their events:

Okay that’s what affects me a lot, sometimes I get hyper, I have to hold down myself…My husband says, “Oh this women’s thing has gotten into your head!” Sometimes I make remarks to these men from my community, without biting my tongue! [laughing] He says, “What will they think of me?”, you know that kind of thing... Because even last weekend, I went somewhere [with my husband], like I’m from a culture attaches more importance to men… I was sitting at this event on Saturday and it was totally men. And I said to my husband, and some men sitting with us, I said, “How come there is only men? How come there is no women up there?” But my husband said nothing. And whenever I say anything, he says, “It’s the way our culture is, that’s the way they are. And I say, “and they never change!”… It’s like they always recognize men – it happens all the time. The mentality, they don’t recognize women as much, only men, they recognize all the time…

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Although Aj’s husband complained about her feminist beliefs, Aj described how

her work influenced his thinking about women’s involvement and his work within an

ethnoracial community group:

In fact, when my husband organizes events he does recognize women, and he also raises awareness of that. When he was the president [of the cultural community group], he used to include women and he always said to them, “We have to do that… You have to, push for women equality, you know? So you have to keep that in mind when selecting board of directors.” Because he recruited both men and women on the board. And which was not the practice in the past, you know. So he was saying, “okay you have to do this because it’s not good to present a total group only men, you have to include women.” And he says that I influenced him. Because he was saying in the past before he met me, he wasn’t saying too much attention to women’s issues, but then after you know, he’s prepared to analyze them you know? He’s sensitized on that.

Similarly, other women described having to work within such ambivalent spaces.

Cee negotiated acceptance of her work, particularly with her mother who was less

understanding of Cee’s work than her father was.

My mother never understood. My mother always referred to us as a group of libbers… I think she was [a feminist] and she didn’t know it. Right? And I took a lot of my passion around wanting to help people— I think I got from mum.

Cee connected her passion to helping people as coming from her mother, although her

mother did not ever quite understand her activist work. Her mother often referred to Cee

as a “libber,” in disparaging ways, and would repeatedly ask her to explain her work:

Tell me again? Now, why do you find it necessary to do that [go on marches]? And what do you hope to gain for that?”… So my mum was very well aware of what it is we did and, you know, we would have to go through this whole long story of about what does that mean and what really happens there.

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Cee said she would explain her work in calm and measured ways and continue to give her

information about her activities. Continuing to teach her mother about her work was a

way for Cee to negotiate acceptance.

Ironically, when Cee’s mother was dying, she used Cee’s commitments to social

justice as a warning to the doctor: Cee’s mother told the doctor to be careful about

treading on her right to make decisions for herself, because her daughter, Cee, was a

“libber” who fought for people’s rights:

Yeah, I showed up at the hospital, and when I showed up, she looked at the doctor who was in and she said, “Do you see her? That’s my daughter, that’s the libber that I told you about. And she is here to tell you that there will be no surgery. Tell him, tell him, tell him, there’ll be no surgery.” And I said to him, “Well, there’ll be no surgery.”

Cee’s active work of negotiating acceptance, ambivalent as it was, is characteristic of

many of the research participants’ stories. By actively engaging their families in

discussion about their work, women of colour activists negotiated space in their families.

Building on family goals

Families of activists did not always support the women’s political and personal choices,

but often still supported their work because of common family goals. For example,

although Theta’s mother did not think that her daughter should be an “antiracist” or

“activist,” she still provided childcare for her grandchild. In this context, she supported

her daughter’s choice in paid work, and in many ways, her daughter’s mobility within the

organization from front-line worker to community networker to assistant director of the

shelter (her position at the time of the interview).

Many of the women were able to garner support for their commitments to social

justice as their family members witnessed their success in their fields. Catherine, for

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example, had been estranged from her parents because of past conflicts around issues of

marriage, religion, sexuality and freedom from family norms (see also Sudbury, 1998).

Initially, Catherine’s parents saw her work at the shelter as part of her rebellion, and,

through conversations, Catherine was able to develop some understanding with her

parents. As she noted during the interview process:

My parents are coming around to understand what [my work] is. They used to say before, “It’s a family issue,” but then they saw the work I do and now they understand better. They used to think, “It’s not your problem, something happens in the house, the girl needs to stay there, they need to figure things out.” But now my parents see what I’ve done and what I do, they are very active talking about it too, like what is wrong, and it’s not okay and there’s help for you and you can get help and that kind of stuff.

As her parents began to see her profile rise in their own ethnoracial and geographic

communities, they began to accept her feminist work.

I think it’s getting into a conversation. And I think – in the community, because I’m a so well-known face in the community and in a lot of agencies and Dad has worked with them [in the role of ethnoracial community liaison]. “You’re Catherine’s parents? We know her!” And it’s like, “Yeah,” and he gets really proud, ’cause all of a sudden, people in the community health centre and all these big agencies know who their daughter is. Like, wow. And I was in the paper a few times so it’s like wow so I they, my dad, my parents carry a lot of pride in that.

In other cases, the women negotiated acceptance based on ethnocultural values.

Sharmila’s mother also had reservations about her daughter’s “activist” choices, but

through time and discussion, began to support and be proud of her activist choices:

My parents thought I was crazy. They felt, “”Why are you working? Like why are you – like you’re in high school – you’re trying to do well and you’re volunteering at a human rights group – you’re going to demos? Like what is this about?” They couldn’t get it. They couldn’t get it... They didn’t stop me – but they didn’t understand why I was doing that, why I was choosing to do that … And now I think over years, my mother looks back and she’s been very proud of the work I’ve done right? She can look

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back at it with pride, but back then, she didn’t understand it. But as someone who’s not an activist, but as someone who isn’t politically active – she didn’t see the importance I felt there was. She didn’t understand why it was important. Because her world is either that of you know “who’s getting married,” “let’s go buy this,” you know. Like that’s her world.

Sharmila said she negotiated this support through conversations about her “Indian-ness”

and by describing her work within a women’s organization in terms that allowed her

family to be supportive.

In addition, Sharmila relayed the extent to which her activism was tied to her

identity as a racialized woman. She described how her family came to accept her life

choices, including her decision to be an activist. Her mother often lamented that she had

not chosen to live her life as a married, middle-class Canadian-Indian woman. In

response, Sharmila pointed out that she was more “South Asian” than some community

members who married men of similar cultural and religious backgrounds. She spoke

about how her political commitments to antiracism compelled her to relearn her language

of origin or to wear South Asian clothing.

I always kept very close ties to communities – like I speak the language – not great – but I’ve made an effort to speak it. I’ve gone to India many times. … I wear shalwar kameez. I cook Indian – I’m probably more South Asian than some of my South Asian friends who’ve gone off and married and are in the suburbs. I watch Hindi films – I know more about you know South Asian culture. And this is what kills me, is that you know there’s this notion that if you’re a lesbian and an activist, you’re not South Asian – you’ve abandoned your culture – and I’ve said to my mother so many times, “I’m more South Asian than a lot of these people” – with children, her friends’ children. She says, “I know. I actually do know that and I can see that.” Right? It’s a real contradiction.

Although Sharmila’s mother acknowledged that she was undoubtedly South Asian and

more so than many in her community, it remained a contradiction.

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However, through her achievements, and through remaining close to her South

Asian cultural roots, Sharmila was able to negotiate acceptance of her political and

personal choices. More importantly, she did so without compromising her political and

personal commitments. Sharmila negotiated space by challenging the assumptions of

what it meant to belong as an “Indian woman.” Although activist articulations and life

choices that challenge gendered, classed and racialized assumptions of culture often

define women as not being a part of their communities of origin, Sharmila’s discussions

with her mother made the contradictions in the accepted cultural assumptions visible.

Therefore, in reclaiming parts of their culture, antiracist feminist activists renegotiate

racism and sexism to challenge the assumption that if you are a feminist and activist you

are not truly “authentic.”24

Sometimes women negotiated their commitments to social justice by forging

closer relationships with those who were the most clearly supportive of those

commitments and, at other times, by distancing themselves from those who were less

supportive. For example, most of Francine’s immediate family were involved in some

aspect of community service and political activism. Her father had been a union leader,

her brother, one sister, mother and partner were politicized. However, one of her sisters

was not supportive, and she felt that this was based on fundamentally different political

beliefs between the two. She reflected on the connection between activism and her

relationship with this particular sister:

24 Several feminists from the global south or “Third World” have discussed the ways feminism, queerness and other politicized articulations of identity are defined outside of the authentic citizen and outside of dominant definitions of nation, even politicized anticolonial ones (Alexander and Mohanty, 2001; Brah, 2001; Dutt, 1998; Hussain, 1994; Shaheed, 1998).

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It’s clear that my strongest bonds are with those family members who are involved in activism in one way or another I mean I can honestly say that my youngest sister – is someone whom I don’t have a great relationship with her. And that I struggle with issues of [my] sexual identity with her. That I struggle with her around her choice of partner and various other choices that she has made for herself and she stands out in terms of my other siblings in that she’s not engaged in anything… I don’t see activism in her life at all. We tend not to talk about our work. I guess she’d say I think – my perception is that – that she would probably think – that – I think she would be somewhat disapproving of the group of people I work with... She would be more likely to be somewhat disparaging, very judgmental.

Some women were able to negotiate their antiracist feminism by finding

common-ground through one aspect of their social justice commitments within their

personal relationships. Soni’s father, for example, resisted her feminist activism and work

to end violence against women, but nevertheless, was a source of support in her antiracist

work. While she and her father would often clash around issues of sexism and family

violence, he was an ally in discussions around leftist and race politics. Soni explored this

contradiction by noting:

My dad, he’s kind of like a male antiracist, like he is left-wing. I mean, we agree on a lot of politics. But we don’t – I mean he is, he is a man, um, his politics are impacted by that, he’s very privileged in terms of that, I mean he’s not very good at understanding sexism. He’s not there. He’s understanding racism, but he’s not there with sexism, he’s not there with homophobia and things like that, right? I mean that’s where he is sort –he’s struggling and um he’s also – he’s a patriarch – he’s struggling with sexism, he’s not there with homophobia at all. He’s struggling definitely with sexism I think because of me – and I think because of the women in my family – I think he is but he’s, you know, and he’s been abusive… there’s a kind of a tension, a tension-filled relationship there. And so he can be a source of support depending on what the context is – if we’re talking race and we’re talking about the PC’s coming back in power, if we’re talking about the war and stuff – I mean yeah, he’s an ally in that conversation. But, talking about women’s rights we’re talking about women um, you know, that’s where he – and I think he’s struggling in terms of those things.

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For Soni and her father, antiracist and “leftist” politics were easier as they were built on

intersecting identities as racialized and Muslim, as well as personal biographies of

migration, living in diasporic communities, racism, and family histories of socialist

politics. The negotiation of her feminist and antiheterosexist politics, however, was more

difficult within this relationship. Granted, Soni’s account clearly depicted that this

negotiation was active, and that the politicized discussions between father and daughter

meant that feminism and intersectional analysis of oppression was ongoing.

Bridging family and activist work

The women also often brought in their families into their activist and work activities.

Catherine’s parents, as we saw earlier, were involved in local South Asian community,

multicultural and community health organizations as volunteers and active community

members. Catherine described how her mother would talk about her work to women in

the Sikh community and counsel them to contact the shelter at which Catherine worked:

My dad and mum, they are involved in the community health centre. Dad used to be on the board. So they are, and they kind of involved in multicultural centre and stuff like – so mum does a lot of work for me in the temple, like she’ll, if somebody comes to her with a problem she has recommended a few Sikh women come through shelter. She’ll give out the [shelter] cards, so she does, kind of, help out.

Francine, too, included different members of her family in her activist work. As

we saw, most of Francine’s family members were already involved in various forms of

social justice work. When Francine spoke about her mother’s understanding and

connection to her social justice work, she mentioned that she had invited her mother to

join her community work at a women’s film festival. This allowed Francine and her

mother to connect around her social justice commitments:

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I would say my mum is familiar with, she may not necessarily be specifically knowledgeable about all the different things I do and the different things that I’m involved in. And – in fact this Black women’s film festival I’m organizing now – I invited her to join our advisory committee so – she’s doing that with me. That’s pretty neat… The film festival is black women but also specifically queer women. And I don’t know how comfortable she would feel in representing it that way – to her siblings.

Similarly, many of the women also talked about their partners or spouses who

they brought into their work. Aj said that she sometimes spoke with her partner when she

experienced tensions at her work at the shelter and at the counselling centre. She also

spoke about the ways her partner explicitly and tacitly supported her activist work.

All of the women with children under their care spoke about how their children

were involved in their activist and organizational work. Freddy spoke about how her son

regularly came to her office and helped out during various events. She also spoke about

how the work at the organization sparked him to do his own activist work:

My son enjoys coming to my office – [co-worker]’s son does too – and [E.D.’ name]’s kid did it and [co-worker]’s kids did it when they were younger. If you have to give back to the community day – my son has no problem packing boxes and here – moving things out – doing – that’s how he likes to give back to the community – he has no problem with doing that. And I think that’s a good thing – it’s good for young men to learn – cause we all have boys in here – what women organizations do and what violence looks like and how it’s you know, how it’s not okay and it’s about male privilege. And so you know, then you have my 11- year-old… because we do a lot of antihomophobia work here – [son’s name] went back to school and asked his teacher, who actually is a very out gay man, if they could have an antihomophobia workshop in the classroom.

Freddy linked her parenting and commitments to social justice by making available

educational opportunities through her work.

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Social Justice Commitments at Work

Research participants actively enacted their commitments to social justice in all facets of

their lives, including in their everyday work with/in women’s organizations. As Morgen

(1995) notes:

[D]ebates within health movement organizations about the primacy of race, ethnicity, class, and sexuality in the formation of women’s identities rarely took abstract form. Struggles around difference typically erupted over specific issues: the language of an organization mission statement; development of services that targeted particular groups of women…; support for political coalitions or causes…; and finally, and probably most frequently, decisions about hiring and firing (pp. 223-224).

Women’s accounts of their everyday work consciously and actively included discussions

of how they attended to making concrete their commitments to social justice and

antiracism, no matter their organizational position. These efforts included the time and

energy that they devoted to their organization work, to evaluating their change efforts, to

how they treated their colleagues, clients, and volunteers, and to “challenging” and

educating other organization members on issues of race and diversity (see also Agnew,

1996; Kohli, 1993; Morgan, 1995; Srivastava, 2002; Simonds, 1996; Sudbury, 1998;

Transken, 1998).

In all the women’s accounts, the focus was on putting antiracist feminist

commitments into practice. The women’s initiative to put social justice ideals into

practice within women’s organizations was not just important for the women’s activism

but also to the functioning of their organizations. The work environment defined the

parameters of antiracist feminist discourse and praxis within organizations. Women

assessed the political implications of their political situations, how they would need to

react, what sorts of supports they needed to enlist, the courses of action based on those

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supports, what organizational (formal and informal) policies they needed to address and

what types of extra-organizational supports were needed including how to activate them.

In fact, women’s everyday organizational activities included a high level of self-

reflexivity and political awareness in their strategic planning on how to engage their

antiracism praxis.

In implementing their commitments, the women often engaged in different types

of unpaid work crucial to the success of their political goals. This work was often done

individually, without support from the organizations and at personal financial cost to the

women. Further, the women of colour’s accounts of their everyday experiences relayed

an unacknowledged work process. This work process included women’s attempts to

educate themselves, network, make decisions on how to implement their knowledge of

organization and activism, and negotiate with others.

“More than a career”

The women relayed how they engaged in this “unpaid work” commitment to antiracist

feminist practice in a number of ways. Lodge, for example, made daily decisions to spend

time doing work beyond what she was paid to do by taking work home. She compared

her work in preparing for her group counselling sessions with that of her co-workers. She

talked about how she often spent more time preparing for her weekly group facilitations

than others. For her, doing a good job meant that she would spend time at home

researching and preparing a curriculum:

Because you want to do a good job…I need to be comfortable with presenting information. I need to be knowledgeable around it, I need to come up with new ideas... [Other workers] just go and say, “Oh well, yeah, we can just have a discussion, you know, for the group, okay, we’ll

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just have a general discussion.” For me, I have to be able to have the discussion, but I need to be able to offer something.

Becoming more knowledgeable and well-prepared reflected not only Lodge’s desire to be

a good front-line shelter worker, but also the antiracist feminist commitments and

political analysis that she brought to her work.

As she noted further during the interview:

I need to be able to say, so socially this is always affecting us. What we get from society, how society views this? You know? Politically, how’s that? What can we do? You know? So it makes sense to women, to connect them, you know? So it’s showing how the system, and how really society socialize to oppress poor women, or marginalized women and linking those — you know? So women can better understand, because we do a lot personal stuff — “oh he’s this, or he’s that or whatever he’s abusive.” But let’s talk about … how it’s different for men in society and different for women, and why we think this way and stuff like that.

Lodge’s desire to connect women’s individual experience to social and political

issues was personal. She spoke about how her own experience as a Black woman was

integral to her commitment to fight oppression:

I think it’s yeah because I know what it is to be on the other side. You understand? I know what it is to experience some other stuff that these women experience. I know what it is. And so when I do my work, that’s what I bring to it, I think… So I guess it’s the passion that you want to see things done right for all people. I honestly know oppression is wrong. I know that depending on how I present myself in society - I’m treated a certain way. Even though I know, that as a professional person I can call up and I can advocate for that women on the crisis call, but [when I call for myself] it’s a different response. If I have to go out for myself to do it, they treat you like crap! So I know that — so that’s what I bring to the work. I know these systems. I know.

Lodge brought her experience as a woman and someone who also experienced racialized

discrimination to her work. Based on these intersecting forms of experience, she was

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committed to supporting women who experienced similar forms of oppression and

discrimination within their daily lives.

Mishka, too, described, in terms of commitment, her paid work as a director of a

homeless women’s drop-in centre and her volunteer work as the director of an immigrant

women’s advocacy group. In response to my question about the importance of what I

called her “career,” Mishka replied that her activist work was more than a career to her

(see also Morgen, 1995):

On peut appeler ça carrière, mais moi je vois pas ça comme carrière... Moi, je pense qu'il y a des choses qu'on doit faire dans la société et que personne ne va les faire –seulement ce que nous qui pouvons le faire. [You could call it career, but I don’t view this [work] as a career… For me, there are things we have to do society and nobody will do them [for us] — it is only us that can do them.]

She then elaborated and spoke about how her fundraising work as a director of a

homeless women’s drop-in centre was connected to her struggle to secure services and

resources for marginalized francophone women:

On ne peut pas attendre comme une organisation de femmes on peut pas attendre que le gouvernement vous dit, “Oh voilà l'argent prenez allez faire ce que vous voulez.” Il faut se battre pour avoir les services en français. Moi je trouve très important il faut se battre… [As a women’s organization, we cannot wait for the government to say to us, “Here is the money you need, do as you like.” We must fight for services in French. I find it very important to fight…]

Mishka’s insistence that she continue to fight for resources was based on both her

experience as a racialized, francophone woman and politicized commitment to antiracist

feminism.

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She connected directly this fight for appropriate services to how she, as a black

immigrant francophone, had to fight for services, despite the negative labels attached to

social service clients and personal costs. She linked this fight to her feminist beliefs:

Alors et moi en tant que femme en tant que femme noire en tant que femme immigrante en tant que femme noire immigrante francophone unilingue, il faut tout le temps se battre à chaque fois… Oui ça c'est pas toujours agréable parce que, la réponse n'est pas toujours positive. On te traite de toutes sortes de noms, euh féministe machin machin alors féministe ça devient une insulte n'est-ce pas? Je me considère féministe si c'est comme cela qu'on peut le determiner dans le sens où euh/ moi je me bats pour les droits des opprimés quelque part, alors ça peut être une femme ça peut être un homme mais un homme qui est, qui est handicapé un homme qui est lise dans ses droits euh ça peut être un enfant ça peut être n'importe qui. [So, as a woman, as a black woman, as an immigrant woman, as a black immigrant, unilingual francophone woman, it means that I fight all the time … Yes, it’s not always fun, because the response isn’t always positive. And they give you all sorts of labels, feminist whatever-whatever. So feminist becomes an insult, you know? I consider myself feminist if it is how I define it, in the sense that I do fight for the rights of the oppressed, so it could be a woman or a man, but a man who is handicapped, or it could be child or whomever else.]

Mishka’s and the other women’s expenditure of time and energy was tied explicitly to

their identities as racialized women with intersectional identities. As her quote

exemplifies, Mishka tied her commitments to fight (“se battre”) for others’ rights and

against oppression, regardless of the personal costs, to her racialized, gendered, and

francophone identities, subjectivities and experiences.

Evaluating social change outcomes

Women of colour explicitly reflected on how their everyday work was linked to social

change. They self-consciously assessed the importance of their work by considering

whether it made a positive impact on the women they supported in their organizations.

For example, Theta, who had recently changed her position in the organization from that

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of front-line worker and community educator to assistant manager, did this when she

described the differences between her two positions. She said that although she liked her

management work, she missed the front-line work because as a manager, she found it

harder to see whether her work had a direct and positive impact on women’s lives:

It’s just so new that I’m really struggling with what it is exactly that I like. I know I don’t dislike it, but it’s much harder in this work to see what impact or positive changes you’re having in women’s lives.

Theta’s ambivalence about her work had to do with her commitment to making sure that

her work within the shelter was oriented to making “positive change” in women’s lives.

However, her commitment to feminist and antiracist practice did not disappear

when she became a manager. Although she missed the front-line work, she had decided

to take the new position because of her “vision” to provide better services to women of

colour:

What I do I like about it is, I like being in a place where I can have some decision-making power. It’s just harder to make that impact happen and to see it. So I’m reconnecting to my vision right. So I have a particular vision about how things should be, how we should work, how women should be supported in this community and I want to make sure that that happens and so I figure with this position I could do that in some way.

The primary goal of her work was to make positive changes to women’s lives and this

connected to her vision grounded in her commitment to antiracist feminist change.

In addition to assessing their own work vis-à-vis social change, the women

frequently made assessments on how their organization did or did not promote social

change. For many of them, this willingness to critique was part of their commitment to

reflecting on social justice practice. Sharmila, a manager, offered this critique of her

organization’s work of addressing multiple oppressions:

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We haven’t hired anyone with a disability, so that is something that we certainly need to do more work on. Our organization physically is not set up to um easily accommodate that. We have an organization — our building is on two different levels and there’s no elevator — and we cannot afford to put in an elevator. We’ve looked into it seriously. Class is certainly an issue as well and over the years, we’ve definitely had people from different class backgrounds but the nature of the organization — it’s hard to say — but I’d say class is something that we could do better on — as well, in terms of hiring more working class women.

Sharmila did not only evaluate her organization’s practice vis-à-vis antiracism and

feminism, but instead relayed an intersectional analysis of oppression. Sharmila’s

evaluation of her organization in putting into practice its intersectional analysis points to

the degree to which antiracist feminists continued to develop their own and their

organization’s politicized practice. This was a common feature of activist’s work –

reflecting, critiquing and evaluating their own attempts to put into practice their ideals.

Kimberley, too, spoke about the ways her everyday actions at work had the

potential for inciting social change. In articulating her commitment to her belief that

different forms or processes of oppression were linked, she described the importance of

assessing one’s actions in relation to whether they truly made a difference to feminist and

antiracist social change. Her example of how she intervened in her organization’s

decision to purchase fair-trade coffee showed the ways in which she not only put into

practice her beliefs, but also how she assessed everyday actions vis-à-vis broader social

change.

Kimberley also brought her belief in the importance of examining interlocking

oppression to her work. She described in detail what that meant to her:

I’m against classism, racism, and sexism, and I’m concerned about environmental issues and I believe in an integrated feminism.… I’m trying to be more environmental and I advocated for fair-trade coffee at this office although we have to pay like double sometimes, but I believe that

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we cannot support only one cause, ignoring other causes. Like we cannot be racist to be feminist, we cannot — we cannot destroy the environment — nature and environment because we are doing feminist work — cause every oppression is integrated. I mean … we are not actually gaining anything. We may satisfy our funders and get more funding next year, but we may not gain anything actually overall …

Through her lens of integrated oppression, Kimberley evaluated her organization’s

success not simply in terms of surviving or receiving more funding, but also in terms of

the potential for social change and what she called “holistic politics” or integrated

feminism. She conceded, though, that holistic politics were difficult to attain, but seemed

committed to making decisions around her work and everyday life to ensure that she

brought this commitment to bear on her whole life.

By attending to a simple issue such as purchasing fair-trade coffee in the office,

Kimberley brought her whole set of commitments to her everyday work – a process she

described as “micro-activism.”

I may get my pay cheques and pay my rent et cetera, and have enough money to go and get groceries, but overall I may not actually support a good cause, but with this integrated and holistic politics, it’s so hard [laughs] to um, you know, to command my daily life. Sometimes I’m lost… So you always have to challenge yourself — question what you can do and what is the best — in the situation in the context — to challenge unfair power dynamics. So it’s hard and I know I cannot do a lot, I cannot do everything.

In describing her commitment to an integrated feminism, Kimberley showed how her

antiracist feminist beliefs were connected to other forms of social justice.

Empowering women as social change

Another way in which women of colour relayed their commitment to antiracist feminism

was through assessing their interactions of how they treated their clients, volunteers, and

co-workers. For the women that I spoke with, treating people with respect and dignity

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was part of their political commitment to shifting inequitable power relations in their

organizations. Kimberley demonstrated how she treated people with respect by relating

an incident where a volunteer complained about being mistreated at an annual general

meeting. Although her co-workers were upset with the complaint and dismissed the

volunteer’s concerns, Kimberley spent time with the volunteer to understand what had

gone wrong from the volunteer’s point of view.

For example one volunteer was complaining very aggressively to me that some people were very snobby to her and she didn’t get enough food. It was at our 25th anniversary event. And all my staff members were very upset by it. Cause what happened was that people asked her if she needed a break, if she needs food… She was at the registration table. But she’s not the kind of person who is able to say yes or [to] express her needs all the time… But I sat with her — the volunteer, for one-hour and talked about it and I mean I tried to engage her in communication and okay, “What was lacking? And what could have been done differently at that moment.”

Kimberley’s decision to spend time and energy understanding the volunteer’s perspective

came out of her desire to not only support this volunteer, but more importantly out of her

desire to put her commitment of treating people with respect into practice.

For Kimberley, this was significant step in the process of inculcating a culture of

dealing with her colleagues and volunteers in ways that shifted power relations:

I’m trying to be egalitarian as much as possible with my colleagues and volunteers. I try to support each volunteer for example and I try to learn about their life. And I don’t always use one type of measurement to evaluate people. I’m trying to make myself flexible… around my way of judgment, my evaluating others and work. I’m trying to look into the context of each person, each project, um and it — any kind of work. So when I have issues with other people for example I also want to look at the context; how it happened.

Similarly, Soni also spoke about her management style as being less hierarchical

and more democratic than that of some other managers and its impact on her staff:

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And that’s something I’ve also seen in [Name of diversity staff 1] for example, she is so upset that she’s losing her job here … I don’t think she’s dependent on this position in terms of that [income]. But I think for her, she had her own struggles as an immigrant women and this job has really helped her to move on from that — immigrant ‘helpee’ kind of identity? I mean she said to me something um we were talking and she said um you know, “Soni, this is first time somebody told me I have skills, and, you know, wherever I go and wherever I work I will always compare every manager to you, because I know what it feels like to have a good manager.” And now I know — and she — and she did a self-evaluation and she wrote in there that, “I really worked well with this unconventional and unhierarchical supervision style.” You know and she’s going to carry that with her — with her anywhere she goes now.

Soni spoke about her supervisory style with pride, and linked her work as a manager to

her commitment to antiracist feminism. Her work as a supervisor made a difference to

her staff in direct ways, as it allowed them to become more individually empowered to

challenge some of their internalized racism.

Soni also brought her commitments to social justice work in the way she hired

people and supported her staff:

So that was where my strategy was in terms of hiring my staff. [Name of diversity staff 2] is somebody who I knew would be a shit-disturber, she didn’t have a lot of background in VAW [violence against women] work um but I mean that’s something I had brought to them, that would be okay — that’s something she would learn right. So she’s —you know, her role has been to shake-rattle and roll and she’s done that.

She spoke about how her work as a supervisor was linked to her political vision, and

discussed how she created a process which allowed personal and organizational

transformation to occur.

So that’s something I’m also very proud of like that, you know… I mean that’s part of the work that I do, as I manage. I do managing: I vision, I [build] structure, and in that structure this is what I’ve created in my staff … They then will go and take these feminist ideas, forward.

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That is, in both instances cited above Soni demonstrates clearly her commitments to

antiracist feminism and social justice through direct practice of non-normative

management decision-making processes.

Teaching and learning as commitment

Another key aspect of activist work for the women of colour in the context of feminist

organizations was teaching and learning about racism, racialization, oppression and

antiracism, feminism and social justice. The women regularly discussed how teaching,

challenging, and learning were part of how they activated their antiracist feminist ideals,

Soni spoke about how her position as a manager allowed her to teach other women of

colour, in her case South Asian women, about feminist struggle. She highlighted that part

of her supervisory work was to create opportunities for social change and the translation

of feminist concepts across language and culture.

So that’s part of it too for me as my role as a manager that’s part of the work, right, training [Name of diversity staff 1] and working with her and talking across language and learning how to translate Western feminism into South Asian concepts. Never mind the language but how do you challenge the concept [of patriarchy]? Right?

In similar fashion, teaching and learning was an important aspect of the work that

Aj did with co-workers. She spoke about how challenging her colleagues on their

behaviours, language, and assumptions were an important part of her integrative

antiracist feminist analysis at work:

Challenging people [other staff] on their behaviours. Or calling people on things, you know, because sometimes you know, it also, it depends on way you tackle it. Sometimes when people see you challenge people they become defensive — it can generate a poisoned environment. So one needs to be careful the way, just like you look through it more of education.

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Aj also spoke about advocating on behalf of clients at the shelter, which involved

educating and challenging her co-workers, especially those who were not familiar with

other cultures:

And it also happens with clients. Clients are ignorant. And for some clients, being in the shelter is their first time. They are interacting with women from different cultural backgrounds so we hear women making up racist statements, remarks, like about food, around women who are cooking — “It’s smelly”… You know that kind of thing? So you have to do an education piece with them. So… you cannot change somebody overnight. It could take some time to you know, it requires some ongoing work. But they have to start at some point. To everything, education you know is the key.

Some of the research participants spoke of how they had learned when challenged

by others in their organization. This openness to being challenged and learning from it

was indicative of women of colour’s commitment to antiracist feminist change. For

example, Sharmila reflected on how she learned how to manage better through being

challenged:

Certainly over the years, I have been taught by different staff about things about how I was managing that could be problematic. There’s an example of a previous staff person, another black women who worked about six years ago. And we do a sort of once a year thing at our organization — that requires extra staff to be brought in. We asked her sister to come and work with us and at the end of the day we were calculating what we owed people and there was a question about how much owed her sister, how much money we owed her sister. And we were talking about that in front of her. And the staff person called me at home later on that night and called us on you know what she said was, “You know you really need to understand what it means for us as black women to be treated like this. Like you know when you are talking about issues around money you know there’s a real historical — but also present way — were made to feel like we’re just collecting welfare.” I think that’s what she said — and that “there was a way it can be disrespectful — like the way you know you were talking to my sister about the amount of money that she was owed — that was disrespectful.”

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In addition to teaching Sharmila how to be more attentive to historicized racist practice,

this example also guided her future managing practices.

In other words, Sharmila remained committed to putting this new knowledge into

practice and taking responsibility for her newly acquired analysis.

And I called — you know we took responsibility for that — and apologized for that. So that was certainly a moment that has stuck in my mind for years in terms of you know understanding people’s historical but current positions in the world — right. And, I think yeah, I felt that we had dealt disrespectfully with her — but if we had a question about how much we owed her — that we could have dealt with that on our own — without her being present. Definitely.

For women of colour, then, education was the key to putting into practice their antiracist

commitment within their organizations, while also being part of their activist practice.

In summary, women of colour brought their commitments to social justice to all

facets of their lives. They did so in active ways, and in ways which took up definite time,

space and energy. By making active their commitments, the women indicated the degree

to which these commitments were made personal. Women of colour’s close identification

with feminism, antiracism and social justice was brought to bear on their definitions of

self (and their intersecting identities), processes of decision making and personal

relationships. However, as the women’s accounts also attested, the women’s

organizations were sites of contradiction that both facilitated and limited the putting into

practice of antiracist feminist ideals. In the next chapter, I explore these contradictions in

more depth by attending to two things in particular. First, the women’s descriptions of the

ways their organizations were able to connect antiracist feminist ideals with everyday

practice; and second, the ways everyday organization practices were not connected to

these ideals.

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Chapter Four: Antiracism in Contradictory Spaces

While feminist organizations remain important sites of struggle for antiracist change, they

are also contradictory spaces in which antiracist feminist action is both supported and

limited. On the one hand, the women of colour in this study were successful in

articulating an antiracist feminist politics through women’s organizations. On the other

hand, however, they experienced resistance, silencing and painful conflict. The accounts

provided by the women I interviewed for this research indicated that they found both

support for and resistance to their efforts to put into practice their commitments to

feminism, antiracism and social justice. Women’s organizations were thus often tension-

filled and contradictory sites or spaces of struggle. An analysis of the women’s accounts

revealed that they were able to do or enact social change because they negotiated their

commitments to antiracist feminism through the contradictions. In doing so, the women

in my study both responded to the prevalent social relations in women’s movement

organizations and also shaped these relations.

While scholars have described tensions between organizations’ stated antiracist

goals and everyday antiracist practice (Agnew, 1996, 1998; Gottlieb, 1993; Kohli, 1993;

Maraj Grahame, 1998, 2000; Morgen, 1995; Nadeau, 2005, 2009; Scott, 2000;

Srivastava, 2002; Simonds, 1996; Sudbury, 1998; Transken, 1998), this has not prevented

the successful mobilization of antiracist critique. Agnew describes the organizational

contradiction as a “discrepancy between what they say or do and the ways their words or

actions are understood and experienced by women from Asia, Africa, and the Caribbean”

(Agnew, 1996, p. 9).

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Similarly, in her study of antiracism and emotion in social movement

organizations, Srivastava (2002) describes some of the tensions between antiracist visions

of equity and practices of racist exclusion within progressive social movements:

[T]he tensions between visions of equity and practices of exclusion that both constitute and corrupt social movements. On the one hand, progressive social movements – those founded on notions of egalitarianism – have challenged oppressive power relations... On the other hand, when activist have their moral visions challenged by accusations of racism, we see that when activists have their moral visions challenged by accusations of racism, we see that there is just as likely to be an entrenchment of the exclusionary practices that prompted the challenge in the first place. As a result, antiracist changes have been unevenly realized and actively resisted by women’s movements and community organizations... (pp. 2-3).

Srivastava’s analysis of the moments of antiracist confrontation expands Agnew’s (1996)

claim that women’s organizations and other social movement organizations or groups

which champion visions of equity and inclusion are contradictory. Specifically, in her

study, Srivastava (2001) highlights how accusations of racism prompt defensiveness and

re-“entrenchment” of racist practice within progressive social movements and

organizations.

In a similar vein, in her work on diversity in universities, Ahmed (2009) also

analyzes what she calls the “paradox” of the success of “diversity” programs.

Specifically, she describes how her hiring as a racialized woman was seen as an

indication of the success of the organization’s commitment to diversity. She argues that:

“Diversity becomes about changing perceptions of whiteness rather than changing the

whiteness of organizations” (p. 45). Furthermore, she argues that recognition and voicing

of ongoing racism by racialized antiracist activists “is constantly blocked. Organizations

wanted to talk about diversity rather than racism. Diversity becomes a technology for not

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hearing” (p. 47; see also Ahmed, 2007a, 2007b). For each of these scholars cited above,

“tensions,” “discrepancies,” and “paradoxes” are part and parcel of antiracist feminist

struggle, but also indicators of the success and disconnect between antiracist theory and

practice.

This chapter, alongside the previous one, outlines the problematic of this study: it

explores the apparent contradictions, tensions, and paradoxes of antiracist feminist praxes

within women’s organization. Beginning from the standpoint of women of colour, I make

visible the apparent disjuncture between antiracist feminist ideals within women’s

organizations and the actual organizational practice. Specifically, I describe the successes

of antiracist feminist activists in creating space that facilitated social change. I then

discuss the ways in which antiracist feminist activism was also limited within women’s

organizations. This chapter lays the groundwork for detailed discussions in subsequent

chapters of antiracist feminist praxis as dialectically produced by accountability to

organizational processes and responsibility to politicized action.

Connection between Ideals and Practice

The participants brought forward their commitments to antiracism in organizations which

were already enmeshed in antiracist feminist and social justice change. This was certainly

an indication of the success of historical antiracist feminist activism, as I have already

pointed out. Although not all of the organizations where the women worked were

explicitly feminist, the organizations were influenced by the legacy of feminist struggles

and put into practice feminist ideals, concerns, and preoccupations. The research

participants made it explicit that their organizations had already been affected by larger

discussions of race, racism, and racialization within the broader feminist movement.

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Antiracist feminists working in women’s organizations mobilized the insights of

feminist theorists from diverse perspectives who have convincingly argued that ending

gender oppression is only possible through attending to the ways that oppressions are

interconnected (Bannerji, 1995; Brah, 1996, 2001; Crenshaw, 1991; DasGupta, 1999;

Dua, 1999b; Eichler, 1999; Fellows and Razack, 1998; Gaard, 1998; Gardner, 2003;

Grande, 2003; Hill Collins, 1998, 2000; hooks, 1984; Lorde, 1990; Maracle, 1996;

Merhotra, 2010; Mirza, 1997; Murphy et al., 2009; Mohanty, 1998, 2004; Ng, 1993,

1989; Razack, 1998; Shaikh, 1998, 2000; Sudbury, 1998; Wane, 2002). These

discussions were part of the everyday landscape of women’s organizations. It was clear

that the struggles of women of colour were successful in shaping feminism and feminist

organizational practice both materially and discursively by convincing members of

women’s organizations to take notice of racism and how processes of racialization were

interconnected with other relations of oppression such as those based on gender and class.

As I have argued earlier, in the review of the literature of antiracist feminist

organizing, it is important to attend to the successes of antiracist feminism within

women’s organizations. The accounts of the research participants relayed how antiracism

and feminism were connected in women’s organizations in four significant ways. These

are that: 1) antiracism and feminism were “naturally” connected; 2) previous gender-

centred struggles allowed antiracism to develop in women’s organizations; 3) antiracism

was simply part of the formal structures of women’s organizations, and; 4) antiracism

infused and guided the everyday practices of women’s organizations and their staff

members. It is precisely through their accounts in which the participants described the

connections between feminism and antiracism that we can see the ways in which the

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racialized women’s historical agency has indelibly affected the broader women’s

movement; that is, that antiracist feminists have had historicity.

Antiracism and feminism as “naturally” connected

Despite women’s different experiences of participating in antiracist activism within

women’s organizations, the participants in this research echoed an ideal of feminist

organizing where antiracist and feminist struggles were seen as inseparable. Several of

the women revealed their understanding that antiracism and/or antioppression was a

natural or usual part of women’s organizations and movements. Lodge said for example:

I think it’s like, within, like, any kind of feminist organization, I guess like, you think feminist, you think about racism, antiracism, antioppression work.

Whether the women spoke of an “integrative antiracist feminist” practice,

“intersectionality,” “antioppression,” it was clear that they alluded to a practice which

took up the ideas that racism, sexism, and other processes of oppression were linked.

Theta cited academic literature in reflecting on her relatively early foray into

feminism when she spoke about how, for her, antiracism and feminism were connected.

She noted:

I came in with a feminist analysis to my work and approach to my work and then and some antiracism, some antioppression analysis as well, cause for me um, for me feminism is antiracism-antioppression work. It was anyways initially, when like I was 17, I started … reading bell hooks, you know, so they were integrated for me, those ideas anyway. So, then I went to women’s studies and I got more of that same stuff right?

Although very few of the women made explicit references to particular theorists, all of

them alluded to formal and informal education and/or workshops where they were

exposed to, and subsequently developed, integrative antioppression analyses.

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The women also spoke about how their work allowed them to discuss antiracism

and antioppression as natural extensions of their feminist work. For example, Freddy

pointed out that within her organization discussions around oppression and privilege

came up as a consequence of working together:

Yeah, I think that in terms of how we work together because we’re beginning the process of having to plan more programming together … discussions around oppression and power and privilege do come up naturally.

In elaborating on these discussions on oppression and so on, Freddy alluded to women’s

willingness to educate their co-workers on various forms of oppression through

workshops and training and by challenging people’s language and behaviour on an

everyday basis. For Freddy, it is noteworthy that these discussions were a natural part of

her and her co-workers everyday work. The naturalness of the discussions indicated the

success of the antiracist and other social movements within feminist organizations.

Although much of the recent literature on feminist organizations focuses primarily on the

limits of the struggle against racism (Agnew, 1996, 1998; Srivastava, 2002), it is

important to pay careful attention to where antiracist feminists have made gains.

However, the assumption that women’s organizations are natural spaces for engaging

antiracism and antioppression discourses means that the history of antiracist and social

justice struggle is often easily overlooked and taken for granted.

Antiracism as historical struggle and education

Several of the research participants alluded to the history of antiracist struggle,

particularly those who had been engaged in these struggles within the feminist movement

and feminist organizations for some time. Women’s stories of these struggles normalized

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antiracist feminist social change and pointed to historical success of antiracism in

women’s organizations. For example, Sharmila gave a sense of this struggle and its

outcomes through her historical account of antiracism in her organization and its

connection to the feminist movement.

Sharmila began by stating that her organization was similar to others in North

America, in that it had started to develop a race-consciousness despite its history as a

white-run organization:

Like any women’s organization in North America, there’ve been very large issues around race — that have come to the fore. In our organization, it was very much a white women’s-run organization, I’d say for the first 15 years — from the seventies to the mid-to late eighties.

In her account of the history of antiracist struggles within her own organization, she made

connections to the broader women’s movements history of antiracism:

And then in the mid-to late eighties, like in many other women’s groups, women of colour started to take more of centre-stage and they started to become more involved in the organization and challenge the white women on their racism and how they ran the organization um so this led to certain conflicts within the organization but more women of colour being hired. And we’ve had a shift over the last 10 years, where the organization now is primarily staffed by women of colour but with a very large base of people coming in who are women of colour, First Nation’s women, um white women as well. But and there have definitely been conflicts around race and representation over the years, and continue to be so, I would say.

Sharmila’s last sentence in the above citation highlighted that historical tensions and

successful struggle around race and representation remained controversial within her

organization.

Francine gave additional insight to the discussion through her account of the

struggle to incorporate antiracist change at the women’s shelter where she was a board

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member in the mid-1990s. She talked about being recruited as part of an initiative to

increase the number of women of colour on the board of directors:

There was not particularly much antiracism before that time. I think that when I first started, there had been a number of issues of racism that had evolved up to a point I was actually asked to join [as a board member]… Actually, there had been a whole scale resignation of the board, possibly around the issue of race. I can’t say that exactly, except, that I know it was primarily women of colour who were being recruited for this new board. And I remember joining with a new slate of women, and most of them I had met before as well. It wasn’t an entirely women’s of colour board, but certainly, I think compared to what I’m used where typically there was a few women of colour before it was different than that there were a critical number — critical mass of women of colour.

This “critical mass” allowed women of colour to integrate antiracism within the everyday

policies and practices of women’s organization. This was challenging as the board was

accused of having a “particular agenda.” Francine elaborated on this:

Well maybe it’s easier to think about what our agenda actually was, as opposed to what we were perceived to be doing. We definitely wanted a change in the organization, you know. We definitely wanted to have it more — to sustain a racially mixed board um a racially mixed staff that was supported. We wanted to do antiracism work in the organization. We wanted that to inform everything we did, all the policies that we wrote — we wanted to — definitely, we wanted to make structural changes in the organization.

By making clear the goals of the board, Francine’s account made explicit the historical

legacy of women of colour’s activism which, as Sharmila put it, “took centre-stage,” in

making antiracist change. In particular, Francine’s discussion showed how women of

colour struggled to make structural gains and to guide organizational practices.

Aj talked about how the shelter where she worked provided antiracism training

for their staff through consultation with activist women of colour. Aj discussed how this

training helped to alleviate some of the tension around racism:

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Okay, they [other staff] are always open, because we always have these trainings. One thing we, the organization why it’s like this presently, staff and management are receiving antioppression workshops, … [which] was a recommendation that was given to the organization. By focus groups sessions with women of colour. Yeah. I know, for the staff — four or five years, they been doing this training every year or every other year. That training helps. I know that at one time I had big issues and I thought, “it’s race and discrimination,” but not anymore. Because people are like sensitive you know that kind of thing and people are like very aware of race issues.

Aj’s observations that the people in her workplace had learned from the ongoing

workshops was similar to other women’s narrations about some of the gains (albeit

tentative, as I describe later in this chapter) of antiracist struggle within organizations.

Antiracism as mandated by the organization

The success of antiracist struggle was apparent also in women’s accounts that relayed

how management took up antiracist change. Significantly, all but two of the organizations

in which women of colour worked had explicit antiracist and/or antioppression policies or

action plans. Most of the organizations also had antiracist/antioppression or diversity

outreach committees and some of the organizations had diversity-related programs. All

had ongoing antiracist or antioppression training sanctioned or encouraged by (other)

board members, directors, and managers. In fact, the women spoke about the ways in

which antiracism was, in some cases, mandated by the organization.

Lodge, for example, described how antiracist and antioppression training was

required as part of her regular work as a front-line shelter worker:

But still we’re always having ongoing education in regards to violence against women issues…Antioppression is a must. Some things is mandatory and the antioppression training, group facilitation training. You have to do it … antioppression especially. Antiracism is a must.

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Although her description of how mandatory training was decided upon and who made

those decisions was unclear, it was evident that antiracism/antioppression were

considered part of the shelter’s regular work. The fact that antioppression training was

mandatory signaled the degree to which antiracism was part and parcel of the shelter’s

mission.

Catherine described another example of the salience of antiracism and

antioppression discourse in the everyday operations of women’s organization, when she

spoke about its place in her organization. Catherine told me that a white manager had

introduced antiracism about three years earlier:

Because the boss years ago, decided that’s it. “We’re gonna go antiracism, antioppression.” And then we did, we totally went that way — so there was no medium point.

Catherine’s comment about antiracism as coming from “the boss,” and not just any boss,

but a white woman, was noteworthy because it signified that members of the

management took antiracism seriously, at least at the level of policy and training.

During our conversations, the activists often discussed issues of “diversity” and

“diversification” to relay the readiness (or lack thereof) of women’s organizations to

integrate feminist analysis with antioppression and antiracism. Soni, for example, talked

about her organization “being ready to diversify”:

I came on to the team in January and I came on to, you know, diversify the organization. I managed [both] the public ed program and the diversity outreach program… The informal sense was that we were going diversify and we first going to start with the South Asian community and this was going to best practices…That’s what I had come on board with, you know, and that’s why I actually took this position.

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At least half of the women’s organizations had a committee or program that dealt with

diversity or community outreach.

In addition, most of the organizations had a formalized committee or program, as

part of the board’s functioning. Theta, for example described her organization’s antiracist

and diversity work:

We have Diversity Communities Outreach Program and when I first started on the management committee, I was part of that. And, well we do have an antiracist action plan.

Theta also spoke about being increasingly called upon by her colleagues and supervisors

to do the antiracist work in her umbrella service organization:

So I mean lots of organizations are caught into antiracist work, but now I’m being increasingly called upon to do this work. It was already important to women’s services, but ... now it’s something that the [umbrella organization name] is looking at now, doing. So it’s something we’ve looked at in women’s services but it hasn’t fully evolved I would say. You know, we don’t have a policy or anything so that’s — and I mentioned the size of the organization. It is huge — and with lots of different perspectives and lots of different focuses — we work with women — there’s services that — centres that specifically focus on youth right like… So, for the larger organization is looking at the issue of antiracism, and now it’s being brought. We are starting to talk about it. Um at a bigger-and larger level…. Well it’s just — so there [in the women’s services] — some of it is very unstructured talk — as you would expect, right? Then we have actually have the workshops.

Theta’s organization was atypical from other participant’s organizations in that the

organization was only just “starting to talk about” antiracism at the level of the umbrella

organization. Additionally, Theta described the fact that women’s services, including the

shelters which she managed, had already been doing antiracist work, albeit not in a “fully

evolved way.” Theta further described how the women’s “unstructured talk” and

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“workshops” were part and parcel of the organization’s antiracist action plan and central

to the umbrella organization’s mandate.

Mishka also spoke about the importance of diversity to the director’s and board

members’ visions of the organization at all levels. She said that at first, there were very

few immigrant women in this organization and that this had changed during the two years

she was there:

Il y a très peu de femmes immigrantes à part [name of organization] … quand j'ai commence. Je ne s j'étais pas là au début, mais il faut dire que la directrice qui était là qui a commencé le centre avait cette ouverture au niveau de la diversité, au niveau du des services, au niveau du personnel, au niveau de des resources. Ça c'est la vision qu'elle a -- féministe et diversifié. Beaucoup, beaucoup, parce que c'était diversifié où il y avait du personnel lesbienne il y avait il y a toutes sortes de diversité à l'intérieur de l'équipe…Même le conseil d'administration avait cette vision là donc. Ça a continué. Et l'autre chose aussi c'est que la communauté immigrante francophone comment ça augmentait . Et on commence de plus en plus à reconnaître l'éducation et l'expertise de ces personnes là… [There were very few immigrant women part of this organization when I started. I wasn’t there at the beginning, but I should say that the director was open to having diversity at the level of services, personnel and resources. It was this feminist and diversified vision that she had. Definitely, definitely, because it was diversified within the organization, including lesbian and diverse staff within the team… Even the board of directors had this vision and this continued. The other thing was that the immigrant francophone community was also growing. And we began to increasingly recognize the education and expertise of these people.]

Mishka said that it was because of this vision and direction she was able to continue with

her activist and community development work.

In addition, Mishka spoke about how her paid work as a counsellor and outreach

worker allowed her to develop her community links and to create a new advocacy

organization focused on immigrant francophone women:

Il y avait beaucoup d'ouverture en fait de manoeuvre de travail dans ce que je voulais travailler, par rapport aux femmes immigrantes, la raison pour

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laquelle je me suis impliquée beaucoup beaucoup dans la création du [name of provincial advocacy group]. Parce que, il y avait pas d'organisation provinciale pour les femmes immigrantes et … Et moi, quand j'ai commencé à travailler à [name of organization], je faisais la liaison communautaire avec des groupes de femmes, mais il y avait pas d'argent, il y avait personne qui pouvait prendre des dossiers. Alors moi ce que j'ai mis beaucoup de développer le [name of provincial advocacy group]. Alors… l’organisation euh m'a donné cette flexibilité. [There was a lot of opening for me to be able to do the kind of work I wanted to do for immigrant women, and this was how I was able to do a lot of work in the creation of the provincial advocacy group for immigrant women. Because there was no provincial organization for immigrant women and it was me who became the community liaison to connect women. But there was no money and no staff to be able to do so. So, it was me who became very involved in the development of the provincial advocacy group. So, the organization gave me this flexibility.]

In terms of actual resources of time, the shelter with which Mishka worked allowed her to

develop this advocacy organization because of the success of antiracist feminism and the

director’s and board members’ desire to “diversify” the organization. As Mishka pointed

out, the provincial advocacy group could not have functioned without this support.

Antiracism and antioppression as guides to organizational practice

In another example of success, Freddy suggested that with more visible diversity

discussions of antiracism emerge “naturally”:

I think in our organization we work really hard organizationally to work in an antioppression model — so an example of that is that in the women with disabilities project, an in the deaf women project, we’re talking about deaf women that are lesbian, we are talking about trans, we’re talking about younger and older, deaf women, I mean they tend to be young deaf women, um because the coordinator is a young deaf woman, but there’s a real effort towards inclusion and accommodation and understanding — within the women of disabilities you have women with different kinds of disabilities — you have women that are lesbian, women that are straight, um older women, younger women, women that have been institutionalized, not institutionalized, you are talking about newcomer women.

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Freddy also spoke about how people working within her organization collectively worked

to develop their anti-oppressive practice:

Within the immigrant women’s group, we work across different communities. We really, really work hard around homophobia. One of the big ones among a lot of the women that we work with have been the areas of things like homophobia and and you know, trans L-G-B-T-Q, and so we’ve worked hard to train. We’ve done a lot of work around awareness building around women with disability issues — we have women with disabilities and deaf women in the immigrant and refugee women’s program… I think it, I have to say it’s not a constant, so much a constant struggle, I think in our organization. It’s a constant movement forward towards integrating what we know and sharing our knowledge.

In this sense, then Freddy argued that in the context of her organization the success of

antiracism and antioppression was not seen as ‘struggle’, but as “moving forward.”

Sharmila’s organization, too, benefitted from the successes of the antiracist

feminist movement. She talked about how an antiracist feminist analysis was integrated

in her daily work as a manager:

Depending on what kinds of partnerships that we make with other community groups, we are always looking at you know who are they, what are their sort of race politics. [We look at] the kind of material that we carry, the resources that we have at the organization are very much a part of our philosophy, of being an antiracist organization and also I would say the political stands that we take as an organization, very much reflect our stand. We’re an organization that has um a mandate to support liberation movements um across the globe, be they you know movements for justice with you know First Nations’ people, Palestinians, um people of the African Diaspora, so those are things that, we put our names on certain things as co-sponsors.

In similar terms, Maria described how antiracism infiltrated everyday practice

within the board and the whole of her organization.

We do have an antiracist action plan, so it must be — that’s the starting place for everything that we do, so yeah, we do all those policies in place.

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It’s very explicit, it’s something that infiltrates every part of the organization, we ask it at interviews. I mean it’s very much present. But, you know, I think that things like that are, you know, and I think, well how do you evaluate that?

As the example above show, it is possible to evaluate specific ways in which women’s

organizations attempted to put into practice antiracist feminist ideals. In fact, the attempts

point to an ideal aimed at an integrative antiracist feminist practice and action of, moving

from policy and intention into program evaluation, evaluating hiring decisions, and

shifting interpersonal dealings with clients and co-workers. In this way, it was clear that

the momentum and gains antiracist feminists have achieved in the past were still in the

process of being propelled and recreated within women’s organizations.

Disconnection between Ideals and Practice

Despite the successes of antiracist feminist activism of the 1980s and 1990s, a disparity

continued to exist between feminist movement organizations’ policies expressing

integrative feminist and antiracist ideals and the actual implementation of those ideals.

The research participants revealed that they continued to struggle for integrative antiracist

feminism in their organizations, even when the agencies gave explicit and tacit support

for antiracist feminism. The disconnection between the ideals and lived experience of

antiracist feminism relayed in the women’s accounts was consistent with the academic

and activist literature that critiques feminist organization members’ inadequate attempts

to address racism (Agnew, 1996, 1998; Gottlieb, 1993; Kohli, 1993; Maraj Grahame,

1998, 2000; Morgen, 1995; Nadeau, 2005, 2009; Scott, 2000; Srivastava, 2002; Simonds,

1996; Sudbury, 1998; Transken, 1998).

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The space of disjuncture between antiracist feminist ideals and practice, or

inability to achieve antiracist feminist praxis, is an important one to look at because it can

provide us with clues on how antiracist feminism is institutionally organized and how

women negotiate this disjuncture. Women relayed the disjuncture between the ideal of an

integrative antiracist feminist practice and their lived experience in a number of ways.

These included the ambivalence they felt about the progress of antiracism in women’s

organizations; their direct personal experience of racialized discrimination and; their

experience of being sanctioned for calling attention to racialization and racism.

Moreover, a comparative analysis of the women’s accounts of antiracism in women’s

organization revealed the range of ways women of colour took up and understood

antiracist feminism in their organizational contexts.

So far, I have discussed four areas where antiracist and feminist praxes were

connected in women’s organizations, I will turn now to examining how antiracist and

feminist praxes were disconnected in women’s organizations. The discussion that follows

is divided into four areas under the subheadings of: limitations in implementing antiracist

feminism; organizational experience of racism and racialized discrimination; disciplining

antiracist, feminist, and social justice activism and; conflict among women of colour’s

antiracist feminist practices.

Limitations in implementing antiracist feminism

Although women acknowledged the explicit and tacit support for antiracist feminist

ideals within their organizations, they also spoke of facing difficulties in developing

antiracist politics within their local settings – an example of the contradictory nature of

their organizations. Self-reflection on their experience of progressive change in their

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organization revealed certain ambivalence toward putting antiracist feminist ideals into

practice. On one end of the spectrum there was Tuffy’s organization, which did not have

a formal policy on increasing the diversity of the organization, although, as she wistfully

put it, people in her organization had “a strong knowledge that it’s the right thing to do.”

Tuffy reflected, in particular, on the progress of her organization’s record on

diversity and the improvement it had made over twelve years. She said that, although the

board was “supposed to be representative of the community,” it had fallen short:

Our board of director is made up exclusively of women – 18 years and older. The board is supposed to be representative of the community – it’s getting better – however what we have not done a very good job with – until recent years, being able to recruit a diverse population to the board table — diverse from the point of view of economics, diverse from the point of view race, religion, ethnic background what have you. We have at points had a board that was completely made up of white women – and I used to sit in a room with them and say, “There’s you’all and then there’s me.”

Interestingly, despite the acknowledgement that antiracism was the “right thing to do,”

Tuffy expressed ambivalence around implementing antiracism in her organization:

I haven’t found anything to prove this wrong but I think that shelter workers are some of the most progressive thinkers in terms of work forces anywhere. Now you know that makes for a whole variety of difficulties because when you got a whole bunch of progressive thinkers, then they always want to go outside the box. And like I said to my 17-year-old the other day you know, he was talking about rules at school and I’d ended up in the principal’s office with him and he was right, in this particular situation. But I said to him, “You know, the difficulty is that you know rules aren’t set for the few; they’re set for the many. And if you don’t have rules, you’ve got anarchy. And then you’ve got chaos, and then you know, everybody’s going in a different direction and you have no order at all in your society.” And I think that’s one of the things that happens inside shelters sometimes is that we’ve got such progressive thinkers, that nobody wants any rules. But the reality is, is if you don’t have some — you know and I’ve seen rules and guidelines, I mean they’re not hard and fast in my way of thinking, if you don’t have some guidelines, by which everybody operates then you got pandemonium. I’m well aware of the challenges that shelters have face, so that’s a huge challenge. That does

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not mean by any stretch of the imagination that we run away from the challenge, that we don’t have an obligation to try and meet that challenge, it just means that we have to recognize that there are going to be issues, inherent in trying to implement a different philosophy or a different way of thinking.

Tuffy was ambivalent about putting antiracist feminist principles into practice in here

organization because she was afraid of managing the conflict, and “pandemonium” as she

put it, that she felt may ensue. She referred to some women’s organizations within

Southern Ontario as “imploding” as a result of conflict around issues of race and

racialization and was worried that this might happen to her organization as well. Despite

this worry, Tuffy did take small, incremental steps to introduce antiracism within her

organization, particularly in collaboration with other “sister” organizations.

Lodge also reflected on her own and other organizations’ struggles toward an

antiracist feminist practice:

… any kind of feminist organization, I guess like, you think feminist, you think about racism, antiracism, antioppression work. I know about a lot of agencies say they do it, but for our agency we try to do it, because of all the different issues. And a lot of times, you know, we see it against where we go wrong in a lot of stuff. Then we know we need to be able, if we’re saying, you know, it’s diverse and, you know, we need to provide service for all women and children, then we need to be trained to deal with all women and children, in regards to cultural perspective and all the other stuff.

Lodge connected her organization’s antiracist feminist ideals of providing service to all

women, specifically around cultural diversity, to other organizations who “say they do”

(see also Agnew, 1996) antioppression and feminist work. She relayed that despite the

intention of the members, her organization did not always achieve their antiracist feminist

goal to provide a full range of services to all, despite cultural origin.

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Agencies implemented antiracism feminism to different degrees and in different

ways. This was evident in Aj’s comparison of the efforts made by the shelter where she

worked as a front-line staff and those made by the counselling centre for racially and

culturally diverse women where she was the director. She said that both organizations

worked from an “integrative antiracist feminist perspective,” but each was “quite

different” in how they put this perspective into practice:

This [counselling] agency is quite different, because this one started from that. You know, that it’s something you already built-in. And for the fact that I’m here, it helps you know. So I maintain it, you know, make sure the organization runs like that. Now for the fact I say, the majority of us are like women of colour, you know. So, from the other agency it’s quite different because you have turnover. You know and whether it is practiced it depends on who ever is working there at that point, you know … And also with a large number of staff it is so difficult, because we may get three or so staff who are practicing, working from that framework.

While Aj acknowledged that both organizations worked from the same antiracist feminist

framework, she indicated that the counselling centre was more able to put into practice an

antiracist feminist vision. She attributed a number of factors to this difference, and, more

specifically, to why it was more difficult to develop an antiracist feminist praxis at the

shelter, namely: the (relatively lower) proportion of racialized workers; the (higher)

amount of turnover; the (lower) proportion of workers who actually worked from an

integrative perspective; and that she was not the director of the shelter, but was the

director of the counselling centre (and thus, implied that, the embodied and politicized

identities of leadership mattered to antiracist practice).

Aj’s description of the differences between the two organizations where she

worked included a critique of the shelter workers’ practice, citing, in particular, that many

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workers who were supposed to incorporate an integrated antiracist feminist practice at the

shelter did so inconsistently:

And you have other workers who are not applying it in their work, women, you know that kind of thing so you see it’s so challenging…. It’s all like inconsistent in the way we behave with women of colour. Or it is something unintentional, you know, sometimes it happens, or the way it will be perceived… because sometime it could be ignorance, somebody who doesn’t act in a certain way, little things people may be doing. Without knowing they’re offending other people. Or that other people feel this way you know. So to them it may be okay. There’s nothing wrong with it. But for the other person, maybe, yes. You can see there’s something in it…

Aj spoke about her co-workers being “inconsistent” in their behaviour towards women of

colour and, by extension, in their antiracist practice (see also Agnew, 1996; Srivastava,

2002; Ahmed, 2009 who all describe discrepancies, tensions, and paradoxes of antiracist

feminist practice).

Sharmila offered a similar commentary on her organization’s members’ practice

of integrated antioppression analysis. She commented that even though all the employees

and management members brought to their work a multi-oppression analysis, not

everyone practiced it.

But even though all of us come from a multi-oppression analysis, it doesn’t mean that we all practice it, right? I mean everyone who works at this organization does come in with a sense of multiple forms of oppression — looking at different issues around diversity. But in practice, it can be something else.

Like Aj, Sharmila’s reflection on the fact that organization’s mandate to work from a

“multi-oppression analysis” did not necessarily mean that all members of the

organization actually put into practice the ideals. Although diversity of approaches may

be valued in a particular workplace, the spirit of Sharmila’s comments was more of a

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critique and pointed to the fact that no matter what an organization’s stated politicized

vision, there were limits to ensuring that all organizational actors did, indeed, attend to

and put into practice commitments to an intersectional analysis of oppression.

Organizational experience of racism and racialized discrimination

Although not all of the women discussed explicitly their personal experiences of

racialized discrimination or racism within women’s organizations, a few women did talk

about these. Given most of the organizations’ antiracist goals, the women’s accounts of

racialization, racism, and discrimination was an indication that these ideals had not been

adequately put into practice. Lodge spoke about an experience of discrimination at a

women’s shelter where she had worked at as part of her training as an addictions

counsellor.

Three years ago, I did some placement here in [a different shelter in the region]. It was very oppressive. No person of colour there. They didn’t train me well. They didn’t even have me really do a placement. … This, at the time was another volunteer, a white woman, and then she end up take me on. And they have like a program there that they start peer support program. And that was to train people to go out in the community to support people in the community that experience violence or people that leave the shelter or whatever. And then that’s how I went through that peer support training. And they trained me. That’s how I get training. But the organization themselves didn’t tell me that I could do this. They just had me do photocopying. You know, photocopy this, photocopy that. Clean up this, clean up that. Yeah. That’s what they do… And then I applied for relief there, and they still wouldn’t hire me.

Unlike Lodge, some of the women who described a troubling experience within their

organizations were reluctant to label their experience as racism per se. However, they

acknowledged that resistance to antiracism had played a part in their experience of the

disjuncture between the organization’s desire to address racism and to integrate diversity,

and their everyday experience of resistance towards antiracism.

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Mishka, for example, remarked:

Je pense que, il y avait – malgré que, au niveau de la direction il y avait la volonté d'intégrer la diversité, à tous les niveaux il en demeurait [une résistance] pas moins ce qu'il y avait des individus à l'intérieur de l'organisme. Tu peux pas dire qu'ils étaient qu'elles étaient racistes, mais on sentait une certaine résistance. [I think that, there was, even though at the level of management there was a desire to integrate diversity, at all the levels, there remained a resistance, no less with the individuals within the organization. You couldn’t say that they were racist, but you could sense a certain resistance.]

Mishka distinguished between the management’s and organization’s direction and her

everyday feeling that there was some “resistance” to integrating immigrant women at all

levels of the organization. While she downplayed the issue of racist discrimination, she

explained further that there was a certain lack of acknowledgement of the abilities of

immigrant women:

On sentait une certaine, la non-reconnaissance de la capacité des femmes immigrantes. Ils remettaient parfois en doute, ah c'est que il fallait que, je travaille plus fort tu réfléchisses deux fois plus tu sois/ génie dans ta façon, pour convaincre la personne que t'es capable de réflêchir. Mais je peux dire que c'est vraiment racisme. [It feels like there’s a certain lack of recognition of the abilities of immigrant women. Sometimes it feels like we have to work twice hard, be twice as smart, or be more innovative to convince someone that you are capable of thinking. But I can’t say that it is really racism.]

Similarly, Kimberley spoke about the difficulties she experienced in trying to gain

support from the administrative staff.

I sometimes need someone else to do administrative assistance.… So sometimes I consult the E.D., you know, “Can I give this work to these people, is it alright?” The E.D. says, “Oh sure, it’s their job.’ And I do it, then they’re so offended … and they yell at me sometimes … but I cannot get everyone’s shit for [laughs] example — cause I’m not the garbage can, I’m not a drum for everyone to beat, yeah. And when I try to raise my voice to be, to just to get respected by others, then I’m hearing … that I

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have power and control issues. In a way it’s true, because I want to be respected.

Kimberley’s attempts to be respected and heard in the organization meant that she was

accused of “having problems” with power and control. She rationalized that racialized,

gendered and ageist discrimination affected her authority in the organization, despite the

fact that the organization was less hierarchical than others:

I mean, we are — except for the E.D — theoretically we are all equal to each other in terms of our position. But I’m the youngest staff here, that, and also I … have relatively small body, and … and I can easily be ignored, or put-down. Cause I experience it every day, even on the street car, and everywhere, it’s not an issue only here, but I experience it everywhere else, so I’m trying to be nice and gentle all the time, so sometimes I don’t seem like very firm or … assertive.… I’m not sure if it’s racism or racialization, but [laughs], maybe. And also East Asians in general, don’t have a big body, and they are not very expressive and they seem to be quiet. It varies from person to person, but…

Soni also described her interactions with one staff person and her experience of

facing discrimination at her current workplace and other women’s organizations:

I’ve been here a year but, it’s so done, you know, diversifying an organization, encountering racism, it’s just, like, so done. I mean there have been many times that I’ve encountered many white oppressors — feminists, you know. We have a woman here who’s the finance coordinator who’s quite oppressive — whose name is [financial coordinator’s name]. I’ve met many [financial coordinator’s name]s in my life before. It’s nothing new to me — nothing new to me to have to explain my culture and to educate around antioppression and challenge people. That part is not new. If there’s anything I’ve learned about me, how do I negotiate myself — steady, through those moments and, you know, which I’ve — I also think I’ve done before I came here too. So I mean that’s why I’ve survived this long.

Soni attributed the discrimination that she faced to her perceived (and actual) radicalism:

Well, she’s HR, she’s money, money is power within the non-profit, right? She controls funding, and also she’s been here for 12 years, she’s been the longest in the agency, so she carries with her the history of the

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organization. And she’s white, middle-class and she’s highly privileged, she’s heterosexist and all those things in one. And she doesn’t like my politics. She’s indirectly told me that. For example, she doesn’t like the fact I have these posters up on the wall. They are, there nothing really unusual. They’re nothing highly radical. They’re — I mean any women’s organization you can walk into and you can see these. But these are the most radical thing in this organization, let me tell ya.

The women of colour also spoke about racialized discrimination among women of

colour. Aj, for example, described her challenge to colleagues who would make remarks

about racialized men. Aj suggested that the reason that some of her colleagues continued

to make such comments had to do with what she called “internalized racism”:

Sometimes, within women of colour, there is this dynamic too, that they may say things that are inappropriate. Thinking because it’s coming from them [as women of colour], it was okay. I will still challenge them, just like I will do for a white woman. And so one thing I noticed this also for women of colour have — what do you call it? They have…umm… internalized racism too — some of them you know. So, people, who like… things happened to them over the years, you know like they believe, for instance, they may say, you know, some of them may think, for me it could be, to be recognized or to get ahead, I have to identify with white culture. Or we hear them putting their own culture people down. Or saying the same things that other people will say about them, that is racist or offensive, you know? So, like I know a South Asian women saying “Paki” before, that kind of thing… Some women, I hear them say, “I don’t like to go out [with men of my culture or race].” I have a staff, one of my colleagues, that was said, right here years ago when I was working at [the shelter I worked at], she said to me, she was born in England, from Indian descent, she says to me, during a shift change, that she’s only going out with black or white men, not with Indian men. And I said to her. “Can you tell me why?” And she gave me, the reason she gave, I said to her, “That’s internalized racism, you know, you have to look at yourself, you know maybe you have to try to link with a man from your culture, because you may find someone who is not, you know that kind of thing.” And you also hear people say different things. Or hearing a black women saying “You shouldn’t go to black people’s clubs, because they are pigs,” that kind of thing. And I said, “What are you trying to say? You’ve internalized racism.” It’s not right because she thought she could get away from the remark because she’s a black woman whereas if it was a white woman who made that comment, everybody will accuse her of racism.

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Aj described how some of her colleagues, despite being women of colour and antiracist

feminist activists, also participated in patterns of racialized discrimination.

Several of the research participants also alluded to their experience of racialized

discrimination, not only by white women, but also by women of colour within women’s

organizations. This discrimination existed despite the stated goals within the

organizations to eliminate racism. Another example of this was Francine’s account of

some of the human rights challenges faced by the board that she was a part of:

I remember a number of issues and conflicts around equity issues. So for example, one of the managers, a Caribbean black woman was in serious conflict with an African woman from the continent. And the issues were specifically um identified as racialism. The front-line worker from the continent specifically complained about being treated differentially and unfairly because she was a woman from the continent. In another situation – she complained of being referred to in disrespectful ways and I think that what was critical for us [members of the board], was that one of the issues that the front-line continental African worker had identified was, again she was being differently treated, than other workers. And I seem to remember that one of the examples – the difference between them – that she raised was around work assignments. Um. I think she might have responded to a job posting within the shelter for another position um and that as a result of a competition, she, she may not – she was not awarded the position and felt that it happened because of the conflict that she was having with the manager. And so it, it then, it wasn’t just about um something intangible in that, you know, I feel someone is not being nice to me for this reason. I feel that I’m being spoken to in a different way than other people. The issue, the primary issue is being complained about was something very tangible that, you know, I applied for this job, I felt that I was more qualified. I certainly had enough seniority and yet I didn’t get the position. And that was what was obligated us to respond.

Francine’s example echoed another participant’s account. Catherine, a South

Asian shelter worker, felt that she was discriminated against because of a combination of

racialized discrimination and favouritism. Catherine spoke about being denied an internal

supervisory position because of racialized bias (specifically, that Catherine identified as

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South Asian and the person who was hired in the position identified as Black), despite her

seniority over other candidates in the organization.

But for [my manager], she doesn’t want to hurt any black women, so it’s gone WAY on other side…. As far as I’m concerned, I had way more experience and knowledge than this person whom they hired. Because the coordinator was friends with the woman who got it. Yeah, it was a whole big mess. So I know, favouritism because — if they didn’t give me a position and they gave it to [my co-worker], there’s something wrong there. I’ve been there 11 years, she’s been there 5 years — I have way more experience – and I wasn’t offered that position.

During a staff meeting, Catherine pointed out that the organization was not fulfilling their

antiracist and feminist goals. She accused the management of favouritism and hypocrisy.

I just said, I just want them to understand that doing favouritism and doing this work - and how it affects a person - a woman of colour. If they can’t understand that. So it’s like when [this organization] helps somebody out in community as a worker, and then, like you took every opportunity away from me to do this, to be a public speaker and pull the rug under me as a women of colour, an immigrant woman, a single mom, and then you go out and help women in the community. [At the staff meeting] I said, ‘We failed.’

While Catherine’s accusation of hypocrisy, favouritism and racialized discrimination of

other antiracist feminists had little effect on the outcome of the hiring process, her

account described how all racialized women did not benefit from antiracist feminist

practices. As well, Catherine’s account highlights, as other women’s accounts do, that the

integration of an antiracist feminist framework within women’s organizations did not

protect women from racialization and racist discrimination. Furthermore, the women of

colour’s accounts of racism and discrimination within women’s organizations above

signify a departure from the organizations’ stated goals of integrating diversity,

combatting racism and other forms of oppression, and moving towards an antiracist

feminist practice. In addition to speaking about organizational experiences of racism and

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racialized discrimination, women spoke about the ways they were disciplined when they

raised these concerns on their own or other women of colour’s behalf.

Disciplining antiracist, feminist, and social justice activism in organizations

The women spoke of another limiting factor in implementing ideals: being disciplined

when they raised these concerns on their own or on another woman of colour’s behalf.

Although most of the organizations in which the participants worked or volunteered were

engaged in actively implementing antiracist change, when racism, tokenism,

ethnocentrism or white privilege was critiqued the participants were subject to forms of

silencing, shaming and disciplining. Ahmed (2009) describes a similar sort of experience

with antiracism and diversity work within universities within the UK. As she puts it:

The organisation becomes the subject of feeling, the one who must be protected, the one who is easily bruised or hurt. To speak of racism is to introduce bad feeling. It is to hurt not just the organisation, re-imagined as a subject with feelings, but also the subjects who identify with the organisation, the ‘good white diversity’ subjects, to whom we are supposed to be grateful (p. 47).

This outrage, indignation and defensiveness was not uncommon in women’s

organizations, particularly in those who were most positively engaged in antiracist

struggle (see also Srivastava, 2002).

For example, despite Aj’s statement that antiracist training in her organization had

sensitized her colleagues to issues of diversity, culture, and racism, she described an

incident in which she had come into conflict around diversity with a white colleague.

When Aj advocated for serving food from diverse cultures at a party, a colleague had

reacted to being challenged around the food selection.

So what happened this Christmas we are coordinating the food for the Christmas party … so there is this [mainstream] restaurant they wanted to

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order food from. … And considering the fact that a lot of our clients have been women of colour, so I was proposing that the food wasn’t multicultural, that we try to, because you have these women from these cultural groups that they will not like the food. So you know that, I noticed she [a co-worker] was trying to block the cultural foods, then I got angry – I reacted, I said to her that we must prepare cultural food, because a lot of our clients are women from various cultural backgrounds so it’s okay, bring the other food…. We will eat that [from the mainstream restaurant], but we have to also bring other too.

As Aj began talking about issues of diversity and race, her colleague began to cry and

accused Aj of calling her “a racist”:

She was saying that I called her a racist, which I didn’t. But that was her understanding that I did. But I didn’t call her that… I said to her, no, I didn't call you racist you know, I was saying to you we have to understand that women from other cultures like that [different] food. So we went to meet our manager and I told her what ever happened, I said to her do you think that you know because I presented my views in this area, ‘Does this mean that I call her a racist?’ She said, “No.”

This conflict lasted for months and Aj felt that it was because her colleague was

embarrassed about neglecting to be mindful of diversity.

Even though Aj’s manager supported her in raising the issue of the need to

accommodate individual cultural food preferences, Aj experienced a protracted conflict,

leading to a formalized mediation process.

But she [co-worker] was still emphasizing and it went on for months! [laughing] So I’m giving you an example. She felt bad because I raised the issue, you know and now she’s feeling so bad, that she never thought of it. Instead of accepting it, she was trying to make me — look bad … but I picked up on it you know and challenged her in front of everybody. So she was embarrassed; so now she wants to attack me back you know? And so, then we had to do the conflict mediation…. And after all these things, you know, conflict mediation.

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For Aj and other women, a protracted conflict could be seen as a form of disciplining

which meant that there were emotional consequences to raising concerns around issues of

diversity.

Some of the participants described being disciplined for pointing our racist

practices, even when the organization itself had stated antiracist goals and were engaged

in antiracist practice. For example, Lodge was disciplined for protesting when a black

woman who had been a resident/service user of her shelter was asked to become part of

the agency’s board. Although Lodge was actively engaged in the organization’s work to

diversify, she criticized the board’s lack of attention to its own policies, which prohibited

past service users from becoming volunteers within the organization until several years

had passed:

On the board, now we have a black woman that was a [past] resident [of the shelter]. And for me I just find it so exploitive. The way they, she got on… There is actually a policy which says you cannot be part of the organization right away after you are a resident…. From my understanding they never have a service user, even volunteering, like on front line or crisis line.… It was really very yucky.

Lodge also described her anger at what she felt was racialized tokenism when the

president of the board asked this black woman to be a board member.

And I know, sometime it’s good to get that opportunity to be part of the board [for women of colour]. But I know she have no voice there. I know how it is, in this, in a white-dominance organization. It doesn’t matter how intelligent you are. We know, [new immigrants might] still be a doctor and they come and they have all this education and they’re driving cab. So we [new immigrants] sit there and even though we have these brilliant ideas of how to do. Because it’s not reflecting what these white people think or how they do. Then they’re not going to listen to you anyways. … Because the conversation that she have with the [past service user and new board member], asking the woman, saying that, “Oh well, we need diversity on the board.” And that’s what the woman tell me. I was freaking mad, I was mad for just that comment itself. Well, yes you wanted tokenism! I was

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upset about it… Because the woman [past service user] said to her [the president of the board], “Like I just come to Canada, I don’t know anything about Canada. I don’t know how things is done here.” And she [the president of the board] said, “No it’s ok, we just need diversity.” ... And I was really, really mad. Like there’s no other diversity in Guelph.

In addition, Lodge objected because once she was on the board, the past service user

would not be able to access counselling services that Lodge felt she needed. In particular,

Lodge was upset by the fact that the past-resident’s need for service was ignored by the

board:

And it just for me was so yucky. Because I know I was working with her, doing a [counselling] group in the community. And I know she wanted to be in that group, but she couldn’t. She’s struggling still accessing the group. But if she access the group, she won’t be able to be on the board. And they’re asking her to be on the board. And then she has no support now. So what’s the process? Do they try to connect her without a support. No, that didn’t happen.

After Lodge raised this issue with her manager and accused the board of racism

and tokenism during a meeting, the president of the board called her to confront her:

Well, I bring that out to my manager, my manager did support me, a lot in that. And then I think, well,… I guess the E.D., maybe follow up and stuff, but then the president of the board called me. She was mad at me for saying it was not okay. It was like, ok, so if we’re supposed to try to change, where do we start, like you know. She was so mad at me! She was like, how dare you accuse me of exploitation… I don’t even remember. She asked me to write a letter of apology for saying that this wasn’t right what she did. And yeah, she said, “You have no right,” the conversation was more than that. She was telling me how I should have handled it. Like, if I heard this from the woman and I wasn’t ok with it, then I should come back and ask her. This woman [the president of the board], like she never talked to me before. You know, I don’t know her. She’s telling me, oh well, I should have follow up with her to see if it was true. Like I’m going to believe a white woman’s word over this woman I spend so much time supporting.

Lodge felt that as a result of raising this issue with her manager, she was at risk of losing

her job:

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I was very, very mad. To me, it was very exploitive and I said that. And she tell me I need to write a letter of apology. I didn’t. Like I thought I was going to lose my job! I was about to do it. So then I talked to my manager, [name]. She’s so amazing. I talked to her and she said ok, I’ll deal with it, and then she ended up the heat. Cause I did talk to her. And she did the other follow up and however... [sighed] I know... Yeah, yeah. I thought I was going to lose my job.

Lodge did not lose her job; however, being subjected to direct attack as a result of

her antiracist critiques was upsetting, particularly because of her organization’s progress

in implementing antiracist ideals in its policies, in interactions among colleagues, in

workshops and changing discourse within the work environment to reflect culturally and

racially sensitive practices with clients and so on. In spite of this progress, when Lodge

challenged board practices and accused the board of racism and racialized tokenism, her

antiracist critique was not only blocked, but she also became subject to discipline by the

board members. Specifically, her critique that the means through which the organization

attempted to diversify were tokenistic and racist, meant that feelings of hurt, indignation

and anger came to the fore (see Ahmed, 2009; Srivastava, 2002).

Similarly, in one case, a sexual assault centre decided to close down the “diversity

program” because of the challenges it faced as a result of antiracist activism. Soni was

clear that the board closed the program down because of the successes that she and her

staff were making in changing the racial composition of organizational members, and

pointing out and addressing racism in the organization. The board made this decision in

spite of the program being fully funded.

Soni described her incredulity by noting that:

The agency is going through um huge issues of conflict — huge changes that are happening in the organization around the diversity program and antioppression. The conflict is around that. The program is actually ending, which is an issue because we have core funding. And what board

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in their right mind gives up core funding? My goodness, I mean normally non-profit struggle with funding!

She further indicated that the program was going to be closed down because of a

“backlash” to policies and practices she had advocated as a manager.

And making changes around time sheets, making changes around how we evaluate staff and… being a voice, being a constant voice [against oppression] in the agency around things like that right? And … not putting up with bullshit, you know. So this was backlash, this was strong backlash to women of colour raising their voices. And of course the staff had also at that point acknowledged there was racism in the organization.

Soni said that because the women of colour staff discussed openly that they felt unsafe

discussing their experiences of racist discrimination within the organization, they were

going to lose their jobs.

The two staff, the other two women of colour had voiced that they had experienced issues of racism and discrimination, they had voiced that already months before. So, the agency was already acknowledging these were some issues that we need to work at… We have clinical session every week where staff talk about, you know, critical issues, an external person comes in and works with us. The women of colour had identified and they had identified that the clinical space is the only safe space for them to talk about these issues, and that they can’t just talk about them at the staff meeting, you need a facilitator, you need it to be a safe environment, blah, blah, blah right? So that safe space was taken away, and the diversity program was shut down. And that was the backlash that was the solving of the problem.

Soni continued by describing how the board then targeted her and other racialized staff

by closing down the programs that she oversaw. She suggested that it would have been

difficult to get rid of her because she was part of the management team.

Soni also described some other repercussions of her antioppressive practice. She

gave an example of how she and a white colleague were disciplined for voicing their

concerns about racism and oppression within the organization:

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And now then now the problem they are left is me, because I’m in management and it’s not going to be easy to get rid of me. So now it’s, you know, I’m definitely targeted, me and myself and of course [volunteer coordinator], who’s the volunteer coordinator, who is a strong ally in this um and has put herself on line and has also been very much attacked and threatened and been called a traitor for taking our side, you know. She’s actually been called that, a traitor. [The other two staff have said that] I’ve brainwashed [volunteer coordinator], I mean [volunteer coordinator] is a women who’s like 50 plus like way over 30 years working in this field. It’s like, you know, I mean I don’t have the ability to brainwash [volunteer coordinator] unless I put maybe one of my foreign mystic spells on her [laughs].

In some cases, even managers who self-identified as antiracist feminists, also

disciplined their staff for calling attention to issues of racism in the organization. Recall,

for example, Tuffy who was concerned with “pandemonium” that might result from

antiracist feminist activism. Another example of this was shown through Cee’s account

of encountering antiracist critique as the director of a women’s shelter.

Cee was frustrated by a conflict among the staff around a holiday party. The

conflict was marred by racialized divisions between white women and women of colour,

to the effect that the women of colour were going to boycott the holiday party. According

to Cee, this boycott was not due to current tensions, but based on issues from several

years ago:

It was all around having to organize a stupid little thing [lowering voice] around a holiday party. I remember hearing at one point in time, from one of the black staff, “Do you remember when we had a party and none of them [white women] came — and I said, “None of who? Those people are not even here anymore, so, big deal, none of them came.” And I said, “Unfortunately, you didn’t deal with that then, you’re not going to do deal with it now. Cause you’re not going to deal with it on my watch.” Well it is little and petty. Because if they don’t want to go, they just don’t go. You just don’t go around talking about it, you have people now, not talking to other people who are already not talking to other people. Because of what? Now, now what is this issue really about? I said, “You know, my struggle around this, is that when I came here, there was this similar kind of um tension and claims, right?” And I said, “Somewhere along the line I was, I

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was somehow convinced that it was really them. I said those people are not even here anymore! And what I’m seeing is, I’m seeing the same kind of tension, you know what I mean and the same issues and all of a sudden, you know, you’re talking about something that happened years ago. I wasn’t here, none of those people are no longer here.” And so, so like, what is it, this is a bigger issue…. So then that poses a larger question for me: Can change really occur with people who have um historic knowledge and issues?

Cee dealt with this by asking her staff not to discuss these issues at the shelter, as she felt

it was poisonous to the feeling in the shelter, particularly to the residents.

She suggested, very emphatically, that those who did speak about the issue would

be disciplined:

I have no interest in the way you deal with it, but here is my position. You do not make it an issue of discussion, in common places in the house. I mean not talking about it in public. It’s like, the residents are here, it’s not like they don’t know what’s going on. I’m going to put a gag order on you. You’re going to stop or this is what’s going to be happening.

This resulted in a challenge by one of the staff of colour, who contacted the union to

complain about Cee’s threat of discipline.

And then she went to the union and so the union rep called me. And I said well I said, “You know, I’m clear on what I can discipline employees for, what I cannot discipline them for.” I said, “However, my greater concern is what happens to the poisoning of the work environment right? And what certain behaviours can lead to.” And she said, “Oh well, so what? So what if there’s disrespect for and hurt each other’s feelings, so what?”

Cee’s role as a manager meant that despite her own biography and commitment to

antiracist feminist practice she found herself pitted against other women of colour and the

union in her attempts to manage, silence, sanction, and discipline workers for racialized

conflict.

The degree to which antiracist feminist practice was limited in the organizations

as discussed above is apparent in the ways in which women of colour activists were

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sanctioned, silenced, disciplined, and threatened by others in the organization for raising

concerns about oppression and racism. Clearly a disconnection between the women’s

organizations’ desire to diversify and the actual practice of this diversification was a

burden that antiracist feminist activists bore in personal ways.

Disparity and conflict among women of colour’s antiracist feminist practice

As was evident in Cee’s account in particular, conflict sometimes existed among

antiracist feminists’ naming of the parameters of antiracist feminist practice and action.

The research participants in this study, although committed to antiracist feminism and

social justice, exhibited contradictory beliefs and approaches to antiracist feminist

practice. This was evident within the individual accounts of the women, as well as when

their accounts were compared. The women relayed the disjuncture between the ideal of

an integrative antiracist feminist practice and their experience through the range of ways

they took up antiracist feminism in their organizational work and antiracist work.

The women did not all share the same understanding of what it meant to integrate

antiracist feminist ideals within their organizations. Francine talked about how women of

colour responded to the new board’s initiatives to integrate antiracism within the shelter

in the 1990s, indicating that women of colour took varying positions on the board’s

antiracist feminist organizational change:

And I know that even those women of colour who supported the board did not feel empowered enough, there were shelter staff who didn’t feel empowered to support the board openly with their [white] co-workers. And certainly there were other people who said nothing – and really didn’t know what they felt. And other people of colour who open challenged the board.

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Although Francine did not speak to the specific reasons for the front-line shelter staff’s

reactions to the board’s initiatives, her account made clear that women of colour had a

range of reactions to the board’s interpretation of antiracist feminist practice (including

tacitly or actively challenging or supporting).

Catherine came into conflict within her organization, not only as a victim of

racialization in her organization, but also by contesting the parameters of antiracist

feminist practice in her organization. She said that when the management of the

organization decided to do antiracism, “we totally went that way — so there was no

medium point.” Although this example shows the degree to which antiracist feminism

was successful in women’s organizations, Catherine’s comment that “there was no

medium point” suggested that she did not necessarily share the “boss’s” enthusiasm or

interpretation of antiracist feminist practice.

Catherine also challenged her manager’s implicit belief that that being antiracist

meant that black women were more authentic antiracists than other women of colour and

could not be challenged.

It doesn’t matter, you can still challenge me as a woman of colour — that doesn’t make you racist, but that’s where she [my manager] is, so. So that’s – I don’t for what reason, what happened there – I’ve no idea, there’s a one staff who shouldn’t be working there — like she has no basic skills to be a counsellor. She’s a black woman — everybody has complaints. I went and I said, I am not dealing with this woman my shift — rather give me shift alone – than putting this person — I have to take responsibility for her insulting women — nothing happened — nothing. So that’s, I don’t know, so for me that’s not antiracism.

Such contradiction within women’s organization was seen through disparity among

women of colour antiracist activists, including conflict over the practices of antiracist

feminism through everyday activities integral to women’s organizations.

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Highlighting this internal conflict and disparity among women of colour’s

antiracist feminist practices is important because antiracist feminist practice was not a

monolithic or static discourse, but was constantly shaped through antiracist feminist

struggle. Women of colour, through their everyday actions, were part of the struggle to

define the parameters of antiracist feminist practice through their organizational work.

Additionally, the tensions, paradoxes, contradictions, discrepancies, disparities

and conflicts that women faced in putting into practice antiracist ideals was, in fact, an

indication of ongoing politicized antiracist feminist struggle. The apparent contradictions

in women’s organizations cannot be understood simplistically as either the failure of

women’s antiracist feminist activism or white women’s ways of resisting antiracist

change. Rather, they need to be seen as part of the antiracist struggle within the context of

organizations that is dialectically produced through everyday politicized praxis and

organizational processes. The disconnections, paradoxes and tensions were created by

separate but intertwined relations of accountability. As I describe in the next two

chapters, the research participants’ accounts showed how antiracist feminist activism was

shaped by both forms of relations of accountability. In actual fact, antiracist feminist

praxis was shaped by multiple relations of accountability, but this dissertation explores

two distinct and intertwined sets of social relations: namely, activism shaped by

accountability to organizational functioning and governances (organizational

accountability) and activism shaped by antiracist feminism (activist responsibility).25

25 See “Key Terms” in chapter one for definitions of accountability, organizational accountability, and activist responsibility.

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Chapter Five: Organizational Accountability

While women of colour negotiated their commitments to antiracist feminism within

feminist organizations, these negotiations were shaped by specific social relations that

exist within women’s organizations. An examination of the research participants’

descriptions of the organizational processes in place at their work places revealed that

formal organizational accountability shaped26 their antiracist, feminist and activist work

by both supporting and limiting it. By formal organizational accountability or

organizational accountability, I mean accountability to the organization’s formal

administrative, bureaucratic, and governance processes and policies. In order to bring

their commitments to antiracism, feminism, and social justice into practice, women were

made answerable to the functioning of their organizations. That is, antiracist feminist

activism was socially organized through textually-mediated and hierarchicalized relations

of accountability within their organizations. Hierarchicalized relationships between

workers and managers shaped antiracist feminist practice and also extended

accountability to the extra-organizational bodies and policies. In this way, everyday work

within the organizations was also oriented to these extralocal relations.

That accountability processes and discourses are central to non-profit

organizations’ everyday work is a point I already elaborated on in the literature review

earlier. The not-for-profit sector, as a whole, has seen a rise in expectations of

accountability, which, several researchers argue, is a result of the downloading of

responsibility for the welfare of people to individuals and community organizations

26 By “shape,” I mean that antiracist feminist was socially organized through organizational accountability in ways that supported, limited and disciplined antiracist feminist.

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(Richmond and Shields, 2004; Hanlon et al., 2007; Ife, 1997; Carniol, 2005; Baines,

2008; Barnoff et al., 2006). Related to this is the observation that the state has

successfully shifted the gaze away from its unwillingness to take responsibility for the

welfare of people to more scrutiny and pressure on non-profit organizations (Fisher and

Shragge, 2002).

In addition to an increase in reporting and instability in non-profit organizations,

organizations have faced increased scrutiny due to an increase in public discourses of

non-profit scandal, inefficiency, wrongdoing, ineffectiveness, and corruption. Public

administration theorists have named this increase in interest on accountability of non-

profit organizations as the “accountability movement” (Carman, 2010). Other critical

social theorists argue that this movement towards an increase in accountability is part of a

definitive and generalized social and cultural shift towards an “audit society” (Power,

1997) or “audit culture” (Strathern, 2000; see also Miller, 2001; Rose and Miller, 1992).

In fact, Power (1997) argues that our society is characterized of what he terms an “audit

explosion” to refer to a “set of attitudes or cultural commitments to problem solving”

focused on accountability and audit (p. 4). Despite the cultural shifts towards increased

discourse and emphasis on accountability, some authors note that the concept of

accountability has been widely used, but inconsistently defined (Hoeffer, 2000; Mayhew,

2008).

The academic/non-profit sector literature on accountability primarily focusses on

the relationship between funding bodies and funded organizations within the non-profit

sector, and its links to the growing concerns about public accountability (Choudhury and

Ahmed, 2002; Hoeffer, 2000; Mayhew, 2008). Studies of non-profit accountability are

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diverse, and include such focus as implications of accountability on the funder–fundee

relationship, the reasons for increases in accountability practices within organizations, the

effects, costs and benefits of reporting on non-profit organizations, different types of

accounts, reports and evaluation, developing more efficient reporting processes, and so

on (Benjamin, 2008; Carman, 2010; Choudhury and Ahmed, 2002; Hanlon et al., 2007;

Hoeffer, 2000; Mayhew, 2008).

Accountability usually means being held to account by, or answerable to, a

recognized authority; it may also mean a willingness to endure scrutiny (Benjamin, 2008;

Choudhury and Ahmed, 2002; Mayhew, 2008; Miller, 1997). As I described in the “Key

Terms” section of chapter one, I use the notion of accountability in more general terms,

whereby relations of accountability refer to people’s actions of providing and monitoring

of accounts as part and parcel of their everyday interactions. Thus, relations of

accountability include formalized and institutionalized relationships (such as those

between funder and fundee), but not solely. Power (1997), for example, writes, that

accountability and auditing or, as he puts it “checking up on each other” is not just a

matter of technical tasks, but rather needs to be understood as ideas in a cultural

orientation to “institutionalized checking and trust” (pp. 2-3). As I further explain below,

Power’s broad understanding of accountability as both being grounded in practice (as

“technology”) and at the level of discourse (as “programme”) helps to explain increased

attention to accountability across sectors and different types of organizations (1997, pp.

6-7; see also Miller, 2001; Rose and Miller, 1992).

Miller’s (2001) analysis on calculative practices (such as calculating costs and

rates of return, creating and comparing budgets, and so on) as technologies of governance

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extends the understanding of accountability and accounting as practice and ideas; for

Miller argues that calculative practices in organizations create the self-regulating and

self-monitoring calculative self (see also Rose and Miller, 1992). Taking up Miller’s

notion of the calculative self, Dehli (2010) argues that the repetition of such calculative

processes within neoliberal government of graduate education is constitutive of social

relations and individual subjectivities:

…the repetition of these sorts of practices entails forms of power and subjectivity whereby individuals are recruited into particular modes of self-scrutiny, reflection and performance... What is insidious about these practices and the rationalities that legitimise them is that they are constitutive of relations and subjectivities.

Dehli’s work (and that of other critical accounting theorists) reminds us that forms of

accounting and audit are not neutral and that they shape the very subjectivities of those of

us engaged in non-profit organizations.

Several institutional ethnographies provide descriptions of how everyday work in

organizations is socially organized through extralocal relations of accountability in non-

profit organizations (McCoy, 1998; Ng, 1998; Nichols, 2008; Rankin and Campbell,

2006). For example, McCoy (1998), who looks at accounting practices in post-secondary

education, shows how accounting, as part of relations of accountability, organizes the

everyday work of those working in colleges:

Accounting, rather than being a simple matter of neutral record-keeping after the fact, plays an active conceptual role in setting the terms in which organizational activities can be thought, discussed and evaluated. At the interface between organizations, accounting categories work to align one organization’s work processes with those of others (funders, creditors, customers). This is especially prevalent in relations of accountability, where grant recipients, state funded agencies, and company subsidiaries report on their activities through documents prepared using accounting

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categories and procedures imposed by the more powerful organization (p. 396).

McCoy argues that accounting procedures imposed by the more powerful organization

set the parameters of what can be articulated and, thus, acted on, within specific

organizations. Moreover, although McCoy studies accounting in colleges, her work is

important because she describes how relations of accountability subsume and orient

people’s everyday work and interactions with other people doing different everyday work

within non-profit organizations (McCoy, 1998).

Similarly, drawing on McCoy’s institutional ethnographic focus on

accountability, Nichols (2008) describes how accountability to funding bodies shapes

everyday activist talk, work and preoccupations. She argues that those organizations that

are unable (or unwilling) to articulate their work in terms that funding bodies deem

“accountable,” such as “measurable outcomes,” or “a proven record,” are deemed

unaccountable, and thus unable to sustain themselves. Activists working in funded non-

profit organizations, like other non-profit organizational actors, thus orient their everyday

talk and practice to align with those of funding bodies, even when their politicized

commitments lie outside of and contrary to those of the funding bodies. In effect,

Nichols’ study supports Dehli’s (2010) idea that accounting and accountability discourse

and practice shape activists’ very subjectivities. Together, these studies offer support to

my finding that social relations of accountability shape everyday antiracist feminist work

within non-profit organizations.

While the focus and findings of critical accountability and auditing studies

provide a rich backdrop to my research, this chapter analyzes relations of accountability

within the organization (albeit embedded within technologies of government and relations

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of ruling), rather than among funders, fundees, and public perceptions. The literature

which critically analyzes accountability and auditing practices allows me to understand

how social relations of accountability permeate within the local settings of women’s

organizations. For example, although the relationships between funders and women’s

organizations, particularly through funding contracts (Nichols, 2008), have implications

for everyday work in the organization, including antiracist feminist activism, I use the

insights of these studies to understand how relations of accountability (as I defined

earlier) are found within the everyday work of antiracist feminist activists within

organizations.

Following, the central argument of this chapter is that the antiracist feminist social

change work of my research participants was framed by organizational accountability.

Organizational accountability shaped (that is, limited and supported) the emancipatory

potential of antiracist feminist activism through the struggle over the definitions and

terms of implementation of antiracist feminist ideals. That is, although front-line workers

were successful in negotiating space for antiracist feminism within organizations, the

hierarchicalized social relations filtered the contestations around definitions of antiracist

advocacy through the priorities of management connected to extralocal forms of ruling.

More specifically, managerial and administrative discursive practices subsumed antiracist

and feminist social critiques. For example, the accounts of my research participants

highlighted how formal processes of organizational accountability, such as reporting and

supervising, documenting practices and managing conflict, transformed political and

social critiques into individualized concerns which had to be managed or controlled.

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In expounding on the argument described above, this chapter is divided in two

parts. First, I describe general features of organizational accountability in women’s

organizations which shape all organizational practices (regardless of politicized

intentions). Second, drawing further from the accounts of activists I interviewed, I show

specifically how organizational accountability shaped antiracist feminist practice within

women’s organizations.

Accountability, Hierarchy, and Feminist Organizations

The women’s descriptions of their organizations revealed that social relations of

organizational accountability were central to the everyday workings of women’s

organizations. Despite explicit discussions of equalizing power through collective

processes of decision making within feminist movement organizations (Acker, 1995;

Adamson et al., 1988; Agnew, 1996; Arnold, 1995; Ferree and Martin, 1995; Simonds,

1996; Kohli, 1993; Morgen, 1995; Mueller, 1995; Nadeau, 2005; Scott, 2000), women

described how their organizations had to compromise (although not altogether abandon)

on their collectivist, consensus building, and democratic ideals of decision making. This

disjuncture between collectivist ideals of decision making and hierarchicalized social

relations was apparent throughout women’s accounts, but was particularly evident when

they described their organizations through the charts they drew, as well as in their

descriptions of reporting relationships and their references to extralocal influences on

their organizations. In this section I explore the women’s descriptions of organizational

hierarchy and reporting processes which shape everyday work in organizations,

including, but not exclusively, antiracist feminist change.

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Hierarchicalized relations and organizational charts

The women’s descriptions of their organizations indicated that all were hierarchical,

despite the fact that women’s organizations have struggled to maintain collectivist ideals.

Since the advent of ‘second-wave feminism’ in North America, feminists sought to put

into practice their feminist ideals of redressing the power inequities seen to be inherent in

male-dominated, hierarchical organizations. In the ideal feminist organization, all

members share power equitably to ensure direct participatory democracy.27 As a result,

many feminist organizers have insisted on developing organizations which have little or

no hierarchy, no established formal leadership, rotating organizational responsibilities,

decision-making processes based on consensus (Agnew, 1996; Simonds, 1996; Morgen,

1995; Ng, 1998).

In reality, participatory democracy has been difficult to implement and has been

challenged both from within and from without the organization. Feminists have noted

that when feminist organizations attempt to put these ideals into practice, hierarchies,

factionalism and leaders emerge; these hierarchies most often reflect the unequal

privilege between women based on race, class, generation, (dis) ability, and other social

relations (Agnew, 1996; Simonds, 1996).28 Collective and consensus decision making

models are also disciplined by the state. For example, Ng describes how the legal

requirements of setting up a service organization, namely an immigrant women’s

employment centre, meant producing a hierarchy (Ng, 1998).

27 The term, “participatory democracy,” was first used by founders of Students for a Democratic Society in the Port Huron Statement in 1962. 28 See also chapter five where the women of colour discuss some of the contradictions within women’s organizations’ attempts to develop less hierarchical organizations.

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Despite these critiques of, and assaults to, feminist democratic ideals, women’s

organizations in Ontario at the time of my research had not completely abandoned the

ideals of participatory democracy. As chapters four and six describe, women’s

organizations collectively struggled to find ways to increase democratic participation

within hierarchical organizations, albeit in contradictory ways. Women described how

organizational actors continued to use participatory and democratic ideals in their

everyday work with those they supervised, those they worked with, and those they

served.

Although the women in my study described how their organizations did indeed try

to implement collectivist ideals, when asked to draw a visual representation of their

organizations they all described hierarchicalized reporting processes.29 The ease with

which women were able to draw their “organizational charts” and the ease with which I

was able to interpret these is illustrative of “institutional capture” (Smith, 2005, pp. 155-

7; see also DeVault and McCoy, 2002). Smith argues that people embedded within

institutional relations often subsume their own experiences within institutional terms. In

this way, abstractions such as organizational charts stand in for reality and are a means

through which organizational actors come to see, understand, and interpret organizations.

Additionally, organizational charts not only interpreted social relations within

organizations, but guided everyday practice. It was through this abstraction that women’s

everyday work and activist beliefs of participatory and democratic notions of decision

making became subsumed by ruling relations. As I describe later in this chapter, the

29 I did not collect formal organizational charts from any of the organizations. Instead, I asked women to draw or represent their organizations graphically as a way for them to describe their work within the organization.

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hierarchicalized relations of accountability implied in and abstracted by organizational

charts was not just a representation, but shaped the everyday work of antiracist feminist

organizational actors.

In the case of my research, all the women discussed their organizations in ways

which depicted this hierarchy. Each woman named a person’s official job title/position

and/or program, and to whom they reported or were accountable. Lodge described her

organization, as she drew a triangle with the point up, in the following way:

So first you have the E.D. [executive director]. And, yes, it is a hierarchical organization [laughs]. So down here would be one ... I would be right here, two [draws one line through bottom and then second line]. So I would be right here, the team leader. And then we have ... And then you have [above team leader] the residential manager. And then here you’d have the ED, I guess. Umm, up, I guess here, you’d have the management team [above the ED]. That would include the residential manager all the other managers from different program areas...

Lodge’s description and graphic representation made it clear that the organization was

hierarchical in its reporting relationships. This was the same with all of the other research

participants’ descriptions and graphic representations of their organizations.

However, despite the fact that women’s accounts of their everyday work

sometimes contradicted these hierarchical representations, not one of the research

participants graphically depicted their organization in ways other than a formal

organizational chart. As I spoke with the research participants, they often gave a more

complex description of everyday work and reporting relations than the graphic

representations, and/or often described the ways in which their organizations were

spatially organized. For example, before our interview, Soni partially described the

spatial organization to me when we scheduled a meeting on a weekend but did not do so

when I asked her to draw her organization’s chart. Soni instructed me to open the front

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door and walk past the first workspace, down the hall to where she would be conducting

a group. As I walked down that hallway, I saw five empty rooms, with desks, shelves and

chairs, again, presumably workspaces. Yet, when I asked Soni to describe her

organization, she did not describe the workspaces as connected by a hall or as rooms

which contained desks, shelves and chairs; nor did she describe what people would be

doing in those spaces. She represented her workplace within the specialized form of an

organizational chart. She did not even describe the group that she was conducting that

day. The most salient part of her description and graphic representation of her

organization were how people (or groups of people) were connected to one another

through official reporting processes, people’s official titles, and program names.

However, as I spoke with Soni about her and others’ work, a picture emerged

which deepened, and even contradicted, the initial description and graphic representation

of the organization. Early in the interview as she drew an organizational chart, Soni

explained that there were five individual women who made up the organization’s

collective management team. Each member reported to the board of directors monthly on

a rotating basis; this meant, in theory, that each member of the collective management

team was responsible to the board and to other team managers. However, as she

described her everyday work, she explained how one member (the manager of finances

and human resources) had more access to decision making and to board members by

virtue of her politics and access to resources. In other words, the graphic representation of

the organization in the form of organizational chart did not sufficiently represent how the

organization actually worked. Soni’s experience captures what I heard during all of the

interviews I conducted.

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Institutional capture was illustrated well through the women’s descriptions of

their organizations; organizational charts operated as powerful texts which helped

socially organize women’s everyday activities. As I show throughout the chapter, the

organizational charts represented an abstraction in which people’s everyday activities

were subsumed through institutionalized forms of social relations. The following

representations in Figures 5.1, 5.2 and 5.3 are amalgams of women’s descriptions and

diagrams of their organizations. These show the centrality of hierarchicalized relations of

organizational accountability.

Figure 5. 1: Four levels of reporting relationships

The configuration of the organizational charts varied depending on: the number of

programs, sites, and organizational members; whether or not the organization was part of

a larger umbrella organization; and the history and philosophy of the organization’s

members on issues of consensus decision making. Each chart that participants drew

Board of Directors

Executive and Assistant Director(s)/ Collective Management Team

Program/ Project

Manager

Program/ Project

Coordinator

Volunteers/ Placement Students

Administrative and Finance Managers

Administrative Staff

Director of Specific

Site/Shelter

Staff

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showed the organization as having at least four levels (see Figure 5.1). In describing their

organizations, women drew the board of directors, for the most part, on “top” of their

representations of organizations. After that they used vertical lines between levels to

indicate a formal reporting process. On the second level, the women often indicated

senior management, usually an executive director, senior director and, in one case, a

collective management team which was comprised of five members, each member

represented “one-fifth of an executive director” (Soni). Generally, the third level

comprised program managers, project coordinators, or directors of specific sites. Many of

the women in this third level did both managerial work and direct service. On the fourth

level were groups of people who were primarily responsible for delivering services. They

generally included staff members, shift supervisors or team leaders and union

representatives, placement students/interns and volunteers.

Figure 5. 2: Organizational chart with umbrella or national organizations

Umbrella Organization/

National Organization

Board of Directors

Executive and Assistant Director(s)/ Collective Management Team

Program/ Project

Manager

Staff Volunteers/Students

Director of specific

site/shelter

Shift/Team Leader

Staff

Program/ Project

Coordinator

Administrative and Finance Managers

Administrative Staff

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General Membership (includes board members, directors/ managers,staff, volunteers, and sometimes service users; as well as interested community members, members of other women's

and social service organizations, funders and government officials)

Board of Directors

Executive and Assistant Director(s)/ Collective Management Team

Program/Project

Manager

StaffVolunteers/ Placement Students

Director of specific

site/shelter

Shift/Team Leader Staff

Program/ Project

Coordinator

Administrative and Finance Managers

Administrative Staff

Five of the women worked in organizations with a larger national umbrella coalition or

organization, and they represented them on the charts as part of their organization (see

Figure 5.2).

Several of the women indicated another level of formal accountability: they

represented their general membership on their organization charts. Board of directors

were generally depicted as directly reporting to the community or “general membership”

(see Figure 5.3). In reality, although not all of the women discussed or acknowledged this

key aspect of organizational governance, all of the organizations were accountable to a

general membership. However, as was evident from many of the women’s descriptions of

their organizations, this level of hierarchy was not directly activate in organizational

activities except in the form of annual general meetings.

Most of the women described their boards as being more involved with setting the

overall direction of the organization, than with the day-to-day workings of the

Figure 5. 3: Organizational chart with general membership

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organization. However, their descriptions varied from organization to organization, and

from board member to board member. Although I only interviewed three women who

were board members of women’s organizations, all of the women I interviewed spoke

about the work of their board of directors, either through their descriptions of their

organizations or the ways in which their work intersected with that of the board of

directors. In all cases, the board of directors were responsible for overseeing the

organization’s overall direction. They were seen as responsible for maintaining

accountability to the community (broadly defined) and funding agencies. They were also

responsible for developing, maintaining and modifying current policies of the

organization. In most cases, boards of directors were also responsible for fundraising.

Additionally, they were responsible for hiring, supervising, and overseeing the work of

the executive director.

Reporting relationships

Women were answerable to their organizations through institutionalized (formal)

reporting processes within their organizations. The women’s organizational charts and

their descriptions of how decisions were made indicated that organizational

accountability within their local settings was coordinated by the reporting processes

between the women and those to whom they directly reported. The lines in the charts

represented, in an abstract way, the reporting processes within the organization. These

processes that were the most significant aspects of the charts because they indicated the

ways in which formally established accountability within the organization was enacted.

Front-line or direct service workers and volunteers were directly accountable to

their supervisors, managers, or executive directors, board members or general

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membership. Executive directors, supervisors, and board members were also subject to

organizational accountability through hierarchical reporting processes within and outside

of the organization in two different ways. First, organization members reported to them,

and, second, they reported to those who were considered their employers (i.e., board of

directors or general membership) as well as to extra-organizational bodies such as

funders and governments.

In conversations with the activists of colour, it was clear that feminist ideals of

collectivist decision making, non-hierarchical leadership and consensus building were

still at play within the everyday “informal” workings of the organization in spite of the

apparent hierarchy within their organizations that set up a formal chain of accountability.

Lodge explained the difference (and indeed, disjuncture) between formal reporting

processes and what actually happened in her organization.

I’m the team leader. On each shift you have someone that’s kind of responsible for the shift. I’m always assigned to front-line staff. We’re all front line, but it’s just that I’m in charge… So, the final decision, if I’m asked to ... Let’s say we have to ask a woman to leave, or we have to, you know, then it should come to me. However, sometimes it just don’t happen that way. People do whatever and then...

Service volunteers were accountable to paid workers, front-line workers were

accountable to supervisors, team leaders or managers, and finally to the executive

director or directors. Although it was typical for organizations, to have only one

executive director, one organization divided this role among several members of a

management team.

In three of the organizations in which I conducted interviews there was an

additional level of accountability as the organization was part of a larger network of

organizations.

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The residential manager and all the other managers from different program areas ... so ... we have the shelter as one of [broader organization name], we have the shelter [name of workplace], then you’d have like the sexual assault centre, still part of [broader organization name], you have like the transition support program or the rural women shelter program is still the same organization. So the management team would consist of the residential manager plus the managers of all the different program areas and the executive director.

The directors or executive director was accountable to the board of directors (sometimes

called coordinating committee or management committee), though the degree of

accountability and reporting structure varied. Most women also spoke about a general

membership to which the organization was ultimately responsible. This chain of vertical

accountability did not stop with the organization. The women also indicated that their

organizations were accountable to extralocal bodies. In some cases women’s

organizations also had a number of volunteers who either were responsible to staff

members delivering services or to particular members of the organization.

The accountability in the organization was circular in some ways, as officially, the

organization as a whole, and the board of directors in particular, were responsible to the

“community” as represented by the general membership. The general membership

included all organizational actors: board of directors, executive director and management

teams, service and education staff, volunteers and service users, funders, and other

members of the community, including people from other agencies. In reality, however,

this circular form of accountability was only practised through annual general

membership meetings and in instances when the organization was in conflict or in need

of support. The circularity in accountability, as I describe in later chapters, was central in

the ways in which activists were able to mobilize and further antiracist feminist and

social justice praxis.

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Most of the reporting processes central to organizational accountability, however,

were socially organized through the work of executive directors. There were several ways

in which this reporting happened: through informal one-on-one meetings with staff

members, within formal (and often textually-mediated) supervisory meetings, through

staff meetings and through a review of documentation. For example, Tuffy, an executive

director, described the ways she informally managed her staff was by “cruising” and

walking through each of the departments as she went to her office.

Actually I start my day over at [the shelter], generally I stop in the front office to say hi to the staff there, pick up the mail, probably more days than not — stop in and have a conversation with the housing director about what’s going on in the building — what are the issues she’s dealing with. You know, the kinda the state of the universe day — a report. I stop in the kitchen talk to the cooking — the housing staff. One of my philosophies about management is that — it’s management by cruising — I walk around and I talk to the people who work here — and I think that’s critical both in terms of knowing who they are and what motivates them but it also gives me the ability to have a better relationship with them — and hopefully them with me so that they recognize that I’m not unapproachable — I think you probably recognize that I operate with something of an open-door policy — which really kind of gets me in trouble but I accept that responsibility, as I think it’s important for staff to know that I’m accessible.

Several other managers and directors also described this kind of supervision style in

which their philosophies of being open was both an articulation of their belief in

attempting to subvert or to minimize the power differentials between themselves and

those they supervised, and also a key part of the ways in which staff members remained

accountable to them.

In contrast to the informal supervision approach described above, both front-line

workers and managers spoke about the one-to-one formal supervision which was done as

a regular feature of their work. Most often, formalized reporting was textually-mediated,

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as it also included a review of documentation such as case notes, reports, plans, and

evaluation.30 For example, Lodge complained about the time that documentary practices

took away from her ability to provide direct support and education to service users. She

also said that her failure to document properly often came up in supervision meetings

with her manager. Tuffy, in her role as the executive director, also spoke about the ways

in which she used text-based “work programs” as a way to support the managers of the

different departments to think through their goals and objectives during monthly

supervisory meetings.

Another key opportunity for tracing reporting was through staff meetings. Both

front-line workers and managers discussed the salience of staff meetings within their

organization’s everyday workings. Cee, an executive director of a shelter, described how

she used the weekly staff meetings and “copious” note-taking to make sure that clients

were receiving appropriate services.

Every week I meet with the team, [including] the counsellors and the children’s advocacy workers. And we have the case management meeting … So I’m a person who takes copious notes — and I think I have a pretty good memory for anything I want to remember. And I take work pretty seriously, you know?

So this week I know that “x” needs — because we’d — you know, she has articulated that that’s something she needs, so she wants to go to an ESL class, she’s, you know, so the children need to be in daycare, she also has um, she has to go to court around some issue with her husband. Okay, whatever. So next week when we meet, do not tell me that she still needs to go to ESL class. Next week, tell me that she is in the ESL class. No, she’s not? Why not? Sure, yeah, she went to court. So what’s happened? What was the outcome of court if she was there for custody like is there going to be another meeting. Has something been decided? What has been decided? And if something was decided, what does that look like for her. How is she dealing with that? And what does she need us to do around helping her, for that particular court decision? …

30 I discuss documentary and textual practices in more detail later in this chapter.

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And yeah sometimes it’s very difficult because you have to keep track of all these things, in addition to all the other things that you do. And that’s why I, you know, do take my note, note-taking seriously because I, you know, I can, you know, I can recall if you told me the same thing last week.

As the director, Cee’s management work meant that her staff remained accountable to her

in terms of reporting on the progress of their tasks. The weekly team/case management

meetings ensured that the staff remained on-task around their everyday counselling work.

Cee’s note-taking facilitated this process as well, as did a series of forms she and her staff

members had engineered over the years. Reporting processes, such as documentation and

other non-documentary forms of supervision, were central to ensuring that members of

the organization were accountable not only to the organization, but to extralocal ruling

relations as well.

Extralocal relations of accountability

While the preceding section highlighted the internal processes of reporting, these

reporting processes within women’s organizations were also linked to social relations

outside of the organizations, and specifically through state funding. As some scholars

have noted, state funding not only shows preferences for hierarchical organizations

(Simonds, 1996), but also makes it mandatory for organizations to organize themselves in

hierarchical ways (Ng, 1998; Nichols, 2008). The everyday work within organizations in

which my research participants worked was explicitly tied to extralocal bodies or

organizations (such as state organizations, funding bodies or agencies, unions, coalition

groups, professional associations, the legal system and so on) (Nichols, 2008; see also

McCoy, 1998; Rankin and Campbell, 2006).

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As the literature shows, extralocal relations, and, in particular, state funding

bodies, affect the everyday work of service sector organizations, including antiracist

feminist activist work (Adamson et al., 1988; Agnew, 1996, 1998; Baines, 2008; Barnoff

et al., 2006; Carniol, 2005; DasGupta, 1999; Ferree and Martin, 1995; Ku, 2003; Maraj

Grahame, 1998; Morgen, 1995; Mullaly, 2006; Nadeau, 2005; Ng, 1996; Richmond and

Shields, 2004; Schreader, 1990; Scott, 2004; Simonds, 1996; Sudbury, 1998; Todd and

Lundy, 2006). Several authors have also specifically addressed the ways in which

extralocal relations, particularly through state intervention, have served to depoliticize

feminist and social justice work of women’s and other community organizations (see for

example, Adamson et al., 1988; DasGupta, 1999; Nadeau, 2005; Todd and Lundy, 2006;

Walker, 1996). Importantly, extralocal relations of accountability have been partly

responsible for the limitations in achieving the participatory goal of consensus decision

making within feminist organizations.

In their accounts of how their work place was organized, the women managers

identified extralocally organized relations that contributed to the hierarchical structure

and organizational accountability. The work within the organizations was monitored, and

had to be accounted for, through regular meetings and textual reporting practices to

government agencies, funding bodies, labour organizations, tax agencies, and so on.

Accountability work done by organization managers was directly tied to extralocal

relations of ruling; it extended everyday internal organizational accountability to external

processes and agencies.

This social relation is visible in Cee’s statement above, where she described how

staff meetings and documentary processes were central to her work in managing her staff

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members. Notably, it was neither Cee’s idiosyncratic way of managing her workers’

everyday activities, nor her commitment to what she called “quality service” that guided

her actions. Cee described how she was subject to accountability through regular

meetings with the organization’s board of directors, funding agencies, and different

government departments and ministries. As the executive director of the shelter, Cee was

accountable to the extralocal, that is, the program’s funders and the municipality in which

the shelter was located, which together prescribed the maximum number of weeks

(specifically six to twelve weeks) that women were allowed to stay at the shelter, for

example.

Whether or not women were directly accountable to external organizations, they

oriented their activist work within the framework of accountability to funders,

government agencies and policy. Most often, this was articulated through the ways they

reported to, or negotiated with, their direct supervisors. For example, Freddy, a

community educator, discussed the ways in which the contract between the organization

and a funding agency directly affected her ability to do advocacy and activist work.

Although she indicated that the executive director of the organization would not directly

discipline her for her politicized activities, she was acutely aware of the ways in which

these could adversely affect her employment and the relationship between funders and

the organization where she worked.

That is to say, as a member of the women’s organization where she worked,

Freddy held herself accountable to the spirit of the agreement between the organization

and its funders:

[With some of our funders] we actually have to sign an undertaking saying that we will not engage in political or advocacy activities…I think we

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can’t endorse a political candidate, we can’t endorse a political party. We can’t be seen as being critical of particular of particular political leaders, or people that are making particular kinds of decisions, so for example, when Ernie Eves was the Premier of Ontario, I don’t think our funders would have taken it very lightly, if I went around saying that Ernie Eves has created a situation or his party has created a situation where women in Ontario have really suffered.

I think that what we could say is public policy has shifted in the last 10 years for various reasons — has resulted in women suffering — there’s the distinction. And I can’t go out and protest on organizational time. I certainly can do it on my private time and I can certainly as an organization that works with them, make a deputation to parliament or to Legislature. You can do that, but you are doing it based on place of research, you know, doing on a place of you know, this is what we’re seeing and how this will impact on our constituents.

Freddy’s everyday work in the organization was affected by the terms of agreements with

organization funders. This was clear in the ways she described the work that she did, and,

in particular, her distinction between “organizational time” and “personal time.” This

distinction indicated the ways in which extralocal relations mediated everyday practices

of those employed within women’s organizations were able.

However, it was not simply the agreement between the organization and its

funders that shaped the kinds of politicized activities that women could engage in, but

also legislation. Organizational influence was also tied to state legislation itself that

defined not-for-profit organizations as “charitable organizations” and, therefore,

apolitical. Freddy elaborated on the issue of advocacy and political activity:

We don’t do direct service, what we do is, we are a public education training community [doing] capacity building — I can’t say advocacy because, we’re not really officially allowed to do advocacy. That means very few women’s organizations are and still can maintain charitable status…

So, apparently like you know we are not really allowed to influence political change — what — but I think the issue is that ...advocacy is often seen as political activity right? And not-for-profits that are not political parties are not supposed to be political activity.

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Accountability processes within women’s organizations, as socially organized through

hierarchicalized reporting processes, were tied to legal and political agreements among

the voluntary sector, funders, and governments. Although the women most often saw

their supervisors and/or own supervision as being individually supportive (or not) to

antiracist and social justice initiatives, the struggle to develop an antiracist feminist praxis

was additionally inextricably tied to extralocal institutions and agendas.

Consequently, reporting processes within organizations mediated and limited the

potential of social justice activism due to their direct link to extralocal relations of ruling.

For example, in order to become incorporated, the Canada Corporations Act (1970)

ostensibly requires hierarchy to ensure accountability. Moreover, the Income Tax Act

(1985) specifies constraints that directly affect the everyday practices of organizations in

relation to their funding, advocacy and political activities (see Nichols, 2008). Such

legislation directly links localized settings and processes of hierarchicalized

organizational accountability within women’s organizations to extralocal bodies and

policies. More specifically, for the activists in the women’s organizations examined

within this research study, these social relations shaped their everyday antiracist feminist

practices in significant ways.

Shaping Antiracist Feminist Practice

Organizational accountability shaped women’s everyday work as they negotiated

antiracist feminism and social justice goals within women’s organizations; this shaping

meant that women’s commitments to social justice were transformed and subsumed

within the terms of institutionalized managerial and administrative processes. Analyses of

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the women’s accounts revealed that accountability practices contributed to the disjuncture

between their antiracist feminist ideals and practice. The women, whether front-line

service workers, managers, executive directors or board members, made it clear that

accountability could both support and limit their activism.

In what follows, I describe in detail three processes through which organizational

accountability shaped the efforts of antiracist feminism activists particular to my study.

First, I describe the ways in which hierarchicalized reporting processes within the

organizations themselves shaped antiracist feminism through direct interventions by the

individuals or groups of people to whom antiracist feminist activists reported. Second, I

show how documentary practices shaped antiracist feminism; these practices were tied to

the hierarchicalized reporting processes within the organization and extended

organizational accountability from the local to the extralocal. Third, I examine how

women’s attempts to contest and transform racialized processes within the organizations

were reframed into cases of conflict management within dominant managerial approaches

rather than as cases of racism, whether actual or perceived. In these ways, institutional

forms of accountability actually transform antiracist work in ways which compromise the

original intentions of politicized praxis. Together, these three processes show the ways in

which organizational accountability subsumed women’s activist practice within

institutionalized frames of management and extralocally coordinated relations of

accountability.

Direct interventions: Hierarchical reporting processes

Reporting processes within organizations were central to the ways in which the social

relations of organizational accountability managed women’s negotiations of antiracist

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feminist practice. Although women reported that antiracist feminist practice was easier

when those to whom they reported were supportive of social justice ideals, the women’s

accounts revealed that they needed to navigate through hierarchicalized reporting

processes in order to successfully negotiate antiracist feminist practice, most often with

those to whom they reported. Front-line women negotiated their antiracist feminist and

social justice commitments with managers, executive directors, and board of directors;

managers negotiated these commitments with their executive directors and board

members, and executive directors negotiated antiracism with their board members,

funding agencies and other organizations.

Collectively, the women’s accounts indicated that supervisors were crucial in

supporting or limiting their attempts to include antiracist politics in their work. Several

women spoke about some of the difficulties, frustrations, and sanctions they experienced

as they attempted to address issues of race, racialization, and discrimination in the

organization. Sometimes, women were successful in negotiating their political

commitments, and, at other times, frustrated by their supervisors. These negotiations took

place in a variety of ways such as one-to-one formal supervision, one-to-one informal

discussions, group or staff meetings, and documentary practices.

The women participants who had positions as managers, executive directors and

board members revealed that their everyday management work included maintaining

accountability of staff members through hierarchicalized reporting processes. All of these

managers, directors and board members were women of colour and committed to

antiracist feminism throughout their organizational and community practices, and yet, at

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times, their administrative, managerial and bureaucratic work seemed to run contrary to,

or was irrelevant to, their commitments to social justice.31

Although many of the front-line workers interviewed described their supervisors32

as being personally committed to antiracist feminist praxis and social justice, it was

primarily through hierarchicalized relations of accountability that their antiracist feminist

activism was supported. Individual managers, directors, co-workers and board members

who had explicit commitments to antiracist feminist change made negotiations of

antiracist and social justice activities easier; their support was crucial to facilitating

women’s negotiations of antiracist feminist activism. However, as I argue here and in

subsequent chapters, the support from supervisors or managers should not be seen solely

as individual or idiosyncratic to specific managers; instead, the managers’ antiracist

commitments were also socially produced and institutionally embedded within the milieu

of larger antiracist discussions in and among non-profit sector organizations. For

example, while some women spoke positively about their specific managers and how

they “got” antiracism, I argue that managerial support was due to successful mobilization

and institutionalization of antiracist praxis within organizations. In fact, supervisor and

manager support for, or at least acceptance of, antiracist feminist change was made

possible due to hierarchicalized relations of accountability.

31 Max Weber described this dehumanizing process in his study of bureaucracies in the 1920s. He referred to this as being the “iron cage of bureaucracy.” As such, this is not solely a facet of women’s organizations and the state; it’s a much wider phenomenon, following Weber, related to modernization and technical rationalization. 32 Although not all women called those to whom they reported their supervisors, I use the word “supervisor/supervisors” to denote those persons (or group of persons) to whom women of colour directly reported to within the organization.

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The participants spoke about how the support of board members and managers

made it easier for activists to activate feminist antiracist practices among clients. Mishka

described how her supervisor supported her work (as already discussed in chapter four).

Je ne j'étais pas là au début, mais il faut dire que la directrice qui était là qui a commencé le centre avait cette ouverture au niveau de la diversité, au niveau du des services, au niveau du personnel, au niveau de des ressources. Ça c'est la vision qu'elle a -- féministe et diversifié ... Il y avait beaucoup d'ouverture en fait de manœuvre de travail dans ce que je voulais travailler, par rapport aux femmes immigrantes … [I wasn’t there at the beginning, but I should say that the director was open to having diversity at the level of services, personnel and resources. It was this feminist and diversified vision that she had … There was a lot of opening for me to be able to do the kind of work I wanted to do for immigrant women …]

Mishka spoke about how her director’s openness to antiracist feminist praxis provided

ample opportunity to develop her antiracist work. The director’s support, while expressly

politicized, also came in practical form in terms of material resources, including time.

Similarly, Lodge spoke fondly about how her supervisor was truly committed to

antiracist feminist activism. She compared the current support for antioppression work to

experiences she had had in past workplaces, where she experienced racism and tokenism

in relationships with her managers. Lodge believed that her antiracist work was enabled

by her supervisor’s antiracist beliefs and practices. Lodge also spoke about her

supervisor’s past manager, also a white woman, and how she too was central in

promoting antioppressive change within the organization. She noted:

I think my manager, like she so much believes in doing this work. Sometimes, like I don’t even know, it’s too good to be true with her… She is on the antioppression committee of [name of provincial organization]. So she, basically, from through there, she has made the initiative within the organization to do these kinds of things. Her manager before, kind of set that pace. She was like great at antioppression stuff. She was like extreme, like everything, has to be antioppression. She was the first white

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person I’d ever seen like that. And then, she was kind of like close with this woman that is now my manager …

Lodge described how her manager was actually influenced by a past manager who had

been “extreme” in her commitment to antioppression.

In Lodge’s comment we can observe two things of significance to understanding

the importance of supervisory and hierarchicalized reporting processes in women’s

organizations. First, that one manager was influenced by a past manager who had

struggled to “set that pace” of antiracist feminist organizational change. Second, both

managers were involved in the broader women’s movement and coalition groups

dedicated to antiracism work, which also influenced them. I take up this second point

more extensively in the next chapter, but it is important to highlight it here as it helps us

understand why and how antiracist activism within the contexts of these organizations

was more than about individual women’s commitments being put into action. Women’s

individual commitments to antiracism and antiracist organizational change, thus, need to

be understood in relation to the commitments of the broader women’s movement,

coalition groups, and other social movement organizations. Lodge’s appreciation for her

“white” managers’ commitments to antiracist change, which included supporting and

mentoring her everyday antiracist activist analysis and practice, becomes even more

understandable under such analysis.

Undoubtedly, supervisory processes, in conjunction with hierarchical reporting

process were key determinates of antioppressive practices within the various

organizations. In other words, even when women were supported in their antiracist work,

they still had to negotiate space within the social relations of organizational

accountability (see Ahmed, 2007a, 2007b, 2009; Nadeau, 2005, 2009; Srivastava, 2002).

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This was regardless of whether or not there were explicit policies on antiracism,

antioppression, social justice, inclusion and diversity in place. These negotiations often

involved presenting their antiracist work through depoliticized language that was

acceptable within the contexts of hierarchical chains of accountability, the support of

their managers notwithstanding.

Below, for example, Lodge described the ways in which she negotiated and

accounted for her request for a new antioppression training for herself and colleagues:

If you can, how do you say it, explain to your manager, then you can usually go to different sorts of antioppression workshops. Our current manager is extremely good. So, like, if I can say well this would be of benefit for the women ... and once I have the rationale or can say why it is, then it’s fine. Then I’ll get to go.

As part of her everyday work, Lodge negotiated paid time (and other resources) for

workshops and training. She first identified relevant training opportunities through other

community, social, and health service organizations.33 Her next step was to find or

provide a justification or, as she put it, a “rationale” for its relevance to the work that she

was doing with clients of the organization.

Although her supervisor was supportive of antiracism and antioppression, the

hierarchicalized chain of accountability was discernible in Lodge’s discussion. In order to

attend workshops or organize them for colleagues and/or clients, she needed to first get

approval from her supervisor(s). She framed her politicized interest to fit the needs of

“the women,” or ‘the clients.’ Lodge did not frame her “rationale” in politicized terms,

but rather in terms which could be most readily understood within the language and

33 I discuss more in-depth in chapter seven how training/workshops across different organizations were important to social relations of antiracist feminist activist responsibility.

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priorities of the organization. Lodge’s approach to gaining approval to attend and conduct

antiracism training is one example of how organizational accountability worked to shape

antiracist feminist praxis. The accountability in the organization was most evident at the

site of direct supervision. Lodge’s manager did not make decisions in isolation of her

politicized beliefs as she remained accountable to the hierarchicalized structure. The

manager’s work included making sure that workers’ time, and ultimately the

organization’s resources, were used in a manner consistent with the mandate of the

organization.

Hierarchicalized reporting relationships in organizations also meant that when

antiracism was taken up as part of the organization’s mandate, policies and practice, all

staff members were obliged to address antiracism within the parameters set by their

supervisors. Sometimes the women were forced to engage with forms of antiracist

politics that they did not necessarily agree with. Catherine, for example, contested some

of the ways in which the definitions of race and antiracist feminism were implemented in

her organization. Her perception was that her white manager was afraid to challenge

women of colour, particularly, black women, as part of her push for antiracism; this was

an idea which Catherine contested (as we saw in earlier chapters). It was clear from her

description that the push for antiracism came from management, and thus hierarchically

organized. Her contestations were part of her everyday work as a worker committed to

social justice, antiracism, and feminism.

Moreover, Catherine often complained that her supervisor, who was supportive of

antiracist feminist politics otherwise, allied herself with only one perspective of

antiracism.

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Because the boss years ago, decided that’s it — we’re gonna go antiracism, antioppression — and then we did totally that way — so there was no medium point… That was a white boss, three years ago. And now it’s [manager’s name]. But for [manager’s name], she doesn’t want to hurt any black women, so it’s gone way on other side. I say, “No, it doesn’t matter; you can still challenge me as a woman of colour — that doesn’t make you racist.”… So that’s, I don’t know, so for me that’s not antiracism.

Catherine’s complaint was two-fold: first, that the “boss’s” enthusiasm for antiracism was

excessive; second, she did not agree with the racialized ways in which antiracism and

antioppression were enacted. In particular, she disagreed with what she saw as her

managers’ unwillingness to challenge women of colour, specifically black women. She

felt that even though she was racialized as a woman of colour, her articulations of

antiracist feminism were dismissed because they were different than those of her

supervisor’s and her colleagues’. Thus, it was not antiracism itself that she needed to

negotiate with her supervisors, but the particular hierarchicalized relations within the

organization through which antiracism and social justice work was enacted.

While it may not be apparent so far, managers committed to antiracist, feminist

and other social justice ideals activated their commitments through self-reflection,

critique, teaching and learning with staff members, as well as through focussing on staff

empowerment as part of engaging antiracist practices through hierarchicalized processes

of accountability.34 In chapter four I described some of the tangible ways that managers

such as Soni, Sharmila, Francine, Cee, Maria, and Tuffy, brought their commitments to

work. Soni, for example, discussed the everyday ways in which she made articulations of

antiracist critique possible. She described how she hired women of colour and provided a

forum for them to articulate and implement their antiracist feminist ideals within a

34 See also chapter five.

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specific program. She described how she supported the women in finding safe spaces to

discuss concerns about racism in the organization, with an outside facilitator within a

“clinical space.” In addition, she described how she used, in the words of one of the staff

members who reported to her, “an unorthodox form of supervision,” which allowed the

staff to develop, articulate, and implement their own visions of antiracist feminist

activism.

Similarly, Sharmila described some of the struggles she had with supervising her

staff members in ways that were consistent with her role as a manager and with her social

justice politics.35 Like Soni, she described how her work as a manager included

opportunities for staff members to critically reflect on their own antiracist feminist

practice and to offer critiques and feedback to her as a manager. In addition to the

specific and local ways in which antiracist feminist managers supervised staff members,

antiracist feminist and social justice ideals were supported through the hierarchical

structures of the organizations; that is, precisely because of their positions as supervisors,

and thus having access to differential power, they were able to enact social justice goals

through their supervisory relationships.

Managers and board members also used their power within hierarchicalized

positions to develop policies that supported antiracism within their organizations. These

policies included: explicit targets for recruitment of board and staff members to promote

a racially diverse organization; mandatory antiracist and antioppression workshops;

hiring practices which included explicit questions about antiracism and antioppression;

and development of new programs for marginalized and/or ethno-specific communities.

35 See chapter five.

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Francine, a board member, provides an example of how antiracism can be supported from

above. She discussed the ways in which antiracism took a central place in her policy-

making work from developing policies which explicitly outlined a mandate for “a racially

mixed” board and staff members to “structural change” within the organization. As

decision-makers and policy-makers, not only did the women have the authority to

develop and support antiracist and feminist practices, they could also ensure that

members of their organizations were accountable in their everyday work to antiracism,

feminism and social justice through such policies.

While the examples above point to positive experiences of the use of hierarchy,

the women who reported that they had conflicting opinions with their supervisors or

board members around issues of race, racism, and antiracist feminist practice highlighted

most clearly how hierarchicalized social relations mostly served to limit antiracist

feminism activism even though at times there was support. Lodge described a situation

that showed how hierarchicalized reporting processes simultaneously supported and

limited antiracist feminist activism. Lodge criticized the board’s way of recruiting for

diversity.

The problem started when the board asked a current service user, a woman of

colour, to become a board member. Lodge pointed out to her supervisor that this was

against organizational policy which stated that past service users could not be volunteers

and/or board members for a period of two years after they had last accessed services.

Lodge was critical of the board’s actions as it showed a lack of concern for the

vulnerability of the newly recruited woman:

They asked a resident to be on the board. And for me I just find it so exploitive, the way she got on. And I talk about that [to my supervisor and

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in a staff meeting] because I don’t think it was fair. She’s a brilliant woman, right, from her country, she’s an activist. But if you come here as a refugee, and you get help and from the only organization that is helping you, and all of a sudden you’re asked to be on the board. They make the exception for that, because like, usually you have to wait until a few years to get on the board if you’re a service user. So, it’s good that, you know, she got on. I believe she’s capable of doing it. However, I know how it’s going to be for her. And it just for me was so yucky. Because I know I was working with her, doing a group in the community. And I know she wanted to be in that group, but now she can’t because she’s on the board ... She had two young kids. So for me it was very yucky. She’s struggling still accessing the group. But if she accesses the group, she won’t be able to be on the board. And they’re asking her to be on the board. And then she has no support now. So what’s the process? Do they try to connect her without a support? No, that didn’t happen.

Lodge’s critique of the board’s recruitment practice was based both on her concerns

about the politics of appropriate racialized representation on the board and of care for the

well-being of past service users.

More importantly, Lodge, who actively supported the recruitment of people of

colour in the board, was concerned that this particular woman would only be a token

presence, despite her excellent qualifications and expertise:

But I know she has no voice there. I know how it is, in this, in a white-dominance organization. It doesn’t matter how intelligent you are. We know you’re still a doctor and they come and they have all this education and they’re driving cab. So we sit there and even though we have these brilliant ideas of how to do. Because it’s not reflecting what these white people think or how they do. Then they’re not going to listen to you anyways.

Women who criticized their supervisors and/or board members were often subject to

discipline through hierarchicalized relations of accountability. Lodge experienced

retaliation from the president of the board who demanded that she write a formal letter of

apology.

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As part of the organization’s hierarchicalized reporting processes, Lodge raised

her concerns with her manager during a weekly supervision session, who then spoke with

the executive director. It was through the hierarchicalized relations of organizational

accountability that Lodge’s activist critique was taken up, and while her supervisor

supported her, the president of the board did not.

Well, I bring that out to my manager, my manager did support me, you know, a lot in that. And then I think, well, the woman from the board, she called me about it. You know, cause it came up, and I guess the ED maybe followed up and stuff. The president of the board called me. She was mad at me for saying it was not okay. It was like, “OK, so if we’re supposed to try to change, where do we start?”… She was mad at me! She was like, “How dare you accuse me of ...” She asked me to write a letter of apology for saying that this wasn’t right what she did…

And yeah, she was telling me how I should have handled it!! Like, if I have concerns after I spoke with the woman [the new board member] and I wasn’t ok with it, then I should come back and ask her. This woman [the chair of board] like she never talked to me before. You know, I don’t know her … And she tell me I need to write a letter of apology. I didn’t. Like I thought I was going to lose my job! I was about to do it. So then I talked to my manager. She’s so amazing. I talked to her and she said ok, “I’ll deal with it,” and then she ended up taking the heat.

As Lodge’s account suggested, paid staff members’ antiracist and other social justice

critiques of such top organization decision-makers as managers or board members meant

that they were at risk of losing their jobs. The possibility of job loss was particularly true

within hierarchical organizations; had the organization functioned as a collective in

making decisions around hiring/firing and discipline, antiracist critiques would have been

taken up through a different set of social relations.

Unfortunately, women of colour who engaged in antiracist organizational change

within hierarchical organizations were vulnerable, as their jobs were at high risk. The

board president’s reaction made Lodge worry about losing her job as a consequence of

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her voicing her concern. Lodge’s worry was a valid one, since it was through

hierarchicalized relations within the organization that hiring, firing and promotion

decisions were made. This form of direct discipline on a paid staff member for her

antiracist feminist critique stifled further critique and placed significant limitations on the

form of antiracist feminist organizational change that was possible within such a context.

When organizational accountability worked to discipline antiracist critique, a

contradiction between women’s activist work and their positions as employees of a

hierarchical organization became apparent. Lodge was indignant that the president of the

board not only disciplined her directly but also told her how she should have handled the

critique. At the root of Lodge’s indignation was that in telling her how she “should have

handled” the critique, the president contradicted what Lodge understood to be part of her

antiracist feminist praxis. In this way, Lodge’s work as an employee of the organization

and her work as an antiracist feminist activist were at odds with one another. This

disconnect was entrenched through hierarchicalized processes of accountability within

the organization, which meant that Lodge’s way of “handling it” was subject to being

personally accountable to her supervisor. The president of the board of directors was able

to reprimand Lodge because Lodge was an employee. Despite her indignation, Lodge

was asked to write a letter of apology, because the president of the board was her

employer. The hierarchicalized social relations superseded legitimate antiracist concerns.

As I discuss in more detail below, dissent or conflict in the organizations where my

participants worked were sometimes managed in ways which did not necessarily support

antiracist critique.

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In fact, in some cases, women’s attempts to develop antiracist feminist practice

within their organizations meant that other programs that might be linked to antiracist

change were also at risk of closure. Through organizational accountability, managers and

directors were directly accountable to the board of directors. Generally speaking most

board members did not intervene in the day-to-day workings of the organizations;

however, if the board did not support the particular articulations of social justice of the

managers and/or of staff members, they had the authority to close down programs.

Soni, for example, described the ways in which the threat of (and eventual)

closure of a program was used to indirectly discipline her social justice work. As a result,

at the time of the interview, the staff members of the program were scheduled to be let

go. Soni attributed the program closure (and ensuing lay-offs) to the conversations about

race and racism that she and her staff members had had within the organization.

The two staff, the other two women of colour had voiced that, had voiced that [concerns of facing racism] already months before. So, the agency was already acknowledging these were some issues that we need to work at. We were talking about them. We have clinical session every week where staff talk about, you know, critical issues, an external person comes in and works with us. So these were already issues that we acknowledged, women of colour had identified, and they had identified that that clinical space is the only safe space for them to talk about these issues, they can’t just talk about them at the staff meeting, you need a facilitator, you need it to be a safe environment. So, that safe space [the clinical sessions] was taken away, and now the diversity program was shut down and the staff are going to be let go—and that was the backlash that was the solving of the problem… What board in their right mind gives up core funding? … I mean normally non-profit struggle with funding!”

And now then now the problem they are left is me, because I’m in management and it’s not going to be easy to get rid of me.

Instead of direct discipline (such as firing) of the diversity program’s staff members, the

board’s solutions were two-fold: first, to get rid of the clinical sessions which offered a

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“safe space” for women to articulate their antiracist critiques with the facilitator; and

second, to close the program, despite, as Soni poignantly noted, that that the program was

fully funded. This sort of discipline which limited certain forms of social justice practice

was possible precisely because of hierarchicalized social relations within the

organization. Clearly, the firing, hiring and closing down of programs may be strategies

which all organizations use to manage dissent, conflict and tensions, regardless of

politics. However, in the context of women’s organizations which claim (either explicitly

or implicitly) their support for antiracist politics, the closing down of programs when

activism is effective poses a unique dilemma for the sustainability of antiracist feminism.

Doing “good work” or documenting “good work”?

In addition to the hierarchicalized reporting processes within the organization, as

discussed in the previous subsection, documentary processes also shaped everyday

antiracist feminist practice. As Smith (1986, 1990, 1999, 2005) and other institutional

ethnographers have shown, people’s everyday activities are coordinated through texts

which link the local to extralocal relations of ruling. Women’s organizations’

administrative and evaluative forms of documentary practice was shaped by and oriented

towards external agencies and accountability processes such as funding bodies, state

agencies, the legal system, labour and human rights laws, and multicultural policies. A

central feature of this textually-mediated extralocal coordination was administered

through women’s documentary practices – a key way in which organizational

accountability was maintained in the organizations.

The women described two main forms of documentary practices within

organizations, namely administrative and evaluative. The administrative documentary

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practices were part of all the women’s accounts, and had to do with the everyday

“paperwork” related to the daily functioning of the organizations. The evaluative

documentary practices were more likely to be described by the managers, executive

directors, and board members. Both of these forms of documentary practices were a

crucial part of the everyday practices of organizational accountability; that is, they were

hierarchical, shaped the relationships between workers and managers, and were also

connected to relations of ruling outside the organization.

Among the research participants’ accounts, a difference emerged when the

women spoke about the relationship between everyday organizational work and

documentation. Specifically, front-line workers reported a tension between

documentation and their activist and service work, whereas managers and board members

often spoke about the centrality and importance of documentation for the functioning of

the organization (see Ahmed, 2007b). Interestingly, all of the women spoke about the

“good work” that was being done in their organizations. Many of the women, in

particular Lodge, Kimberley, Freddy, Aj and Catherine, complained that the sheer

volume and perceived repetitiveness of their documentation tasks took away from their

ability to do “good work” or “quality work.” For women in the front-line, “good work”

meant that they worked within the parameters of their commitments to social justice, their

organizations and to their clients. The women (including managers, supervisors,

directors, and board members) also spoke about valuing the everyday service and activist

work of staff members and managers. However, in contrast to front-line workers’

orientation to doing good work, the research revealed that supervisors’ everyday work

was oriented to documenting this good work. This disconnect between doing good social

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justice work as opposed to documenting good social justice work was evident in

comparing the women’s accounts of their antiracist feminist work with clients, with that

of the work they did as managers.36

Administrative documentary practices were a salient feature of the women’s

accountability work; however, how they approached the work differed according to

whether they did direct service or management work. All of the women discussed the

need for documentary and administrative work; however, each woman’s outlook differed

depending on her position within the organizations. As part of their regular work, all the

women wrote, reviewed or revised the “case note,” “activity log,” “statistical form,”

“intake form” or “daily action plan.” Yet the work related to administrative

documentation was hierarchically organized; that is, the work differed depending on

whether one was providing services or managing those services. Direct service workers

were more likely to write the case notes, fill out related administrative forms, and read

their colleagues’ case notes in order to take some form of action with and/or on behalf of

their clients. Managers, program coordinators and, sometimes, executive directors were

more likely to review these case notes as part of their supervisory work, develop and

“tweak” the forms, and to compile the data or information in a way in which other

organizational actors such as executive directors, board members and external bodies

could review them. Executive directors and board members were most likely to review

aggregated information, both qualitative summaries and statistical analyses, in order to

36 Ahmed (2007b) describes a similar phenomenon in the diversity work within universities in the UK in her paper, “‘You end up doing the document rather than doing the doing’: Diversity, race equality and the politics of documentation.” She describes how the creation of diversity-related documents do the work of showing how universities’ commitment to diversity and race equality; in this way, the documents stand in for the actual work needed to create meaningful race equality.

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evaluate the progress of the organization, report to external agencies and to develop

future priorities of the organizations. Nonetheless, despite the differences among the

women’s hierarchicalized orientations to documentary practices, organizational

accountability shaped activists’ everyday work.

Several of the women described how the sheer volume of documentation meant

that they had to leave other aspects of the work undone. For example, front-line workers

often reported that their everyday work was organized by a tremendous amount of

paperwork, which impinged on their ability to actually do direct service and activist

work. Kimberly, a front-line educator and coordinator of two programs, described her

frustration at trying to keep up with the paperwork. Coordinating her two programs meant

that she could not keep up with the daily administrative tasks she needed to do.

I know I need administrative assistance. I mean I do a lot of it. I keep myself [from asking for] a lot of administration assistance, but sometimes, you know, when there’s training going on every week — I cannot do it, I work here only four days week and I have to, I’m coordinating two programs and there’s, you know, there’s a peak time sometimes, for one program, then, and then, simultaneously there’s something else going on in the other program and I have to manage two programs, then I need help…

While she did not question the importance of administrative documentary processes,

Kimberley acknowledged that the work of coordinating two programs meant that she had

less time for administrative work.

Like Kimberley, Lodge described how the documentation process compromised

not only her commitment to educating and counselling her clients, but the development of

her own analysis as well.

There’s so much time now [for paperwork] and more and more they’re putting together more paperwork, more forms, more this, more - so it’s

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taking away from all like the service, the support that you offer to women. And I hate that.

Although Lodge understood that some documentation was crucial to the functioning of

the organization and important to the women she supported, she questioned the

organization’s need for what she saw as duplication in her documentation work.

If it’s something that I need, I know what needs to be documented [to help women]… So then, okay, for example, if I, if I do just do like a general support with a woman. It could be like — she having like difficult day or something like that. So if I write down okay ‘supported June around issue with partner’, or, whatever, “with the kids,” that’s fine. You write that in the case notes. However, you have to make sure you do some kind of stat or something over there [in another form] — you have to make sure you write-up that you did like a one-to-one or whatever — with her. So all those are different paper that you have to fill out — right? If I contact the police then yes, you have a different form you have to fill out. If you get a call, you have a different form to fill out. If, so there’s stuff that definitely you have to fill out but all, if I’m there, guess what, I find, if I’m there and I’m doing my work, I don’t need to be telling you, okay, I spent 2 hour with this person, 3 hour with that person — you know? Like, it’s in the case note already. Okay, I complete the resource check list [to show that this] is what this woman needs. I don’t understand why it has to be in three or four different places. And I know for stats, they might need some stuff for stats, but —

Women also described how textual practices organized and mediated their

relationships with their supervisors. For example, Lodge described how the issue of

filling out forms (or not filling them out adequately) was taken up in her one-to-one

supervision meetings with her manager:

So sometimes that’s what’s covered in supervision. “Okay, so you didn’t fill out that you did this one-to-one, did you do it?” “Yes, I did it. It’s documented in her file that I did the one-to-one on her issue,” you know. “But you have to remember to fill those out.” Right?

The administrative documentary processes were also tied to the ways in which

organizational accountability shaped conversations between people, as in the preceding

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example between Lodge and her manager. In this way, the relationship between the front-

line worker (Lodge) and her manager was textually-mediated and assumed to be a part of

the ways in which accountability within the organization was managed.

The difference between a manager’s and a front-line worker’s approach to

administrative documentary processes was also evident in Cee’s description of her work.

For managers, administrative forms and documents were not only seen as a way to

manage workers, but also as a way to (ideally) direct the smooth functioning of their

programs. As such, managers spent a lot of time deciding on how different forms of

documentation could best facilitate the administration of their organizations. Like front-

line workers, Cee, an executive director of a shelter, described the sheer volume of forms

that were part of her daily administrative work.

Cee had to oversee the everyday work of the organization which sometimes

entailed having to “revamp” forms and other documents to make them more relevant. In

particular, this involved making sure that the forms actually supported the staff’s work

with the residents.

There are quite a few of them [forms]. We have an “Assessment Form.” and when I say assessment, it’s just that, it’s a history of abuse for women. And I revamped it at one point in time because I wanted people to, you know, after meeting with women, kind of figuring out from the story [what] they had to do with the women: Who, what, where when, what were the issues of priority based on the woman’s story? ... So they have that form. Then, there’s when women coming because women can come at any time during the day or night. We have a basic form which we take basic information — I kind of broke that into, you know, the “Intake and Assessment,” it’s kind of three-part process, you know, they don’t have to do it all at the same time or on the same day… Then there’s the “Task Sheet” in terms of how we keep track of whatever… And then, we have the “Communication Log” and the purpose of it, is that you can write information to the staff coming on shift who you might not necessarily remember to tell everything to or not have enough time to do that. But if there are pieces of information that the staff need to know to be able to do

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their work, then you need to put it in there… Because there’s only certain information that you are going to put in “Clients’ Files,” right? But you want a place where … I let you know what has happened, and something that I might want to flag for you that you need to know.

Cee’s everyday work as a manager meant that she saw administrative documentary

practices as helpful to the everyday functioning of her organization. As the above

statement shows, in actively engaging here antiracist feminist practice through

administrative tasks, Cee broke up the “Intake and Assessment” form into three parts,

which she felt was more consistent with the crisis work associated with the shelter. Her

management work was oriented to responding to organizational processes and

maintaining organizational accountability.

Cee further elaborated on how the assessment of the usefulness of existing forms,

and subsequent creation of new ones, was a key way in which she managed both the staff

and everyday organizational practices.

The staff and I [designed] most forms. When I came [to work] here, and if I didn’t have something to work with, I just designed something. Over time they have evolved, you know, some of them they have scrapped. Or this isn’t working, whatever, whatever … In terms of other places where I’ve worked I don’t think we have that many forms for the staff to do. But how do we use the ones we have? And I’m not into having forms that are not being used. Right, it’s like, does this thing serve a purpose? Is it workable? Or not? If it’s not, then, then we get rid of it. And, you know, sometimes you have something and it suits a particular time and after that, you find that you don’t need it anymore so let’s just get rid of it.

When Cee made a distinction between the forms that the organization needed and those

which “had nothing to do with” the organization, she described how the organizations’

forms were connected to extralocal processes of accountability. Those forms were needed

for internal purposes but also related to external legal and funding requirements such as

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documentation required by the city funders to account for funds dispersed to the

organization.

There’s some forms that we have, that have nothing to do with us, but it’s really part of our funding process whereby you, you know, have to keep check of, the number of people who have spent the night in the shelter, it’s connected to the [location name] that’s gives, you know, women P-N-A, “Personal Needs Allowance” money, the [location name] pays everybody in shelters, $3.25 a day per person, to look after needs like, if you wanted to buy cigarettes… Because while they’re here, we do provide for their other needs. So some of those forms are around that … Then there are forms of “Confidentiality” if women, you know, want us to talk to someone, say it was the CAS [Children’s Aid Society] worker about something, then we require that, you know ...

These extralocal forms of documentation added to the administrative requirements of

staff members’ everyday work and tied their work to external organizations and

legislation.

For Cee, the forms were crucial to the work that needed to be done for the

residents and clients that the shelter served. As the executive director, she focussed on the

overall functioning of the organization and this meant that she remained attentive to how

her staff members were following out administrative documentary processes. As Lodge’s

account illustrated already, some staff members did not fill out forms accurately or

resisted filling them outright. It is not difficult to understand how these actions shaped the

relationship between supervisors and staff members in negative terms. Cee described

some of the frustration that she faced when staff members filled out the forms.

She described the resistance that staff members showed to the administrative

documentary practices as a way of subverting staff member accountability:

Let me give you an example of what has been one of my challenges. I used to do front-line work; I used to be a front-line worker. [Pausing] I came from a system of where, you would do shift changes and they were

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always written. Right? And if there was something that needed to be done, that you wrote it down for the next shift to do. It was written … But when I came here, I created [a form] within the first month or six weeks of being here. It was a form I called the “Daily Task Sheet.” And, you know, we’ve talked about his sheet, this form, and the purpose of it …I know that people still struggle with it. I know that they’re still not using it … But you see one of the things that, in my um, in my process of them, realizing is that you know there is certain degree of accountability, the things that are written… So, people would have “shift change notes.” But they’re not working. One of my staff said, “Well I have my shift change notes on paper that I share with a person who comes on shift, the other staff, then I shred them.” And, I say, “So, like, why would you do that? What would make you think that this other person can recall everything that you have said?” They need the written information to follow… That holds us accountable or unaccountable.

The staff member in question did not give any reason why she shredded the shift change

notes; however, Cee suggested this had to do with the staff member’s reluctance to

become accountable. Cee’s concern about the way in which staff members filled out

forms had to do in part with ensuring that appropriate service was being provided to the

residents, as well as challenging the staff’s lack of compliance as proper compliance

ameliorated further extralocal relations that directly impacted the function of the shelter.

That is to say, her frustration also had to do with the fact that without written documents,

“accountability,” as she put it, was more difficult to achieve.

Similarly, managers were responsible for reading documentation as a way to

understand what was happening within the everyday work of those whom they

supervised. As I described earlier, all of the mangers discussed the ways in which

documentary practices were routine ways in which they supervised their staff members.

Theta, for example, described her everyday work as an assistant director in the following

way:

At work, I spend my day figuring out what is it I’m supposed to be doing and what is it that I have to do — and the difference between the two —

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and prioritize and do all that. And I make phone calls, do interviews, go to different centres and read case notes, talk to the program coordinators, find out what’s happening, try to answer any questions.

Theta’s account of her everyday work was significant as it described, in an off-hand way,

how she used documentation (case notes) to help her supervise staff members. As part of

her management work, the ways in which Theta read the case notes was organized

through social relations of accountability. Although not evident in the above account,

Theta’s reading of the case notes was structured by her supervisory role and part of the

way in which the staff’s documentary practices were scrutinized and ultimately,

disciplined and shaped.

In fact, Theta’s account of the ways in which her work of “tweaking” the forms

on which her staff members wrote case notes described a process whereby she explicitly

worked to alter the language and content of the staff’s case notes, thereby disciplined

their documentary practices. She spoke about “adjusting” the documentation processes in

order to make them “more tight” and more structured in hopes that this would shape the

ways in which staff members wrote about clients so they fit more in line with the

institutional language appropriate to the organization’s work.

So for example I’m working right now on trying to change — it’s not really changing — it’s just adjusting a bit of documentation practices — in our different centres. Just toning [it] up and making it more [pausing to think]. I’m sorry I can’t think of the work, but just more tight, more, more … efficient. Any ways so that’s something I have to do — I get to do. For some reason it has some meaning to me or I think will have some impact on the way people work so I think it’s important. It’s harder to see [than front-line work] because I think the long-term impact I’m helping with the documentation and making it more efficient is that it will… restrain judgmental and unessential sort of information about clients…So that when in five years, a file gets subpoenaed, the staff won’t look like that they’re doing horrible work and not that they are. But, I think what you write and what you read impacts how you think about people. And I want to make sure that — we’re not writing in a way that makes people think or

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work — think about the clients or encourages or perpetuates thinking that’s judgmental about the way clients live their lives. And [staff] will approach their work in accepting people more — basically is what I’m hoping I do. And then in five years if the file gets subpoenaed it won’t have such a negative impact on women’s lives.

Theta’s account was especially telling in a number of ways. She relayed some

ambivalence about the ways in which her “adjusting” of forms had meaning to her work

as a feminist. She hesitated a bit in articulating her rationale on why she had decided to

“tweak” her documentary processes and seemed guarded in what she recounted. I would

argue that, in part, this had to do with Theta’s awareness of the disjuncture between her

feminist practice and her management work. By the end of her description, however, this

disjuncture seemingly disappeared as she was able to reconcile the connections between

her management work and her commitment to her workers and women’s lives.

A third feature of organizational accountability within Theta’s account was the

way in which the “tweaking” and “adjusting” work was oriented to extralocal processes.

Theta said that one reason she wanted to change the ways in which the staff were writing

was that if a file got subpoenaed that the staff would not “look like that they’re doing

horrible work,” and so that the file “not have such a negative impact on women’s lives.”

This dual focus on the staff’s work and the impact of the case notes on women’s lives

were important for staff members and residents of shelters, particularly vis-à-vis the legal

and justice systems. The case notes of shelters were routinely scrutinized through the

legal process, particularly in cases of domestic dispute and custody battles. Women’s

shelters workers are especially aware that case notes are often used to build a legal case

against residents and to discredit individual shelter workers’ documentary accounts of

situations. Theta’s work, arguably, was shaped by her understanding of this precarious

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process. Although she suggested at the beginning of her quote that she did not necessarily

know why she was making certain decisions, her explanation clearly described how her

commitments to social justice were ultimately merged with, or crafted through,

organizational accountability which was in turn connected to extra-organizational

processes.

Most often, front-line workers were responsible for filling out statistical forms or

providing feedback on the forms—this is what I call “evaluative documentary practices.”

Managers, administrative staff and board members, however, were responsible for

creating the forms, monitoring their use, compiling data, using them for reporting to

funders and state bodies, and so on. Women’s descriptions of their work revealed that

evaluative documentary practices were a crucial part of the everyday practices of

organizational accountability. As the study showed, not only were evaluative

documentary practices of the participants hierarchically organized, they also shaped the

relationships between workers and managers and were affected by relations of ruling

outside the organization. Front-line workers spent less time than managers and board

members in working with evaluative documents. Managers and board members tended to

describe in much more detail (than did most front-line workers), the ways in which such

evaluative documentary practices were central to their everyday work of managing the

staff and reporting to external organizations.

Most of the women demonstrated that even though they found the number of

forms they had to fill repetitious, they understood the importance of providing data to

their managers as a routine part of their work. In this way, activists, too, were embedded

within repetitive calculative activities in which they were created as calculative sel(ves)

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(Miller, 2001; see also Dehli, 2000). For example, in her complaint about repetition,

Lodge acknowledged the importance of “stats” as a way to keep track of information

related to the organization’s service: “I don’t understand why it has to be in three or four

different places. And I know for stats, they might need some stuff for stats, but —.” Most

of the workers on the front line understood and participated in relations of accounting,

auditing and accountability tied to external agencies and organizations.

As a program manager, Kimberley was involved in both front-line work and

management, and indicated that she least liked the various forms of documentary

practices in the organization. This was not only a complaint about the volume or types of

documentary processes, but their effect on her commitments as a social justice activist.

Kimberley felt that women’s organizations in general, including her own, needed to

critically examine whether evaluative practices were actually contributing to the larger

processes of social change:

And I’m really process-oriented person and I don’t believe that our work needs to be evaluated based on outcomes, you know, material based outcomes, how many people were trained from my program, et cetera. I look at the process as important as the result. I mean after all we are doing this work for women’s rights, peace in the world, women’s rights for everyone. Then as women who are in the process of building the kind of world, we also want to learn from this and we want to make it more egalitarian and let other women and people in general, learn from how we work and how we involve others. Sometimes you are so much outcome driven … it’s how we survive in this capitalist society. We don’t look at the process, we don’t look at ourselves, how we are doing. Because I consider it so importantly it is painful to me… if the way we work is so different from what we pursue overall like more egalitarian work and system and more space for marginalized women kind of thing. I think we have to work always fast and very outcome driven, goal driven. Then we cannot take time — we just have to run a factory like an assembly line all the time — it’s always assembly line and I don’t like it.

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Kimberley’s critique of her organization’s emphasis on the documentation of “material

based outcomes” came from her political commitments to the process of more global

social change.

Specifically, Kimberley criticized the emphasis on evaluation based on narrow

assumptions of “outcome” required by funders. As she suggested, the requirement for

women’s organizations to show material outcomes came at the expense of activist and

social change work. Kimberley felt that focusing on outcomes was a distraction and left

important discussions about becoming “more egalitarian” and having “more space” for

marginalized women behind.37 While she acknowledged that the focus on outcomes was

important for how organizations “survive[d] in this capitalist society,” she advocated a

different sort of evaluation, one that emphasized the “process” of social change.

In contrast, several of the executive directors and board members I spoke with did

not see a disjuncture between their evaluative documentary practice and their

commitments to social justice. For example, Maria, a board member of a sexual assault

centre, was excited about a program evaluation initiative she spearheaded in her

organization.

And then so there’s the program evaluation committee … And I think the purpose really is just a really a good way to ensure that we have rigour in the programs that we do. “Well, we know that you do good work, but it’s undocumented.” And I think it still isn’t good enough in this climate — it’s not enough to say that “I can believe the women I work with are satisfied, I believe that I’ve really helped somebody.” Like, it has to be more tangible [my emphasis] and I think that’s the purpose. It’s helping

37 Similar critiques have been made within the literature, particularly by some researchers who study extralocal relations of ruling and processes of accountability within a variety of nonprofit organizations (Dehli, 2010; McCoy, 1998; Ng, 1998; Nichols, 2008; Rankin and Campbell, 2006; Strathern, 2000; Walker, 1996; see also DasGupta, 1999; Todd and Lundy, 2006). For example, Nichols argues that activist interests get subsumed, and in some cases, displaced by extralocal text-based processes of accountability of funding.

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— I think it’s just helping women document a little bit more clearly all the really good work that they are doing in a way that’s understandable to outside people, you know, I think for funders…You know, sexual assault centres are always on the sort of — I mean it’s not the same as the shelters — that garner the same sort of recognition or level of support from the broader community ... I mean the government’s been very all over the place — about the value of sexual assault centres — so this in some ways, you know, once we have it all up and running, at least, it gives you someplace to say yes, yes, we do need this.

Maria highlighted the differences in political and funding contexts of sexual

assault centres in relation to other forms of shelters as a rationale for the necessity of the

sort of program evaluation she advocated. Maria’s attempts to document the staff’s “good

[activist] work” in terms commensurate with the priorities of funders and government

agencies implied that women’s service and educational work was, in and of itself,

insufficient unless organizations showed tangible results or material outcomes. In fact,

organizations are regularly required to produce data in the terms dictated by funders and

state agencies in order to be able to compete for resources or to show accountability to

funders, with very little regards to activist or social service notions of good work.

Consequently, this form of accountability, which is linked to notions of ‘best practice,’

‘stakeholders,’ performance targets, ‘outcomes,’ and so on, forms part and parcel of

powerful auditing and accounting discourse (Dehli, 2010; McCoy, 2008; Power, 1997;

Strathern, 2000). As Miller (2001) reminds us, “what is counted usually counts” (p. 382),

and thus what is not counted, disappears from view (see also Smith, 2005).

In this sense, Maria’s work, at least as she described it, was a rational exercise of

translating the women’s work through documentation and evaluation into “tangible,”

discrete, and, numerical factors that translated to funding for the organization. Her

rationale for beginning the program evaluation with the public education program was, in

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part, because it could be most easily translated into the “more structured” “logic model of

evaluation,” which was based on “concrete,” numerical outcomes:

So, we started off [doing a program evaluation with the] Public Education Program because it’s the most structured, it really is much more concrete, you know, how many speaking engagements did you go to? How large is the audience? You know it’s, that program has things you can sort of count and assess much more clearly … So, the program coordinator [of the public education program] knew a little bit about logic models —it’s just a way of outlining your program into sort of discrete pieces. So, the program is public education, but maybe under public education you have two different pieces and in fact this particular staff person does. She’s got, you know, sort of outside education, and then she does um training for volunteers so it’s education for the volunteers and within that you have different objectives. So it’s really helping staff identify, “So, what’s the objective of my education program?” Is it to, you know, maybe she’s targeting high school students — so to inform sort of teenagers about dating violence, so the objective is sort of — to operationalize that in some kind of way — well I want to do five speaks at, you know, high schools um.

So I mean it — it is sort of mapping out in a much more concrete way all the different activities that we doing. Um and then what you’re looking to assess, so I want to be at least five speaks, I want … a minimum audience of maybe this. I want to have evaluations at this number of them, and then different things. I want to keep all this information here, and then this do this sort of type of assessment once a year or something - and it’s very much a work in progress because I think it’s different people do this differently.

So, this generates kind of like matrix of all the different activities. You know, all these other pieces of, you know, the objective and then, you know, how am I going to do this, where am I keep the information, how often. ... It’s really clear if you say my goal is be 25, you know, speaks and then you do 25 speaks, and then you’ve met this goal of, you know, targeting, you know, potentially at risk young women. So it makes it a little bit more tangible.

Making the work that women did in organizations “tangible” through evaluative

documentary practices included the reorientation and mobilization of social justice and

service work into easily digestible bits of information that could fit within standardized

evaluation criteria.

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Program evaluation was a specialized form of reporting that was connected to (but

different from) other relations of accountability and auditing between the staff and

management. In her account, Maria also compared the program evaluation to other sorts

of evaluative documentary processes in the organization, and highlighted connections and

differences from other management-oriented evaluation practices. She said that, unlike

other forms of individualized evaluations (tied to women’s job descriptions), program

evaluation complemented the yearly plans set out by the managers within the

organization.

And, every staff has a job description, every staff has action plans that they do over the year, so we didn’t want it to be a — to be a duplication of what they were already doing so we wanted it to be that — in some ways it was extending their Yearly Action Plan. … So we don’t want it to take the place of, you know, of a performance evaluation— it’s not a performance evaluation, I mean it’s very much, are the goals of your program realistic?

The program’s yearly action plan and performance evaluation of the goals of individual

staff members and managers, which Maria mentioned, were other forms of evaluative

documentary practices that were tied to the hierarchical relations of accountability and

explicitly shaped the relationship between the executive director (and by extension the

board of directors) and individual staff members.

Tuffy, an executive director, used what she called “work programs” to help

individual managers make annual goals and to structure the relationships between her and

her staff members. The documentary practices involved in “work programs” shaped the

relationship between Tuffy and those she managed. According to Tuffy, “work

programs” were a key way through which she ensured that the front-line staff members

were directly accountable to her as executive director.

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We try to work from a place that has work programs attached to budget… Now, we have varying degrees of success with that because you know we’ll start out, I’ve got a couple of draft work programs on my desk right now that um we’re going to take some major revisions because of some major budget considerations… A work program, for example it’s really goals and objectives — it’s almost like it’s — the um — it’s their outcomes piece for a year. These are the outcomes that I am working toward achieving in next year… Some of the steps are measurable, for example if — well the shelter services director for example — I haven’t looked at her work program but I believe her work program includes a statement about implementation of the Girls Program in at least three schools — so that’s clearly measurable. If she succeeds at that or exceeds it, then fine, if she doesn’t, then it’s like well, why didn’t you succeed? You know, what happened? What were all the external, or internal or extenuating circumstances that kept you from succeeding?

The work programs were not only used to translate the manager’s work into measurable

outcomes, but also to evaluate the progress of managers and the staff.

The activities outlined in the work programs of each individual program were

directly tied to specific forms of funding, which inevitably meant accountability to

extralocal institutions. Tuffy described three different programs within the organization

which resulted in the organization having three different sets of relationships with

funders.

For example, the manager of the …Nutrition Project38, her work program is pretty much set by the contract that we have with Health Canada — now we negotiate that contract every year. But whatever we have agreed to do with — you know —whatever we told Health Canada — or Health Canada and us have agreed to do with their money is the work programs.

The Nutrition Project’s “work program” was tied to specific activities (and outcomes) as

set out by an agreement with Tuffy’s organization and Health Canada. In contrast, the

day care centre had more flexibility about the types of activities that had to be reported

because the organization was allotted a set amount to run the daycare centre rather than to

38 Name of programs changed slightly for purposes of anonymity.

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achieve specific outcomes and run certain activities. The daycare program’s funding

arrangement meant that the organization was under less scrutiny and thus had more

freedom to make programmatic decisions that fit its own mandate.

There’s more flexibility [in some programs, such as the daycare centre] as those are programs that you know, we know going into a year — this is how much money we have to spend — this is what they are going to give us for this year so then we have to figure out to do what it is that we want to do with those amount of dollars.

In further explicating the relationship between funding and its effect on

programming, Tuffy suggested that the shelter’s work program also had more flexibility

since the Ministry funded only 80% of this program. She also spoke about the “creative

approach to raising money” as a way of circumventing the limitations imposed by

funding agencies’ demands. That is, fundraising was part of the shelter’s work program:

There is more flexibility in for example, the shelter, um because we get 80 per cent of the funding from the Ministry — we have to raise the other 20 per cent and so part of the work program frequently is that creative approach to raising money — part of the work program as well is looking at ways that we can partner with other agencies to deliver more services or enhanced services to the women in the shelter… Now we don’t have the resources to present those programs, so work at partnerships with [names of other agencies] on an annual basis so that they’re you know ‘x-number’ of spots to kids in our shelter or you know we can you know there are you know some number of workshops and courses a year that they will offer kids in our shelter — that kind of thing.

Creative fundraising, in this case, was done through partnering with other organizations

to provide services to the residents of the shelters.

Managers also performed evaluations in order to assess whether the budgets and

income statements of the program were consistent with each other. Tuffy, for example,

used the financial reports to monitor the activities of the programs she oversaw.

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I think the other ways that I work is through the financial reports that get produced on a monthly basis — every one of these centres is a cost centre and so they’ve got an income statement that comes out on a monthly basis. If, in fact there’s significant variance in one of those income statements — then I’m going to have a conversation with the program manager around — or the program director as the case may be around you know, we need to do some analysis here — why is this falling far short of budget? Um you know, what are the issues here? So that we can begin to look at how to either fix it or get rid of it or something.

Evaluation of outcomes was sometimes part of the financial management of the activities

of each program within her organization. When Tuffy’s staff members deviated from the

budget in carrying out activities, they had a “conversation” with her. In this way, the

work programs were used each month as a way to keep the staff answerable to the overall

financial administration of the organization.

To a certain degree, as the preceding discussion has illustrated, extralocal

relations of accountability among women’s organizations, funders and governments

shaped the women’s need to create more data in order to justify their programs.

Moreover, as shown by some of the accounts highlighted so far, some of the women

questioned the emphasis placed by women’s organizations on outcomes-based models of

evaluation and the evaluative documentation of “good work” and, as a result, identified

disjuncture between this documentation process and the aims of social service

organizations.

From contestation to conflict management

Organizational accountability also shaped women’s everyday antiracist feminist work of

challenging and critiquing organizational practices which were seen as discriminatory,

repressive or exclusionary. Contestation based on antiracist feminist and social justice

critique was often transformed through organizational accountability from reflecting a

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broader organizational limitation that needed attention to conflict between individuals

that needed to be micromanaged instead. This process, in effect, depoliticized antiracist

feminist practice by recasting such critiques into liberal ideological frames that privilege

individualism. That is, social critique was rendered into a contest between individuals and

referred to as ‘personality conflicts.’

As I described in chapter four, front-line staff members’ commitments to

antiracist feminism and social justice often resulted in their contesting organizational

practices that were ethnocentric, exclusionary, and/or discriminatory. Some examples

included Catherine’s accusation of (racialized) favouritism in relation to hiring practices;

Lodge’s critique of board recruitment practices (discussed above); and Aj’s challenging

of practices around holiday events (see below). These instances of antiracist critiques

became subject to conflict resolution processes. Forms of conflict resolution ranged from

informal discussion to union grievances, firing, disciplining of staff members, and

formalized mediation. In similar fashion to the discussion on documentary practices,

antiracist feminist critiques were framed and resolved within the organization through

extralocal processes of accountability to funding agencies, labour organizations and

labour-related legislation and state policy.

Within women’s organizations where there were definite commitments to

antiracist feminism, when conflict emerged around issues of race and discrimination they

were often resolved through relations of organizational accountability, specifically

through hierarchicalized reporting processes, which women often called “conflict

resolution” or “conflict management.” As I show below, women managers, even those

who saw themselves as antiracist feminist activists, became part of conflict resolution

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processes which treated discussion of racism as problematic and peripheral to the

functioning of the organization. This was particularly apparent when comparing front-

line workers’ accounts of contestations with those of managers, executive directors

and/or board members.

The front-line women’s antiracist critiques were often taken up as personal

critiques,39 rather than social ones, and they became subject to intervention meant to

mediate between two individual colleagues. For example, the racialized conflict between

Aj and her co-worker meant that their manager intervened in their conflict. When Aj

advocated for “more cultural food” (her words) at a holiday party, her white co-worker

accused her of calling her “a racist.” The “conflict” began with Aj putting into practice

her commitments to making the organization more responsive to cultural diversity. Aj

described the ways in which her suggestion that diverse food be served at the event was

taken up by her co-worker, who saw Aj’s suggestion (and implicit critique) as an

accusation that she was racist. As Aj noted during our interview, “She was saying that I

called her a racist, which I didn’t. But that was her understanding that I did. But I didn’t

call her that …” After some discussion, Aj and her co-worker approached their manager

who was asked to informally mediate. The focus on the original concern of having more

diverse cultural foods at an event was deflected, and, instead, the focus became whether

Aj had, or had not, accused her co-worker of being racist.

The original issue was glossed over, and the organizational process of conflict

resolution took up the personal “conflict” between co-workers as the primary issue to

39 Mills (1959) similarly discusses the need to connect “personal troubles to public issues” in The sociological imagination. Mills saw this problem – public issues were being treated as “personalized troubles” as a far-reaching problem that was broadly infused in capitalist culture.

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“mediate” rather than the original concern about attending to ethnocentrism and lack of

attention to diversity.40 In keeping with hierarchical social relations, the premise of the

mediation was that there was a conflict among co-workers which needed to be mediated

by a manager. To make matters worse, Aj reported that the formalized conflict mediation

process “took months.” Several theorists have described the ways in which antiracist

critique has elicited strong emotional responses by (primarily white) people in women’s

and other types of organizations (see for example Ahmed, 2009; Srivastava, 2002). What

is significant about this particular example is that conflict resolution or mediation was an

institutionalized response to manage both the original antiracist critique and the woman’s

emotional response to it.

Cee’s reaction to a similar struggle of putting antiracist feminism into practice at

her workplace is also illustrative. Despite her own history and commitments to antiracist

struggle, Cee’s experience of managing antiracist criticisms and what some of her staff

argued was antiracist action, showed the dialectical relationship between one’s own

beliefs and one’s position and responsibilities within an organization. Cee recounted a

conflict that occurred between the views of white and black staff on the subject of a

holiday party. In this case, Cee deemed this racialized “conflict” as “petty.” It was not

clear from Cee’s account how the staff took up antiracist feminist commitments, other

than to resist Cee’s characterization of this conflict as “petty.” Nevertheless her

description of the ways in which she was compelled to react was significant.

It was all around having to organize a stupid little thing [lowering voice] around going to a holiday party…There was a number of black staff who

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said we’re not going to go [to the party]. You see, what I mean it’s like, “So what is your beef?”

Then I remember hearing at one point in time, well oh, one of the black staff said, “Do you remember when we had a party and none of them [the white staff] came? And I said, “None of who? Those people are not even here anymore, so, big deal, none of them came.” And I said, “Unfortunately, you didn’t deal with that then, you’re not going to do deal with it now.”… Well it is little and petty. Because if they don’t want to go, they just don’t go. You just don’t go around talking about it [in front of residents]; you have people now, not talking to other people who are already not talking to other people. [Lowers voice] Because of what? ... So, I’m hopeful, at some point in time, you know, it will resolve itself.

Cee’s reaction to this racialized and historical divide was understandable given her desire

to reduce what she saw as unnecessary conflict among groups of white and racialized

staff. However, her example is telling because it illustrates how antiracist critique was

rendered into a personal conflict through relations of accountability within a local setting.

In particular, Cee was concerned with the effects of these divisions and

conversation on residents and newer staff. Cee addressed the issue by using her position

of authority within the frame of organizational accountability to stop discussions and, in

her words, to “put a gag order” on the staff. Unfortunately, such action escalated the

conflict:

I said, “How dare you do this around a party. We’re not going to go there. I have no interest in the way you deal with it, but here is my position: You do not make it an issue of discussion, in common places in the house. I mean not talking about it in public. It’s like, the residents are here, it’s not like they don’t know what’s going on. I’m going to put a gag order on you. You’re going to stop or this is what’s going to be happening [lowered voice] ...” And then she [a staff] went to the union.

In a way, Cee actively attempted to stop discussion about the racialized conflict among

staff as part of her strategy to create a positive working environment for all her staff

members. From Cee’s perspective, Cee’s efforts to minimize racialized conflict and to

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promote shared commitments to the functioning of the organization was part of her

everyday management work.

The next step in the conflict resolution process, however, showed the ways in

which extralocal legislation and policy affected Cee’s intervention as a manager. After

Cee attempted to stop discussion, a staff member went to the union who then intervened

on the staff member’s behalf. According to Cee, the union representative suggested that

Cee’s reaction of telling people to stop talking about the conflict was an inappropriate

form of discipline. Cee became subject to the scrutiny of the union, which meant that

staff could file a grievance against her attempts to discipline staff behaviour and

language.

Well I had a union rep call me and I said, “You know, I’m clear on what I can discipline employees for, what I cannot discipline them for. I said, however, my greater concern is what happens to the, you know, the poisoning of the work environment right? And what certain behaviours can lead to…” And the union rep, said, “Oh well so what? So what if there’s disrespect for, and hurt each other’s feelings, so what?”

This particular form of scrutiny was a regular part of the ways in which women’s

organizations, and particularly the women in management positions, were accountable to

extralocal labour legislation and policy.

In some cases, antiracist critiques within women’s organizations became

detrimental to the organization. In one interview, for example, Francine described how

internal tensions resulted in instability of organizations and threats to their viability.

Francine described how an organization of which she had been a board member became

subject to a series of racialized conflicts, which resulted in the union and funders

intervening. Francine described the context of these struggles as follows:

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A new executive director had just been hired and she was a woman of colour. At least one of the two managers was a woman of colour, and there were a number of conflicts in the organization between the ED and front-line staff … The work place was unionized and [the front-line staff] had filed a number of grievances. The funder … was ultimately brought into the conflicts…

As a result of the number of grievances filed by staff members and managers, the

organization lost its funding and was forced to stop providing services.

As an active member of the personnel committee, Francine described the work

involved in addressing such conflicts. In her description of the conflict management

process she outlined several ways through which social relations of accountability within

and outside the organization intersected to address conflicts within her organization:

As a member of the personnel committee responding to union grievances around a whole host of issues, including for example, I remember a number of issues and conflicts around equity issues. So, for example, one of the managers, a Caribbean black woman was in serious conflict with an African woman from the continent, and somehow the issues were specifically identified as racialism. The front-line worker from the continent specifically complained about being treated differentially and unfairly because she was a woman from the continent. She complained of being referred to in disrespectful ways, she complained about different work assignments.

[The complaints] first became raised verbally, and then it evolved into a formal written complaint … I think that what was critical for us was that one of the issues that the front-line continental African worker had identified was, again she was being differently treated, than other workers.

And I seem to remember that one of the examples — the difference between them — that she raised was around work assignments … She was not awarded the position and felt that it happened because of the conflict that she was having with the manager. And so it, it then, it wasn’t just about um something intangible in that, you know, “I feel someone is not being nice to me for this reason. I feel that I’m being spoken to in a different way than other people.” The issue, the primary issue is being complained about was something very tangible that, you know, “I applied for this job, I felt that I was more qualified. I certainly had enough seniority and yet I didn’t get the position. And that was what was obligated us to respond.

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The above notwithstanding, not all instances of racialized discrimination were taken up in

the same way; those that were linked to extralocal relations of accountability were taken

more seriously. The level of seriousness indicates the degree to which extralocal relations

of ruling directly impacted the enactment of antiracist practices within certain women’s

organizations.

In the example that Francine described for instance, the issue became one which

was institutionalized through the relationship between the union and her organization.

The complaint by the front-line worker that she was discriminated against because of

“racialism” got taken up by the board through a conflict resolution process, and as

Francine described, the complaint was given more importance because there was a

“tangible” concern (in this case, job discrimination), rather than an “intangible” concern,

such as being treated differently. Francine described how the board was “obligated” to

respond because of union rules about seniority.

Notably, Francine made a distinction between the front-line staff’s concern that

she was being treated disrespectfully and one of job discrimination. This distinction was

significant, because the latter – the allegation of job discrimination – was governed by

labour policies and legislation, as well as collective agreements between the union(s) and

the organization.

Because as a unionized environment, competitions were very — you know the process really dictated and directed how people should have access to [the position]. So, you know, if you had, if you were the most senior person and you were — and you were qualified, you had the minimal, minimum qualifications, then every expectation would be that you would then get that position.

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Although Francine had joined the board of directors of this organization because of her

commitments to social justice and desire to implement antiracist politics within women’s

organization, her work as an antiracist advocate became subsumed under her commitment

to the functioning and survival of the organization.

In addition, Francine described how she worked with the personnel committee to

facilitate a conflict resolution process which resulted in another instance of conflict:

At one point I remember specifically working with the committee and the complainant and respondent to facilitate a conflict resolution process. And actually while that process was started the process itself became subject of disagreement and a complaint… One thing that had happened was that while both parties were asked, or given the opportunity to be accompanied through the process by a support person, someone else other than the board members or people who were involved in facilitating or constructing the process. I remember that one of the reasons why the facilitation, the conflict resolution process got bogged down was because the manager insisted that her support person was going to be a man. And the complainant objected and so I think that the complaint might then have gone forward to a more formal union grievance process.

As Francine noted, in addition to the involvement of the union through the legalized

grievance processes, repeated racialized tensions meant that funders to whom

organizations were ultimately accountable came in to ‘find facts’ about the organization

through what was called a “forensic audit.” As a result, Francine’s time was taken up

more and more by administrative processes, and less by antiracist feminist work, and this

illustrates another form of relations of accountability which shaped the everyday work of

antiracist feminists within organizations.

As I have shown so far, extralocal relations of accountability resulting from

antiracist critique and racialized conflict in women’s organizations had detrimental

effects on women’s ability to do antiracist feminist work on a daily basis and their sense

of self (including their embodiment). Ultimately, the resultant debilitation also negatively

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affected the women’s desires to continue their activist and organization work. Francine,

to take one example, decided to leave the board because she was “tired,” as she had spent

a lot of time as a board member responding to external grievances, a “law suit” and a

forensic audit by funders.

We also, one of the other sort of big things that I was part of dealing with was concluding a law suit actually — that had started prior to our board having come on. And that took up a lot of time and energy and very draining…The previous board had been involved in a forensic audit through the [funders] and continued issues that we then that we had to deal with…[The forensic audit] was an audit of … a combination of financial and services um auditing the units of services. How the organization is delivering programs, services. It involved a lot of reporting back to the city on various questions that arose in the course of this process. We were asked what policies we have, do they cover x, y, z issues, et cetera, et cetera…

The forensic audit included not only the auditing of financial documents of a particular

organization, but also the everyday workings of the organization (see also Miller, 2001;

Powers, 1997). Audits such as the ones Francine described invariably had detrimental

consequences not only on the viability and survival of women’s organizations, but also

on the front-line women of colour staff and on the community who was being served.

Disgruntled staff and other community members could (and sometimes did)

request that the funders come in to investigate “conflict,” including conflict which was

based on antiracist and other forms of racialized critiques of organizations. According to

Francine other organizations that had experienced a large amount of antiracist

organizational change had become subject to forensic audits:

Well, let me say that it seems to be [laughing] that audits um follow certain kinds of organizations, so and certain…. Let me put it this way, umm, Nellie’s for example in the days of June Callwood…became the subject of a city audit after women of colour who were on front-line staff challenged the board around some of these very issues raised around race

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and antiracism. June Callwood was accused of being a racist and then all hell seemed to break loose, not just within the organization but these were issues that then carried out um in all forms of media… And there were other shelters where again women of colour, as activists, providing services, usually challenging the predominantly white, or all white board or the white ED. And um because women felt completely disempowered within the organization to be heard they would, as a strategy and as a way of seeking support board would… may have initiated the contact with the city — or it may have been the board that initiated the contact with the city, each trying to further their own positions or agendas. But ultimately when the city comes in, um what has typically happened is that the city withdraws funding. The agency shuts down and a lot of women lose their jobs — those women are predominantly women of colour working in front-line of these agencies.

It was an irony that antiracist feminist action could lead to the complete shutdown of the

women’s organization. Relations of accountability and auditing, as I described earlier,

were a regular part of the everyday landscape of organizations (Dehli, 2010; McCoy,

1998; Miller, 2001; Nichols, 2008; Power, 1997), and these made a difference to the

ways in which conflict needed to be addressed. In the landscape of the “audit explosion”

(Powers, 1997), conflict which was not “managed” appropriately could mean that

organizations were under increased scrutiny. It was not surprising, then, that executive

directors and managers were concerned about managing dissent within organizations

through internal processes of conflict resolution from within relations of organizational

accountability.

To reiterate, the dynamics of organizational accountability shaped antiracist

contestations within feminist women’s organizations. In particular, antiracist feminist

social change was framed through institutionalized relations of ruling and accountability

within the organization. Organizational accountability not only shaped but also, in effect,

limited the emancipatory potential of antiracist feminist activism. Issues of race and

racism were subject to administrative and bureaucratic forms of accountability, rather

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than addressed through the organizations’ visions of antiracist transformation of social

relations. Although women were able to find support for antiracist change, particularly in

organizations in which managers and board members shared such visions (as part of

mobilization of antiracist feminist ideals), the everyday practices of organizational

accountability shaped and reconstituted antiracist feminist activism. This does not,

however, mean that women did not engage antiracist feminist change in their

organizations. Women actively used the hierarchicalized relations of accountability

within their organizations alongside another form of accountability, namely activist

responsibility. Like organizational accountability, activist responsibility shaped women’s

everyday work within women’s organizations in ways which transformed women’s

individual and organizational commitments to social justice, antiracism, and feminism

into a particular form of accountability. I call this form of accountability activist

responsibility, and it is the subject of the next chapter.

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Chapter Six: Activist Responsibility

In this chapter, I describe another set of social relations of accountability which shaped

the research participant’s antiracist feminist practice. The women’s personal

commitments to antiracism, feminism, and social justice transformed into social forms of

responsibility, where they were made accountable to other activists or people committed

to antiracism, feminism and social justice. In this sense, individual beliefs and choices

became enmeshed in social relations within and across women’s organizations. These

social relations, in effect, created a form of accountability I call antiracist feminist

activist responsibility or, as I refer to it throughout this chapter, activist responsibility.

Activist responsibility was the socially organized process of accountability that guided

the women’s everyday enactment of their commitment to and practice of social justice,

feminist and antiracist work. The interviews revealed that social relations of activist

responsibility shaped the women’s everyday work both within and outside their

organizations. Activist responsibility functioned as a coordinating discourse, embedded

in concrete, everyday practice where it enabled the women to craft antiracist, feminist,

and antioppressive praxis.

I make a distinction between that which is ‘personal’ (i.e., commitment) and that

which is ‘social’ (i.e., responsibility). The social movement literature subsumes

commitment and responsibility (as well as solidarity) under the notion of collective

identity (Becker, 1960; Glass, 2009; Downton and Wehr, 1997; Hunt and Benford, 2004;

Kanter, 1968; Melucci, 2003). However, as I described in both my literature review and

in chapter three, the research participants in my study spoke of their commitments to (and

everyday work of) antiracist feminism and social justice, rather than academic notions of

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a collective identity. Furthermore, as I explained in chapter three, I use commitment to

refer to women’s individual (i.e., personal) articulations of their beliefs and values. I use

the term (activist) responsibility to refer to the ways in which women’s commitments

were made social and accountable through institutionalized social relations within

organizations. In other words, I argue that activists’ commitments were made accountable

(or answerable) to one another, but only because the activists felt a responsibility to put

into practice their ideals. This distinction between commitment and responsibility is

important because it makes visible the ways in which women’s personal values and

commitments to social justice were made social in that women became responsible to

other activists through everyday talk and practice within the social realm (even when the

social realm was an imagined or abstract community of feminists and activists across

social movements).

This chapter describes concrete ways through which the women transformed their

commitments into activist responsibility in their everyday interactions with others

committed to antiracism, feminism, and social justice. I describe social relations of

activist responsibility and show how it led to forms of social and political accountability

at the level of women’s subjectivities, everyday talk and practice, as well as interpersonal

and translocal relationships. I begin by describing activist responsibility and the ways in

which it transformed women’s personal commitments to social justice, feminism, and

antiracism. Then I argue that activist responsibility functioned as a coordinating

discourse, rather than a regulatory one (Smith, 2005), as in the case of organizational

accountability. Next, I show various ways in which personal commitment to activism

became a social responsibility. Finally, I conclude with the reminder that relations of

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activist responsibility did not work independently of other relations of organizational

accountability.

Antiracist Feminist Activist Responsibility: From the Personal to the Social

When I started my study, I anticipated finding evidence of women’s commitments to

social justice, but had not fully reflected on the degree to which these commitments were

enmeshed within multiple sets of social relations of accountability. Contrary to the

dominant conceptualizations of accountability which focus primarily on funding, state

and governing relations of accountability, the women’s accounts showed that, activism

was shaped by overlapping social relations of answerability, responsibility and

accountability. In fact, although I focus on relations of activist accountability within

organizations in this dissertation, women’s accounts showed that their politicized

commitments were shaped by other broader social relations such as those evident in their

families, as well as in their ethnoracial and politicized communities.

The evidence for the existence of activist responsibility as a social process of

accountability within women’s organizations was found throughout the interviews. The

research participants’ accounts of their commitments and everyday activist practice, their

intra- and inter-organization social interactions with other people, and their everyday

organizational change work showed that women felt responsible and were answerable to

antiracist feminist change. Women were accountable not only to their co-workers, clients

and supervisors, but also to other activists or people committed to social justice. This

accountability created a community of activists and a particularly politicized standpoint.

The women’s accounts showed that their activism through and within women’s

organizations was not simply a personal matter. In fact, their activism was deeply socially

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imbued, such that their identities as “activists” were shaped by social relations of activist

responsibility.

Women’s accounts revealed that their commitments to antiracism, feminism, and

social justice were central to their identities and provided meaning to their lives, as well

as a sense of political and practical belonging. In chapter three I described the degree to

which antiracist feminist change was made personal within women’s lives (see also my

literature review in chapter one; specifically, Alexander and Mohanty, 2001; Bannerji,

1995; Glass, 2009; Hunt and Benford, 2004; Srivastava, 2002; Sudbury, 1998;). The

women described how activism was deeply integrated into their personal everyday beliefs

and practices. For example, they often framed how they would make and justify personal

life choices using activist discourse. In this way, they made personal their political

commitments, and in their own eyes and in the eyes of their co-workers, could position

themselves as ‘good activists.’

By way of example, in the rest of this subsection, I explore Lodge’s account in

order to further explicate how activist responsibility discourse works: by discursively

(re)producing women of colour who shape their identities as ‘good’ antiracist feminist

activists; through the formation of a coordinating discourse; by producing a particular set

of work processes (Smith, G., Mykhalovskiy and Weatherbee, 2006); and by embedding

antiracist, feminist and activist ideals through organizational practice. These four

processes were all evident in Lodge’s account, but were not independent of one another;

that is, they were integrated and worked simultaneously. Collectively, these processes

show how antiracist feminist activist responsibility worked by politicizing the personal

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and personalizing the political, thereby socializing the personal and personalizing the

social.

Lodge, as noted before, was a shelter worker who discussed how her political

commitments to antiracist feminism were deeply personal. As we saw in chapter three,

Lodge (and other women) discussed the centrality of antiracist feminist work in their

lives and to their sense of self. Lodge’s comment that “work is me” was one example

how her sense of self was oriented towards antiracist feminist practice. Lodge repeated

this sentiment and described the ways in which she became responsible to put her

commitments into practice, and how this responsibility, in turn, shaped her everyday talk,

thoughts, and familial and collegial relationships. She described how her commitments to

antioppression and, more specifically, antiracism, meant that she was consistently taking

work home, and this impinged on her relationship with her partner/husband:

And now, my partner’s like “I don’t wanna see” me that, you know, political - that active… And [in his job]… you don’t have these extra assignments, like antioppression stuff and additional committees and stuff like that, you don’t – and he would prefer that [I leave work at work]... [My partner leaves work and] he will feel like he can turn off — and I’ll say that to him, “well at the end of the day” —even the accountability

piece [emphasis mine] —“you can turn off your machine and you can go.” But if I’m talking to — ‘cause sometime I’ll be at work late too.

If I’m talking to a woman and she break down like in front of me and she’s crying, like I’m not gonna just push her off and say okay, “Umm [co-worker’s name], can you come talk to this woman”… In the moment, I want to be able to support her, you know? Because if not, I’m driving home, I’m still thinking…but it’s sad… I don’t believe people care as much, so I feel, if I do it, I do it the best, regardless, you know? And it’s not that I don’t trust my team, but especially when working with immigrant or women of colours, or colour or whatever, I just feel that, you know, I have to do it… Activism is work…Well, I don’t think they can ever pay me to do this work the way I wanted to. Like you know – cause we know about [the lack of] funding for programming. I don’t think they could ever pay [me enough]… for things to get done well, especially for something you believe in.

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Lodge’s discussion above shows that her decisions concerning work revolved around

working with and supporting women of colour. In it, she describes the ways in which she

felt that she had to do it, and that she felt responsible to the women she was speaking

with. Her sense of responsibility to activism coordinated her everyday actions and talk,

and, in particular, her description of why she decided to stay at work after her shift had

ended and to take work home.

Tellingly, activist responsibility discourse also coordinated her conversations at

home with her husband/partner. In addition, not only was Lodge’s everyday work

oriented to supporting women, but also to justifying and negotiating these choices to her

partner. By drawing a comparison between her work and her husband’s, she relayed some

of the ways in which her work in the shelter shaped her as someone who was responsible

to women and activist principles. To this end, she described her feelings of responsibility

to her work, the women she supported, and her commitments to antiracist feminism as

“the accountability piece.” Finally, she hinted at the social relations within her

organizational work that impinged on her ability to do her work. One was the dynamics

of shift changes while supporting a woman of colour—“I’m not going to push her off.”

Another was the varied approaches of and commitments to women of colour by

individuals on her team: “I don’t believe people care as much.” Two other sets of social

relations evident in her account were limited funding for programs in women’s

organizations –“they can’t pay me enough” – and the nature of crisis work (which she

described as impinging on her ability to get work done at work and resulted in her taking

work home).

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During her interview, Lodge described the varied ways in which her commitments

to social justice preoccupied her everyday experiences and took time, effort, and energy

in ways that also connected her family space and workplace. She described how she

brought discussions from her workplace into her personal relationships. She also

discussed how she developed a different depth of understanding over time about what it

meant to put her commitments to antiheterosexism and antiracism into practice and

balance. Worthy to be quoted at length, she noted:

The first initial bit, like the first year and stuff it was like kind of a transformation for me…Learning and knowing that things that people say is not okay, in regards to antioppression and antiracism… like always my partner would say something and I would challenge him and I’ll say, “that’s not okay”… So then you just get hypersensitive I think for a little bit where anything my partner do, you know, (laughing) anything, that used to be okay but that’s not okay anymore… I was so passionate about the work …and I wanted to see changes happen right now…At one point, he said, “You know what, if this continues for the next six months, we’re not going to be together.” And I know in a lot of sense it’s not him, it’s me changing… And, so, my partner used to say, “Well, you are doing everything white people want you to do,” – like that how he see it – right But for me, it just makes so much sense that it’s someone umm, if someone have mental issues, you have to be able to make sure you thinking inclusive. And, I work with women mostly, with some lesbians, and like you know so I’ll, now I’ll stop calling him “my husband,” I say, “partner.” And he used to be ticked-off about that, you know? So, he said, “When we went to the altar you didn’t say I take this man for my partner.” That’s what he would say to me (laughing). And yeah, it would just go back and forth…

But I think after a while I kind of see, because for one big thing for me that was like was cleared up. I saw that people [other co-workers are] are not genuinely doing the same thing as I am. So, for example, we have this discussion where we talked about the problems with yin-yang, the problems with the images of black and white in our society… So there was this woman that was so hopping into antiracism, antioppression work.

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And that we discussed, that yin-yang was not good41, because all it’s saying is that black is bad and the good is white right? We get like detailed conversations, like, you know? … At work, we all have that basic understanding that anything in regards to how society is like set up, just different words or how people use things metaphorically, or you know, different signs that represent [the idea that] white is good, and pure and everything and then black is seen as dark, negative, like black cat and black cloud... And because like even though it’s not intentionally saying or directly saying that, people is racist, but people think that way and then because of that they treat people, you know, people of colour differently…

And all of a sudden she [the co-worker] met a new partner and her new partner gave her earring with the yin-yang stuff. And that’s something [she said] she’d never do, but then she makes some excuse to me, like “oh you know, she give it to me because she like it and that you know, just I’m just gonna wear it …” So all of a sudden what you were preaching to me is out the window? Yeah, yeah, so the thing is, we do all this antioppression, antiracism stuff and like a lot of reading and those stuff for just general understanding and knowledge that’s what, you know, that’s what we do, you know? The thing is, for me, I’m thinking, I’m treating people the way I’d like to be treated. And that still how it is, right? So I’ll say ‘partner’ if it’s a gender-neutral term, it’s respectful, it’s not oppressive. So I’ll do it. So when it comes to like the yin and yang, you know that it is oppressive and you [as a co-worker] say it, you know, it’s not me telling you, you read it, you say it and then all of a sudden things change because, oh, wow, somebody you love gave you something …

Now – I don’t change my language completely, but still – for my partner, if I go out with him and you know, in his social circle, I’ll say, you know, “oh, that’s my husband” or “meet my husband” or whatever, because, I kind of separate them, not that I change. But, I try to balance things more.

This account reinforced the degree to which Lodge had integrated personal commitments

to antiracism and antioppression was integrated into her life. Despite her earlier assertion

that her commitment to antiracism was “just her,” the account highlights how putting

these commitments into action was social and embedded within everyday organizational

41 Although it was Lodge’s and her co-worker’s understanding that the image of yin-yang was racist, not all antiracist feminists would argue that this particular image is “not good.” Lodge was referring here to antiracist and poststructural critiques of binaries implicit in discourse which suggests that “white” is associated with positive ideas and “black” is often imbued with negative perceptions.

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discourse and practice and structured co-worker’s interactions with other co-workers,

clients and other members of women’s organizations.

In other words, as Lodge pointed out, it was part of her co-workers’ “detailed

conversations” and “basic understanding” that allowed women to share ideas about what

sort of language and practice was oriented to an antiracist, feminist, antiheterosexist, and

antioppressive praxis. These sorts of conversations were not random, but rather a fabric

of everyday work within feminist organizations. These conversations were constitutive of

everyday shift changes, staff meetings, job interviews, trainings/public presentations,

case conferences and so on. Furthermore, Lodge’s disappointment with her colleague for

failing to put into practice the jointly agreed upon ideas about the racism implicit in

binary images of black and white (she mentions the image of yin-yang), points to the

degree to which activist responsibility discourse was embedded in, and coordinated, the

women’s everyday talk and actions. In particular, whether one was seen as a ‘good’

activist, antiracist, and feminist depended on the judgment of others.

Activist Responsibility as a Coordinating Discourse

Activist responsibility developed both out of the women’s personal commitments to

antiracism and, from the responsibility they felt for putting into practice their beliefs and

identities as antiracist feminists. More specifically, the women’s accounts of their beliefs

and everyday activities revealed that they felt an imperative to put their individual

commitments to social justice into practice within socially mediated contexts. As the

following discussion notes, this imperative to enact individual commitments was

embedded in social relations of accountability within organizations. These social

relations of accountability were part and parcel of women’s everyday and concrete

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activist work. While it may be true that all discourse (particularly politicized discourse) is

social and relational and coordinates people’s everyday practice, my study highlights the

particular and local ways in which activist responsibility discursively coordinated

everyday doings of antiracist feminists working with/in non-profit organization.

Specifically, activist responsibility influenced behaviour not because it constituted

a regulatory discourse embedded in institutionalized relations in the way the

organizational responsibility did, but because it functioned as a form of coordinating

discourse. Activist responsibility discourse guided the everyday actions of women

committed to social justice within and across different organizations to produce a

politicized antiracist feminist activist standpoint. This politicized standpoint meant that

the women were responsible to one another to put their ideals into practice. The

politicized standpoint did not mean, however, that the women simply acted according to

unitary politics or agreed with everything that was called social justice, antiracism, or

feminism. Rather, the women understood and negotiated this responsibility in a variety of

ways.

In terms commensurate with prevalent notions of discourse, activist responsibility

discourse worked at the level of language, thought, ideas, and beliefs to coordinate the

actual work of women as they made antiracist actions and practices understandable and

speakable. Using Smith’s concept of regulatory discursive frames (2005), I argue that

women of colour’s activism was socially organized through activist discursive frames,

which were articulated through, subsumed by and sometimes contradicted larger frames

of organizational accountability. As activist accounts demonstrate, these discursive

frames were produced extralocally in a variety of ways: through academic texts and

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formal education, peer education and mentoring within activist circles, “consultation”

with other activists and community members, public education via the organization,

posters, and organizational advertising, funding agencies, through governmental policies,

provincial coalition groups, and so on. Activist discursive frames were also produced by

the activists themselves, such as through discussions with one another, their public

education, hiring practices, and mentorship.

According to Smith (2005), “Frames are discursive procedures that organize how

something is to be interpreted… Such regulatory frames have a special significance in

regulating how actualities are selectively incorporated into textual realities” (p. 227).

Although Smith is talking specifically about written “texts,” the activist responsibility

discourse I analyzed primarily appeared in spoken, rather than written form. In my

research, this “text” was relayed through spoken language in addition to written language

(such as antiracist policies, manuals, policies, and so on). Nonetheless, activist

responsibility discourse must be understood as a framing discourse in terms described by

Smith. However, I emphasize that activist responsibility discourse should be understood

as coordinating, rather than regulatory, in its framework approach.

For activists, those actions that were not understood within activist responsibility

discourse were not articulated within this coordinating and discursive frame. A variety of

framing strategies were used when activists described some aspect of their lives outside

of activist discourse: they were not articulated; they were explained or rationalized in

ways which glossed over the contradiction; or they were deliberately framed outside of

activist responsibility discourse and framed as tensions or strains between other

discursive frames. The women’s accounts showed how certain ideals of antiracist

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feminism which kept women responsible to enacting antiracist feminism were selected in

women’s everyday talk. Activist responsibility discourse coordinated activism across a

variety of settings, including other activist organizations, social service agencies, public

education initiatives, lobby groups and coalitions, “communities,” governments, funding

bodies, and coalitions.

As part of the everyday work of actively engaging and coordinating activist

responsibility discourse, activists often spoke to one another commonsensically about

“activism,” without interrogating it and understanding its social organization. My

informants viewed me as a feminist and antiracist activist like themselves, and because of

this interpersonal dynamic, the coordinating discourse and the way we assumed common

frames, quickly became apparent. In particular, as I analyzed the transcripts of our guided

conversations, I became attentive to the prevalent way in which activists (including

myself) spoke about activism and activist work. I observed that when we spoke about

activism in the interviews, we used similar language to enter into discussion. For

example, we talked about being “on-the-edge,” or “being inclusive,” or being “process-

oriented” or having “good” or “bad” boundaries. Our common, coded activist language

and shared activist discourse signified our allegiances and enhanced our interaction. Our

shared language allowed me, as a researcher who might otherwise be suspect, to enter the

discursive space of the women of colour activists.

In addition, the shared language on activism (which also assumed a context of

shared activist responsibility) gave me the opportunity to learn how activism was actually

put together through the participants’ everyday work. It allowed me to enter into candid

discussions with activists about their daily lives. In fact, I am certain that had I not

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actively participated in the institutionalized discourses of the women’s movement,

antiracism, and activism, I would not have been able to gain entry into the institutional

aspects of activism in the way that I did. As we discussed their activism, the women

described some of the tensions, realities, and commitments which affected their work.

In general, women’s talk was explicitly oriented to showing their commitments to

antiracist, feminist, and social justice activism, both in belief and in practice. Even when

women did not necessarily share or exhibit these commitments, they explained these in

ways which were consistent with activist responsibility discourse. One interesting way in

which this was evident was through my own interviews. For example, women identified

me as not just a researcher, but also as an activist, with the assumption that I had

“insider” knowledge. The interview, too, was a social interaction process through which

activist responsibility was at play. In several cases, women spoke about how they

“should” do more of some practice that they saw as feminist, antiracist, or activist. For

example, in one interview, Tuffy spoke about not including antiracist principles in her

current position as an executive director as much as she “should, ought to,” assuming that

I was judging her through an activist framework, thus assuming a sense of shared activist

responsibility.

From personal commitments to activist responsibility

In addition to activist responsibility transforming women’s personal commitments to

social justice and being enacted through coordinated discursive practices, many of the

women also described the ways in which their racialized identities, their politicized

identities, and their relationships with activists within their organizations was framed by

relations of activist responsibility. Furthermore, relations of accountability to antiracist

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feminist activism compelled them to activate or put into practice their commitments to

antiracism, feminism, and social justice.

Maria’s account provides an example of antiracist feminist activist responsibility.

As we saw in chapter four, Maria spoke about how her personal identification as an

antiracist feminist and her embodied antiracist and feminist analysis meant that she had to

“care about,” or be responsible for addressing, injustice and oppression. Maria’s

reflection on the ways in which her identity as a feminist and activist depended on

organizational context provides insight into the degree to which this responsibility was

socially produced through concrete and everyday practices within the women’s

organization. Maria, whose paid employment was as a researcher in a health

organization, said that she didn’t “need to” identify as an activist, antiracist or feminist in

the health-related settings, whereas in women’s organizations she did.

It’s interesting, though I find that that sense of needing to identify yourself, really does vary from place to place or organization to organization. I mean it’s a non-issue where I work [in health-related organization]. I mean I’d never sit at a meeting and say well, “As a feminist I think this.” I mean it’s just not part of that realm, whereas, you know, certainly seems more fluid in women’s organization but something like people want to put out there very explicitly, you know, “Are you a women who is identified yourself as a feminist or not?” And that’s important to know … even though I would identify myself as a feminist it’s really in my realm of [women’s organization name] that it really is an issue.

The “need to identify,” which Maria described above, was part of organizationally

mediated social relations of accountability within women’s organizations.

Maria further emphasized that it was in the context of a recruitment interview

within women’s organizations that she most clearly identified as a feminist.

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When I interviewed with them [before I became a board member] and that’s something we talked about, so now people know that’s how I would identify myself, but that’s not something that comes up [in my other workplace].

Maria described how a person’s identification with feminism was “important to

know” within women’s organizations. Identifying as a feminist was important because it

provided the initial basis of solidarity and indication of common values, and it was

through that identification that women’s organizations functioned and developed

common goals. The women were making themselves politically and socially responsible

to one another, explicitly through their feminist identities which implied common values

and goals.

Moreover, women’s responsibility to antiracist feminist activism was racialized

and gendered. As I argued in chapter three, the participant’s politicized commitments to

antiracist feminist were inscribed within and through their racialized and gendered

identities, subjectivities and experiences as women of colour (see Brah, 2001). However,

these racialized and gendered commitments to antiracist practice were also embedded

through social relations of responsibility to antiracist feminist activism.

Theta’s account was one poignant example of racialization within relations of

activist responsibility. During the time that I interviewed Theta, she was trying to make

sense of the connections between her identity as an antiracist feminist activist and her

identity as a woman of colour. Early on in the interview, Theta identified the importance

of antiracism and feminism as key to her survival (also see chapter three). She indicated

that she came to feminism and antiracism when she was 17 years old, at which time she

had read bell hooks, a Black antiracist feminist writer. Theta described with detail the

antiracist work she did as a young woman within various multi-racial youth groups. Yet,

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unlike the majority of the research participants who were well entrenched within

antiracist struggles, Theta was only beginning to explicitly integrate antiracism into her

everyday work in women’s organizations. During the recruitment and interview phases of

this research, Theta expressed ambivalence toward identifying herself as an antiracist

feminist and doing antiracist work. When I first spoke to her over the phone, Theta

expressed discomfort at how she was being “called to” do antiracist work in her

organization. She linked her ambivalence to being, what she called, racially

“ambiguous,” due to her mixed racialized heritage; she indicated that she was not always

identified as a person of colour. Although it would be possible to analyze Theta’s

ambivalence as personal, or through an interrogation of her identity through concepts

such as hybridity, internalized racism and so on, what became clear throughout the

interview was that, in part, Theta’s “ambiguity” meant that she was not sure whether or

not she was authorized to speak as a woman of colour. For her, this was part of her

commitments to antiracist feminist activism which included not wanting to exercise her

(relatively) white-skinned privilege and possibly speak for other racialized communities;

her ambivalence about her authenticity as a woman of colour meant that Theta questioned

her own credibility as an antiracist feminist activist.

Theta’s account of her ambivalence gave me an opportunity to understand the

social dimensions of the production of an authentic antiracist feminist activist identity

and its links with racialized and gendered identities, subjectivities and experience. For

example, although she said she had no problems identifying as a “woman” and

“feminist,” she expressed ambivalence with becoming responsible for antiracist practice

in her organization.

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I’m being increasingly called to do antiracist work at my workplace… I can say I’m antiracist in my practice, in my values and my approach . . . I want to be antiracist, but . . . what’s stopping me? Ok, so, first, I don’t actively connect with women of colour working in this field or doing antiracism work or violence against women work or whatever. In this community, the women I do talk to are not women of colour, so that’s a little part of it. But, white women are talking about antiracist work and doing it, they’re talking about all this and, you know, I’m still having [pause]—it’s still an uncomfortable place to be when you’re not sure how the people in the room are placing you.

Theta identified her lack of connection with other women of colour, and particularly,

other women of colour “doing antiracism in this field” as a reason for her ambivalence

and discomfort with identifying as an antiracist feminist. Theta’s ambivalence revealed

the influence of social relationships in shaping her identity in saying that “talking to”

other women of colour doing antiracist feminist work would validate her antiracist

feminist practice. For Theta, being connected to other racialized activists was important

because it made her feel more authorized to speak about issues of race, racialization, and

antiracism. In addition, Theta’s statement, that it was uncomfortable “when you’re not

sure how the people in the room are placing you,” was in relation to her racialized

identity, and how other activists identified her.

As the organizations with whom she identified were moving towards

implementing antiracist policies and programs, Theta was being compelled by others

(“being called on”), and by her own commitments to antiracist feminism, to participate in

these efforts as a woman of colour, even as Theta struggled with her own racialized and

activist identity. Being positioned as “the” woman of colour at one of the organizations

with which she volunteered as a board member, meant that Theta felt tokenized and

overwhelmed; she was overwhelmed to imagine that she was being seen as “the”

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representative of women of colour—at the same time that she herself was not sure of her

racialized identity.

So I was at a board meeting at the [organization name at which Theta is a volunteer/board member], you know, and we were talking about [the fact that] there were only white women in the [board] room and we have to make sure that we have um— the women who have just left [the board] are all women of colour and— we better replace them with more women of colour, you know.

And, one of the women looked at me— and, [said] “Thank goodness we still have you, Theta.” “So, you’re talking about me?!” I didn’t know, I didn’t know that they ever identified me in that way— I didn’t necessarily understand that— and I am taken aback – “I’m one of your women of colour sitting on?” But oh, like, it was a really odd experience.

All of a sudden, I felt like a token person, but as a woman of colour, and I’ve never had that experience before and then I was— and then I was – I thought, “They think of me as a women of colour?” and then I’d had the experience like I just didn’t know what to do with that…I don’t actually feel like I’m white, but I don’t feel necessarily that I’m [pause] not white either.

The relationship between Theta’s identity and other activists was clear in her account.

How “other” activists saw her, either as a white woman or as an authentic woman of

colour, changed the way she understood and identified herself, both as a racialized

woman and as an antiracist activist.

The issue of authenticity and credibility is more than individual women’s

identities and commitments to social justice. In fact, authenticity is produced by

racialized and gendered social relations, and has implications on how specific women are

seen as credible activists, and thus authorized to speak with and on behalf of other

racialized communities. Ku (2009) describes authenticity as performance. She argues that

there are contradictions of performing authenticity relatively privileged racialized

settlement workers working with settlement agencies:

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For these activist women, being seen as too removed from their community or too established to know the needs of the community challenges their authenticity… Thus the activists have to construct their commitment to their community. Their inauthenticity is made all the more real when some of them have been in Canada for decades so that they cannot claim simplistically that they know what newcomers experience. Secondly, their gender-status prevents them from representing the whole “community” (men too) ... [Thirdly, t]hese women’s identification with their community is doubly precarious in that they are also managers of organizations, and by definition, they are responsible to the state, more so than to the communities they serve. (p. 67; see also Ku, 2003).

Ku’s (2009) analysis focusses on the ways in which women who are called upon to

“represent” racialized and ethnically diverse communities creatively and self-reflexively

navigate perform a politics of difference within discourses of authenticity and

inauthenticity in order to support the work of the organization (see also Ku, 2003).

Furthermore, Ku (2009) suggests that authenticity is organized through

accountabilities to funding agencies, rather than to ethnic and racialized communities, as

the settlement workers’ years of service work “adds towards their credibility as experts

and representatives” (p. 81). My analysis builds on this observation by suggesting that,

indeed women’s construction of commitment is indeed a racialized form of

accountability. However, within the contexts of my interviews, I found that relations of

accountability were not an either/or binary between accountability to funders,

organization, and to community. Although the activists that I spoke with discussed the

racialized and gendered work that they did to ensure that they were “seen” to be

committed to antiracism, feminism and intersectional politics, racialized communities

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and so on, this was not outside of social relations of accountability.42 As I describe in

chapter six, women’s everyday activist work was more than simply constructing and/or

performing identities within overlapping activist and organizational spaces: women’s

everyday work of putting into practice women’s commitments was socially organized by

and embedded within social relations of accountability evident in mundane organizational

practices, such as documentary and hiring practices, as well as through the everyday talk

and interactions with other people.

Non-hierarchical social relations

My analysis above reveals that the women were made responsible to other activists and

organizational actors and made themselves accountable to one another in both the

contexts of non-hierarchical and hierarchical social relationships (as discussed in chapter

five). The women seemed to have a tacit agreement in which they saw themselves as

responsible to one another, to both teach and learn about varied forms of oppression. The

women challenged and supported one another to engage in self-reflexive antiracist

practice. The interviews showed that this form of antiracist teaching, learning, and

consciousness-raising was done across organizational hierarchies and included women’s

questioning and challenging of not only their peers, but also those to whom they directly

or indirectly reported, and those whom they supervised.

Within women’s organizations, conversations about putting social justice

principles into everyday practice were common, and many women talked about these

principles being part of the culture of their organizations. In some ways, the

42 I should note here that Ku’s astute analysis about the contradictions of responsibility to funders versus diasporic/ethnoracial communities implies another set of social relations of accountability to one’s chosen/perceived community; these relations of accountability are also evident in women’s accounts of their activist work in this study.

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characterization of the organizations as being natural spaces through which everyday

social justice work was embedded made invisible the historical and present day work that

activists did to ensure that activist commitments were made central in organizations.

Freddy, for example, discussed how her colleagues shared information with one another

about different aspects of antioppression work:

I have to say antioppression is not so much a constant struggle, I think in our organization, it’s a constant movement forward towards integrating what we know and sharing our knowledge. We spend a great deal of time talking about it— as an organization. And I think one of the major pieces of how we realize this, what does it look like you know, in this organization, what does antioppression look like? How do we evaluate it? How do we value it? How do we talk about it? How do we realize it? … And, it’s certainly coming out from the younger women, but I think that part of it is when you … begin to have diversity within your staff. All of a sudden these issues begin to come out normally— because people begin to assert what they believe is right and these are things that need to come forward and like with.

Freddy further gave an example of a non-hierarchical expression of activist responsibility

during a conversation about childcare, where she described how a co-worker challenged

her language on using the term “special needs child.”

One of my colleagues and I, you know, she called me on something: I said, “Well we provide child care and often I need to have a second child care provider because I’ll have a ‘special needs’ child.” And a colleague of mine, who’s a women with a disability, and she said, “Oh well, I prefer you not use that term.” So we went into a very large dialogue about words like — people are called like, “retard,” and “you’re special needs,” and what those words mean, and the kind of labels people wind up with. It was a really meaningful discussion – but you don’t have that unless you have somebody who has that analysis, and you’re working in an environment, that encourages those kinds of things you know.

Freddy attributed this “meaningful” discussion around disability to both her co-worker’s

personal “analysis” and her workplace, both of which encouraged these sorts of

discussions. These meaningful discussions among colleagues can be seen not only as an

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indication that a tacit agreement of responsibility exists, but also as an expectation of the

everyday work to make tangible antiracist teaching and learning.

“Being called on” one’s use of language was not left only to challenging co-

workers’ language during their work within women’s organizations, but it also included

challenging choices and actions that were seen as “personal.” Freddy described how she

was asked to account for decisions she made outside of her organizational work:

But I have another colleague, that you know, she and I are constantly talking about what’s appropriate and what’s not appropriate in terms of language and process and stuff and you know I’m constantly being questioned about you know, my middle-class sensibilities and my propensity to eat meat and all of those other things.

Freddy’s willingness to accept her colleague’s critique was notable because it showed the

degree to which she had accepted being accountable to notions of social justice in holistic

terms. Again, women’s everyday work consisted of “constantly talking” and evaluating

“what’s appropriate and not appropriate;” and this talk was more than idle chatter, but

fundamental to developing an intersectional antiracist feminist praxis.

The analysis showed that even women who were managers or supervisors tried to

develop a management style that was consistent with their commitments to antiracist

feminism and social justice. They actively attempted to shift power between themselves

and those whom they supervised (see, for example, Soni, in chapter four). Sharmila spoke

about the ways in which she implemented her commitments to a feminist management

style by being open to being challenged, or as she put it, “consulted” on her everyday

interactions with staff.

I manage with a feminist antiracist perspective — so this whole idea of consultation, this whole idea of you know really listening to people —really trying to understand and also taking critical feedback — I’ve taken a

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lot of critical feedback over the years— and my approach is not—“you’re full of shit, I’m not going to listen to you – I’m right, you’re wrong. Okay let’s talk about this, and how can I change.” Like the staff person that said “you know your tone is harsh”—I’ve made a very concerted effort over the last few months. And I think that I have but I’ve been very careful about that. So certainly there are times when I feel like saying, “I don’t want to be a feminist manager.”

Sharmila’s willingness to accept and act on “critical feedback” was contingent on both

her personal commitments to social justice and the ways in which she and her staff made

these commitments into a social form of accountability. Her comment that she made a

“concerted effort,” indicates that she needed to devote time and energy (and therefore

work) to ensuring that hierarchicalized social relations of organizational accountability

did not undermine her efforts at being a feminist manager. Although this made her

everyday work more difficult (as she indicated, when she said that sometimes she did not

want “to be a feminist manager”), Sharmila made herself, and was made, accountable to

her staff about her management and communication style through social relations of

activist responsibility.

Actually, Sharmila gave a specific example of non-hierarchical social relations of

accountability when she described how her staff “taught” her to become more attentive to

issues of the lived stories43 of racism:

I have been taught by different staff about things about how I was managing that could be problematic. There’s an example of a previous staff person, another black woman who worked with us about six years ago. And we do this sort of once a year thing at our organization — that requires extra staff to be brought in. We asked her sister to come and work with us, and at the end of the day we were calculating what we owed people, and there was a question about how much money we owed her sister. And we were talking about that in front of her [sister] — and the

43 See Pamela Downe’s discussion on the concept of “lived history of colonialism” (Downe, 2006); see also Andrea Smith on concept of slavery as a pillar of white supremacy (Smith, A., 2006).

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staff person called us at home later on that night and called us on you know what she said was, “You know, you really need to understand what it means for us as black women to be treated like this — like you know when you are talking about issues around money you know there’s a real historical — but also present way in which were made to feel like we’re just collecting welfare”…

And we called — you know we took responsibility for that — and apologized for that. So that was certainly a moment that has stuck in my mind for years in terms of, you know, understanding people’s historical but current positions in the world.

Sharmila’s observation implies that women’s organizations are spaces where women can

discuss how to put theories, values and insights of antiracist and feminist thought into

practice.

In relation to the core discussion of this chapter, Sharmila and her management

team “took responsibility,” not only for addressing what was seen as disrespectful

behaviour, but also for not being attentive to the ways in which contemporary and

historical processes of racism affected individuals. In this situation, teaching and learning

were key components of consciousness-raising; and it was through the social relations of

activist responsibility that antiracist feminist ideals were mobilized. Activist

responsibility was not only part of the embedded discourses and practices within feminist

organizations, but was also a self-reflexive exercise through which women managers

made themselves accountable to more democratic and “consultative” ways of

management. For example, had Sharmila not been personally committed, and, perhaps,

not seen as being personally committed by her staff, it is likely that organizational

hierarchicalized relations of accountability would have led to the staff member’s

concerns being dismissed rather than being taken as a teachable moment.

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From the organizational to the translocal

While the impact of activist responsibility as a social process has been illustrated to be

important at the personal and organizational levels, it also acted “translocally” (Smith,

2005) across women’s organizations and other sites of feminist activism. Personal

commitments to antiracism, feminism, and social justice always had this translocal

dimension.44 In fact, the translocal aspect of activist responsibility was central to the

ways in which antiracist, feminist and social justice discourse gained currency and

importance within women’s social service organizations. In this section, I highlight the

translocality of activist responsibility evident in the women’s accounts.

All participants in the study discussed their responsibility to feminist, antiracist,

and social justice principles within a diverse range of social service/activist organizations.

Most of the women worked or volunteered in more than one organization and discussed

the ways in which their activist work in one organization connected with other work

contexts. Recall, for example, that in chapter three45 I described how Kimberley made

choices to volunteer and work at several organizations consistent with her “political

commitments.” She discussed how she brought her personal environmental values into

her organizational work. Aj, too, who worked both as a shelter worker for one

organization and as an executive director for a multicultural organization, discussed the

ways in which her work in both organizations overlapped. In particular, Aj described how

her antiracist work as an executive director meant that she had more credibility as an

activist within her shelter work. Mishka also described how her paid work at a shelter

allowed her to spearhead a francophone women’s immigrant group outside of work.

44 Please see the definition of translocal in “Key Terms” in chapter one. 45 In the section, “Implications of choosing to work in women’s organizations.”

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Another key example of translocality was the relationship between women’s

commitments to social justice and their involvement with local, provincial and national

coalition organizations such as local caucuses, Ontario Coalition of Rape Crisis Centres

(OCRCC), Ontario Association of Interval and Transition Houses (OAITH), DisAbled

Women’s Network (DAWN), National Action Committee (NAC), and National

Organization of Immigrant and Visible Minority Women (NOIVMW). The antiracist

work of coalition organizations (such as OAITH, OCRCC) was central in supporting

antiracist work within local settings. For example, most of the participants who worked

with women’s shelter or transitional housing mentioned the antiracist feminist work of

OAITH throughout our discussions. Lodge, Catherine, and Theta described how co-

workers or managers who had been involved in OAITH were leaders in the antiracist and

antioppression work of their organizations. In this sense, as I mentioned above,

transclocality was always part of the very local and extralocal contexts within which

feminist women’s organizations were attempting to enact antiracist feminist discourses

and practices.

Converging relations of accountability

Whether considered locally or translocally, relations of activist responsibility did not

work outside of relations of organizational accountability. So far, for the sake of analysis,

I have described organizational accountability and activist responsibility separately:

where, organizational accountability refers to the ways in which people’s everyday work

becomes answerable to the functioning and governance of the organization; and activist

responsibility refers to the ways in which women’s commitments to antiracism, feminism

and social justice become answerable to other activists with similar ideals. However, in

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reality, the two social relations of accountability do not function separately, nor should

they be seen as somehow opposite or binary. With this in mind, in my concluding

remarks for this chapter and the substance of the following chapter, I discuss how the two

sets of social relations of accountability work together to shape, limit and facilitate

antiracist feminist change and to create tensions and paradoxes within women’s

organizations. In fact, I argue that it is these spaces of convergences among activist and

organizational relations of accountability that simultaneously provide opportunities for

antiracist feminist change as well as threats of being subsumed within and through

relations of ruling.

The idea that there are convergences among people’s beliefs, ideals and

commitments with relations of ruling is supported in recent studies. For example, an

analysis of nursing practice done by Rankin and Campbell (2006) links nurses’

commitments to caring with management discourses which have little to do with caring

for people. They write:

Socialized and trained to care for people, nurses are being taught, coached, and persuaded that it is their professional duty to nurse the organization... In the texts we analyzed we noted references such as ‘efficiency in caring,’ ‘accountability,’ and ‘responsibility’ being used in a double-sided way. They evoked nurses’ own (altruistic) professional ideas while reinforcing nurses’ conception that controlling costs, emptying beds, and rationing their caring attention are legitimate nursing interests of the highest priority...Our appraisal of several professional nursing texts produced exhibits of nurses’ language constructing a kind of idealized image of the profession, the work, and nurses’ commitments, to which nurses, reading it, would expect themselves to conform; we noticed that, at the same time, the language imperceptibly builds in and justifies nurses’ complicity with a ruling standpoint” (Rankin and Campbell, 2006, p. 172)

Rankin and Campbell’s work provides an example of how caring work and nursing ideals

of and commitments to caring get blended, and ultimately captured, within a ruling

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standpoint. In their analysis, they describe how discourses of accountability,

responsibility and caring get collapsed into the interests of management. Similarly,

Kristin Smith (2011) analyzes how discourses of change, transformation and renewal

within neoliberal restructuring discourses mobilized by Ontario provincial governments

through the mid-2000s captured activist social workers’ commitments to transformative

and social justice change within social service organizations. Using the concept of

“affective economies” (Ahmed, 2004), K. Smith (2011) explores how discourses of

transformation and change were effective in quelling activist social workers’ critique, and

argues that the “effectiveness of such discursive repertoires lies in its association with

progressive activist ideals” (p. 17). Both of these studies, although through different

methodological frameworks, describe how subjectivities and identities of nurses (in the

case of Rankin and Campbell’s study) and activist social workers (in Kristin Smith’s

study) get subsumed and captured by neoliberal discourses of restructuring.

In the preceding chapters I have analyzed several examples of how the research

participants were similarly caught in the spaces among relations of organizational

accountability and activist responsibility in ways which both provided space for antiracist

feminist change as well as depoliticized it. Many of the research participants in this study

relayed these tensions and paradoxes through their descriptions of their everyday work.

In particular, in chapter five, in the section called “Shaping Antiracist Feminist Practice”

I described how organizational accountability in the forms of hierarchicalized reporting

processes, documentary practices and conflict management strategies coordinated,

limited and sometimes facilitated antiracist feminist activist work. Recall, for example,

the ways in which antiracist feminist critique was taken up by management and reframed

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as an interpersonal conflict; or, the different ways in which documentation, even when

imbued with activist ideals, became part and parcel of relations of ruling. It was, indeed,

the convergence of (and interplay among) both forms of relations of accountability that

both facilitated and limited antiracist feminist practice, and thus created tensions and

paradoxes within women’s organizations.

The next chapter builds on the notion that relations of organizational

accountability and activist responsibility converge and that antiracist feminists actively

and consciously use the interplay to craft social justice change in women’s organizations.

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Chapter Seven: Crafting Social Justice Change

The main argument of the preceding chapters so far is that women of colour negotiate

their commitments to antiracist feminism within social relations and that their activist

practices respond to and shape social processes in women’s movement organizations.

Throughout this dissertation, I have argued that women of colour’s conscious acts of

negotiating change within women’s organizations must be understood through social

relations of accountability within and across organizations. Specifically, two sets of

social relations of accountability, organizational accountability and activist

responsibility, were mobilized in creating antiracist feminist praxis. Women of colour did

antiracist feminist activism by mobilizing discourses of activist responsibility through

hierarchicalized relations of accountability within their organizations. They consciously

drew on existing organizational accountability discourse and practices to develop

innovative and effective antiracist feminist practices. In doing so, antiracist feminist

activists seized the potential to produce change through both activist and administrative

discursive practices; this potential occurred at the junctures of negotiation between

‘organizational accountability’ and ‘activist responsibility.’ Drawing further on the

notions of juncture and intersection, in this chapter I show how women of colour

consciously and actively crafted an antiracist feminist practice by using both

institutionalized forms of accountability and responsibility. Before making this case,

however, some reiteration is necessary in order to help further set the context of this

chapter’s analysis.

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Both organizational accountability and activist responsibility provided a basis for

antiracist feminist change within women’s organizations. Although most organizations

are characterized by formalized, hierarchical reporting relationships, the women’s

accounts showed that relations of accountability were complex and not always

hierarchical. Supervisors, managers and board members were expected to show their

commitments to feminism and/or women’s issues, intersectionality and social justice. In

particular, activist responsibility mediated the hierarchical relations of accountability

central to organizations. Conversely, activist responsibility did not function

independently of formal processes of organizational accountability, but worked with and

through them. As I described in chapter six, activist responsibility discourse and practice

worked in tandem with, indeed converged with, organizational accountability in ways

that tied organizations to larger institutional discourses. Through this convergence, social

justice work was implemented within women’s organizations and women of colour were

able to craft antiracist feminist change. Convergence of the two forms of accountability

and the dialogue that arose from this process, created the space for antiracist feminist

change.

Women often discussed how they intentionally integrated activist notions into

their everyday work; their accounts made it clear that both relations of organizational

accountability and activist responsibility were being mobilized. Francine, for example,

described her involvement in a new women’s shelter board which was developing an

antiracist praxis. She spoke about the ways in which antiracist change was intentionally

crafted within the everyday practices of the board, and thus through accountability to the

organization and to antiracist feminism.

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We definitely wanted a change in the organization, you know. We definitely wanted to sustain a racially mixed board [with] a racially mixed staff that was supported. We wanted to do antiracism work in the organization. We wanted that to inform everything we did, all the policies that we wrote. We wanted to—definitely; we wanted to make structural changes in the organization. And I know that even those women who supported the board did not feel empowered enough . . . to support the board openly with their co-workers. And certainly there were other people who said nothing—and really didn’t know what they felt and other people who openly challenged the board.

Francine spoke about wanting to have antiracism “inform everything we did …” and to

“make structural changes” within the organization; her account showed intentionality

towards this structural goal. Such intentional injections of antiracist visions into

organizational practice were a significant means by which antiracist policy change

happened. Further, her reflections alluded to change-as-a-process that was mediated

through existing social relations of accountability within the organization, namely those

between board and staff members, as well as among staff (also see chapter five).

As I have also argued in the previous chapters, antiracist feminist activism was

enacted through more than just language, values and discourses; antiracist feminism was

articulated through women’s everyday work and social practice. Most of the women were

explicit about the ways in which their values and commitments were activated in their

everyday work. Women put into practice their commitments with intention. They actively

engaged social relations of organizational accountability and activist responsibility

knowing full well what they were doing. Although the women did not explicitly use the

same terms of accountability that I am using to make sense of their accounts, they did

allude to similar concepts. The women understood that to make change and to ensure

their initiatives would be successful they needed to operate within existing practices of

their workplaces and organizations. To this end, the women crafted change through their

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everyday practices within organizations in three ways: by developing interpersonal

relationships within the organization; by using documentary processes existing within the

organization; and by developing translocal relationships among organizations.

Activism, Relationships and Everyday Talk

As I discussed in chapter six, accountability to antiracism was embedded in

organizational actors and expressed in relations of activist responsibility: women

regularly debated and taught each other about racism, racialism, and social justice –

highlighting social relations of accountability to these issues in particular. In the daily

work of organizations, women were able to make each other accountable to antiracism

precisely because of the history of women’s movement organizations that has allowed for

distinctive practices of accountability by privileging consensus building and other

democratic principles of organizational operation. This history was not simply at the level

of policy, mandate, and/or ideals, but also embedded in the very social relations through

which women’s everyday work was organized.

Women spoke regularly with one another as part of their everyday work in the

organization, and in doing so, they activated social relations of organizational

accountability and activist responsibility simultaneously. Even the most mundane

everyday conversations within women’s organizations facilitated antiracist organizational

change. Everyday work allowed the women to craft an antiracist feminist and social

justice practice and to keep others in the organization accountable to these principles. In

the following section I show how the social relations of organizational accountability,

operating in specific everyday work activities, provided women with spaces for engaging

antiracist feminist and social justice-oriented activism that resulted in organizational

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change. These spaces of transformation could be found in something as mundane as shift

changes, or as important as supervision relationships, consultation meetings about clients

or programs, staff meetings and job interviews/hiring processes.

Shift changes

Shift changes – when one worker ended her work for the day and imparted information

and responsibility to the next worker (who was beginning her shift) - were crucial in the

daily functioning of the women’s organizations as women transmitted information to co-

workers so they could carry on their work. Shift changes were important because social

relations of formal organizational accountability were most visible during this time. That

shift changes offered tangible time and space for women to craft an antiracist and social

justice practice was seen for example in Aj’s testimony. She discussed a conversation

with one colleague of colour during a shift change where she pointed out that they were

showing signs of “internalized racism.”

Because I think women of colour tend to be ignorant…because if it was a white woman who makes the same remarks, everybody will jump on her. But sometimes you can see within women of colour, there is this dynamic too. Sometimes they may say things that are inappropriate. Thinking because it’s coming from them it was okay. I will still challenge them, just like I will do for a white woman…

One of my colleagues during a shift change, that was said, right here years ago when I was working at [a shelter] she said to me, she was born in England, from Indian descent, she says to me she’s only going out with black or white, not with Indian men. And I said to her. “Can you tell me why?”

And she gave me, the reason she gave, I said to her, “it’s internalized racism” you know, you have to look at yourself, you know maybe you have to try to link with a man from your culture, because you may find someone who is not, you know that kind of thing… Or I hear black women [at work] saying, “You shouldn’t go to black people’s clubs because they are pigs, you should…” you know that kind of thing, don’t go out with black people, you know. And I said, “What are you trying to say? You’ve internalized racism.”

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The significance of shift changes as spaces for crafting antiracist feminist change

were not just limited to this example. For example, in chapter six I described Cee’s

frustration at some of her staff’s shredding of shift change notes during shift change; as a

manger, Cee problematized the shredding of the shift change notes as it meant that there

was no documented means by which staff would remain accountable to her/his

supervisor. Lodge, also, discussed her views that shift change and writing shift change

notes limited the time she had for activist work (see chapters five and six). Although

these examples have different emphasis, what they share in common is that social

relations of formal organizational accountability were most visible during this time, and

had a direct impact on the crafting of antiracist feminist praxis.

Supervision

Many of the women also cited formal supervision meetings - when a supervisor met with

those they supervised in order to discuss workplace matters in a semi-structured way as

places where they were able to craft antiracist feminist praxis or were subject to another

activist's crafting. This was true for both women supervisors and those who were

supervised. Formal supervision provided opportunities to share or advocate for antiracist

and social justice-oriented views, to co-create visions of antiracist praxis, and to resolve

conflict.

Lodge, in particular, spoke about the importance of supervision to her antiracist

feminist activist work. She described how she learned from two different supervisors who

were involved with antiracist work of coalition groups during their formal spaces of

supervision. She also discussed several ways in which supervision gave her the

opportunity to put some of her antiracist and antioppressive ideas into practice.

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Particularly poignant was her discussion of how, as a supervisor, she made a case for

attending antioppression workshops during work time, advocated for women of colour

who were being squeezed out of the shelter, and shared with those she supervised her

understanding of appropriate antiracist feminist and social justice language.

On the other hand, Catherine found that when she and another racialized co-

worker had a difference of opinion on how to put into practice antiracist and

antioppressive ideals, she was often confronted by her manager during formal

supervision.

Like [co-worker] and [manager], they talk about work when they get together; I don’t. ‘Cause [manager] would know everything what happened on Friday—when she’s not there. And, it’ll come up in supervision, and I’ll say how do you know about this? And then I say, “Go figure it out!” Because sometimes she [manager] comes agitated already something happen I didn’t agree with—and she’s like, “This is not going to happen,” and I’m like, “who says it?”

For Catherine, thus, formal supervisory sessions were often spaces where she contested

her co-worker’s and manager’s understanding of antiracist feminist practice. Unlike

Lodge who was able to negotiate collaboratively a shared vision of social justice-oriented

work, Catherine’s supervisory relationships were spaces in which she contested her

manager’s vision of antiracist practice.

In a similar vein, Aj also spoke explicitly about the importance of supervision in

discussing “issues” of racism, antiracism, and antioppression. She said, “I talk to my

supervisor, you know. It’s good to get some time to debrief, you go and talk about the

issues, you know.”

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Aj specifically described a situation when she used the space of formal

supervision to attempt to resolve a conflict with a colleague over issues of cultural and

racial diversity.

So I started talking about race issues, so she started crying, that I called her racist! [laughing] … I said to her, “No, I didn't call you racist you know, I was saying to you we have to understand issues you know that women from other cultures, you know, like that food,” you know, so that kind of thing … So we went to meet our manager … I told her what ever happened, I said to her, “Do you think that you know because I presented my views in this area, does this mean that I call her a racist?” She [my manager] says, “No.”

That supervisors held institutionalized power to support or limit antiracist and social

justice initiatives meant that supervisors played an important role during supervision

meetings in making sure that the women they supervised felt comfortable crafting

antiracist feminist praxis.

Everyday consulting and collaboration

Consulting with colleagues, a usual part of the women’s work, was yet another means

that women were enabled to craft antiracist feminist activist responsibility. Consulting

was not always a formal aspect of the women’s jobs, but happened casually in the

everyday processes of going about their tasks. Women regularly spoke with one another

about clients and programs or, as Freddy put it, “consulted with” one another.

When Freddy described her morning and some of the types of consulting she did

in her daily work, it was apparent that much of it involved speaking with her colleagues.

Much of the consulting involved personally and politically supporting one another and

collaborating on projects.

By now it’s 10 o’clock and now I’m starting my work day. So I return calls, I set up any trainings I have to do. I talk to any of the peer educators

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who are having any sort of outstanding issues—and for a lot of peer educators—there are issues around boundaries and so forth. I talk with all my colleagues who need something from me to work in other agencies because the only way we survive in the women abuse field now, is to work collaboratively and collectively46…um if I’m working on a publication then I’ve got to go and go get the publication reviewed, um my work can then—there are staff meetings, and then there are consulting with my poor colleagues who are like, “I can’t find the lawyer to come do a talk with us.” So getting somebody to come in and be the lawyer to have the talk.

Another example of how women used everyday consulting and collaborating to

put forward antiracist critiques was provided by Catherine. By constantly raising

concerns about racism among the other staff, Catherine was able to bring awareness

concerning the ways in which white privilege and racialized discrimination affected her

relationships and work with her shelter residents:

But do you know what’s lacking here? Every time there’s a racist comment made, people [other staff] will say we talked about it—but, I said, “We need to do group every six weeks. There should be one group on what’s antioppression, what’s antiracism, or if there’s racism, what should we do?”

Because there’s a lot of staff—immigrant and women of colour who works [at this organization] and you know pretty clearly when a resident constantly comes and ignores you and talks to another person. So I challenge the women [the other staff]—I’ll say, “if a woman has been talking to me for the last two hours or days and all of a sudden, you come in as a white staff and she just wants you—you need to check in with me. Because that happens on every shift.” And you know who’s racist, cause that women will totally ignore you. But when she has a choice, she’ll ask a white person. So now the staff knows that does bother me. I said, “Unless there’s a personality clash—I’m fine, but if it’s a colour clash, no, I’m not fine with it.”

And now our staff is really sensitive, now they know. They’ll say, “Oh you mean you talked to [respondent’s name] yesterday—oh she’s right here.” I mean, I could see their switch—like they don’t know what to do with me—but this is good cause it took me a lot of years to do that to staff. I said, “Don’t take over—cause you know she was talking to me yesterday. And she asked me the question—I’m working on it. I’m right here in the room.”

46 I will discuss working across organizations again in the “translocal” section below.

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The ways in which Catherine sensitized her co-workers is an example of intentional

crafting, even as she acknowledged that this took “a lot of years.” Through explicit

discussions about racism, “colour clash,” and allusions to white privilege, she described

how she was able to successfully raise awareness about these issues within her

organization.

Another example of crafting antiracist feminist practices that was apparent in

Catherine’s account was when she suggested that a group or meeting be held “every six

weeks” or so by her organization, focussed on exploring “what’s antioppression, what’s

antiracism” or “what to do” when there was racism in the organization. She suggested

this to create what I call a reflexive antiracist feminist practice. That is, as opposed to just

“talk[ing] about” antiracist feminist practice, Catherine’s suggestions was an intentional

attempt to create a formalized organizational space that could keep people accountable to

antiracist practice.

While the preceding examples of consulting and collaborating highlight intra-

organizational contexts, inter-organizational consulting and collaboration also occurred.

The social relations of inter-organizational accountability can be seen in Freddy’s

account where she discussed everyday consulting at both the inter- and intra-

organizational level. Freddy’s account was interesting in that it highlighted how relations

of activist responsibility and extralocally mediated organizational accountability

converged to shape antiracist feminist work. Freddy made the link between everyday

collaboration and precarious funding arrangements for organizations. She alluded to the

reality that women’s and other community organizations were facing in terms of

increased formal accountability to funding bodies which included the requirements of

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ensuring that there was, as Freddy suggested, “little duplication of services” within and

among women’s organizations.

I think that in terms of how we work together because we’re beginning the process of having to plan more programming together, we’re being forced, you know, to work together—discussions around oppression and power and privilege do come up naturally…

Well, not forced, but I think that part of it is that in women’s organization you only have a limited number of resources so we’re beginning the process of how do we work together—is a way of maximizing those resources- and I mean in recent years, women’s services have had fewer and fewer resources—and what we do, we have no core funding to do what we do in our agency, um we only get project money… But everybody runs on project money—there’s only—I’m funded for 3 days a week from the [granting agency 1] and [granting agency 2]. The women with disabilities coordinator is funded for 3 days the [granting agency 1]… We’re not funded for an executive director. And certainly, it’s not funded for a training coordinator, or a finance manager which is the management position, so as a result our executive director is also finance manager and the training coordinator.

Freddy’s use of the words “forced to work together” was surprising given that she had

said the organization staff used collaborative approaches in their everyday work, and

were committed to an intersectional approach to addressing oppression. Even though she

backtracked by saying “well, not forced to,” when I questioned her, her explanation

relayed how collaboration of current organizational practices were oriented toward and

shaped by extralocal relations.

Freddy further elaborated to explain how the being “forced to” work together

converged with activist ideals of collaboration. She gave examples of how the women

collaborated across organizations in ways which allowed women to activate social

relations of activist responsibility through their everyday organizational work:

You know, I like to think that we’re actually very supportive of one another in terms of how we do our work and how we talk about what we do—a concrete example was when the women with disabilities and the

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immigrant women’s program got together and we did a legal workshop. We were hoping to do some cross-training with women with you know, women from immigrant and refugee community for better understanding and learn about the needs of women with disabilities and deaf women. But what it ended up being was—we did a workshop for them on immigration and family law which you know, were areas that they hadn’t looked at before.

In the context of Freddy’s earlier assertion that women’s organizations were being

“forced” to collaborate and work together, Freddy’s account highlighted the way that

social relations of organizational accountability and activist responsibility were

intentionally enmeshed. Collaboration was possible because the social relations of

accountability allowed for heightened communication and a convergence of opinion

among the different organization workers.

Staff and board meetings

Staff and board meetings were other spaces in which women of colour were able to craft

antiracist feminist and social justice change. While most staff and board meetings were

sites of formalized and hierarchical reporting practices, these spaces were used by the

women to publicly craft antiracist feminist and social justice praxis. Catherine, for

example, used staff meetings to raise her concerns about the tokenism and favouritism

she felt operated in her organization. At one point, she spoke of how she used the space

to contest the hiring of a colleague who she felt benefitted from a close relationship with

her white antiracist manager.

It is like I speak up, and I’ll say in the shelter it doesn’t matter… but I’ll take an action. Like I’ll raise shit every staff meeting. I’ll speak up what I think is right … I had way more experience and knowledge than the person whom they hired. No, I don’t understand it and I spoke up in last meeting and I just said, “I just want you to understand that doing favouritism and doing this work—and how it affects a person—a woman of colour. . .”

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As we saw earlier as well, Francine talked about “wanting” to ensure that

antiracist politics infused every aspect of her organization. She also discussed how

raising awareness about antiracist politics among her colleagues was well planned and

intentional, that is crafted:

Usually some of the board members would caucus in advance of the board meetings or you’d have a personnel committee and lots of sharing drafts between meetings um lots of different policy documents. Lots of telephone discussions. Certainly as open and transparent quote-unquote as board meetings were supposed to be, there was lots of things happening in between.

Similarly, other women discussed strategies to mould organizational practices to create

organizational accountability to include antiracist and social justice critiques.

Soni, for example, related how the women of colour she supervised indicated that

they felt “unsafe” in their organization; they used “clinics” to create a safe space to deal

with issues of racism. The clinic sessions involved an outside facilitator who provided

support for “clinical” issues and helped the women of colour create accountability within

the organization. She explained:

We have clinical session every week where staff talk about, you know, critical issues. An external person comes in and works with us. So um these were already issues [about racism in the organization] that we acknowledged, um women of colour had identified. And they had identified that that clinical space is the only safe space for them to talk about these issues, they can’t just talk about them at the staff meeting. You need a facilitator; you need it to be a safe environment.

As a manager, Soni was attentive to her staff’s concerns about racism in the organization.

Consequently, she helped create “safe spaces” by using an external facilitator who was

ostensibly neutral in a setting that was not part of the regular operation of the

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organization. The result appeared to be successful and an effective space to craft

antiracism was mobilized.

Impressively, through these clinics, Soni and her staff mobilized both existing

accountability and activist responsibility practices within their organization. Clinical

meetings were set up for individuals to discuss specific client and community “cases” and

to encourage self- and organization-reflective practice. The choice of voicing concerns

about racism and racialization in the organization at the clinical meetings was strategic in

that the outside facilitator was already hired to support staff to critically engage with

difficult emotional issues which came up in their practice. The facilitator mobilized

another feature of organizational accountability—extralocal accountability. As “an

external person,” the facilitator represented “the community” itself to which the

organization was responsible. The “safety” of an outside facilitator was not simply that

she was seen as objective and not enmeshed in the everyday (racialized and classed)

politics of the organization; Soni and her staff strategically mobilized the scrutiny of an

outside facilitator as an embodied member of the community to which the organization

was responsible, and ostensibly, to the vision of broader feminist community which was

embracing antiracist, feminist and social justice change.47

Similarly, Francine and her fellow board members self-consciously transformed

their organizational context to explicitly include issues of race and antiracism. They were

committed to integrating antiracist and antidiscriminatory practices within all facets of

their work as board members. This included planning and attending antiracism training

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and dealing with race issues and discrimination in multiple facets of their management

work. As Francine put it:

I think some staff were committed [to antiracism] and some weren’t. I remember at that time, antiracism was talked about a lot in different ways– so I remember attending—organizing and attending and all day antiracism um training. I remember board meetings being a place where we did a lot of antiracism training because our board meetings were open, which again was a totally different way of working from the previous board, you know, to open up the board meetings you know. Share financial statements, you know, with front-line staff who’d never had access to these kinds of things before, and encouraging people to come. So, you know, trying to make everything transparent as possible and trying also to bring—you know to get by and bring more people on board, so that it wasn’t just the board that was lobbying for these changes. Hopefully it would be other staff as well…

[We had] lots of meetings um lots of you know in terms of conflict resolution um and um addressing grievances. I think that equity—and antiracism and antidiscrimination became automatic components of these different processes. Not just when we talked about issues of race.

In addition, in keeping with social justice principles, the board members undertook

responsibility to develop a more participatory democratic way of conducting their

business. These commitments then changed the accountability relations of the

organization; specifically, the move towards “open board meetings” provided space for

further antiracism training and discussions designed to bring “other staff” “on board.” In

this way, both sets of social relations of accountability converged to allow for an

intentional crafting of antiracist feminist practice.

Job and promotion interviews and hiring processes

Almost all of the women in the study discussed the importance of job and promotion

interviews in their organization vis-à-vis antiracism and other forms of social justice. Job

and promotion interviews were key moments in which a convergence of organizational

accountability and activist responsibility was evident. Within the organizations,

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interviews for promotions or new hires were already part of the social relations of

organizational accountability. In women’s organizations, staff were typically hired or

promoted by those people who supervised them (such as a manager, executive director or

board member). When board members were hired, it was often the case that a regular

staff member would be included on the hiring team.

Francine discussed the centrality of job and promotion interviews in antiracist

work. Her description gives insight into the ways that activists crafted antiracism within

organization policy and hiring practice:

I think that we added, at the core of the policy, that one of the most important skills we were looking for in new employees was antiracist experience and familiarity with issues. We wanted to stop the relying on, “Well, we’ll train people when they get here” kind of thing. In the organization, previous to me joining it, this wasn’t even something that was considered. It didn’t appear anywhere, the antiracism qualification sets. So I think to give it validity it is important to actually write it in the policy as a specific criteria.

As members of a new board that was interested in developing antiracism within the

organization, Francine and her board members decided to change the organizational

context by employing women who already had antiracism “qualification sets” rather than

training them within the organization, for example. Notably, this practice was also

written into the policy as the board attempted to transform the very relations of

accountability of the organization by establishing antiracist principles in the

organization’s formal hiring policies.

Sharmila also discussed the ways hiring policies and practice centred on previous

experience and knowledge of antiracism, antioppression and diversity. Sharmila and her

colleagues crafted antiracism by influencing organizational policy in determining

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beforehand that antiracism and antioppression were significant criteria for prospective

interviewees.

It’s a definite policy, whenever we do a hiring, we, for the last 10 years at least if not longer—each hiring that goes out um has a statement saying that um women of colour and native women are encouraged to apply and um the interviews. We don’t always interview only women of colour, First Nations women, we do interview white women as well. But we look at issues around race and representation as very much high on our agenda when we do hirings. So for example, we have hired a white staff person in the last year for a full-time position, we did interview other women of colour, but she has a very good, very solid race analysis. That we asked different questions in two sets of interviews to see that…We do scenarios with, say like something that has come up with our client base, an issue around racism that comes up you know white women who comes in who, you know, and says problematic things about women of colour. It could be how that staff, potential staff person would respond. We ask at different times for their definition of race, for their definition of feminism, and if they don’t include other forms oppression in their definition feminism, we know that’s a problem. Like we always look for that… Yeah, and we looked to see you know who are they, who are they in the community, how have they been involved, what sort of things, who are they active with. Because with our work, it’s very important that people know the women’s community.

Although Sharmila and Francine worked in different organizations, their accounts were

similar. The intentional crafting of a social justice praxis within the hiring process meant

that the people interviewed not only had to show an understanding of the position, but

also their knowledge and analysis of an integrated feminism. Also of importance,

according to Sharmila, was that women hired had to have been “active” in “the

community” (see below). This aspect of the activism was a key part of the social relations

of activist responsibility in that it meant that only those women who demonstrated

commitment to antiracist, feminist, and social justice values were hired. In addition,

hiring women who were connected to other organizations in the community meant that

members of the organization were accountable to the greater community as well.

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Soni, another management staff, discussed how she used her position as a

program director to attempt to change the organization through the hiring process. In this

case, Soni hired two women to work in the organization’s diversity program. One of the

women was hired because it appeared that she could help bring change despite her lack of

knowledge of antioppression language.

For example, [diversity staff 1], she’s an immigrant woman, she doesn’t have the language before—she didn’t even know what homosexuality was before she was hired here—so she’s done a lot of the work in terms of learning … antioppression language. But there are so many women can relate to her experience—like she came into the agency . . . worked here and learned about the legal system and like it’s, “Oh my god, I had no idea you had to pay money for a divorce, you can’t just get a divorce?” Like these are the kind of things shocked the heck out of her—So she’s learning—she’s very much learning. And again in the part of helping immigrant women stay employed, so it’s not her that has to do the changing and accommodating. The agency has to accommodate to her; that was more strategic in terms of the agency having a learning process [my emphasis]. That if we are going to hire immigrant women, we need to make changes. We need to think about the way we talk around here.

So that was where my strategy was in terms of [diversity staff 1], and [diversity staff 2] is somebody who I knew would be a shit-disturber, she didn’t have a lot of background in VAW work um but I mean that’s something I had brought to them, that would be okay—that’s something she would learn right—[diversity staff 2], her role has been to shake-rattle and roll and she’s done that.

Soni indicated that her first staff person did not have specific violence-against-women

experience, but was hired because of her (presumed) facility with the community that the

organization was trying to reach. More importantly, Soni envisioned that she would

enable the organization’s further learning on how to accommodate racialized and

culturally diverse staff. The second staff member Soni hired was what she called a “shit-

disturber,” who had already been involved with a variety of activist positions within

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social justice organizations. Again, she was hired with the intention of making change

within the organization.

Women’s accounts revealed that the interview process was also used by

interviewees as an opportunity to craft antiracist feminist praxis. Soni, for example, had

used her own interview to question the politics of the organization for which she

eventually became the manager:

But sort of the informal sense was that we were going diversify …When I was hired—I also interviewed them, because I was not going take a position in which I was going to have to compromise on my radicalism and my antioppression um values in order to be strategic here. And I’ve done that before, where you have to be strategic um and you end up being so strategic that your whole job essentially becomes a political dance, your job is to be strategic—it’s not really antioppression any more, it’s really being, you know, you are becoming the master at being strategic [laughs] and then, you know, the more you get pulled into that, you know, those issues. So I wanted to make sure that was not I was doing, although I knew I had to do a lot of that dancing because of the [geographic] regions I was going to be working with.

For Soni, then, the interview was an opportunity to mobilize social relations of activist

accountability within formalized and institutionalized processes. By interviewing the

interviewers (who represented the organization’s political orientation), Soni asserted her

“radicalism” in order to confirm that the organization was indeed open to antiracist

feminist practice and wanting to diversify, as was suggested by the job advertisement and

discussions with the hiring team.

Crafting antiracist feminism by intentionally institutionalizing antiracist ideals

through hiring and promotion practice and policy intensified what Ku (2009) describes as

the performance of authenticity. While Ku focuses on the construction of racialized and

ethnically different women’s “commitment to their community” as a performance, I wish

to focus this discussion on the everyday work of putting into practice women’s

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commitments and the ways in which these are organized by and embedded within social

relations of accountability. Specifically, I argue that converging and crafted relations of

accountability in hiring practices suggest that, indeed, these relations are racialized. The

conscious rewriting of policy and putting into practice the expectation that potential staff

be explicitly engaged with racialized communities, antiracism, and/or a multi-oppression

analysis meant that racialized women were subject to an intensified relations of activist

responsibility. While antiracist feminist practice may have been intentionally meant to

privilege racialized women in hiring and promotion policies, the expectation that

racialized women also perform an aspect of commitment to racialized and activist

communities meant an additional layer of work to show their commitments to antiracism

and other social justice ideals. For example, all of the research participants discussed the

importance of being involved in a variety of activist roles, particularly with racialized

communities. As I explore in more depth below in my discussion about translocal

activism, this happened at the juncture between organizational accountability and activist

responsibility.

Organizational Documentary Practices and Activism

The following examples demonstrate how social justice was crafted through the everyday

documentary practices within and across organizations. By drawing on the previous

discussion, I further highlight the core argument of this chapter regarding crafting as an

exercise in the interconnection of organizational and activist forms of accountability.

That is, the women were aware of how documentary practices were inscribed in social

relations of organizational accountability (as discussed in chapter six) and wove their

commitments to organizational accountability and antiracist activism through these

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documentary practices. Some of these documentary processes were already alluded to

above, when I described how activists developed, struggled for and wrote antiracism and

antioppression into case notes, official forms, and existing or new organizational policies

such as hiring policies.

As I described in chapter five, several of the managers and board members

discussed how they used documentary processes to support their staff in their “good

work.” For example, both Theta and Maria discussed the ways in which their focus on

evaluative documentary practices (such as program evaluation, personnel evaluation) and

administrative documentary processes (such as case notes, work logs) were connected to

their feminist visions. Francine, a board member, was also very explicit about crafting

antiracist practice within existing relations of accountability through documentary

processes within her organization:

I seem to remember we wrote personnel policy about recruitment and selections and promotion, specifically those things. I think that we made a concerted effort to make the language of the previous policy much more concrete and less subject to discretion.

In making policy much “less subject to discretion,” Francine not only changed policies,

but also made sure that the policies contained concrete expectations of staff and

volunteers, which ensured that discriminatory hiring processes would not continue

unabated.

Lodge, a front-line worker who had complained earlier in her interview about the

volume of expectations within her everyday work, discussed how she used case notes to

support a woman of colour who she felt was being pushed out by other staff members:

And for me, I make sure if a staff wants a woman of colour gone, cause, what will happen, there’s always strategy around when someone wants

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someone to be gone. You’ve always got to be like pro-active. You know [laughs]. So, I’ll come in and I’ll hear, and you get this feeling, this undertone, during shift change, when we’re giving shift change, “we’re thinking about this person needs to be going.” So then by then, once I get that feeling, then I start documenting, I start making my point of duty to talk to that woman. Document, document, document. “What have you done with housing?” Plan with her. So, I discuss housing, suggest she talk to this or that person. Ok, she did follow up. If she talk about her fears about connecting with this agency, I’m putting it there [in the file]. So when I have to talk to the other staff and they say that she need to go because she hasn’t been looking, then I can say, “You know what, maybe it’s the woman don’t like talking to you, or maybe it’s the discomfort she feels about talking. Because she has talked to me about housing. She talked to me about her concerns and how she feel and stuff.” And my manager, she’s going to be like, listening.

As discussed earlier, for Lodge, the daily expectations of keeping logs and case notes

were problematic when they interfered with her passion for supporting women (in

particular women of colour). However, in order to develop specific strategies to support

women, Lodge crafted her antiracist praxis through existing documentary practices

within the organization. Not only did she “document, document, document,” she also

self-consciously and actively attended to her colleagues’ “undertones” during shift

change, placed documentation “in the file” and spoke with her manager. Each component

of her everyday documentary work was part of her crafting an antiracist feminist practice

through everyday organizational accountability.

Translocal Activism

As described in chapters five and six, another predominant feature of both organizational

accountability and activist responsibility was that the execution of either occurred inter-

organizationally, and blurred otherwise distinct organizational boundaries. The term I

ascribed to this process in earlier discussions was translocality. Staff members of non-

profit organizations, especially women’s organizations, regularly consulted with one

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another over client referrals and collaborated on projects, workshops or campaigns. These

consultations and collaborations provided opportunities for women to develop shared

understandings of social justice praxis within an inter-organizational context.

To put it another way, the women not only transformed their own organization’s

everyday work into antiracist feminist activism, but also self-consciously created

translocal opportunities to enhance accountability to antiracist feminist and social justice

change within their broader communities. Making inter-organizational connections was

an important strategy, particularly when local contexts were not responsive to social

change. Specifically, through translocal practices such as consulting across organizations,

volunteering, and/or working in different capacities in organizations, involvement in

coalitions, training and creation of coalitions, the women in my study crafted antiracist

feminist change through both organizational accountability and activist responsibility.

Each of the women discussed in specific terms the way in which consulting across

organizations, or translocally, was part of their everyday work. Freddy, a public educator,

provided several examples of how her work entailed working with different organizations

as part of her organizational work:

I answer any phone calls that may come my way—queries—I consult with anybody in the community that needs to be consulted with. And I’m getting more and more crisis consultations from other service workers—in increasingly complex cases…

So my day is pretty much run like that and I never get anything done that I really want to do. Like, today I came in and I don’t work on Fridays normally, but I came in to actually get a publication out to—oh no it’s 12:39—I don’t think I’m going to get this out to—well I’m going to have to try, but between that I have to go and get a template right out to [name of organization for not-for-profit housing] because I’m doing a presentation to their housing providers—so anyhow my week will be filled up.

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On a day that I’m not doing that—I may be coming to the office really to get stuff together because I’m doing a workshop in the afternoon—or maybe I actually out in a workshop all day um so recently I was talking to—on Tuesday I was talking to the [coalition group for maternal and infant health], so came in, and didn’t answer any of my phone calls, and just spent the morning preparing for a workshop … where I was going in and educating people who were working in family resource and programs and staging plays about women abuse and, “What do you do? How do you deal with it?” …

In doing training within other social service and women’s organizations, Freddy was able

to extend her social justice practice (and be subject to mandates and visions of others’

social justice work).

Several other women, including Lodge and Catherine, also spoke about the

importance of public speaking within their organizational context as part of the strategy

of engaging antiracist feminist practice translocally. The ability to speak publicly

commandeered respect among activists because of its instrumental value for increasing

translocal communications. Lodge saw it as important to her everyday work and worked

to become better at public speaking. She looked up to Harriet Tubman whom she saw as

an inspirational speaker and activist:

I look at Harriet Tubman Ross the other day, I was, I am watching the TV and they were talking about, yeah, her life… And I say, I like to be like her, like that’s who, you know, in some sense, like, I wanted that, well she didn’t have that much education, but she was such an amazing woman, you know? …

You know that’s my goal: I get really uncomfortable about talking, but I want to do public speaking, because I just need to be there, to make a difference and I’m not sure if it’s going to be along, antiviolence work, but it’s going to be some kind of activism…

I look at yesterday at this African woman alliance meeting. I listen to African women [who] say they go in the school and they speak on Black History Month and they didn’t get paid for that. You know? Activism is work.

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For Lodge, public speaking was about activism and “making a difference” because as an

antiracist feminist activist one has to be able to speak across varied contextual differences

in order to bring attention to the systemic nature of racism as an oppressive institution.

Similarly, Catherine spoke about the importance of public speaking and her anger

and disappointment that she was overlooked for a public-speaking position in her

workplace, again highlighting the importance of public speaking for translocal activism:

What I’ve said, like you took every opportunity away from me to do this, to be a public speaker and pull the rug under me as a women of colour, an immigrant woman, a single mom, and then you go out and help women in the community, I said, “We failed.” And that’s all I said…

Public speaking … that’s how we get our funding and we get more clientele and all that stuff right, then more people know about it. So when I did outreach, their program booms, because I spoke with every agency in the community and I brought a lot of immigrant women, because I did the groups … and I did put a lot of effort in to it… And I said, “Yeah, tell me if you are not going to help me to grow and to understand where I’m coming from.”

Catherine’s anger at not being given an opportunity “to grow” had to do with the

importance of being seen in the women’s and social service community as an activist

who was completely embedded within translocal relations of activist responsibility.

One’s success as an activist was measured by one’s ability to be seen as an effective

speaker and thus a vital agent of social movement both locally and translocally.

Being seen as an effective and engaged activist had tangible implications for

women, and was significant for women’s individual careers in terms of hiring and

promotion. Recall, for example, the accounts of Francine and Sharmila, who both

identified that demonstrated commitments to antiracism, feminism and social justice,

particularly to ethno-specific communities, were written into the hiring policies, job ads,

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and interview questions and processes, and were thus significant in considerations for

promotion and hiring.

Institutionalizing activist responsibility through translocal relations also had

repercussions for the organizations with which the women worked. For example,

Catherine made the links between public speaking and the survival of her organization

and accountability to funders—both financially and in terms of increased clientele. Many

staff and board members were attentive to their organization’s credibility as antiracist

friendly (see also Ahmed, 2009 and Ku, 2009). Theta’s fellow board members, as a

related example, discussed the importance of ensuring that women of colour were part of

their board; also, we have seen how Soni used an outside facilitator to discuss issues of

racism; or how Sharmila discussed the importance of her organization’s reputation within

progressive circles. Certainly, therefore, being seen as hostile to antiracism or complaints

about racism would raise concerns to funding agencies, as well as among similar

women’s organizations. To that end, the clear and positive articulation of an

organization’s commitment to antiracist activism was deemed significant by my research

participants if the organization was to have any impact translocally.

Perhaps of greatest import to social service organizations, including feminist

women’s organizations, was that they were accountable to “the community” and their

general membership. This concern for community accountability constitutes another

dimension of translocality. In the context of my analysis, women’s organizations’

survival was predicated on their ability to be seen as importantly engaged with those

communities that they served; and this was a particular condition attached to their

funding at time. This accountability to the community was translocal, as it extended the

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local functioning of the organizational context to the extralocal relations of communities.

The direct working of translocal relations was especially evident in accounts highlighting

that due the fact that the board of directors and management teams (most notably the

executive director) were accountable to their general membership, this was an

opportunity for antiracist feminists within the communities to influence the direction of

the organization. The formalized and public annual general meetings, as one example,

provided opportunities for activists to act on behalf of communities in crafting social

justice praxis.

Soni, for example, made explicit the ways in which her antiracist feminist praxis

included outreach to racially diverse community members as a way of enacting antiracist

feminist change within her organization. She discussed how increasing the number of

general members who were racially diverse and committed to antiracist and feminist-

ideals would facilitate activist change. In the context of being accountable to the larger

community, Soni discussed how her newly minted program increased the membership of

racialized women, and significantly, new service users, within the general membership

and she hoped that this could influence organizational decision making.

The membership is volunteer—like it—because—I mean we function historically as a collective, we’ve been set up a little bit differently but the membership is staff and volunteers, staff and volunteers and volunteers only who have been um, past a probationary period of 3 months, so they’ve signed on, and finished training. There’s a staff training that they go through. And they’ve signed the volunteer contract and then whatever date they signed it, 3 months later they become an official member with voting rights…So it’s those volunteers who have graduated that period and then staff we also get one vote at the Annual General Meeting…

It’s a little bit complex in the way it works because a lot of it is formal, you know, sometimes you don’t get to really examine the nitty-gritty and the practical—right I mean the AGM’s you also have your card and, you know, yeah/nay or whatever [laughing]…That’s really where people get to exercise their vote, there’s really no other forum, unless we have a um, we

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hold a membership meeting um like an emergency meeting—if there’s an urgent issue in the agency or something, which is really, I think, in the history of this organization, has never happened. Not to my knowledge. It might have happened, I don’t think it has. But that’s sort of the only other place where the membership sort of would come in and hold the board accountable right? Cause the board is accountable to the membership.

As Soni’s account above demonstrates, translocal relations of accountability provided

opportunities for the women to craft social justice change in their everyday situations

both within and outside their organizations. That is, together with everyday personal

activist practices, the pursuit of intentional activist accountability dynamically

transformed the women’s organizations in question into accountable institutions of

antiracist practice.

Translocality, then, in the case of the women’s accounts described above, can be

read through the lens of interconnected processes of accountability (organizational and

activist) privileged by my analysis in this dissertation. That is, as I noted in my

introductory remarks, while relations of accountability have been discussed separately in

this dissertation, activist responsibility and organizational accountability need to be

understood in dialogical terms. Furthermore, as I discuss in more depth in my concluding

chapter, my analysis suggests that the social organization of antiracist feminist activism

of women of colour can be understood as a negotiation of relations of accountability

within women’s organizations.

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Chapter Eight: Summary and Conclusions

I have shown throughout this dissertation that antiracist feminist activism within

women’s organizations is socially organized through a multiplicity of relations of

accountability. Specifically, I unpacked two sets of interrelated social relations of

accountability: organizational accountability and antiracist feminist activist

responsibility. I described how women of colour negotiate their commitments to

antiracist feminism within existing social relations inside women’s organizations; and

that their activist practices must be understood as both responses to social relations of

accountability and constitutive of these social relations. Significantly, this dissertation

offers a conceptualization of antiracist feminist activist practice as a negotiation of

relations of accountability; it is the implications of this conceptualization that I explore in

this final chapter.

The chapter is divided into two main sections: a summary of the central

arguments of the dissertation and the salience of these for understanding the social

organization of antiracist feminist activism; and a discussion of the practical, pedagogical

and research implications of these arguments.

Dissertation Summary

The goal of this research was to develop an analysis of the political, personal and

institutional dimensions of politicized action and social change occurring in women’s

social service organizations. To reach this goal, I explored how women activists of colour

understood and practiced antiracist, feminist, and social justice ideals through an analysis

of thirteen interviews I conducted with women of colour activists. Through this process I

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discovered how they negotiated their commitments to antiracist feminism using existing

social relations within women’s organizations. I showed how their activist practices

simultaneously responded to and shaped social processes in women’s organizations. I

also investigated the women’s everyday activist practices as they navigated their personal

and professional lives. This investigation brought to light how critical race, feminist, and

antioppressive theory was enacted through the daily work of antiracist feminist activists.

This summary is divided into three parts: conceptual underpinnings, the research

problematic and social relations of accountability and everyday antiracist feminist

activism.

Conceptual underpinnings

The first two chapters of my dissertation set out the research goals, reviewed scholarly

and activist literature, and proffered my conceptual framework and method of inquiry. I

set out to explore the social organization of women’s organizations from the standpoint

of antiracist feminist activists. I began by posing the following questions:

1. How is antiracist feminist activism with/in “mainstream” women’s organizations

socially organized?

2. How are antiracism, feminism, and social justice enacted, developed, and integrated in the daily work of women of colour who are committed to antiracist feminist practice?

These research questions, as I described in chapter one, began from my own lived

experience of antiracist feminist activism with, within and against women’s

organizations, as well as the reading of academic and activist texts about antiracist

feminist activism. I wanted to understand, from the standpoint of women of colour

activists, how antiracist feminist activism was shaped—simultaneously limited and

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supported—through social relations within women’s organizations. I was intent on

studying the social relations which enabled and limited antiracist feminist activism, and

not on simply studying activist women of colour as research subjects. My initial focus

was first, on how the mundane, everyday work of activists was socially organized, and,

second, how this everyday work shaped the social relations of organizations.

In my first chapter, I situated my research questions within academic and

theoretical debates through my definitions of key terms and literature review. In addition

to describing scholarly debates and perspectives within which my study is situated, the

key terms and literature review provided a nuanced and holistic understanding of the

layered contexts within which antiracist feminist organizational change efforts are

enacted. I looked at interrelated literature on: social justice work within non-profit

sectors, feminist organizations, antiracist thought and antiracist organizational change,

antiracist struggle with and within the feminist movement and, also, in women’s

organizations and, finally, the literature which explores the relationship between activism

and ‘the personal.’

As a whole, this literature provided a context, backdrop and conceptual debates

for understanding the relations that antiracist feminist activists navigate as part of

women’s non-profit organizations. The literature highlighted the ways women’s and

other community and social service organizations provided spaces to struggle against

racism, sexism and other interlocking relations of oppression. The literature described

how these spaces not only subsumed, limited and hindered social justice work, but also

facilitated and supported it. More specifically, the continued struggles of antiracist

activists left tangible effects on the priorities and practices of contemporary women’s

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organizations—but not without tensions, paradoxes and fractures around antiracist

feminist praxis. In other words, the literature provided support to the idea that feminist

organizations are contradictory spaces in which antiracist feminist action is both

supported and limited. In spite of the challenges of antiracist struggle within the feminist

movement, I argued that that the literature indicated that it was inaccurate and politically

paralyzing to presume that antiracist organizing has not mattered within the women’s

movement. In particular, I drew attention to the importance of attending to the

relationships among socio-political contexts of non-profit organizations, histories of

antiracist struggle, sustained collective politicized action, racialized women’s politicized

identities, and everyday activist work in a study such as this one.

In addition to providing context, background and conceptual debates, the

literature also helped me form questions that would help guide my activist inquiry. The

literature often resonated with my optimism as it addressed the possibilities of social

justice activism. Given the largely critical literature on the future of social justice

activism in non-profit organization, I was left with asking the question: can social justice-

oriented organizations and individuals make a difference within the current neoliberal

restructuring of accountability and responsibility? If, as Fisher and Shragge (2002)

suggest that social activist success in non-profit organizations has meant less radical

social change within communities, how should we act and participate? And what should

we act towards? If, indeed, “the revolution will not be funded” (Incite!, 2007), how do we

engage social conditions which often work to capture and depoliticize our social justice

efforts (see also Smith, K., 2011)? In addition to previous discussion, I take up these

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questions further below in my discussion of activism as a negotiation of relations of

accountability.

My method of inquiry, as outlined in chapter two, built on the importance of

attending to women of colour’s everyday antiracist feminist work. In addition to

institutional ethnography and political activist ethnography, I drew from a number of

critical and antioppressive research perspectives (including those from materialist,

feminist, antiracist, anticolonial/postcolonial and postmodern theorists) to develop the

conceptual framework that guided my research. As an activist ethnographer, I focused on

the everyday work of antiracist feminist activists throughout the interviews and in my

data analysis. The focus on the everyday, mundane activities of women was key to

understanding the social organization of activism. Such a focus on the everyday activities

of racialized women was particularly politically imperative as I wanted to be attentive to

the fact that racialized women’s standpoints were often rendered less visible (than those

of other subjects) in dominant narratives about feminism, social movements and non-

profit organizations.

Moreover, my analytic focus on the organization came out of my activist

commitment to map the relations of opposition, resistance, transformation, and

accommodation that occurs within social movements and social movement organizations

(Kinsman, 2005). My research focused extensively on the social organization of social

relations within organizations, rather than just tracing extralocal relations as typical of

most institutional ethnographies. This allowed me to investigate local activist practices

with more rigour than might have been possible if I had I been looking solely toward

extralocal relations. I adapted several concepts and analytic strategies of Dorothy Smith’s

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(1986, 1990, 2005) institutional ethnography to trace the “local” social relations within

activism, and this methodological adaptation strengthened my analysis. For example, as I

have already noted, I focused on the notion of everyday activities or work of women of

colour activists to identify women’s standpoint and the problematic of my analysis; I

used institutional ethnography’s concept of disjuncture and bifurcation within and among

activist accounts of activism in order to explore more deeply the activism; I mapped

social relations as courses of action within the organization and across organizations to

see how one activist account was articulated and connected to another’s; and I looked at

the ways in which texts were mobilized by activists and how these guided activist

practice. In short, I used the concepts and tools of institutional ethnography to map more

fully the more ‘local’ aspects of social organization of activism within organizations -

that is, social relations that appeared to occur outside the influence of the so-called

‘extralocal.’

Adapting many of the analytic strategies of institutional ethnographers allowed

me to develop a more nuanced understanding of how relations of ruling shape the

everyday doings of people, as well as how the doings of people shape other people’s

doings. As a way of analyzing the social organization of antiracist feminist activism, this

nuanced and dialogic understanding of social relations within women’s organizations was

a fruitful endeavour—particularly if my study is read alongside other critical analyses

(including institutional ethnographies) of everyday work within non-profit organizations

in which the focus is tracing extralocal relations (Ng, 1988, 1996; Nichols, 2008; Smith,

G. 1990, 1995; Smith, K., 2011; Ranero, 2011; Rankin and Campbell, 2006).

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The research problematic: Commitments and contradictions

In chapters three and four, I explored the standpoint of women of colour doing antiracist

feminist work with and within women’s social service organizations. My analysis in

chapter three explored the centrality of antiracism, feminism, and social justice within

and outside of the research participant’s workplaces. In particular, I surveyed how

women of colour brought antiracist feminism to their definitions of self, to decision

making and to personal relationships. Through an analysis of the everyday lives of the

women research participants, I found that their antiracist feminist ideals intertwined in all

aspects of their lives and that their political beliefs and politicized commitments were

often personalized. Furthermore, I highlighted the ways in which women’s identification

with antiracist feminist activism were integrated with their identities and experiences as a

result of being positioned within relations of race, ethnicity, gender, class, sexual

orientation, and disability. Thus, the participants’ politicized commitments to working to

unravel intersecting relations of oppression were tied to their identities as women of

colour and their experiences of being gendered and racialized. However, in spite of their

personal commitments and the feminist movement’s incorporation of antiracist discourse,

women’s accounts also showed that women’s organizations remained contradictory in

their antiracist feminist praxis.

It was these contradictions of antiracist feminist praxis that were explored more

fully in chapter four. Here, the women’s accounts relayed a number of ways antiracist

feminism was incorporated within the everyday talk, policies, and practices in women’s

organizations. I argued that women’s organizations were sites from which antiracist

practice was both supported, and also constrained. The participants continued to struggle

for antiracist feminism in their organizations, even though antiracist feminist discourse

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was incorporated in the everyday work done in organizations. For example, some of the

women described their experience of racism and racialized discrimination. Women spoke

of experiences of being silenced, sanctioned and pushed out of organizations as a result

of their antiracist feminist activism and because they raised concerns about exclusion,

discrimination, and oppressive assumptions embedded in organizational practice. My

analysis focused on an exploration of the contradictions, tensions, and discrepancies

between the articulation of antiracist ideals and antiracist practice – the problematic of

this dissertation.

Social relations of accountability and everyday antiracist feminist activism

In further elucidating the research problematic, chapters five, six and seven further

developed an analysis of the women’s accounts of their work in women’s organizations. I

argued that the contradictions of antiracist feminist praxis within women’s organizations

ought to be understood in relation to dialogic processes of multiple relations of

accountability in the organization. The accounts of women’s everyday activist work

showed that women were answerable to at least two intertwined, and I argued, dialectic,

sets of relations. The first form of accountability related to the functioning and

governance of the organization, and the second form of accountability pertained to

antiracist feminist praxis. Specifically, I demonstrated that two main strands of

accountability, ‘organizational accountability’ and ‘activist responsibility,’ socially

organized women’s activism and shaped, constrained, and enabled women of colour’s

individual and collective everyday experience of antiracist feminist activism.

‘Organizational accountability’ was defined as the formal chain of hierarchical reporting

relations within the organization (which ultimately extends outside the organization),

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while ‘activist responsibility’ was defined as a social relations of answerability to other

activists which guides those committed to social justice. Both forms of relations of

accountability were social, rather than individual, and both affected women’s everyday

experience as antiracist feminists of colour.

Social service workers were accountable to the functioning and to the governance

processes of their organizations. I called this answerability to the organization, or formal

organizational accountability. This was explored in chapter five of the dissertation.

Antiracist feminist activists reported to supervisors, managers, board members and

funders, including the so-called “community at large.” Organizational accountability

shaped women’s everyday work as they negotiated social justice goals within women’s

organizations. There were four specific features of organizational accountability that I

described in detail in the dissertation. The first worked through the hierarchy of the

organization. In general terms, front-line workers were accountable to their supervisor

and managers; managers were answerable to executive directors and board members; and

executive directors and board members to external or extralocal bodies and organizations.

Second, organizational accountability relied on everyday documentation of workers.

Accountability worked through many texts such as job descriptions, procedures, case

notes, evaluation tools, funding applications and so on. Third, organizational

accountability was shaped by external organizations, legislation and policies, such as

funding contracts, state agencies, the legal system, labour and human rights laws, and

multicultural policies.

Women’s commitments were sometimes transformed into managerial priorities in

ways that did not necessarily create equity and affirm antioppressive change. Sometimes

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women’s commitments marked an obvious shift toward social justice practice; at other

times women’s efforts were nullified or achieved some minor nuanced shift toward

equity and antioppression practice. Through my analysis of women’s accounts, I

discovered three ways organizational accountability both supported and limited antiracist

feminist praxis. In each of these explorations, organizational accountability clearly

supported antiracist feminist and social justice ideals and at the same time depoliticicized

it. Specifically, I explored the tensions between supporting and constraining antiracist

feminist practice mediated through social relations of organizational accountability

within hierarchical reporting practices, documentary practices of organizations and

conflict resolution practices.

For example, in one exploration of conflict management practices, I found that

social justice critiques, especially antiracist ones, were often transformed into a ‘problem’

or ‘personality conflict’ between two or more individuals which needed to be managed,

rather than as a political or social critique. Most often this problem was managed through

“conflict resolution” between individuals, rather than using the problem to uncover, and

thus potentially act to address, historical and material power imbalances. Significantly,

managers (even those who were committed to antiracism) became part of processes

which treated discussions of racism as personal problems and hence rendered peripheral

to the functioning of the organization. The contradiction inherent in dealing with such

sorts of contestations as an interpersonal conflict, rather than a social or structural one, is

that the resolution process did not address issues of power or politics; nor did it address

social or structural inequities.

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Alongside formal organizational accountability, women’s activist work was

shaped by another form of accountability, namely, antiracist feminist activist

responsibility. In chapter six, I argued that women’s commitments to antiracist praxis

were more than abstract ideals, subjectivities, or intellectual theorizing; women’s

commitments to antiracist feminism were made social through relations of accountability,

or more accurately, responsibility to other activists. Like organizational accountability,

activist responsibility shaped women’s everyday work. Women’s personal commitments

and values to social justice were transformed into “social” forms of responsibility.

Activist responsibility influenced behaviour not because it constituted a regulatory

discourse in the way that organizational responsibility did, but because it functioned as a

form of coordinating discourse. This process meant that women’s everyday talk and

practice was made accountable to other activists or people committed to social justice; in

effect, this created a community of activists which made women’s commitments to

antiracism and social justice social, and activists answerable to one another. As such,

activist responsibility refers to both commitment and action or practice of social justice.

Unlike organizational accountability which was hierarchical, activist responsibility

operated in non-hierarchical ways.

I further argued that activist responsibility was mobilized in three distinct sets of

organizational practices of women’s organizations which allowed for social change. First,

relations of activist responsibility were mobilized through organizational practices in

which women were expected to regularly interact, talk, and build relationships with one

another throughout their daily work. I described how activist responsibility worked

through shift changes, supervision, everyday consulting and collaboration, staff and

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board meetings, and, as well, job and promotion interviews. Second, activist

responsibility was mobilized through organizational documentary practices of writing,

reviewing, and applying insights from case notes, mission/policies, funding applications,

job descriptions, evaluations, and work programs. Third, women’s commitments to

activism and their everyday organizational work meant that they were connected to other

women’s community and social service organizations. In this way, activist responsibility

worked translocally; that is, it worked through everyday practices such as coalition

building and sustaining, consulting, attending and delivering training and education

opportunities, and working within more than one organization. The translocality of

activist responsibility was central in social change; for social justice discourse to have

importance and an effect it needed to be seen and used across different organizational

sites.

Finally, I argued that activist responsibility worked as a form of accountability,

but not independently or outside of organizational (or institutional) contexts; it worked

alongside and in dialogue with relations of organizational accountability. I showed how

women of colour did antiracist feminist activism by mobilizing discourses of ‘activist

responsibility’ through social relations of accountability within their organizations. In

other words, activists crafted antiracist feminist praxis through actively working to

institutionalize their beliefs within the everyday practices of women’s and social service

organizations. In chapter seven, I explored how they consciously and creatively drew on

existing ‘organizational accountability’ discourses to develop innovative and effective

antiracist feminist practices. In doing so, I highlighted the significance of this activist

work by revealing the ways in which antiracist feminist activists seized the potential for

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change through both activist and administrative discursive practices. This potential

occurred at the junctures of negotiation between organizational accountability and activist

responsibility.

Implications of Conceptualizing Activism as Negotiation of Accountability

My dissertation explores social justice ethics, values, and analyses in practice and in

organizational contexts. It provides many insights for those involved in social justice

praxis, whether this occurs in women’s and social service organizations, in community

and grassroots organizing or in the academy. Based in ethnographic description, my work

analyzes how antiracist, feminist and other social justice politics were put into practice

and policy. Throughout the dissertation I link people’s commitments to politicized action,

to organizational practices and to social relations of accountability to social change. By

making explicit the interplay between organizational accountability and activist

responsibility, this work offers ways to better comprehend social change praxis. My work

enables a reflexive understanding of the efforts made to achieve progress and the ways in

which our efforts might become de-politicized. Through the lens of organizational actors

in their everyday practice, ultimately this research offers new ways of understanding the

relationships among social justice discourse, organizational practice and women’s

agency.

Many theorists and practitioners argue that community and social service

organizations do not always work in equitable and sustainable ways. Moreover,

marginalized individuals and activists often critique the ways that organizational

practices continually marginalize them. Hence, this dissertation arises from my resolve to

align myself with those that resist injustice and fight oppression. I chose to work with

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those working in social justice work in organizations as this is where I had the most prior

experience. Despite the valid criticisms of activists and academics alike of so-called

social justice organizations, my research shows that such organizations, specifically

women’s organizations can be, nevertheless, spaces in which antiracist social justice gets

enacted or certainly has the potential to be enacted. This dissertation prompts us to ask:

What are the possibilities and constraints of doing antiracist and oppression social justice

work within women’s organizations? And most crucially, how can we support people

who are committed to social justice to do social change work in organizations that are

unsupportive? By continually addressing these questions throughout the dissertation, my

study provides many, often nuanced, insights that have important lessons for those

directly involved to social justice practice.

Although the interviews were done in 2004, the ethnographic content and the

view of activism as a negotiation of social relations of accountability that arises from this,

is still relevant today. In fact, my analysis is even more relevant today given that relations

of accountability have intensified in non-profit organization. Moreover, academic and

public discourse about accountability practices in non-profit organizations has been on

the rise. The increased attention on the “accountability movement” (Carman, 2010), at

the very least, indicates that researchers and theorists are paying more attention to

accountability within organizations. As well, in my teaching and mentoring of those

committed or wanting to commit to antiracism, feminism, and social justice praxis, I am

constantly reminded of the importance of getting students to view social change in terms

of my organizational analysis; they readily appropriate it in their field assignments for

example. I also find that new social workers and students committed to antioppressive

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and social justice practice, although they may use a different language, regularly describe

how relations of accountability at the local level continue to be negotiated in ways which

resist, accommodate, and re-craft existing inequities in organizations.

While further work on the investigations of the accounts of everyday, mundane

social justice praxis in this area is required, it appears that relations of organizational

accountability are intensifying as social workers and social service workers continue to

be further scrutinized, surveyed, and micromanaged. As relations of activist

responsibility are subject to constraint, this opens up new spaces for resistance and

activism. It is clear from my ongoing discussions with activists and social work students

that researchers and/or practitioners committed to social justice ideals need to become

attentive to and intentionally reflective of the negotiation of relations of accountability

within everyday activist practice. Such a position is supported by my dissertation, as well,

the recent literature on accountability and social justice activism.

Nuancing, politicizing, and reclaiming “accountability”

The main scholarly contribution of this dissertation is its description and analysis of the

relations of accountability within antiracist feminist activism within women’s

organizations. At the outset of this research, I did not anticipate that my analysis would

centre on relations of accountability within activist work. While I was aware that

accountability as a phenomenon was an important reality in non-profit organizations, I

did not understand that accountability could be understood in terms of social relations of

activist work. Like most of the studies on accountability, I framed the issue of

accountability in relation to funding/funders in neoliberal political contexts. However, my

study’s focus on ‘the local’ revealed more complexity in this regard, and I uncovered

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other relations of accountability circulating in women’s organizations which had not been

well documented in the academic literature. Analyzing how relations of accountability

were constituted through activists’ courses of action allowed a more nuanced

understanding of transformation, resistance and accommodation of relations of ruling

within women-of-colour’s everyday work. Moreover, making explicit the specific

relations of accountability allowed for a deeper understanding of the social organization

of activism. It is such an analytic focus which challenges me as an activist-researcher to

understand both what we are up against and what possibilities are available for social

change.

In addition, my research suggests that critically evaluating the notion of relations

of accountability is, in itself, an activist act in at least two ways. First, understanding

accountability as work embedded in people’s social courses of action enables us to make

visible the negotiation of multiple sets of relations within activist work. That is, if

activists are to understand activism as a negotiation of relations of accountability, then it

is imperative that activists continue to do the everyday activist work to develop, nurture

and sustain social relations of accountability to antiracism, feminism and social justice, or

as I call it, activist responsibility. The mundane activist work of infusing policies and

practices with social justice ideals, of talking and networking, and of creating coalitions,

may not always produce the desired effects or be without pain. But, without exploring the

ways in which we navigate relations of accountability, we may miss the strengths and

limits of our own politicized action. Second, claiming “accountability” as an activist

project requires broadening our understanding of accountability from being solely about

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the purview of the ruling or governing embedded in common-sensical and academic

knowledge.

Although it may be true that within dominating frames of accountability

importance is placed on that which we can count or audit, my study suggests that

people’s everyday acts within organizations are answerable to more than to the

functioning of the organization, funding, legislation, accounting, and other relations of

ruling. Antiracist feminist activists are answerable to other antiracist feminist activists by

virtue of their chosen (and stated) identification with social justice praxis. Although I am

not at all denying the hegemonic forces of accounting discourse and its role in

maintaining power in the hands of those who rule and govern, I am merely stating that we

can begin to rupture notions of accountability in specific and localized spaces by saying:

Yes, we are funded by funding agency Y who requires flowchart W, but we are also

accountable to antiracist, feminist, diasporic, and racialized communities, antiableist

movements and so on. This sort of rupture in the discussion of accountability makes

visible the current hegemonic relations of accountability that govern our actions, and also

provides an opportunity for activists to reflect consciously on the forms, aims, and

subjects of their accountability. This is not to suggest that relations of accountability

cannot be reorganized through power to further exert control in organizations – but

instead to suggest that paying attention to the successes of activists in inserting

responsibility to social justice within and throughout relations of ruling is warranted.

In the dissertation, I advocated for understanding antiracist feminist activism as a

self-conscious crafting of relations of accountability. Of course, this is not to say that

there are no tensions or paradoxes in the spaces of crafting this change. My argument was

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not that we need to see all antiracist change as always transformative, effective and

moving towards social justice. Rather, I argued that we need to make visible the crafting

that women of colour do in their everyday work. My aim was not to delegitimize the

literature which describes the effects of neoliberalism on the tensions of antiracist,

feminist and social justice ideals and practice. On the contrary, my intent was to

strengthen and complement the claims in this literature, while stressing the need to render

visible the invisibility of antiracist feminist everyday work in organizations.

Although I wish to stress the importance of women’s activist work of negotiating

both sets of relations of accountability, it is also important to note that women sometimes

get caught in navigating these two sets of relations. As I showed in chapter five,

organizational accountability can sometimes subsume and depoliticize activist

responsibility especially when antiracist feminist activism is effective. It is no wonder,

then, that paradoxes, tensions and contradictions are evident within antiracist feminist

practice in women’s organizations. While these contradictions need to be navigated, this

means that activists need to become more aware of, and strengthen, relations of antiracist

feminist responsibility at play within women’s and other social service organizations.

Engaging and supporting activist work in non-profit organizations

As an activist-researcher and social work educator, I often find myself questioning the

ways this research might support my own activism and also the activism of those that I

mentor and teach. On the one hand, I feel compelled to support student and new activists/

social workers in their struggle with and within social service and community

organizations. I believe that it is crucial to nurture students’ own commitments to

working within a social justice frame, which usually means critiquing and questioning

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everyday exclusionary, repressive and discriminatory organizational practices based on

relations of oppression. On the other hand, I also understand some of the personal risks to

students and new activists within the context of current restructuring of non-profit

organizations. Academic literature on restructuring of organizations and social worker

accounts highlight the difficulties of putting into practice social justice ideals within

community and social service organizations. As Scott (2004) and many others have

shown, these organizations continue to be compromised as a result of divergent funding

policies, laborious reporting practices, and regulations. As the literature and my research

make clear, the ability of social service organizations to pursue social justice goals is

strained to the point where their very viability is threatened. As a result, educators and

activists who advocate critical praxis, social action, and transformative social change

with and within social service and community organizations are at crossroads.

Students, educators, and activists can learn much from this study. My research

suggests a number of directions through which activists and educators might be able to

support students and new activists in their attempts to mobilize antioppressive and social

justice ideals. Specifically, understanding activism as a simultaneous and dialectic

negotiation of two sets of relations of accountability makes visible possibilities and

constraints of social justice praxis. Moreover, highlighting activist crafting, that is how

activists creatively draw on relations of accountability to develop and consciously enact

innovative antiracist feminist praxis, stresses that new activist/social workers keep

attentive to opportunities for social change within social service organizations. My

findings highlight how student and new activists who want to challenge inequity within

organizations need to understand the complex social relations of accountability and the

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ways in which social activists continue to mobilize these competing and converging

relations.

My research found that women of colour mobilized their commitments to social

justice ideals by both finding and creating space within organizational discourse and

practice. They intentionally co-opted organizational processes and also worked against

them. Drawing on lessons learned from these practices, I outline three main tasks for

seasoned activists and educators in their work to support activist work, particularly for

new activists, in navigating relations of accountability in organizations.

The first task is nurturing commitment by

• Honouring and supporting activists’ own commitments to social justice values and analysis (regardless of whether these seemingly fit with our own);

• Nurturing and igniting alliances and networks among new student activists, activist practitioners, community members and faculty who are engaged in social justice work;

• Providing lived narratives of hope, possibility and success of social justice in organizations and in social work.

Nurturing commitment comes from a central finding of this research: that while

commitments to antiracist feminist ideals may be personal, they are also made social

through engagement with other activists.

Specifically, this dissertation made explicit how everyday antiracist feminist work

in women’s organizations matters. I highlight the ways in which activists took time and

energy to incite, develop and support their own and others’ commitments to social justice

(see chapters three, four, six and seven). The everyday antiracist work by women of

colour was never done in isolation—it was always done with in consort with allies, both

locally and translocally. For new activist/ social workers, connections and mentorship are

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crucial, particularly in organizations where there is little visible, sustainable and effective

social justice work. As I described throughout my study, learning from women of

colour’s activist work means learning from the ways they maintained and developed

active connections among others committed to social justice both within and outside of

their organizations.

The second task is supporting critique, action, analysis and reflexive critique by

• Encouraging student and new activists to create, recognize and use convergences between activist and organizational priorities;

• Expanding student and new activist capacities to develop social justice change within convergences;

• Advocating for policy development and change, activist research, negotiation, community mobilizing and social action;

• Teaching student and new activists to be constantly attentive to capture and de-politicization of social justice praxis;

• Explicitly taking note of relations of accountability work within organizations as a way to critique and/or re-craft inequitable organizational processes;

• Finding and using opportunities to reclaim and debunk the idea of accountability being only the purview of ruling;

• Promoting activist research conversations among other social justice activists.

The value of supporting critique, action, analysis, and reflexive critique is supported by

the research findings that organizations both limit and support social justice ideals. And

that activists need to be able to use the convergences between social justice ideals and

organizational priorities. Furthermore, my analysis makes it explicit that activists need to

be aware of how relations of accountability may capture and depoliticize activists’ action.

Only through reflexive critique, including more research, that these relations of

accountability might become evident.

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Activists/social workers interested in social justice praxis must learn to attend to

the ways in which our change initiatives can become depoliticized. As I described in

chapters four and five, even those seemingly social justice-oriented strategies can easily

become depoliticized through relations of accountability within organizations (see for

example my discussion on conflict management). In fact, the conundrum is this: to

become effective, social justice ideals need to be captured by organizations (everyday

activist work enables this) – but when social justice ideals get enacted within

organizations they are often become reframed in liberal ideological and other

depoliticized ways, where they are rendered manageable and palatable. Although I do not

believe that we can escape this conundrum, I believe that maintaining the social in social

activism is a way to further identify successes, limitations and to refine our activist

strategies by continuing to find, nurture and support formal and informal conversations

with other activists. By actively reflecting with others about our own interventions within

local settings, we continue to engage in reflection and critique which perhaps we cannot

easily do alone.

As such, the third task for more experienced activists and educators is sustaining

activism by

• Promoting politicized relationships and coalition building with others engaged in activist praxis to strengthen relations of activist responsibility;

• Teaching the importance of working directly in mainstream organizations where relations of activism can be negotiated;

• Making strategic complaints to advocate social change from within professional and regulatory bodies, community “consultation” groups and policy-making networks;

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• Encouraging life-long activist learning (formal education, training, workshops and reading);

• Modelling politicized reflexivity and humility.

My research implies that in spite of the difficulties entailed, educators and activists must

sustain their actions and, ideally not work alone, but within a support network of a

community of activists. Self-reflexive practice is not enough; activists who wish to

sustain activism must do the work of talking about their work with other people

committed to similar political visions, as part of their activist practice. As we know,

many of us are exhausted after engaging in activist struggle—particularly if we feel that

we are alone. Without developing activist networks, activism will undoubtedly drain

individuals, as there is no social basis to sustain it. My study confirms and explores what

many of us already know – that activism is work and that it is less effective in isolation

and that it is the cumulative efforts which sustain a movement within and across

organizations. As such, I believe that, as part of our activist work, we need to support and

build social spaces in which we can learn from each other’s struggles, successes and

limitations. My research shows that racialized women were already finding spaces to

engage others—the next step is make social activist reflexivity an explicit part of our

everyday antiracist feminist activism. While this requires time and energy, it would no

doubt sustain and strengthen social justice work.

Furthering a research agenda on social justice praxis

Through further research, I would like to continue deepening the analysis of social

change work from the standpoint of social justice activists, and to consider more fully

how social change work is socially organized; that is, how social justice practice is

shaped by people’s everyday acts, organizational processes and social policy. I am also

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interested in contributing further to the development of institutional ethnography through

deepening my engagement with other critical theoretical perspectives, namely

postcolonial, critical race, antiracist, poststructural and other intersectional theories.

Building on my doctoral work, I am interested in exploring how activism is

socially organized families, diasporic communities, a variety of non-profit organizations,

and in social work education and practice. I remain engaged in building a deeper

understanding of how social justice theory, feminism, and antiracism are enacted in the

everyday work of community activists, social service workers, managers, and educators.

Mapping the ways that social justice discourse shapes and is shaped by people’s everyday

lives and how the personal and political intersect, will be central in my future research

interests. Below, I describe four different research foci which stem from this dissertation.

The first research focus that I am most keen to pursue is what I tentatively call

Activism in Diasporic Communities. The data for the first phase of this research focus

was collected during my doctoral research. As I described in chapter two, my research

changed focus during the analysis and writing phases. My original project was to look at

the connections among antiracist feminist activism, family relationships and everyday

work in women’s organizations. I decided to focus only on the connections between

antiracist feminist activism and women’s organizations, and this meant not exploring

fully the very link that I set out to understand: the family. This decision was difficult, but

for the sake of analytic depth, I chose to place family relationships in the background. I

hope to conduct a secondary analysis of my data perhaps in conjunction with my

concerns for diaspora, racialized and gendered social relations, and activism. In

particular, I am interested in drawing from the conceptual framework I began to develop

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within chapter three which explored briefly at racialized and activist identity, subjectivity

and experience.

Additionally, my interest in re-engaging the interview data with my original intent

of focus on racialized and diasporic communities is further motivated by my analysis of

relations of accountability. While I did not fully focus on this herein, women’s accounts

showed that women were accountable to more than the functioning and governance of

their workplaces and to antiracist feminist praxis; in other words, there were more than

two sets of relations of accountability within the activist accounts. Primary among these

was the accountability activists discussed to their families and ethnoracial communities.

These relations of accountability were often raised in the interviews where activists

described in detail the ways in which they negotiated these relations (see also Ku,

2009).48

My second potential research focus is to explore more fully the extralocal

relations of accountability which organizes social justice work of activists. As I described

earlier, I made a decision to focus my analysis on relations of accountability within local

settings. While I believe that this strengthened the analysis in the dissertation, I am also

aware that there were opportunities lost in this process. Specifically, I did not always take

the opportunity to ethnographically trace how specific textually-driven practices of ruling

shaped the everyday activist work within women’s organizations. I identified the impact

of weak and unstable funding, and funding application practices for example, but I did

not trace these extralocally.

48 Ku (2009) also alludes to the fact that settlement workers negotiate accountability to organization funders and to their ethnoracial communities.

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As such, I am interested in pursuing a research project which explores the effects

of extralocal relations of funding on the social organization of women’s organizations. I

have already begun a pilot study called Shifting Priorities—Effects of Federal Social

Policy Priorities on the Social Justice Work of Women’s Non-profit Organizations. This

study, which is at the beginning stages, aims to explore how current federal social policy

shapes the social justice work of women’s non-profit organizations within Ontario. In my

dissertation, I explored only the local effects of funding on antiracist feminist practice. A

key finding, but relatively unexplored in my dissertation and in the literature, was that

writing funding proposals both enabled and disciplined women’s organizations

commitments to social justice. Using institutional ethnography, I would like to extend my

analysis to focus on extralocal relations of accountability within the funding application

process. Beginning from the standpoint of activists engaged in writing the funding

applications, I aim to investigate women’s non-profit organizational responses to the

federal government’s 2006 changes to the funding criteria of the Status of Women

Canada programs. The proposed study is unique as it will examine the experience of

women in non-profit organizations when applying for funds for their social justice work

since 2006. The objectives of this exploratory study are to: a) understand how the

everyday work women’s non-profit organizations are socially organized by the policy

priorities of funding bodies; and b) more particularly, map out how social justice and

advocacy work within women’s organizations is shaped by the process of applying for

funding.

My third potential research focus is on social justice-oriented social work

practice. I am interested in using a similar approach as my dissertation but this time to

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research the interplay among social work practice, antioppressive and social justice

activism, and social service organizations within racialized social workers’ lives. The

goal of Antioppressive Social Work in Organizations is to extend my research from

women of colour antiracist feminist activists to social work practitioners working from an

antioppressive perspective. More specifically, I am interested in exploring the links

between the personal and political in the lives of social workers.

The fourth potential research focus ties together my research, teaching and activist

interests. I am interested in ways to foster, support and nurture student and new social

workers’ commitments to social justice practice. For example, during my tenure at York

University’s School of Social Work, a colleague and I initiated a project called,

Intersectionality, Pedagogy and Practice—Social Work Education. This project was a

teaching-learning-practice initiative with the goal of critically examining and

strengthening current diversity-related pedagogy within social work education, field

education and practice. We invited social work and community practitioners, field

practicum supervisors, students, faculty, and university staff to attend a full-day

workshop focusing on antiracist and antioppressive pedagogy and practice. The main

objectives of the project include: a) examining relevant teaching and learning issues

related to activism, race, racialization and racism, diversity and intersectionality; and b)

identifying and exploring the challenges of teaching and learning about diversity and

intersectionality in antioppressive social work practice. I am interested in extending the

findings of this initiative into my program of research.

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Last thoughts

The insights garnered through this writing process offered me a unique opportunity to

reflect on women of colour’s activism, organizational change and antiracist feminist

praxis. My hope is that these insights will be valuable to social justice practitioners,

whatever their context. All I can offer as a researcher-activist is a reflection of activist

work in the forms of narrative of activist voices and an analysis and engagement with

these narratives. I invite others who read my work and engage in practice to consider the

further implications and value of my work.

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Appendices

Appendix I: Copy of interview guide

Draw a diagram of the important relationships in your life, including your family, relationships with people at work, other groups you are involved in, etc. A. Describe your activist work.

• Describe how you became involved with this organization/ community work/ activism/ feminist and/ or antiracist work.

• What is the work that you do in the organization?

• Describe an actual work day.

• How long have you been working in this (and other) women’s organization(s)?

• How did you learn to do your job?

• Describe your interactions with the people you work with (actual examples).

• How does your work affect you personally: i.e. your health, your beliefs, your day-to-day life, your sense of health? (Look for specific examples).

B. Tell me about your family.

• Describe your family; who is part of your family?

• How would you describe your relationships with your family?

• What were your relationships like before you became actively involved in your work? How have they changed?

• Describe what you do when you are not involved in your work.

• What are the ways in which your activist work affect you non-work life?

• How often do you see or speak with different members of your family? C. Describe how your family and activist work affect one another.

• What do your family members know about your work.

• How do you describe your work to them? How would they describe your work to their friends?

• What sorts of discussions do you have with your family about your work?

• What are the ways that your work and relationships with your family overlap? What are the ways that they don’t overlap?

• How do you juggle paid work with family responsibilities? Describe how you organize your day step-by-step?

• Describe a typical day/ week/ month.

• Describe how your daily work is affected by your relationships with your family.

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Appendix II: Recruitment letter to potential participants

[On Ontario Institute of Studies in Education (OISE) letterhead] Date Dear ___________________: I am a student at the OISE at the University of Toronto. I am conducting my doctoral research to study the links between women of colour’s activist work with women’s organizations and their personal relationships. The study titled, ‘Negotiating activism: Non-white women of colour navigating relations of ruling’, aims to examine the ways that women of colour’s antiracist and feminist social change work affects and is affected by their relationships with their own families. Your name was given to me by XXXXXXXXXXXX [name of person, title and organization if applicable] because you may be able to help me with my study. Your decision to participate in this research will remain confidential. This study begins from my own experiences as a community worker of colour and from witnessing other women’s struggles with feminist organizations. I saw and experienced how activist work permeates non-white women’s lives, including in their relationships with their families. During my master’s research project, I did a literature review to explore feminist organizations responses to antiracist organizational change and found absent knowledge about the effects of this work on women of colour’s lives. This study is an attempt to fill this gap in knowledge about how women of colour’s crucial community work within women’s organizations overlaps with their personal lives. I would like to interview you as a research participant in this study. I will be interviewing women of colour who are engaged in antiracist / multicultural organizational change work with women’s organizations, in paid or volunteer capacities. I anticipate that there will be two interviews. The first interview will be arranged at a time and place convenient to the research participants, and will last up to 2 hours. The follow-up interview will be a maximum of 60 minutes, during which both the participant and I will have the opportunity to reflect on the transcript of the first interview. I envision the interviews to be a guided conversation about the ways that your activist work overlaps with your relationship with your family. The following themes will be explored in the interviews:

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• Describe the work you do in your organization.

• Describe your family’s response to your activist work.

• Describe the ways that your work/ volunteer life intersect with your family life.

In analyzing the interviews and other materials collected, I will ensure that the participants’ identities will not be disclosed. The transcript and tapes will be labelled with numbers and pseudonyms. Each participant will be offered a copy of their transcript(s) and a summary of the research findings when it is available. I encourage any feedback throughout this process. You are welcome to raise questions and concerns with me throughout the project, and may withdraw at any time if you wish. Should you decide to withdraw, the information you gave will not be included in my analysis from that time. I will contact you shortly to see whether you can help me with the study and will arrange for a meeting to discuss my study with you. If you do not wish to participate in the research or to be contacted by me, please email me at: [email protected] or by phone at: (905) xxx-xxxx. If you have any questions at all in the meantime, please do not hesitate to contact me by phone or email. Sincerely, Sobia Shaheen Shaikh, Ph.D. Student OISE/UT Phone: (905) xxx-xxxx email: [email protected] Roxana Ng Faculty Supervisor OISE/UT (416) 923-6641 x 2283 [email protected]

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Appendix III: Letter to be sent to directors of women’s organizations

[On OISE Letterhead] Date Dear ___________________: I am a student at the Ontario Institute for Studies in Education at the University of Toronto. I am conducting my doctoral research on the links between women of colour’s activist work with women’s organizations and their personal relationships. The study, ‘Negotiating activism: Non-white women of colour navigating relations of ruling’, aims to examine the ways that women of colour’s antiracist and feminist social change work affects and is affected by their relationships with their own families. This study begins from my master’s research, but especially from my own experiences with social change as a community worker within women’s organizations. Based on my own experiences and witnessing others’ experiences, I became interested in the ways that activist work permeates non-white women’s lives, including in their relationships with their families. I would like to request your help in recruiting participants for this study in three ways. First, I would ask you to post the enclosed flyers or to pass these on to whomever you think might be interested in this study. Second, I would appreciate it if you could provide me with names of potential research participants in this study. And, finally, please feel free to give my contact information to anyone (or any organization) who might be interested in this study. I will be interviewing women of colour who are engaged in antiracist / multicultural organizational change work with women’s organizations, in paid or volunteer capacities. I anticipate that there will be two interviews with each participant. The first interview will be arranged at a time and place convenient to the research participants, and will last up to 2 hours. The follow-up interview will be a maximum of 60 minutes, during which both the participant and I will have the opportunity to reflect on the transcript of the first interview. I envision the interviews to be guided conversations about the ways that women of colour’s activist work overlaps with their relationships with family. The following themes will be explored in the interviews:

• The work that women of colour do in women’s organizations.

• Their family’s responses to activist work.

• The intersection between social change work and family life.

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In analyzing the interviews and other materials collected, I will ensure that the participants’ identities or identifying information about their workplaces will not be disclosed without explicit instruction. The transcript and tapes will be labelled with numbers and pseudonyms. Each participant will be offered a copy of their transcript(s) and a summary of the study when it is available. I will contact you shortly to see whether you can help me with the study and will arrange for a meeting to discuss my study with you. If you do not think that you can help me, or if you need more copies of the flyer, please email me at [email protected] or by phone at (905) xxx-xxxx. If you have any questions at all in the meantime, please do not hesitate to contact me by phone or email. Sincerely, Sobia Shaheen Shaikh, Ph.D. Student OISE/UT Phone: (905) xxx-xxxx email: [email protected] Roxana Ng Professor OISE/UT (416) 923-6641 x 2283 [email protected]

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Appendix IV: Consent form for participants

[On OISE letterhead] I, __________________________________________, agree to participate in this study called ‘Negotiating activism: Non-white women of colour navigating relations of ruling’. This study aims to explore the links between women of colour’s antiracist and feminist activist work with women’s organizations and their relationships with their families. I understand that I am under no obligation to agree to participate. I understand that, as a participant in this study, I will be discussing the following themes:

• The work that I do in women’s organization(s).

• My family’s response to my activist work.

• The ways that my work/ volunteer life intersects with my family life. I understand that the initial interview will take up to 2 hours. I understand that the interviews will be audio-taped and transcribed, and that I will have a pseudonym and number attached to the tape and transcripts. I also understand, that after the interview is transcribed, the researcher will give me the opportunity to look over the transcript. I understand that the follow-up interview will be a maximum of 60 minutes, during which I might be asked to expand or clarify some of the points that were raised in the first interview. I understand that, as in any conversation about one’s life, there is a risk that the content of this interview might be emotional and/or upsetting. I understand that if I am uncomfortable at any time during the interview, I can inform the researcher that I wish to change the direction of the conversation. I further understand that I can terminate the conversation at any time if I decide not to proceed. I understand that I may refuse to answer any of the questions. If I have concerns about our conversation, I can contact the researcher anytime. I understand that the comments and answers I give will be anonymous unless I specify that the researcher can use my name in connection with an answer or a comment. Similarly, I understand that my name and workplace will be kept confidential. I understand that the researcher will make every effort to preserve my confidentiality and anonymity. I understand that only the researcher (Sobia Shaikh) will have access to the audio-tapes. I also understand that the researcher, the researcher’s thesis supervisor (Dr. Roxana Ng) and supervisory committee (Dr. Njoki Wane and Dr. Kari Dehli) will have access to parts of the transcripts, only if necessary. I understand that the tape(s) of this conversation will be deleted after the completion of the project and that they will be kept in a locked cabinet in the researcher’s home during this time. I also understand that the transcripts will be stored in the researcher’s home computer protected by password. I have read and

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understood this form. I understand that I will keep a copy of this form. I will be offered a summary of the study when it becomes available. Name __________________________________

Signature________________________________ Date__________________________

Researcher: Sobia Shaheen Shaikh

Ph.D. Student OISE/UT Phone: (905) xxx-xxxx email: [email protected] Faculty Supervisor: Roxana Ng Professor OISE/UT (416) 923-6641 x 2283 [email protected]

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Appendix V: Recruitment flyer

Are you a Woman of Colour?

Have you been or are you involved with

antiracist organizational change with(in) a

women’s organization in Southern Ontario?

Research Participants Needed

for a study on looking at the links between

women of colour’s social change work and

their relationships with their family....

I am interested in interviewing women of colour for my doctoral

research at Ontario Institute for Studies in Education, University

of Toronto.

The following themes will be explored in the interviews: • The work that women of colour do in women’s organizations.

• Their family’s responses to activist work.

• The intersection between social change work and family life.

Please contact Sobia at [email protected] or by phone at

(905) xxx-xxxx if you are able to participate in this study or able

to distribute copies of this flyer to other women of colour

activists. I would be happy to answer any questions about the

research and all inquiries are confidential.

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